When I was in middle school, my older cousin Keoni committed suicide and it was my first encounter with mental illness and self harm. Nothing could’ve prepared me for it and five years later I don't know if anything in the world could. Keoni had just turned 18 and was living with his mom in Nevada, I had never visited their house there and his funeral would be my first and only time. The plane ride from San Francisco to Las Vegas was long and silent. I just kept thinking,“They made a mistake, Keoni would never do this.” Even on a plane to go to his funeral and to see him lying in a casket, I couldn’t believe this was happening. In the months, even years that followed, everything reminded me of him. The only memories I had of him were good, he was the kid that was always smiling and making everyone laugh but I still couldn't help feeling upset. I was honestly mad at him because no one knew he was hurting and killing himself didn’t stop the pain, it spread to everyone that loved him. I was so mad, for so long and for years, that anger just grew inside me. It grew like a parasite in me and soon the anger turned into fear. I was scared that this was what Keoni felt and I was scared that I would also feel hopeless and want to die. I was paralyzed in my fear and even though I saw what suicide does to a family, I just wanted to not feel angry or scared anymore. I tried to do everything in my power to not think about Keoni's death and what it made me feel, except for embracing it. I finally snapped out of my paralysis and realized that avoiding the problem only made it bigger. Keoni was dead, it’s horrible, tragic and hard to accept but I had to. When I accepted that being mad or anxious wouldn’t change the situation, I felt like all the bad emotions evaporated. I turned those emotions into passion. I made a promise to myself and Keoni that I would never let my depression control me and to try my absolute hardest to achieve all my goals. I keep a picture of him on my wall, which has become a mosaic of all my memories and adventures but I keep him closer to my bed so that everyday when I wake up I’m reminded of that promise. I’ve struggled with my own mental health for most of my life, going down the rabbit hole of depression, drugs and alcohol but Keoni's death kept haunting me and eventually was the catalyst for change in my life. I’m about to graduate high school this year and if Keoni were still alive, he would be graduating from university this year too. Every finish line I cross and every milestone I arrive at, he’s in my heart pushing me to go even further and reminding me to take advantage of every opportunity.

One of the most significant challenges I face is my home life, particularly my relationship with my parents, and more specifically, with my mom. This relationship is deeply strained and often feels toxic, creating an environment that is difficult to navigate. It’s something that weighs heavily on me, even when I try to push it to the back of my mind. The tension and negativity at home can be overwhelming, making it hard to concentrate on other aspects of my life, like school. Every day, I try my best to focus on my studies and the tasks in front of me, but it's challenging when my mind is constantly pulled back to the latest argument or disagreement. The anxiety doesn’t just stay at home; it follows me to school, lingering in my thoughts and making it difficult to concentrate in class. The anticipation of returning home after a day at school can be nerve-wracking, knowing that the environment waiting for me might be just as tense as it was when I left. It's a cycle that’s hard to break out of, where the stress of home life seeps into my academic life, creating a constant undercurrent of anxiety and distraction. Despite these challenges, I’m determined to not let these issues define me or dictate my future. I recognize that my home life is a difficult aspect of my life right now, but I also know that I have the power to shape my future in a different way. I push myself to stay focused on my goals, using my studies and personal growth as a way to build a better life for myself. It’s not easy, especially when the emotional toll of home life feels so heavy, but I see it as my way out—a path to escape the toxicity that I experience at home. I try to channel my frustration and pain into motivation. Each time I feel discouraged or overwhelmed by the negativity at home, I remind myself of what I’m working toward: a future where I can be independent, where I can create a positive and nurturing environment for myself. This vision of the future keeps me going, even on the days when it feels like everything is against me. It’s a way of taking control of my life, even when so much of what’s happening around me feels out of my control. In many ways, the challenges I face at home have made me more resilient. They’ve forced me to find strength within myself, to keep moving forward even when the weight of my circumstances feels almost too much to bear. I’ve learned to find small victories in my day-to-day life, whether it’s doing well on a test, completing a project, or simply making it through the day with a positive mindset. These small wins remind me that I’m capable of overcoming the obstacles in my path, no matter how difficult they may seem. While my relationship with my parents, especially my mom, continues to be a source of stress and pain, I’m committed to not letting it define me or limit my potential. I’m focused on creating a future that’s different from my present reality—a future where I can thrive, free from the toxic dynamics that currently weigh me down. It’s a difficult journey, but I know that by staying focused on my goals and continuing to work on myself, I can build the life I want and deserve.

I have always been entranced by the auto industry and the creativity it breeds. From a young age, I have found myself captivated by the intricate design and engineering that goes into each vehicle. My passion for cars has only grown stronger over the years, and I plan to channel this enthusiasm into a career by majoring in mechanical engineering in college. However, the path to achieving my dream hasn't been easy. One significant hurdle is the financial constraint. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite these limitations, I have been determined to make the most of what I have. I've taught myself through online resources and taken apart household items to understand their mechanics. My drive to learn has kept me focused and motivated, even in the absence of formal support. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars, is nothing short of my wildest dream. Most people suggest that I should simply become a mechanic or work for another car company, but that won't satisfy me. My ultimate goal is to open my own car garage where I can spend all day using my skills to create steel masterpieces. I envision a place where creativity and engineering prowess merge to redefine the auto industry. I want to revolutionize how people view their vehicles, offering options that range from practical and reliable to completely custom cars with no stock parts and intricate details. Who can execute such ambitious projects with skill and precision? I will. The auto and engineering fields have always been male-dominated, which has presented additional challenges. I've often been ignored or dismissed based on my gender, but this only fuels my determination. I aim to succeed not just for myself but also to inspire and encourage other girls who dream of working in this industry. I want them to see that they too can achieve their goals, regardless of the obstacles they face. I understand that being a successful business owner requires ambition, perseverance, and logic. I believe that I possess all these traits and am ready to take the industry by storm. As I look forward to my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles and making meaningful contributions to the field. My dream is not just to participate in the auto industry but to transform it, creating a legacy of innovation and inspiration.

My dream is to become a mechanical engineer, with a deep passion for making a significant impact in the automotive industry. The intricate process of designing, manufacturing, and continuously improving vehicles has always captivated me. I am especially drawn to the idea of contributing to the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles, or even restoring classic cars to their former glory. The automotive industry is in the midst of a rapid evolution, with relentless advancements in sustainability, efficiency, and performance, and these changes inspire me to be part of this transformative journey. I envision myself at the forefront of this change, contributing to the development of cutting-edge technologies that will shape the future of transportation. However, I am fully aware of the challenges that come with pursuing a career in a traditionally male-dominated field like mechanical engineering. In many communities, there are still deep-rooted misconceptions about who belongs in STEM fields, fueled by stereotypes related to gender, race, and social background. As a woman passionate about STEM, I have encountered numerous instances where people have questioned my place in this field. Despite these limitations, I have been determined to make the most of what I have. I've taught myself through online resources and taken apart household items to understand their mechanics. My drive to learn has kept me focused and motivated, even in the absence of formal support. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars, is nothing short of my wildest dream. Most people suggest that I should simply become a mechanic or work for another car company, but that won't satisfy me. My ultimate goal is to open my own car garage where I can spend all day using my skills to create steel masterpieces. I envision a place where creativity and engineering prowess merge to redefine the auto industry. I want to revolutionize how people view their vehicles, offering options that range from practical and reliable to completely custom cars with no stock parts and intricate details. Who can execute such ambitious projects with skill and precision? I will. The auto and engineering fields have always been male-dominated, which has presented additional challenges. I've often been ignored or dismissed based on my gender, but this only fuels my determination. I aim to succeed not just for myself but also to inspire and encourage other girls who dream of working in this industry. I want them to see that they too can achieve their goals, regardless of the obstacles they face.

When I was in middle school, my older cousin Keoni committed suicide and it was my first encounter with mental illness and self harm. Nothing could’ve prepared me for it and five years later I don't know if anything in the world could. Keoni had just turned 18 and was living with his mom in Nevada, I had never visited their house there and his funeral would be my first and only time. The plane ride from San Francisco to Las Vegas was long and silent. I just kept thinking,“They made a mistake, Keoni would never do this.” Even on a plane to go to his funeral and to see him lying in a casket, I couldn’t believe this was happening. In the months, even years that followed, everything reminded me of him. The only memories I had of him were good, he was the kid that was always smiling and making everyone laugh but I still couldn't help feeling upset. I was honestly mad at him because no one knew he was hurting and killing himself didn’t stop the pain, it spread to everyone that loved him. I was so mad, for so long and for years, that anger just grew inside me. It grew like a parasite in me and soon the anger turned into fear. I was scared that this was what Keoni felt and I was scared that I would also feel hopeless and want to die. I was paralyzed in my fear and even though I saw what suicide does to a family, I just wanted to not feel angry or scared anymore. I tried to do everything in my power to not think about Keonis death and what it made me feel, except for embracing it. I finally snapped out of my paralysis and realized that avoiding the problem only made it bigger. Keoni was dead, it’s horrible, tragic and hard to accept but I had to. When I accepted that being mad or anxious wouldn’t change the situation, I felt like all the bad emotions evaporated. I turned those emotions into passion. I made a promise to myself and Keoni that I would never let my depression control me and to try my absolute hardest to achieve all my goals. I keep a picture of him on my wall, which is a mosaic of all my memories but I keep him closer to my bed so everyday when I wake up I’m reminded of that promise. I’ve struggled with my own mental health for most of my life and Keonis death was the catalyst for change in my life. I’m about to graduate high school this year and if Keoni were still alive, he would be graduating from university this year too. Every finish line I cross and every milestone I arrive at, he’s in my heart pushing me to go even further and reminding me to take advantage of every opportunity.

When I was in middle school, my older cousin Keoni committed suicide and it was my first encounter with mental illness and self harm. Nothing could’ve prepared me for it and five years later I don't know if anything in the world could. Keoni had just turned 18 and was living with his mom in Nevada, I had never visited their house there and his funeral would be my first and only time. The plane ride from San Francisco to Las Vegas was long and silent. I just kept thinking,“They made a mistake, Keoni would never do this.” Even on a plane to go to his funeral and to see him lying in a casket, I couldn’t believe this was happening. In the months, even years that followed, everything reminded me of him. The only memories I had of him were good, he was the kid that was always smiling and making everyone laugh but I still couldn't help feeling upset. I was honestly mad at him because no one knew he was hurting and killing himself didn’t stop the pain, it spread to everyone that loved him. I was so mad, for so long and for years, that anger just grew inside me. It grew like a parasite in me and soon the anger turned into fear. I was scared that this was what Keoni felt and I was scared that I would also feel hopeless and want to die. I was paralyzed in my fear and even though I saw what suicide does to a family, I just wanted to not feel angry or scared anymore. I tried to do everything in my power to not think about Keonis death and what it made me feel, except for embracing it. I finally snapped out of my paralysis and realized that avoiding the problem only made it bigger. Keoni was dead, it’s horrible, tragic and hard to accept but I had to. When I accepted that being mad or anxious wouldn’t change the situation, I felt like all the bad emotions evaporated. I turned those emotions into passion. I made a promise to myself and Keoni that I would never let my depression control me and to try my absolute hardest to achieve all my goals. I keep a picture of him on my wall, which is a mosaic of all my memories but I keep him closer to my bed so everyday when I wake up I’m reminded of that promise. I’ve struggled with my own mental health for most of my life and Keonis death was the catalyst for change in my life. I’m about to graduate high school this year and if Keoni were still alive, he would be graduating from university this year too. Every finish line I cross and every milestone I arrive at, he’s in my heart pushing me to go even further and reminding me to take advantage of every opportunity.

