Call me a delusional, attention-seeking, overambitious girl, but I can’t help believing that I belong on stage. Since I was a young girl, I’d look at people in the spotlight and imagine how exhilarating it would feel to be in their place. There was always an instant spark I felt tingling throughout my body when I imagined: lights on me, the energy of the audience, and the euphoric thrill of raw emotions seeping through my every pore.
It all started when I was chosen to represent my first-grade class in the Philippines to compete in the annual story-telling contest. My role was to present the timeless tale of the lion and the mouse. I was given a three-page monologue to memorize within two weeks, with full production, costume, and acting—as a six-year-old. Of course, I was afraid. However, it wasn’t the thought of disappointing my mother or my classmates that shook my bones. What truly terrified me was the idea of not doing the story justice. So I worked hard, memorized my lines and choreography, and when the day came, I put my all into portraying how a brave little mouse saved the life of a mighty lion. At the final award ceremony, when I heard my name boom through the gym PA system and the words, “first-place winner of the 2012 story-telling contest,” a heart-warming new feeling of true content and delight took root in me. That very moment solidified my love for story-telling. And that love grew and guided me to who I am now.
The following year, I was chosen again to compete. To my surprise, I won first place for the second time. Then, my mother enrolled me in a theatre workshop to encourage my budding talent. My experience in that program opened my eyes to the universe of storytelling. It made me realize there were so many stories out there and many creative ways to bring them to life.
Since that initial realization, my journey in exploring all kinds of outlets for storytelling has expanded in ways I never imagined possible. From drawing to singing, teaching, writing, and acting, stories became my guiding post. Returning to it on numerous occasions, I developed a particular affinity for theater. There was something about stepping into the dimmed light of a stage and looking beyond the crowd to enter a new world that endlessly excited me. Performing on a stage ignited me to break through my insecurities and transform into someone entirely different–someone who saw the world through a distinct lens, felt unfamiliar emotions, and uniquely expressed themselves.
The creative world of storytelling was where I felt the most connected to myself. Grasping every opportunity to revisit this world, I joined local high school productions as a middle school student. In eighth grade, when I landed the role of Sandy Dumbrowski for a high school production of Grease, I discovered that my potential and passion were much deeper than I had ever realized. The confidence I gained from that experience spilled into other pools of my life. Whether it was in my presentation skills, taking on leadership roles, or being assertive with my life decisions, I found storytelling useful and empowering. It taught me to take chances, step through open doors, feel confident in my abilities, and appreciate the ocean of individual perspectives there are on life.
Call me stubborn, starry-eyed, or naive, but you can be sure I will always find my way to the stage. Look high, low, beyond your sight, or at a show; as long as I live, all stories must be told.