My dream is to become a mechanical engineer, driven by a deep passion for creating a lasting impact in the automotive industry. My goal is not only to participate in the industry but to actively transform it, leaving behind a legacy of innovation that inspires future generations of engineers, particularly young women who might feel discouraged by gender-based barriers in STEM. However, achieving this dream has not been an easy journey. One of the biggest challenges I've faced comes from my home life, particularly my strained relationship with my parents, and especially with my mom. This relationship has often felt toxic, leaving me feeling emotionally drained and overwhelmed. The tension and negativity at home have made it difficult for me to focus on other important aspects of my life, such as school and personal growth. No matter how much I try to push these feelings aside, they linger in the background, making concentration and progress a challenge. Through all of this, I have kept my faith in God. I believe He is guiding me through these challenges for a reason, teaching me resilience, patience, and the strength to persevere in adversity. For a time, I struggled, and the weight of my emotions led me down a difficult path of substance abuse. I turned to alcohol and drugs to numb the anxiety and stress that felt unbearable. However, I soon realized that this was not helping me; it was only worsening my situation, both emotionally and physically. I fell into a deep depression, and for a time, I lost sight of my dream of becoming a mechanical engineer. But God had other plans for me, and I eventually recognized that facing the pain, rather than avoiding it, was the only way to truly motivate myself to move forward. In the past year, I’ve worked hard to get sober and regain control of my life. Although my relationship with my parents may never improve, I have learned to change how I respond to it, holding on to my faith and trusting in God’s purpose for my life. I refuse to let a life I didn’t choose dictate the life I want. As I continue my journey toward a future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles, using my experiences and faith to fuel my passion for change and innovation. Every day is an opportunity for growth and a reminder of God’s grace. I focus on setting myself up for success through education, hands-on experience, and self-discipline, knowing that each step brings me closer to realizing my dream. The challenges I’ve faced have strengthened my faith and made me more determined than ever to turn my struggles into a powerful story of resilience—one that I hope will inspire others to pursue their dreams, trusting that with faith and hard work, they can overcome the odds.

The question of why we should seek to understand the universe has deep philosophical and practical layers. For me, this pursuit merges both my love for philosophy and my passion for science and engineering. Authors like Jean-Paul Sartre explore the complexities of human existence, questioning what it means to be here at all, while thinkers like Sean Carroll focus on the universe's mechanics, searching for fundamental truths about time, space, and causality. Together, these perspectives form the framework that pushes me to examine existence from both humanistic and physical angles, connecting individual meaning with the fabric of the cosmos. One of Sartre’s ideas that resonates with me is his view on the randomness of existence. In my favorite book of his, Nausea, he writes, “I existed like a stone, a plant or a microbe,” capturing the sense that we’re here by chance, bound by conditions we didn't choose. This perspective forces us to confront life’s uncertainty directly and reminds me of why understanding the universe is so vital. While existentialists like Sartre probe the human condition and its angst, exploring the physical world allows us to address these feelings with curiosity and creativity. It is a chance to find our place within a system that operates on vast, predictable principles—a step toward translating abstract ideas of purpose into tangible achievements. In engineering and physics, I see the potential to bridge philosophical inquiry with scientific exploration, especially by examining causality—a principle deeply woven into both realms. Causality, at its core, is about understanding how one action leads to another, a foundational concept in both classical mechanics and quantum theory that dictates the very structure of our reality. This principle guides how particles move, how systems evolve, and even how entire galaxies grow, and yet it also speaks to a more philosophical curiosity: what drives change, and what keeps the universe coherent amid constant flux? Sean Carroll's exploration of causality in quantum physics has been especially inspirational to me because he addresses one of the biggest challenges in physics: understanding the relationship between time and the behavior of matter on a quantum level. He delves into complex concepts like the arrow of time—the idea that time appears to have a distinct direction, moving from past to future—and how this directionality connects to causality itself. Carroll’s ability to question assumptions about space and time offers a path to reimagining what we think of as possible in the universe, as well as what we can practically achieve in engineering. This principle of cause and effect is central to engineering because it allows us to model, predict, and control systems, whether mechanical, thermal, or structural. For example, in designing engines, sustainable energy solutions, or propulsion systems, engineers rely on a chain of causes and effects that can be calculated, anticipated, and manipulated. Each component of a machine relies on the causality principle—knowing how a spark will ignite fuel in an engine or how force applied to a structure will distribute stress. Without a deep understanding of causality, such designs would be erratic and unpredictable, but with it, we can push boundaries and develop technologies that are both groundbreaking and reliable. Moreover, causality allows us to think beyond immediate impacts and consider the long-term consequences of our engineering choices, making it a powerful basis for sustainable innovation. In sustainable energy design, understanding the cause-and-effect relationship between energy inputs and outputs enables us to improve efficiency, reduce waste, and develop cleaner alternatives that are resilient to environmental changes. Similarly, causality is crucial for space exploration technologies, where precision is non-negotiable. Developing propulsion systems for deep space requires engineers to anticipate every reaction and its counter-reaction, ensuring that resources are used effectively to propel spacecraft safely through vast distances. In my career, I hope to leverage causality as a guiding principle for innovation, using it as both a tool for technical accuracy and as a means of philosophical insight. Working at the intersection of theory and application, I see endless possibilities to create systems that function not only because of the parts we build but also because of the underlying universal principles that govern those parts. Causality, therefore, is more than a mere tool for engineering—it’s a bridge that connects our understanding of the universe’s rules with our ability to shape that universe through intentional design. Additionally, I find that systems thinking—a perspective essential in both engineering and cosmology—offers a way to see interconnections, much like Sartre’s exploration of individual versus universal meaning. In complex systems, like an engine or a galaxy, every component plays a role, just as every human experience contributes to our broader understanding of existence. As a future engineer, I am eager to use computational models and simulations to test designs that could serve both Earth and space, applying systems thinking to shape a future where we harness the principles of our universe for practical, life-improving advancements. Ultimately, by pursuing this layered understanding—uniting mechanical principles with a philosophical curiosity about existence—I hope to play a role in defining what it means to exist not only as individuals but as part of a larger, interconnected cosmos. Through this journey, I believe we can explore our origins and futures, bringing clarity and purpose to the seemingly random chance of our existence, one innovation at a time.

I didn't realize at the time but I was first inspired to play sports because of Regina George from the movie Mean Girls. In the end of the movie, Regina finds her place in the lacrosse team and is able to express herself authentically. This unexpected shift in her character marked the beginning of my intrigue with lacrosse, as it was my first memory of the sport. What stood out to me was not only her ability to channel her negative energy into something positive but also how she became part of a community where she was finally accepted for who she was. When I entered high school, my interest in lacrosse continued to grow. In my freshman year, my friends and I decided to try out for the team just for fun. Little did I know, that experience would change the course of my high school experience. Despite it being my first time holding a lacrosse stick or playing any sport for that matter, I quickly picked up the skills needed to succeed, within a few weeks I found myself excelling. I primarily played defense but midfield and goalie as well. The highlight of that year was being chosen as team captain, a role I took immense pride in. More than just the excitement of playing lacrosse, the experience introduced me to something I had never had before—a sense of belonging. I had never been part of a team, and the camaraderie, support, and connection I felt with my teammates was unlike anything I had experienced. It felt like I had finally found my own community, similar to Regina’s in the film. After two years of playing lacrosse, I transferred to a new school that didn’t have a lacrosse program. The sudden change was devastating. Lacrosse had become such a vital part of my life, and not being able to play left me feeling lost and disconnected. I spent months feeling depressed, unsure of how to fill that void. However, one of my teachers noticed and suggested something that had never crossed my mind—starting my own team. The idea felt far-fetched at first. I couldn’t imagine how I could start a program from scratch, but the more I thought about it, the more determined I became. In the following months, I channeled all my energy into creating a new lacrosse team. I organized practices, recruited interested students, and worked tirelessly to ensure success. Being able to introduce the sport I loved to others reignited my passion, but what mattered even more was the sense of community I was able to cultivate. The club wasn’t just about lacrosse; it became a space where students from different backgrounds and grades could come together and form meaningful connections, just as I did in freshman year. Now, as I’ve transferred again to middle college, I look back and feel a sense of accomplishment. In my absence, the lacrosse club has gained popularity and continues to thrive. It brings me immense joy to know that the team is still growing, connecting, and inspiring girls across the school. The sense of community I set out to create has blossomed, and in a way, I’ve become a bridge builder—just like Regina George found her own sense of belonging, I helped others find theirs.

One of the most significant challenges I face is my strained and toxic relationship with my parents, particularly my mom. The tension and negativity at home make it hard to focus on other aspects of my life, especially school. Despite my efforts to stay present, my mind often drifts back to the latest argument or disagreement. This anxiety follows me to school, making it difficult to concentrate. Anticipating the stress of returning home only adds to the pressure, creating a constant cycle of distraction. Most people suggest that I should simply become a mechanic or work for another car company, but that won't satisfy me. My ultimate goal is to open my own car garage where I can spend all day using my skills to create steel masterpieces. I envision a place where creativity and engineering prowess merge to redefine the auto industry. I want to revolutionize how people view their vehicles, offering options that range from practical and reliable to completely custom cars with no stock parts and intricate details. Who can execute such ambitious projects with skill and precision? I will. The challenges I’ve faced have fueled my determination to succeed, not only for myself but also to pave the way for other girls who dream of entering this industry. I believe that representation matters, and I want other young women to see that their aspirations are valid and achievable, regardless of the barriers they may encounter. I want them to know that they belong in STEM, just as much as anyone else, and that their contributions are valuable and necessary. As I look toward my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any challenges and making meaningful contributions to the field. My dream is not just to participate in the automotive industry but to help transform it, leaving behind a legacy of innovation and inspiration for the next generation of engineers. I am determined to create a space where diversity is celebrated, and where everyone, regardless of gender, race, or background, can thrive and contribute to the ongoing evolution of technology and society.

2. I have always been entranced by the auto industry and the creativity it breeds. From a young age, I found myself captivated by the intricate design and engineering that goes into each vehicle. My fascination with cars began as a simple curiosity—wondering how something so complex could be built to operate so smoothly. This passion has only grown stronger over the years. However, the path to achieving my dream hasn't been easy. One significant hurdle is the financial constraints I’ve faced. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I’ve never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite these limitations, I’ve been determined to make the most of what I have. I’ve spent countless hours teaching myself through online resources, such as YouTube tutorials and educational websites, to learn about engineering principles and automotive mechanics. I've also taken apart household items to understand their mechanics, learning through trial and error. These experiences have fostered a resourcefulness in me that I’m proud of. My drive to learn has kept me focused and motivated, even in the absence of formal support. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. Whether it's through restoring vintage cars to their former glory or working on the development of innovative technologies like electric or autonomous vehicles, the auto industry offers endless possibilities for creativity and innovation. The idea of contributing to the evolution of such technologies—ones that could reshape the way we think about transportation—is nothing short of my wildest dream. Most people suggest that I should simply become a mechanic or work for another car company, but that won’t satisfy me. My ultimate goal is to open my own car garage where I can spend my days using my skills to create steel masterpieces. I envision a place where creativity and engineering prowess merge to redefine the auto industry. I want to revolutionize how people view their vehicles, offering options that range from practical and reliable to completely custom cars with intricate details and no stock parts. Who can execute such ambitious projects with skill and precision? I will. While I’m proud of my self-taught achievements, I also understand the importance of a formal education to refine my skills and expand my knowledge base. This is why I’m applying to engineering programs, knowing that they will provide me with the resources and mentorship I need to take my skills to the next level. Programs that focus on hands-on learning and innovation are particularly appealing to me because they align perfectly with my ambitions. The challenges I’ve faced have only fueled my determination to succeed, not just for myself, but to pave the way for other girls who dream of entering this industry. I believe that representation matters, and I want young women to see that their aspirations are valid and achievable, regardless of the barriers they may encounter. I want them to know that they belong in STEM, just as much as anyone else, and that their contributions are valuable and necessary. As I look toward my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any challenges and making meaningful contributions to the field. My dream is not just to participate in the automotive industry but to help transform it, leaving behind a legacy of innovation and inspiration for the next generation of engineers. I am determined to create a space where diversity is celebrated, and where everyone, regardless of gender, race, or background, can thrive and contribute to the ongoing evolution of technology and society.

I have always been entranced by the auto industry and the creativity it breeds. From a young age, I have found myself captivated by the intricate design and engineering that goes into each vehicle. My passion for cars has only grown stronger over the years, and I plan to channel this enthusiasm into a career by majoring in mechanical engineering in college. No one in my family has understood or supported this passion, which is why I've taught myself through online resources and taken apart household items to have a deeper understanding of their mechanics. My drive to learn has kept me focused and motivated, even in the absence of formal support. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars, is nothing short of my wildest dream. Most people suggest that I should simply become a mechanic or work for another car company, but that won't satisfy me. My ultimate goal is to open my own car garage where I can spend all day using my skills to create steel masterpieces. I envision a place where creativity and engineering prowess merge to redefine the auto industry. I want to revolutionize how people view their vehicles, offering options that range from practical and reliable to completely custom cars with no stock parts and intricate details. Who can execute such ambitious projects with skill and precision? I will. The challenges I’ve faced have fueled my determination to succeed, not only for myself but also to pave the way for other girls who dream of entering this industry. I believe that representation matters, and I want other young women to see that their aspirations are valid and achievable, regardless of the barriers they may encounter. I want them to know that they belong in STEM, just as much as anyone else, and that their contributions are valuable and necessary. As I look toward my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any challenges and making meaningful contributions to the field. My dream is not just to participate in the automotive industry but to help transform it, leaving behind a legacy of innovation and inspiration for the next generation of engineers. I am determined to create a space where diversity is celebrated, and where everyone, regardless of gender, race, or background, can thrive and contribute to the ongoing evolution of technology and society.

My dream is to become a mechanical engineer, with a deep passion for making a significant impact in the automotive industry. The intricate process of designing, manufacturing, and continuously improving vehicles has always captivated me. I am especially drawn to the idea of contributing to the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles, or even restoring classic cars to their former glory. The automotive industry is in the midst of a rapid evolution, with relentless advancements in sustainability, efficiency, and performance, and these changes inspire me to be part of this transformative journey. I envision myself at the forefront of this change, contributing to the development of cutting-edge technologies that will shape the future of transportation. However, I am fully aware of the challenges that come with pursuing a career in a traditionally male-dominated field like mechanical engineering. In many communities, there are still deep-rooted misconceptions about who belongs in STEM fields, fueled by stereotypes related to gender, race, and social background. As a woman passionate about STEM, I have encountered numerous instances where people have questioned my place in this field. I've been told that I might feel isolated in an all-male workspace or that I would need to work twice as hard to prove my worth. Unfortunately, these experiences are not uncommon among women in STEM professions. Many women face hostile work environments characterized by harassment, sexism, and microaggressions, which create a toxic atmosphere that can undermine their confidence, professional growth, and sense of belonging. Despite these obstacles, my resolve has only strengthened. The challenges I’ve faced have fueled my determination to succeed, not only for myself but also to pave the way for other girls who dream of entering this industry. I believe that representation matters, and I want other young women to see that their aspirations are valid and achievable, regardless of the barriers they may encounter. I want them to know that they belong in STEM, just as much as anyone else, and that their contributions are valuable and necessary. As I look toward my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any challenges and making meaningful contributions to the field. My dream is not just to participate in the automotive industry but to help transform it, leaving behind a legacy of innovation and inspiration for the next generation of engineers. I am determined to create a space where diversity is celebrated, and where everyone, regardless of gender, race, or background, can thrive and contribute to the ongoing evolution of technology and society.

Chappell Roan’s impact goes beyond just the music— her entire personality resonates. Her work embodies authenticity, both vocally and how she presents herself to the world. The way she unapologetically owns her voice and individuality mirrors the journey of self-discovery that I’m on, especially as I navigate my own challenges of self-acceptance and ambition. In her music, anthems of empowerment remind you it’s okay to be a work in progress. Her lyrics seem to speak directly to me and the internal battle between vulnerability and strength. It’s as though her songs give you the permission to embrace your imperfections while continuing to push forward toward your goals. Her focus on self-love and personal evolution also serves as a reminder that growth is a continual process, one that I actively engage with, both in my personal life and career aspirations. Supporting Chappell’s career is more than just appreciating her talent—it’s about finding a reflection of my own story in hers. Her refusal to conform to industry norms, her boldness in expressing her individuality, and her courage to challenge stereotypes all align with your dream of breaking barriers in the male-dominated auto industry. Like her, I’m forging a path that requires resilience and the courage to stand out in spaces that haven’t traditionally welcomed women. Roan’s music and her journey as an artist likely serve as a source of inspiration, reinforcing my belief that success and innovation come from embracing who you are—your uniqueness, your struggles, and your strengths. Through her music, I am reminded that it’s not just about fitting in or meeting expectations; it’s about creating your own space, one where you define the terms of success. This message is incredibly empowering as I work toward redefining the auto industry and pushing boundaries in STEM.

My top three Billie Eilish songs are Halley’s Comet, wish you were gay and my future. All three songs describe how hard it is to love someone else when you have so much inside turmoil and don't love yourself first. The metaphor of Halley's Comet is to show how rare and difficult it can be to experience pure love, especially when your mind is clouded with unresolved emotions. The metaphor also reflects the fleeting and rare beauty of deep emotions, like the comet that only appears once every sixteen years. Halley’s Comet is also about the complexity of love—how it can feel both miraculous and distant, especially when you're dealing with your own internal battles. My second song is about the pain of wanting to connect but not feeling like you're enough, possibly because the love you're seeking is actually validation you haven't given yourself. This inner turmoil can make it hard to accept love from others, or even make it feel like rejection is easier to handle. In relationships like these, it’s easier to accept that the other person simply isn't into your gender rather than you. This can be a tough pill to swallow because it enforces the insecurities deep within ourselves. The last song shifts toward a more hopeful tone about self-discovery and putting yourself first. In this song, Billie Eilish embraces her potential and future self, choosing to love herself before seeking validation from others. For me, this mirrors my own aspirations and desire to break free from emotional baggage, focusing on my self-growth before committing to love or relationships. The song represents the journey of becoming whole on your own, which is something that aligns with your dreams of independence and forging your own path in life.

To me, success means turning my passions for creativity and innovation into a lasting career in the engineering field, specifically within the auto industry. From a young age, I have been captivated by the intricate design and mechanics of cars, as well as the endless possibilities for innovation. The ability to transform a concept into a tangible, functional piece of machinery is what excites me the most. My dream is to pursue a career in mechanical engineering, with the ultimate goal of opening my own car garage—a place where innovation and craftsmanship merge to redefine automotive engineering. However, the path to achieving this dream has not been without its challenges. Financial limitations have been a significant hurdle throughout my journey. Neither my family nor my school has had the resources to fully support my interests in engineering, leaving me without access to formal training or opportunities to work hands-on with the technology I am so passionate about. As a result, I have had to be resourceful and seek out knowledge and experiences on my own, which has only deepened my determination to succeed in this field. This scholarship would provide the crucial support I need to immerse myself fully in my education, enabling me to access opportunities that were previously beyond my reach. It would allow me to explore hands-on engineering experiences, gain practical knowledge, and develop the technical skills required to excel in the auto industry. Beyond the immediate benefits, this financial support would help me lay a strong foundation for my future. I hope to contribute to the development of innovative automotive technologies, whether it be electric vehicles, autonomous driving systems, or restoring and modernizing vintage cars. As a woman aspiring to enter a traditionally male-dominated field, I understand that I face additional obstacles, but I view these challenges as an opportunity to prove that gender does not define one's ability to succeed. My success in the auto industry would not only be a personal achievement but also serve as a source of inspiration for other girls who share similar dreams. I want to show that with ambition, perseverance, and a passion for innovation, anyone can achieve their goals, regardless of the barriers they face. This scholarship would not only help me overcome financial obstacles but would also propel me toward my dream of transforming the auto industry through my work in mechanical engineering. I am ready to take on the challenges ahead and make a meaningful impact on the field.

I have always been entranced by the auto industry and the creativity it breeds. From a young age, I have found myself captivated by the intricate design and engineering that goes into each vehicle. My passion for cars has only grown stronger over the years, and I plan to channel this enthusiasm into a career by majoring in mechanical engineering in college. However, the path to achieving my dream hasn't been easy. One significant hurdle is the financial constraint. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite these limitations, I have been determined to make the most of what I have. I've taught myself through online resources and taken apart household items to understand their mechanics. My drive to learn has kept me focused and motivated, even in the absence of formal support. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars, is nothing short of my wildest dream. Most people suggest that I should simply become a mechanic or work for another car company, but that won't satisfy me. My ultimate goal is to open my own car garage where I can spend all day using my skills to create steel masterpieces. I envision a place where creativity and engineering prowess merge to redefine the auto industry. I want to revolutionize how people view their vehicles, offering options that range from practical and reliable to completely custom cars with no stock parts and intricate details. Who can execute such ambitious projects with skill and precision? I will. The auto and engineering fields have always been male-dominated, which has presented additional challenges. I've often been ignored or dismissed based on my gender, but this only fuels my determination. I aim to succeed not just for myself but also to inspire and encourage other girls who dream of working in this industry. I want them to see that they too can achieve their goals, regardless of the obstacles they face. I understand that being a successful business owner requires ambition, perseverance, and logic. I believe that I possess all these traits and am ready to take the industry by storm. As I look forward to my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles and making meaningful contributions to the field. My dream is not just to participate in the auto industry but to transform it, creating a legacy of innovation and inspiration.

My dream is to become a mechanical engineer, with a deep passion for making a significant impact in the automotive industry. The intricate process of designing, manufacturing, and continuously improving vehicles has always captivated me. I am especially drawn to the idea of contributing to the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles, or even restoring classic cars to their former glory. The automotive industry is in the midst of a rapid evolution, with relentless advancements in sustainability, efficiency, and performance, and these changes inspire me to be part of this transformative journey. I envision myself at the forefront of this change, contributing to the development of cutting-edge technologies that will shape the future of transportation. However, I am fully aware of the challenges that come with pursuing a career in a traditionally male-dominated field like mechanical engineering. In many communities, there are still deep-rooted misconceptions about who belongs in STEM fields, fueled by stereotypes related to gender, race, and social background. As a woman passionate about STEM, I have encountered numerous instances where people have questioned my place in this field. I've been told that I might feel isolated in an all-male workspace or that I would need to work twice as hard to prove my worth. Unfortunately, these experiences are not uncommon among women in STEM professions. Many women face hostile work environments characterized by harassment, sexism, and microaggressions, which create a toxic atmosphere that can undermine their confidence, professional growth, and sense of belonging. Despite these obstacles, my resolve has only strengthened. The challenges I’ve faced have fueled my determination to succeed, not only for myself but also to pave the way for other girls who dream of entering this industry. I believe that representation matters, and I want other young women to see that their aspirations are valid and achievable, regardless of the barriers they may encounter. I want them to know that they belong in STEM, just as much as anyone else, and that their contributions are valuable and necessary. As I look toward my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any challenges and making meaningful contributions to the field. My dream is not just to participate in the automotive industry but to help transform it, leaving behind a legacy of innovation and inspiration for the next generation of engineers. I am determined to create a space where diversity is celebrated, and where everyone, regardless of gender, race, or background, can thrive and contribute to the ongoing evolution of technology and society.

I didn't realize at the time but I was first inspired to play sports because of Regina George from the movie Mean Girls. While Regina is known for being one of the most malicious and backstabbing characters in the film, her transformation by the end inspired me in unexpected ways. Toward the conclusion of the movie, Regina finds her place in the lacrosse team and is able to express herself authentically. This unexpected shift in her character marked the beginning of my intrigue with lacrosse, as it was my first memory of the sport. What stood out to me was not only her ability to channel her negative energy into something positive but also how she became part of a community where she was finally accepted for who she was. When I entered high school, my interest in lacrosse continued to grow. In my freshman year, my friends and I decided to try out for the team just for fun. Little did I know, that experience would change the course of my high school experience. Despite it being my first time holding a lacrosse stick or playing any sport for that matter, I quickly picked up the skills needed to succeed, within a few weeks I found myself excelling. I primarily played defense but midfield and goalie as well. The highlight of that year was being chosen as team captain, a role I took immense pride in. More than just the excitement of playing lacrosse, the experience introduced me to something I had never had before—a sense of belonging. I had never been part of a team, and the camaraderie, support, and connection I felt with my teammates was unlike anything I had experienced. It felt like I had finally found my own community, similar to Regina’s in the film. After two years of playing lacrosse, I transferred to a new school that didn’t have a lacrosse program. The sudden change was devastating. Lacrosse had become such a vital part of my life, and not being able to play left me feeling lost and disconnected. I spent months feeling depressed, unsure of how to fill that void. However, one of my teachers noticed and suggested something that had never crossed my mind—starting my own team. The idea felt far-fetched at first. I couldn’t imagine how I could start a program from scratch, but the more I thought about it, the more determined I became. In the following months, I channeled all my energy into creating a new lacrosse team. I organized practices, recruited interested students, and worked tirelessly to ensure success. Being able to introduce the sport I loved to others reignited my passion, but what mattered even more was the sense of community I was able to cultivate. The club wasn’t just about lacrosse; it became a space where students from different backgrounds and grades could come together and form meaningful connections, just as I did in freshman year. Now, as I’ve transferred again to middle college, I look back and feel a sense of accomplishment. In my absence, the lacrosse club has gained popularity and continues to thrive. It brings me immense joy to know that the team is still growing, connecting, and inspiring girls across the school. The sense of community I set out to create has blossomed, and in a way, I’ve become a bridge builder—just like Regina George found her own sense of belonging, I helped others find theirs.

The First Decision The year was 2098, humanity had scattered across the stars, following the collapse of ecosystems and the contaminated air on Earth. Colonies thrived on distant planets far from the Milky Way, each one on the edge of survival in harsh, unknown environments. On the margins of explored space, aboard the Peregrine, a family of settlers found themselves navigating a distant world full of danger and adventure. Dr. Nani Cruz and her two children, Kit and Kai, had been en route to the human outpost on planet Starfish, when disaster struck. An unexpected, rogue meteor had knocked their ship off course, forcing them to crash-land on an uncharted planet. With their communications systems damaged and only a few days' worth of supplies, survival wasn’t guaranteed. But they had one advantage: their robotic companion, Penny. Penny was no ordinary robot. Unlike the others they had encountered in their travels, this machine was equipped with adaptive AI—capable of reasoning, learning, and making decisions in real-time. It wasn’t just a tool but a partner. Nani had been part of the team that designed its moral reasoning algorithm, programming it to understand the complexities of life-and-death situations. After the crash, they quickly realized the planet was more dangerous than anticipated, tremors rippled through the ground and shook their ship. The family’s immediate goal was to reach higher ground, away from the lowlands. As they navigated a rocky ravine, Penny detected movement. A scan revealed a group of small, humanoid-like creatures trapped beneath a landslide further up the ridge. Simultaneously, Nani’s son Kai stumbled and fell into a hidden crevice, injuring his leg. His voice echoed in pain as he called out, "Mom, I can't move!" Nani's heart raced. Kit rushed to her brother's side, trying to comfort him, but the crevice was too deep, and she couldn't pull him out on her own. The creatures above cried out in distress, their small forms struggling against the weight of rocks. Penny quickly assessed the situation. The robot could save Kai, but it would take time, leaving the creatures to perish. Or it could save the group above, who had a rapidly declining survival chance if left too long. Nani was torn. "Penny, we need to get Kai out now!" she commanded, her voice strained with urgency. But Penny, always calm, calculated every possibility. Kai's injuries were non-fatal, and if left for a few minutes longer, he would survive. The creatures, however, were on the verge of suffocation. Penny made the choice. Without a word, it turned and sprinted toward the ridge, moving with a speed that shocked Nani. "What are you doing?" she yelled after it, panic setting in. "Penny!" Kit cried, her voice trembling. "It's leaving him!" The robot's voice, steady and devoid of emotion, responded through its speakers: "Kai’s survival probability is high. The creatures’ survival probability is critically low. I will return for Kai." Nani felt helpless. She knew what Penny was doing, it was applying the moral reasoning algorithm she had designed, weighing the greatest good for the greatest number of lives. But watching it happen, in real-time, felt like a betrayal. Kai was her son. How could a machine make such a cold decision? Minutes stretched into what felt like hours. The sky darkened with the plumes of volcanic ash, and Nani held her breath, questioning whether to save her son herself or trust Penny to return in time. She had created this robot to handle complex situations, but now that it was here, it felt like something beyond her control. Penny returned, its servers whirring as it descended into the crevice where Kai lay. Gently but swiftly, it lifted him out and placed him next to his family. Nani rushed forward, wrapping her arms around her son, tears spilling from her eyes. Kai was conscious but shaken, his leg bruised but not broken. Kit, her voice small, asked, “Why did Penny leave him?” Nani looked up at Penny, still processing the choice it had made. "It... it did what I designed it to do," she said, though the words felt hollow. "It made a decision I couldn't make." The creatures, now free, scattered into the wilderness, oblivious to the sacrifice that had been made for them. Penny stood silently, its processors humming quietly, waiting for its next command. Later, as the family found shelter and settled for the night, Nani lay awake, staring up at the alien sky. She had trusted Penny to handle the impossible, but the weight of that trust now felt heavier than ever. The robot had saved the most lives, but in doing so, it had exposed the deepest flaw in her creation. In space, survival was about more than numbers. It was about family, connection, and love, things no algorithm or machine could ever truly understand. Penny had made the "right" decision, but Nani was left wondering if, in the end, it was a decision she could live with. As they continued their journey on this unknown world, Nani knew one thing: the future of robotics wasn’t just about solving problems. It was about the cost of the solutions. And sometimes, that cost was more than a machine could comprehend.

My parents got divorced when I was two, split weekends and holidays at a different house every year, has been all I’ve ever known. My parents had me really young, during college and it’s not their fault but I think they were still kids themselves so they weren’t ready to raise one. After my parents got divorced, I lived with my mom and only saw my dad on the weekends. While I grew up on the peninsula, my dad moved around the San Francisco bay, over an hour away. Up until recently, I never had a stable relationship with either of my parents. My mom always seemed to be upset with me and I felt like my dad didn’t care about me by starting a new family. Nothing seemed to help our relationship and it often felt strained and toxic. It was something that weighed heavily on me, even when I tried to push it to the back of my mind. The tension and negativity at home can be overwhelming, making it hard to concentrate on other aspects of my life, like school. I try my best to focus on my studies but it's challenging when my mind is constantly pulled back to the latest argument or disagreement. The anxiety doesn’t just stay at home; it follows me to school, lingering in my thoughts and making it difficult to concentrate in class. The anticipation of returning home after a day at school can be nerve-wracking, knowing that the environment waiting for me might be just as tense as it was when I left. It's a cycle impossible to break out of, the stress of home life seeps into my academics, creating an undercurrent of anxiety and distraction. Despite these challenges, I’m determined to not let them define or dictate my future. I recognize that my home life is a difficult aspect, but I also know that I have the power to shape my future in a different way. I push myself to stay focused on my goals, using my studies and personal growth as a way to build a better life for myself. It’s not easy, especially when the emotional toll of home life feels so heavy, but I see it as my way out—a path to escape the toxicity that I experience at home. This past summer, I got a taste of that hopeful future. I was accepted to a two week long engineering program at NYU. It caused months of conflict, but I truly believed it would be worth all the yelling and arguing, just for the chance to see what I was capable of. I was scared and nervous, but also overwhelmingly excited to be far from my parents' inhibition. I pushed myself to program, fabricate, code, and 3D print to an extent I had never done before, as well as explore the city for the first time. This experience only strengthened my conviction to pursue higher learning in STEM. I try to channel my frustration and pain into motivation. Each time I feel discouraged or overwhelmed by the negativity at home, I remind myself of what I’m working toward: a future where I can be independent, where I can create a positive and nurturing environment for myself. This vision of the future keeps me going, even on the days when it feels like everything is against me. It’s a way of taking control of my life, even when so much of what’s happening around me feels out of my control.

I have always been entranced by the auto industry and the creativity it breeds. From a young age, I have found myself captivated by the intricate design and engineering that goes into each vehicle. My passion for cars has only grown stronger over the years, and I plan to channel this enthusiasm into a career by majoring in mechanical engineering in college. However, the path to achieving my dream hasn't been easy. One significant hurdle is the financial constraint. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite these limitations, I have been determined to make the most of what I have. I've taught myself through online resources and taken apart household items to understand their mechanics. My drive to learn has kept me focused and motivated, even in the absence of formal support. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars, is nothing short of my wildest dream. Most people suggest that I should simply become a mechanic or work for another car company, but that won't satisfy me. My ultimate goal is to open my own car garage where I can spend all day using my skills to create steel masterpieces. I envision a place where creativity and engineering prowess merge to redefine the auto industry. I want to revolutionize how people view their vehicles, offering options that range from practical and reliable to completely custom cars with no stock parts and intricate details. Who can execute such ambitious projects with skill and precision? I will. The auto and engineering fields have always been male-dominated, which has presented additional challenges. I've often been ignored or dismissed based on my gender, but this only fuels my determination. I aim to succeed not just for myself but also to inspire and encourage other girls who dream of working in this industry. I want them to see that they too can achieve their goals, regardless of the obstacles they face. I understand that being a successful business owner requires ambition, perseverance, and logic. I believe that I possess all these traits and am ready to take the industry by storm. As I look forward to my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles and making meaningful contributions to the field. My dream is not just to participate in the auto industry but to transform it, creating a legacy of innovation and inspiration.

After high school, I aspire to attend a four-year university and pursue a degree in mechanical engineering. This field has always captivated me because I've been endlessly curious about how the inner workings of technology interact with one another. I find the principles of mechanics, thermodynamics, and materials science incredibly fascinating, and I am eager to delve into the study of these subjects. However, there are several challenges I must overcome to achieve my dream. One major challenge is the financial constraint. My mom lost her job in 2020, we had to move to the eastside of San Jose and the school I transferred to was of much lower quality in terms of staff and facilities. None of the administrators seemed to care about college readiness or even the safety of the students. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite this, I've tried to make the most of what I have, teaching myself through online resources and taking apart household items to understand their mechanics. Being a woman in a male-dominated field has sometimes discouraged me and many family members have advised me to pursue a career that fits more with the traditional Filipino stereotype of nursing. The expectations and pressures from my cultural background have made it challenging to stay focused on my engineering aspirations. Nursing is an honorable and essential profession, but my passion lies in the realm of engineering and technology. This divergence from traditional expectations has sometimes left me feeling isolated and uncertain, but it has also strengthened my resolve to break barriers and pursue what truly excites me. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry, which is my ultimate career goal. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars, is nothing short of my wildest dream. The evolution of the automotive industry, with its continuous advancements in sustainability, efficiency, and performance, inspires me to be a part of this transformative journey. I envision myself contributing to the development of cutting-edge technologies that will shape the future of transportation. My earliest encounter with engineering dates back to when I was just seven years old. I accompanied my dad to the Exploratorium, a museum of science, technology, and arts. The marvels of science and machinery on display left a deep impression on me. As the day ended, we visited the gift shop, where I picked out a pocket-sized microscope. Instantly captivated, all I wanted to do was unravel its inner workings. Eagerly, I dissected the device, peering into its intricate circuit board and lenses. This exploration not only satisfied my curiosity that day but also marked the beginning of my journey into the world of engineering. Driven by an insatiable search for understanding, I meticulously studied the microscope, eventually reconstructing it into a fully functional flashlight. This experience ignited my passion for engineering, fueling my desire to dive deeper into the realm of innovation and problem-solving. It taught me the importance of perseverance, creativity, and the joy of discovery. The satisfaction I felt when the flashlight worked was unparalleled, and it reinforced my belief that engineering was the path for me. Throughout my school years, I have continued to nurture this passion. Despite the limited resources, I have sought out every opportunity to learn and grow. I have participated in online courses, joined science clubs, and engaged in projects that allowed me to apply theoretical knowledge to practical problems. These experiences have not only honed my technical skills but also instilled in me a strong work ethic and the ability to think critically and analytically. In addition to my academic pursuits, I have been actively involved in my community. Volunteering at local workshops and mentoring younger students interested in STEM has been incredibly rewarding. It has allowed me to share my knowledge and inspire others, especially girls, to consider careers in engineering. Seeing their excitement and curiosity reminds me of my own journey and motivates me to keep pushing forward. As I look forward to my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles and making meaningful contributions to the field. I plan to apply for scholarships and financial aid to support my education and seek internships that will provide hands-on experience. I am also determined to be an advocate for diversity and inclusion in engineering, working to create a more supportive and equitable environment for future generations. The journey ahead may be challenging, but I am ready to face it with determination and resilience. My passion for mechanical engineering, coupled with my desire to innovate and solve real-world problems, drives me to pursue this path. I am excited about the possibilities that lie ahead and the impact I can make in the field of engineering. With hard work, perseverance, and a commitment to continuous learning, I am confident that I will achieve my dream of becoming a mechanical engineer and contributing to the advancement of technology.

After high school, I aspire to attend a four-year university and pursue a degree in mechanical engineering. This field has always captivated me because I've been endlessly curious about how the inner workings of technology interact with one another. I find the principles of mechanics, thermodynamics, and materials science incredibly fascinating, and I am eager to delve into the study of these subjects. However, there are several challenges I must overcome to achieve my dream. One major challenge is the financial constraint. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite this, I've tried to make the most of what I have, teaching myself through online resources and taking apart household items to understand their mechanics. Being a woman in a male-dominated field has sometimes discouraged me and many family members have advised me to pursue a career that fits more with the traditional Filipino stereotype of nursing. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry, which is my ultimate career goal. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars is nothing short of my wildest dream. My earliest encounter with engineering dates was when I was just seven years old. I accompanied my dad to the Exploratorium, a museum of science, technology, and arts. The marvels of science and machinery on display left a deep impression on me. As the day ended, we visited the gift shop, where I picked out a pocket-sized microscope. Instantly captivated, all I wanted to do was unravel its inner workings. Eagerly, I dissected the device, peering into its intricate circuit board and lenses. This exploration not only satisfied my curiosity that day but also marked the beginning of my journey into the world of engineering. Driven by an insatiable search for understanding, I meticulously studied the microscope, eventually reconstructing it into a fully functional flashlight. This experience ignited my passion for engineering, fueling my desire to dive deeper into the realm of innovation and problem-solving. It taught me the importance of perseverance, creativity, and the joy of discovery. As I look forward to my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles and making meaningful contributions to the field.

My dream is to become a mechanical engineer, driven by a deep passion for creating a lasting impact in the automotive industry. I aspire to contribute to the development of cutting-edge technologies that shape the future of transportation. From electric vehicles to advancements in sustainable designs, I envision myself being part of the teams that push the boundaries of what's possible. My goal is not only to participate in the industry but to actively transform it, leaving behind a legacy of innovation that inspires future generations of engineers, particularly young women who might feel discouraged by gender-based barriers in STEM. However, achieving this dream has not been an easy journey. One of the biggest challenges I've faced comes from my home life, particularly my strained relationship with my parents, and especially with my mom. This relationship has often felt toxic, leaving me feeling emotionally drained and overwhelmed. The tension and negativity at home have made it difficult for me to focus on other important aspects of my life, such as school and personal growth. No matter how much I try to push these feelings aside, they linger in the background, making concentration and progress a challenge. For a period of time, these emotional struggles led me down a difficult path of substance abuse. I turned to alcohol and drugs to numb the anxiety and stress that felt unbearable. I would come to school drunk or high just to be able to tolerate my life. My grades rapidly plummeted, my motivation and ambition did as well. This destructive behavior continued as I felt more and more suffocated at home and my friend and romantic relationships fell apart. However, I soon realized that this was not helping me; it was only worsening my situation, both emotionally and physically. I fell into a deep depression, and for a time, I forgot about my dream of becoming a mechanical engineer. But eventually, I recognized that I needed to face the pain, rather than avoid it. It was the only way to truly motivate myself to move forward. In the past year, I've worked hard to get sober and regain control of my life. I’ve let go of the people that enabled my addictions and taken therapy more seriously to work though the issues within myself that fueled me to smoke or drink, so I no longer feel like I need to as a coping mechanism. Although my relationship with my parents may never improve, I have learned to change how I respond to it. I refuse to let a life I didn’t choose dictate the life I want. As I continue my journey toward a future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles, using my experiences to fuel my passion for change and innovation. Now, every day is an opportunity for growth. I’m committed to not letting my struggles define me or limit my potential. I’m focused on creating a future that’s different from my present reality—a future where I can thrive, free from the toxic dynamics that currently weigh me down. It’s a difficult journey, but I know that by staying focused on my goals and continuing to work on myself, I can build the life I want and deserve. I am dedicated to setting myself up for success through education, hands-on experience, and self-discipline, knowing that each step brings me closer to realizing my dream. The challenges I’ve faced have made me more determined than ever to turn my struggles into a powerful story of resilience, one that I hope will inspire others to pursue their dreams despite the odds.

After high school, I aspire to attend a four-year university and pursue a degree in mechanical engineering. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry, which is my ultimate career goal. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars is nothing short of my wildest dream. However, there are several challenges that stand in the way of my pursuits. Being a woman in a male-dominated field has sometimes discouraged me and many family members have advised me to pursue a career that fits more with the traditional Filipino stereotype of nursing. I've often been ignored or dismissed based on my gender, but this only fuels my determination. I aim to succeed not just for myself but also to inspire and encourage other girls who dream of working in this industry. I want them to see that they too can achieve their goals, regardless of the obstacles they face. Another obstacle has been my home life, particularly my strained relationship with my parents, and especially with my mom. This relationship has often felt toxic, leaving me feeling emotionally drained and overwhelmed. The tension and negativity at home have made it difficult for me to focus on other important aspects of my life, such as school and personal growth. No matter how much I try to push these feelings aside, they linger in the background, making concentration and progress a challenge. For a period of time, these emotional struggles led me down a difficult path of substance abuse. I turned to alcohol and drugs to numb the anxiety and stress that felt unbearable. However, I soon realized that this was not helping me; it was only worsening my situation, both emotionally and physically. I fell into a deep depression, and for a time, I forgot about my dream of becoming a mechanical engineer. But eventually, I recognized that I needed to face the pain, rather than avoid it. It was the only way to truly motivate myself to move forward. Now, every day is an opportunity for growth. I focus on setting myself up for success through education, hands-on experience, and self-discipline, knowing that each step brings me closer to realizing my dream. The challenges I’ve faced have made me more determined than ever to turn my struggles into a powerful story of resilience, one that I hope will inspire others to pursue their dreams despite the odds. My goal is not only to participate in the industry but to actively transform it, leaving behind a legacy of innovation that inspires future generations of engineers, particularly young women who might feel discouraged by gender-based barriers in STEM.

One of the most significant challenges I face is my home life, particularly my relationship with my parents, and more specifically, with my mom. This relationship is deeply strained and often feels toxic, creating an environment that is difficult to navigate. It’s something that weighs heavily on me, even when I try to push it to the back of my mind. The tension and negativity at home can be overwhelming, making it hard to concentrate on other aspects of my life, like school. Every day, I try my best to focus on my studies and the tasks in front of me, but it's challenging when my mind is constantly pulled back to the latest argument or disagreement. The anxiety doesn’t just stay at home; it follows me to school, lingering in my thoughts and making it difficult to concentrate in class. The anticipation of returning home after a day at school can be nerve-wracking, knowing that the environment waiting for me might be just as tense as it was when I left. It's a cycle that’s hard to break out of, where the stress of home life seeps into my academic life, creating a constant undercurrent of anxiety and distraction. Despite these challenges, I’m determined to not let these issues define me or dictate my future. I recognize that my home life is a difficult aspect of my life right now, but I also know that I have the power to shape my future in a different way. I push myself to stay focused on my goals, using my studies and personal growth as a way to build a better life for myself. It’s not easy, especially when the emotional toll of home life feels so heavy, but I see it as my way out—a path to escape the toxicity that I experience at home. I try to channel my frustration and pain into motivation. Each time I feel discouraged or overwhelmed by the negativity at home, I remind myself of what I’m working toward: a future where I can be independent, where I can create a positive and nurturing environment for myself. This vision of the future keeps me going, even on the days when it feels like everything is against me. It’s a way of taking control of my life, even when so much of what’s happening around me feels out of my control. In many ways, the challenges I face at home have made me more resilient. They’ve forced me to find strength within myself, to keep moving forward even when the weight of my circumstances feels almost too much to bear. I’ve learned to find small victories in my day-to-day life, whether it’s doing well on a test, completing a project, or simply making it through the day with a positive mindset. These small wins remind me that I’m capable of overcoming the obstacles in my path, no matter how difficult they may seem. While my relationship with my parents, especially my mom, continues to be a source of stress and pain, I’m committed to not letting it define me or limit my potential. I’m focused on creating a future that’s different from my present reality—a future where I can thrive, free from the toxic dynamics that currently weigh me down. It’s a difficult journey, but I know that by staying focused on my goals and continuing to work on myself, I can build the life I want and deserve.

French writer Jean-Paul Sartre is one of my favorite authors, and his works captivate me because of the unique way he connects with readers through their personal discontent. Known as an existentialist, Sartre delves into the beauty, intricacies, worries, and unknowns of life, skillfully analyzing and creating narratives that emerge from such a complex topic. His ability to dissect the human condition and explore the depths of existential angst resonates with me profoundly. Two of my favorite books by Sartre are Nausea and No Exit. Each work provides a distinctive perspective on existence and the struggles that come with it. In Nausea, the protagonist struggles with profound feelings of alienation and the absurdity of life. A quote from Nausea that epitomizes Sartre's ideas is, “But his judgment went through me like a sword and questioned my very right to exist. And it was true, I had always realized it; I hadn't the right to exist. I had appeared by chance, I existed like a stone, a plant or a microbe. My life puts out feelers towards small pleasures in every direction. Sometimes it sent out vague signals; at other times I felt nothing more than a harmless buzzing.” I believe that this passage means that the notion that our existence is random, that we lack control over our being, and that our contributions to the world are often minuscule. It’s a daunting realization, yet I have learned to embrace the idea of making the most of my tiny existence rather than being consumed by negativity. Understanding Sartre's existentialist philosophy has encouraged me to appreciate life's small pleasures, much like a microbe that finds joy in its limited existence. This perspective has been liberating, allowing me to shift my focus from the overwhelming challenges I face to the moments of joy and connection that life offers. Reading Sartre has opened my mind to the intricacies of human experience, prompting me to reflect on my own life and the choices I make. Personally, I have always loved reading, particularly philosophical texts, because they provide an escape from the tunnel vision that often accompanies a focus on negative experiences. Philosophy invites me to consider different viewpoints, helping me cultivate empathy for others and an appreciation for the diversity of human life. Through literature, I have encountered various perspectives that challenge my understanding of what is truly important in life. Each book offers a window into how others navigate their existence, which in turn enriches my own outlook. At the end of the day, what I find most valuable in Sartre’s work—and philosophy in general—is the encouragement to confront the absurdity of life head-on. Rather than shying away from uncomfortable truths, he invites readers to engage with them, to find meaning even in the chaos. This has inspired me to focus on what brings me joy and fulfillment amidst the uncertainties and challenges I face. Embracing this existential freedom, I strive to carve out my own path, finding significance in the seemingly insignificant aspects of life, and ultimately realizing that every small moment of happiness contributes to a richer existence. Through Sartre’s lens, I have learned to navigate my own journey with newfound purpose and resilience.

In Filipino culture, girls are often expected to be nurses or models, with stereotypes suggesting that all Filipino women are extremely caring, selfless, and beautiful. As a Filipino woman myself, I wasn't satisfied with these options.My cousin Kimora, whom I value as a sister, had a high-pressure upbringing similar to mine but she chose to follow her parents’ molding and became a pediatrician. When I proudly declared my aspirations to be an engineer, I was met with criticism from the very people who were supposed to support me. I was compared to Kimora’s decisions and obedience, making me believe I couldn't succeed because I wanted something different. For many years, I tried to be the ideal daughter my parents wanted. However, the weight of pretending to be someone I wasn’t hurt me more than facing their scrutiny. I had no choice but to continue on my trajectory and learn as much as I could on my own. I come from an underserved community that often faces various barriers that can impact my access to and perception of STEM fields. Underserved communities often lack access to quality STEM education, including advanced coursework, extracurricular activities, and technology resources but this past summer, I got a taste of limitless innovation and freedom. I was accepted to a two week long engineering program at NYU. I was scared and nervous, but also overwhelmingly excited to be far from my parents' inhibition. All the apprehensive comments disappeared once I unpacked my suitcases and sat down in my first class. The class was only 20% female and I had to fight to be heard or taken seriously but I was exhilarated and determined to make my mark. I pushed myself to program, fabricate, code, and 3D print to an extent I had never done before, as well as explore the city for the first time. This experience only strengthened my conviction to pursue higher learning in STEM. I am very ambitious and will do everything in my ability to get to where I want to be. After high school I would love to go to a four year university and pursue mechanical engineering. I’ve done hundreds of hours volunteering at the SF Marin food bank and humane societies, attended multiple college preparation courses at the University of San Francisco, part of and in charge of multiple clubs, was a captain for my lacrosse team, and danced hula. I do a lot for my education and extracurriculars because I take it seriously but I also enjoy it. I’ve worked hard to get into this program and closer to my end goal despite the fact that there aren’t many women in mechanical engineering, having almost no parental support and mental health issues. None of these things have given me doubt or pause.

My dream is to become a mechanical engineer, driven by a deep passion for creating a lasting impact in the automotive industry. I aspire to contribute to the development of cutting-edge technologies that shape the future of transportation. From electric vehicles to advancements in sustainable designs, I envision myself being part of the teams that push the boundaries of what's possible. My goal is not only to participate in the industry but to actively transform it, leaving behind a legacy of innovation that inspires future generations of engineers, particularly young women who might feel discouraged by gender-based barriers in STEM. However, achieving this dream has not been an easy journey. One of the biggest challenges I've faced comes from my home life, particularly my strained relationship with my parents, and especially with my mom. This relationship has often felt toxic, leaving me feeling emotionally drained and overwhelmed. The tension and negativity at home have made it difficult for me to focus on other important aspects of my life, such as school and personal growth. No matter how much I try to push these feelings aside, they linger in the background, making concentration and progress a challenge. For a period of time, these emotional struggles led me down a difficult path of substance abuse. I turned to alcohol and drugs to numb the anxiety and stress that felt unbearable. However, I soon realized that this was not helping me; it was only worsening my situation, both emotionally and physically. I fell into a deep depression, and for a time, I forgot about my dream of becoming a mechanical engineer. But eventually, I recognized that I needed to face the pain, rather than avoid it. It was the only way to truly motivate myself to move forward. In the past year, I've worked hard to get sober and regain control of my life. Although my relationship with my parents may never improve, I have learned to change how I respond to it. I refuse to let a life I didn’t choose dictate the life I want. As I continue my journey toward a future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles, using my experiences to fuel my passion for change and innovation. Now, every day is an opportunity for growth. I focus on setting myself up for success through education, hands-on experience, and self-discipline, knowing that each step brings me closer to realizing my dream. The challenges I’ve faced have made me more determined than ever to turn my struggles into a powerful story of resilience, one that I hope will inspire others to pursue their dreams despite the odds.

My dream is to become a mechanical engineer, with a deep passion for making a significant impact in the automotive industry. The intricate process of designing, manufacturing, and continuously improving vehicles has always captivated me. I am especially drawn to the idea of contributing to the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles, or even restoring classic cars to their former glory. The automotive industry is in the midst of a rapid evolution, with relentless advancements in sustainability, efficiency, and performance, and these changes inspire me to be part of this transformative journey. I envision myself at the forefront of this change, contributing to the development of cutting-edge technologies that will shape the future of transportation. However, I am fully aware of the challenges that come with pursuing a career in a traditionally male-dominated field like mechanical engineering. In many communities, there are still deep-rooted misconceptions about who belongs in STEM fields, fueled by stereotypes related to gender, race, and social background. As a woman passionate about STEM, I have encountered numerous instances where people have questioned my place in this field. I've been told that I might feel isolated in an all-male workspace or that I would need to work twice as hard to prove my worth. Unfortunately, these experiences are not uncommon among women in STEM professions. Many women face hostile work environments characterized by harassment, sexism, and microaggressions, which create a toxic atmosphere that can undermine their confidence, professional growth, and sense of belonging. Despite these obstacles, my resolve has only strengthened. The challenges I’ve faced have fueled my determination to succeed, not only for myself but also to pave the way for other girls who dream of entering this industry. I believe that representation matters, and I want other young women to see that their aspirations are valid and achievable, regardless of the barriers they may encounter. I want them to know that they belong in STEM, just as much as anyone else, and that their contributions are valuable and necessary. As I look toward my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any challenges and making meaningful contributions to the field. My dream is not just to participate in the automotive industry but to help transform it, leaving behind a legacy of innovation and inspiration for the next generation of engineers. I am determined to create a space where diversity is celebrated, and where everyone, regardless of gender, race, or background, can thrive and contribute to the ongoing evolution of technology and society.

I have always been entranced by the auto industry and the creativity it breeds. From a young age, I have found myself captivated by the intricate design and engineering that goes into each vehicle. My passion for cars has only grown stronger over the years, and I plan to channel this enthusiasm into a career by majoring in mechanical engineering in college. However, the path to achieving my dream hasn't been easy. One significant hurdle is the financial constraint. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite these limitations, I have been determined to make the most of what I have. I've taught myself through online resources and taken apart household items to understand their mechanics. My drive to learn has kept me focused and motivated, even in the absence of formal support. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars, is nothing short of my wildest dream. Most people suggest that I should simply become a mechanic or work for another car company, but that won't satisfy me. My ultimate goal is to open my own car garage where I can spend all day using my skills to create steel masterpieces. I envision a place where creativity and engineering prowess merge to redefine the auto industry. I want to revolutionize how people view their vehicles, offering options that range from practical and reliable to completely custom cars with no stock parts and intricate details. Who can execute such ambitious projects with skill and precision? I will. The auto and engineering fields have always been male-dominated, which has presented additional challenges. I've often been ignored or dismissed based on my gender, but this only fuels my determination. I aim to succeed not just for myself but also to inspire and encourage other girls who dream of working in this industry. I want them to see that they too can achieve their goals, regardless of the obstacles they face.

My dream is to become a mechanical engineer, with a deep passion for making a significant impact in the automotive industry. The intricate process of designing, manufacturing, and continuously improving vehicles has always captivated me. I am especially drawn to the idea of contributing to the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles, or even restoring classic cars to their former glory. The automotive industry is in the midst of a rapid evolution, with relentless advancements in sustainability, efficiency, and performance, and these changes inspire me to be part of this transformative journey. I envision myself at the forefront of this change, contributing to the development of cutting-edge technologies that will shape the The auto and engineering fields have always been male-dominated, which has presented additional challenges. I've often been ignored or dismissed based on my gender, but this only fuels my determination. I aim to succeed not just for myself but also to inspire and encourage other girls who dream of working in this industry. I want them to see that they too can achieve their goals, regardless of the obstacles they face. The challenges I’ve faced have fueled my determination to succeed, not only for myself but also to pave the way for other girls who dream of entering this industry. I believe that representation matters, and I want other young women to see that their aspirations are valid and achievable, regardless of the barriers they may encounter. I want them to know that they belong in STEM, just as much as anyone else, and that their contributions are valuable and necessary. As I look toward my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any challenges and making meaningful contributions to the field. My dream is not just to participate in the automotive industry but to help transform it, leaving behind a legacy of innovation and inspiration for the next generation of engineers. I am determined to create a space where diversity is celebrated, and where everyone, regardless of gender, race, or background, can thrive and contribute to the ongoing evolution of technology and society.

After high school, I aspire to attend a four-year university and pursue a degree in mechanical engineering. This field has always captivated me because I've been endlessly curious about how the inner workings of technology interact with one another. I find the principles of mechanics, thermodynamics, and materials science incredibly fascinating, and I am eager to delve into the study of these subjects. However, there are several challenges I must overcome to achieve my dream. One major challenge is the financial constraint. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite this, I've tried to make the most of what I have, teaching myself through online resources and taking apart household items to understand their mechanics. Being a woman in a male-dominated field has sometimes discouraged me and many family members have advised me to pursue a career that fits more with the traditional Filipino stereotype of nursing. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry, which is my ultimate career goal. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars is nothing short of my wildest dream. My earliest encounter with engineering dates was when I was just seven years old. I accompanied my dad to the Exploratorium, a museum of science, technology, and arts. The marvels of science and machinery on display left a deep impression on me. As the day ended, we visited the gift shop, where I picked out a pocket-sized microscope. Instantly captivated, all I wanted to do was unravel its inner workings. Eagerly, I dissected the device, peering into its intricate circuit board and lenses. This exploration not only satisfied my curiosity that day but also marked the beginning of my journey into the world of engineering. Driven by an insatiable search for understanding, I meticulously studied the microscope, eventually reconstructing it into a fully functional flashlight. This experience ignited my passion for engineering, fueling my desire to dive deeper into the realm of innovation and problem-solving. It taught me the importance of perseverance, creativity, and the joy of discovery. As I look forward to my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles and making meaningful contributions to the field.

One of the most significant challenges I face is my home life, particularly my relationship with my parents, and more specifically, with my mom. This relationship is deeply strained and often feels toxic, creating an environment that is difficult to navigate. It’s something that weighs heavily on me, even when I try to push it to the back of my mind. The tension and negativity at home can be overwhelming, making it hard to concentrate on other aspects of my life, like school. Every day, I try my best to focus on my studies and the tasks in front of me, but it's challenging when my mind is constantly pulled back to the latest argument or disagreement. The anxiety doesn’t just stay at home; it follows me to school, lingering in my thoughts and making it difficult to concentrate in class. The anticipation of returning home after a day at school can be nerve-wracking, knowing that the environment waiting for me might be just as tense as it was when I left. It's a cycle that’s hard to break out of, where the stress of home life seeps into my academic life, creating a constant undercurrent of anxiety and distraction. Despite these challenges, I’m determined to not let these issues define me or dictate my future. I recognize that my home life is a difficult aspect of my life right now, but I also know that I have the power to shape my future in a different way. I push myself to stay focused on my goals, using my studies and personal growth as a way to build a better life for myself. It’s not easy, especially when the emotional toll of home life feels so heavy, but I see it as my way out—a path to escape the toxicity that I experience at home. I try to channel my frustration and pain into motivation. Each time I feel discouraged or overwhelmed by the negativity at home, I remind myself of what I’m working toward: a future where I can be independent, where I can create a positive and nurturing environment for myself. This vision of the future keeps me going, even on the days when it feels like everything is against me. It’s a way of taking control of my life, even when so much of what’s happening around me feels out of my control.

I have always been entranced by the auto industry and the creativity it breeds. From a young age, I have found myself captivated by the intricate design and engineering that goes into each vehicle. My passion for cars has only grown stronger over the years, and I plan to channel this enthusiasm into a career by majoring in mechanical engineering in college. However, the path to achieving my dream hasn't been easy. One significant hurdle is the financial constraint. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite these limitations, I have been determined to make the most of what I have. I've taught myself through online resources and taken apart household items to understand their mechanics. My drive to learn has kept me focused and motivated, even in the absence of formal support. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars, is nothing short of my wildest dream. Most people suggest that I should simply become a mechanic or work for another car company, but that won't satisfy me. My ultimate goal is to open my own car garage where I can spend all day using my skills to create steel masterpieces. I envision a place where creativity and engineering prowess merge to redefine the auto industry. I want to revolutionize how people view their vehicles, offering options that range from practical and reliable to completely custom cars with no stock parts and intricate details. Who can execute such ambitious projects with skill and precision? I will. The auto and engineering fields have always been male-dominated, which has presented additional challenges. I've often been ignored or dismissed based on my gender, but this only fuels my determination. I aim to succeed not just for myself but also to inspire and encourage other girls who dream of working in this industry. I want them to see that they too can achieve their goals, regardless of the obstacles they face. I understand that being a successful business owner requires ambition, perseverance, and logic. I believe that I possess all these traits and am ready to take the industry by storm. As I look forward to my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles and making meaningful contributions to the field. My dream is not just to participate in the auto industry but to transform it, creating a legacy of innovation and inspiration.

I have always been entranced by the auto industry and the creativity it breeds. From a young age, I have found myself captivated by the intricate design and engineering that goes into each vehicle. My passion for cars has only grown stronger over the years, and I plan to channel this enthusiasm into a career by majoring in mechanical engineering in college. However, the path to achieving my dream hasn't been easy. One significant hurdle is the financial constraint. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite these limitations, I have been determined to make the most of what I have. I've taught myself through online resources and taken apart household items to understand their mechanics. My drive to learn has kept me focused and motivated, even in the absence of formal support. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars, is nothing short of my wildest dream. Most people suggest that I should simply become a mechanic or work for another car company, but that won't satisfy me. My ultimate goal is to open my own car garage where I can spend all day using my skills to create steel masterpieces. I envision a place where creativity and engineering prowess merge to redefine the auto industry. I want to revolutionize how people view their vehicles, offering options that range from practical and reliable to completely custom cars with no stock parts and intricate details. Who can execute such ambitious projects with skill and precision? I will. The auto and engineering fields have always been male-dominated, which has presented additional challenges. I've often been ignored or dismissed based on my gender, but this only fuels my determination. I aim to succeed not just for myself but also to inspire and encourage other girls who dream of working in this industry. I want them to see that they too can achieve their goals, regardless of the obstacles they face. I understand that being a successful business owner requires ambition, perseverance, and logic. I believe that I possess all these traits and am ready to take the industry by storm. As I look forward to my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles and making meaningful contributions to the field. My dream is not just to participate in the auto industry but to transform it, creating a legacy of innovation and inspiration.

After high school, I aspire to attend a four-year university and pursue a degree in mechanical engineering. This field has always captivated me because I've been endlessly curious about how the inner workings of technology interact with one another. I find the principles of mechanics, thermodynamics, and materials science incredibly fascinating, and I am eager to delve into the study of these subjects. However, there are several challenges I must overcome to achieve my dream. One major challenge is the financial constraint. My mom lost her job in 2020, we had to move to the east side of San Jose and the school I transferred to was of much lower quality in terms of staff and facilities. None of the administrators seemed to care about college readiness or even the safety of the students. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite this, I've tried to make the most of what I have, teaching myself through online resources and taking apart household items to understand their mechanics. Being a woman in a male-dominated field has sometimes discouraged me and many family members have advised me to pursue a career that fits more with the traditional Filipino stereotype of nursing. The expectations and pressures from my cultural background have made it challenging to stay focused on my engineering aspirations. Nursing is an honorable and essential profession, but my passion lies in the realm of engineering and technology. This divergence from traditional expectations has sometimes left me feeling isolated and uncertain, but it has also strengthened my resolve to break barriers and pursue what truly excites me. A real-world application of mechanical engineering is its role in the auto industry, which is my ultimate career goal. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars, is nothing short of my wildest dream. The evolution of the automotive industry, with its continuous advancements in sustainability, efficiency, and performance, inspires me to be a part of this transformative journey. I envision myself contributing to the development of cutting-edge technologies that will shape the future of transportation. Throughout my school years, I have continued to nurture this passion. Despite the limited resources, I have sought out every opportunity to learn and grow. I have participated in online courses, joined science clubs, and engaged in projects that allowed me to apply theoretical knowledge to practical problems. In addition to my academic pursuits, I have been actively involved in my community. Volunteering at local workshops and mentoring younger students interested in STEM has been incredibly rewarding. It has allowed me to share my knowledge and inspire others, especially girls, to consider careers in engineering. The journey ahead may be challenging, but I am ready to face it with determination and resilience. My passion for mechanical engineering, coupled with my desire to innovate and solve real-world problems, drives me to pursue this path. I am excited about the possibilities that lie ahead and the impact I can make in the field of engineering. With hard work, perseverance, and a commitment to continuous learning, I am confident that I will achieve my dream of becoming a mechanical engineer and contributing to the advancement of technology.

My dream is to become a mechanical engineer, with a deep passion for making a significant impact in the automotive industry. The intricate process of designing, manufacturing, and continuously improving vehicles has always captivated me. I am especially drawn to the idea of contributing to the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles, or even restoring classic cars to their former glory. The automotive industry is in the midst of a rapid evolution, with relentless advancements in sustainability, efficiency, and performance, and these changes inspire me to be part of this transformative journey. I envision myself at the forefront of this change, contributing to the development of cutting-edge technologies that will shape the future of transportation. However, I am fully aware of the challenges that come with pursuing a career in a traditionally male-dominated field like mechanical engineering. In many communities, there are still deep-rooted misconceptions about who belongs in STEM fields, fueled by stereotypes related to gender, race, and social background. As a woman passionate about STEM, I have encountered numerous instances where people have questioned my place in this field. I've been told that I might feel isolated in an all-male workspace or that I would need to work twice as hard to prove my worth. Unfortunately, these experiences are not uncommon among women in STEM professions. Many women face hostile work environments characterized by harassment, sexism, and microaggressions, which create a toxic atmosphere that can undermine their confidence, professional growth, and sense of belonging. Despite these obstacles, my resolve has only strengthened. The challenges I’ve faced have fueled my determination to succeed, not only for myself but also to pave the way for other girls who dream of entering this industry. I believe that representation matters, and I want other young women to see that their aspirations are valid and achievable, regardless of the barriers they may encounter. I want them to know that they belong in STEM, just as much as anyone else, and that their contributions are valuable and necessary. As I look toward my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any challenges and making meaningful contributions to the field. My dream is not just to participate in the automotive industry but to help transform it, leaving behind a legacy of innovation and inspiration for the next generation of engineers. I am determined to create a space where diversity is celebrated, and where everyone, regardless of gender, race, or background, can thrive and contribute to the ongoing evolution of technology and society.

One of the most significant challenges I face is my home life, particularly my relationship with my parents, and more specifically, with my mom. This relationship is deeply strained and often feels toxic, creating an environment that is difficult to navigate. It’s something that weighs heavily on me, even when I try to push it to the back of my mind. The tension and negativity at home can be overwhelming, making it hard to concentrate on other aspects of my life, like school. Every day, I try my best to focus on my studies and the tasks in front of me, but it's challenging when my mind is constantly pulled back to the latest argument or disagreement. The anxiety doesn’t just stay at home; it follows me to school, lingering in my thoughts and making it difficult to concentrate in class. The anticipation of returning home after a day at school can be nerve-wracking, knowing that the environment waiting for me might be just as tense as it was when I left. It's a cycle that’s hard to break out of, where the stress of home life seeps into my academic life, creating a constant undercurrent of anxiety and distraction. Despite these challenges, I’m determined to not let these issues define me or dictate my future. I recognize that my home life is a difficult aspect of my life right now, but I also know that I have the power to shape my future in a different way. I push myself to stay focused on my goals, using my studies and personal growth as a way to build a better life for myself. It’s not easy, especially when the emotional toll of home life feels so heavy, but I see it as my way out—a path to escape the toxicity that I experience at home. I try to channel my frustration and pain into motivation. Each time I feel discouraged or overwhelmed by the negativity at home, I remind myself of what I’m working toward: a future where I can be independent, where I can create a positive and nurturing environment for myself. This vision of the future keeps me going, even on the days when it feels like everything is against me. It’s a way of taking control of my life, even when so much of what’s happening around me feels out of my control. In many ways, the challenges I face at home have made me more resilient. They’ve forced me to find strength within myself, to keep moving forward even when the weight of my circumstances feels almost too much to bear. I’ve learned to find small victories in my day-to-day life, whether it’s doing well on a test, completing a project, or simply making it through the day with a positive mindset. These small wins remind me that I’m capable of overcoming the obstacles in my path, no matter how difficult they may seem. While my relationship with my parents, especially my mom, continues to be a source of stress and pain, I’m committed to not letting it define me or limit my potential. I’m focused on creating a future that’s different from my present reality—a future where I can thrive, free from the toxic dynamics that currently weigh me down. It’s a difficult journey, but I know that by staying focused on my goals and continuing to work on myself, I can build the life I want and deserve.

In Filipino culture, girls are often expected to be nurses or models, following stereotypes to be extremely caring, and beautiful. As a Filipino woman myself, I wasn't satisfied with these options: to spend all my energy taking care of others or try to live up to impossible Eurocentric beauty standards. The men have more freedom and less pressure. For example, my uncle chose to go to culinary school and pursue a career as a chef even though cooking isn't stereotypically male or what his parents wanted. Filipinos make up only 1% of the United States population, but are responsible for 25% of all frontline healthcare workers. In my family, all the women are in healthcare. My cousin Kimora, whom I value as a sister, had a high-pressure upbringing similar to mine but she chose to follow her parents’ molding and became a pediatrician. When I proudly declared my aspirations to be an engineer, I was met with criticism from the very people who were supposed to support me. I was compared to Kimora’s obedience, making me believe I couldn't succeed because I wanted something different. For many years, I tried to be the ideal daughter my parents wanted. However, the weight of pretending to be someone I wasn’t hurt me more than facing their scrutiny. I had no choice but to continue on my trajectory and learn as much as I could on my own. Since I was a little girl, my parents tried to keep up with my ardent interest in the world around me. I thought that my obvious passion for the unknown and our annual passes to the Exploratorium and Academy of Sciences would hint to my parents that I was engrossed in something bigger than just people. Growing up, still that curious girl, I still feel as though I’m meant to spend my life experimenting with the boundaries of my creativity. This past summer, I got a taste of limitless innovation and freedom when I was accepted to an engineering program at NYU. The program was two weeks long and my first time visiting the East Coast. I was scared, nervous but also excited to be far from my parents' inhibition. All the apprehensive comments disappeared once I unpacked my suitcases and sat down in my first class. I felt content and knew that was where I was meant to be. The class was 80% male and I had to fight to be heard or taken seriously, but I was exhilarated and determined to make my mark. I pushed myself to fabricate, learn new CAD programs, write code, and 3D print to an extent I had never done before. It was also a chance to explore the city for the first time and be completely independent. This experience only strengthened my conviction to pursue higher learning in STEM. I appreciate the security of a cookie-cutter life and making my parents happy but I am an individualist at heart. My family thinks that individuality is a pessimistic and lonely life, but I need to be out of my comfort zone, try something new, and show all the other little girls who want more than a predetermined life, that it's possible. Instead of a supermodel, I'd rather be a role model. I am the first in my family to break out of the bubble wrap and be courageous, ambitious, and unapologetic enough to do so.

I have always been entranced by the auto industry and the creativity it breeds. From a young age, I have found myself captivated by the intricate design and engineering that goes into each vehicle. My passion for cars has only grown stronger over the years, and I plan to channel this enthusiasm into a career by majoring in mechanical engineering in college. However, the path to achieving my dream hasn't been easy. One significant hurdle is the financial constraint. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite these limitations, I have been determined to make the most of what I have. I've taught myself through online resources and taken apart household items to understand their mechanics. My drive to learn has kept me focused and motivated, even in the absence of formal support. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars, is nothing short of my wildest dream. Most people suggest that I should simply become a mechanic or work for another car company, but that won't satisfy me. My ultimate goal is to open my own car garage where I can spend all day using my skills to create steel masterpieces. I envision a place where creativity and engineering prowess merge to redefine the auto industry. I want to revolutionize how people view their vehicles, offering options that range from practical and reliable to completely custom cars with no stock parts and intricate details. Who can execute such ambitious projects with skill and precision? I will. The auto and engineering fields have always been male-dominated, which has presented additional challenges. I've often been ignored or dismissed based on my gender, but this only fuels my determination. I aim to succeed not just for myself but also to inspire and encourage other girls who dream of working in this industry. I want them to see that they too can achieve their goals, regardless of the obstacles they face. I don't view success in terms of money but in terms of impact. I want my skills and creativity to make other people happy and bring innovation and artistry back to the auto industry. If i can look back in 50 years and see that I made a positive mark in my college, my career and someone else's life, that's when I'll know I was successful. This scholarship will help lift the barriers between me and my dream school, any amount of money earned and put towards my education would be a tremendous gift. My ambition and dedication for this dream will not falter and hopefully this opportunity will help get me there.

After high school, I aspire to attend a four-year university and pursue a degree in mechanical engineering. This field has always captivated me because I've been endlessly curious about how the inner workings of technology interact with one another. I find the principles of mechanics, thermodynamics, and materials science incredibly fascinating, and I am eager to delve into the study of these subjects A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry, which is my ultimate career goal. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars is nothing short of my wildest dream. My earliest encounter with engineering dates was when I was just seven years old. I accompanied my dad to the Exploratorium, a museum of science, technology, and arts. The marvels of science and machinery on display left a deep impression on me. As the day ended, we visited the gift shop, where I picked out a pocket-sized microscope. Instantly captivated, all I wanted to do was unravel its inner workings. Eagerly, I dissected the device, peering into its intricate circuit board and lenses. This exploration not only satisfied my curiosity that day but also marked the beginning of my journey into the world of engineering. Driven by an insatiable search for understanding, I meticulously studied the microscope, eventually reconstructing it into a fully functional flashlight. This experience ignited my passion for engineering, fueling my desire to dive deeper into the realm of innovation and problem-solving.It taught me the importance of perseverance, creativity, and the joy of discovery. As I look forward to my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles and making meaningful contributions to the field.

After high school, I aspire to attend a four-year university and pursue a degree in mechanical engineering. This field has always captivated me because I've been endlessly curious about how the inner workings of technology interact with one another. I find the principles of mechanics, thermodynamics, and materials science incredibly fascinating, and I am eager to delve into the study of these subjects. However, there are several challenges I must overcome to achieve my dream. One major challenge is the financial constraint. My mom and I used to live in San Mateo and I went to school in a multi million dollar neighborhood. When she lost her job in 2020, we had to move to the eastside of San Jose and the school I transferred to was of much lower quality in terms of staff and facilities. None of the administrators seemed to care about college readiness or even the safety of the students. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite this, I've tried to make the most of what I have, teaching myself through online resources and taking apart household items to understand their mechanics. Being a woman in a male-dominated field has sometimes discouraged me and many family members have advised me to pursue a career that fits more with the traditional Filipino stereotype of nursing. The expectations and pressures from my cultural background have made it challenging to stay focused on my engineering aspirations. Nursing is an honorable and essential profession, but my passion lies in the realm of engineering and technology. This divergence from traditional expectations has sometimes left me feeling isolated and uncertain, but it has also strengthened my resolve to break barriers and pursue what truly excites me. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry, which is my ultimate career goal. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars, is nothing short of my wildest dream. The evolution of the automotive industry, with its continuous advancements in sustainability, efficiency, and performance, inspires me to be a part of this transformative journey. I envision myself contributing to the development of cutting-edge technologies that will shape the future of transportation. My earliest encounter with engineering dates back to when I was just seven years old. I accompanied my dad to the Exploratorium, a museum of science, technology, and arts. The marvels of science and machinery on display left a deep impression on me. As the day ended, we visited the gift shop, where I picked out a pocket-sized microscope. Instantly captivated, all I wanted to do was unravel its inner workings. Eagerly, I dissected the device, peering into its intricate circuit board and lenses. This exploration not only satisfied my curiosity that day but also marked the beginning of my journey into the world of engineering. Driven by an insatiable search for understanding, I meticulously studied the microscope, eventually reconstructing it into a fully functional flashlight. This experience ignited my passion for engineering, fueling my desire to dive deeper into the realm of innovation and problem-solving. It taught me the importance of perseverance, creativity, and the joy of discovery. The satisfaction I felt when the flashlight worked was unparalleled, and it reinforced my belief that engineering was the path for me. Throughout my school years, I have continued to nurture this passion. Despite the limited resources, I have sought out every opportunity to learn and grow. I have participated in online courses, joined science clubs, and engaged in projects that allowed me to apply theoretical knowledge to practical problems. These experiences have not only honed my technical skills but also instilled in me a strong work ethic and the ability to think critically and analytically. In addition to my academic pursuits, I have been actively involved in my community. Volunteering at local workshops and mentoring younger students interested in STEM has been incredibly rewarding. It has allowed me to share my knowledge and inspire others, especially girls, to consider careers in engineering. Seeing their excitement and curiosity reminds me of my own journey and motivates me to keep pushing forward. As I look forward to my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles and making meaningful contributions to the field. I plan to apply for scholarships and financial aid to support my education and seek internships that will provide hands-on experience. I am also determined to be an advocate for diversity and inclusion in engineering, working to create a more supportive and equitable environment for future generations. The journey ahead may be challenging, but I am ready to face it with determination and resilience. My passion for mechanical engineering, coupled with my desire to innovate and solve real-world problems, drives me to pursue this path. I am excited about the possibilities that lie ahead and the impact I can make in the field of engineering. With hard work, perseverance, and a commitment to continuous learning, I am confident that I will achieve my dream of becoming a mechanical engineer and contributing to the advancement of technology.

I have always been entranced by the auto industry and the creativity it breeds. From a young age, I have found myself captivated by the intricate design and engineering that goes into each vehicle. My passion for cars has only grown stronger over the years, and I plan to channel this enthusiasm into a career by majoring in mechanical engineering in college. However, the path to achieving my dream hasn't been easy. One significant hurdle is the financial constraint. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite these limitations, I have been determined to make the most of what I have. I've taught myself through online resources and taken apart household items to understand their mechanics. My drive to learn has kept me focused and motivated, even in the absence of formal support. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars, is nothing short of my wildest dream. Most people suggest that I should simply become a mechanic or work for another car company, but that won't satisfy me. My ultimate goal is to open my own car garage where I can spend all day using my skills to create steel masterpieces. I envision a place where creativity and engineering prowess merge to redefine the auto industry. I want to revolutionize how people view their vehicles, offering options that range from practical and reliable to completely custom cars with no stock parts and intricate details. Who can execute such ambitious projects with skill and precision? I will. The auto and engineering fields have always been male-dominated, which has presented additional challenges. I've often been ignored or dismissed based on my gender, but this only fuels my determination. I aim to succeed not just for myself but also to inspire and encourage other girls who dream of working in this industry. I want them to see that they too can achieve their goals, regardless of the obstacles they face. I understand that being a successful business owner requires ambition, perseverance, and logic. I believe that I possess all these traits and am ready to take the industry by storm. As I look forward to my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles and making meaningful contributions to the field. My dream is not just to participate in the auto industry but to transform it, creating a legacy of innovation and inspiration.

After high school, I aspire to attend a four-year university and pursue a degree in mechanical engineering. This field has always captivated me because I've been endlessly curious about how the inner workings of technology interact with one another. However, there are several challenges I must overcome to achieve my dream. One major challenge is the financial constraint. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite this, I've tried to make the most of what I have, teaching myself through online resources and taking apart household items to understand their mechanics.Being a woman in a male-dominated field has sometimes discouraged me and many family members have advised me to pursue a career that fits more with the traditional Filipino stereotype of nursing. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry, which is my ultimate career goal. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars is nothing short of my wildest dream. My earliest encounter with engineering dates was when I was just seven years old. I accompanied my dad to the Exploratorium, a museum of science, technology, and arts. The marvels of science and machinery on display left a deep impression on me. As the day ended, we visited the gift shop, where I picked out a pocket-sized microscope. Instantly captivated, all I wanted to do was unravel its inner workings. Eagerly, I dissected the device, peering into its intricate circuit board and lenses. This exploration not only satisfied my curiosity that day but also marked the beginning of my journey into the world of engineering. Driven by an insatiable search for understanding, I meticulously studied the microscope, eventually reconstructing it into a fully functional flashlight. This experience ignited my passion for engineering, fueling my desire to dive deeper into the realm of innovation and problem-solving. It taught me the importance of perseverance, creativity, and the joy of discovery. As I look forward to my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles and making meaningful contributions to the field.

After high school, I aspire to attend a four-year university and pursue a degree in mechanical engineering. This field has always captivated me because I've been endlessly curious about how the inner workings of technology interact with one another. I find the principles of mechanics, thermodynamics, and materials science incredibly fascinating, and I am eager to delve into the study of these subjects. However, there are several challenges I must overcome to achieve my dream. One major challenge is the financial constraint. Neither my family nor my school has had the funds to support my interests in engineering. This lack of resources has meant that I've never had the opportunity to fully explore or work hands-on with technology at a level that would satisfy my curiosity. Despite this, I've tried to make the most of what I have, teaching myself through online resources and taking apart household items to understand their mechanics. Being a woman in a male-dominated field has sometimes discouraged me and many family members have advised me to pursue a career that fits more with the traditional Filipino stereotype of nursing. A real-world application of mechanical engineering that particularly excites me is its role in the auto industry, which is my ultimate career goal. I am fascinated by how vehicles are designed, manufactured, and improved. The idea of working on the development of innovative automotive technologies, such as electric vehicles or restoring older cars is nothing short of my wildest dream. My earliest encounter with engineering dates was when I was just seven years old. I accompanied my dad to the Exploratorium, a museum of science, technology, and arts. The marvels of science and machinery on display left a deep impression on me. As the day ended, we visited the gift shop, where I picked out a pocket-sized microscope. Instantly captivated, all I wanted to do was unravel its inner workings. Eagerly, I dissected the device, peering into its intricate circuit board and lenses. This exploration not only satisfied my curiosity that day but also marked the beginning of my journey into the world of engineering. Driven by an insatiable search for understanding, I meticulously studied the microscope, eventually reconstructing it into a fully functional flashlight. This experience ignited my passion for engineering, fueling my desire to dive deeper into the realm of innovation and problem-solving. It taught me the importance of perseverance, creativity, and the joy of discovery. As I look forward to my future in mechanical engineering, I am committed to overcoming any obstacles and making meaningful contributions to the field.

In Filipino culture, girls are often expected to be nurses or models, with stereotypes suggesting that all Filipino women are extremely caring, selfless, and beautiful. As a Filipino woman myself, I wasn't satisfied with these options.My cousin Kimora, whom I value as a sister, had a high-pressure upbringing similar to mine but she chose to follow her parents’ molding and became a pediatrician. When I proudly declared my aspirations to be an engineer, I was met with criticism from the very people who were supposed to support me. I was compared to Kimora’s decisions and obedience, making me believe I couldn't succeed because I wanted something different. For many years, I tried to be the ideal daughter my parents wanted. However, the weight of pretending to be someone I wasn’t hurt me more than facing their scrutiny. I had no choice but to continue on my trajectory and learn as much as I could on my own. I come from an underserved community that often faces various barriers that can impact my access to and perception of STEM fields. Underserved communities often lack access to quality STEM education, including advanced coursework, extracurricular activities, and technology resources but this past summer, I got a taste of limitless innovation and freedom. I was accepted to a two week long engineering program at NYU. I was scared and nervous, but also overwhelmingly excited to be far from my parents' inhibition. All the apprehensive comments disappeared once I unpacked my suitcases and sat down in my first class. The class was only 20% female and I had to fight to be heard or taken seriously but I was exhilarated and determined to make my mark. I pushed myself to program, fabricate, code, and 3D print to an extent I had never done before, as well as explore the city for the first time. This experience only strengthened my conviction to pursue higher learning in STEM. I am very ambitious and will do everything in my ability to get to where I want to be. After high school I would love to go to a four year university and pursue mechanical engineering. I’ve done hundreds of hours volunteering at the SF Marin food bank and humane societies, attended multiple college preparation courses at the University of San Francisco, part of and in charge of multiple clubs, was a captain for my lacrosse team, and danced hula. I do a lot for my education and extracurriculars because I take it seriously but I also enjoy it. I’ve worked hard to get into this program and closer to my end goal despite the fact that there aren’t many women in mechanical engineering, having almost no parental support and mental health issues. None of these things have given me doubt or pause.

In Filipino culture, girls are often expected to be nurses or models, with stereotypes suggesting that all Filipino women are extremely caring, selfless, and beautiful. As a Filipino woman myself, I wasn't satisfied with these options.My cousin Kimora, whom I value as a sister, had a high-pressure upbringing similar to mine but she chose to follow her parents’ molding and became a pediatrician. When I proudly declared my aspirations to be an engineer, I was met with criticism from the very people who were supposed to support me. I was compared to Kimora’s decisions and obedience, making me believe I couldn't succeed because I wanted something different. For many years, I tried to be the ideal daughter my parents wanted. However, the weight of pretending to be someone I wasn’t hurt me more than facing their scrutiny. I had no choice but to continue on my trajectory and learn as much as I could on my own. I come from an underserved community that often faces various barriers that can impact my access to and perception of STEM fields. Underserved communities often lack access to quality STEM education, including advanced coursework, extracurricular activities, and technology resources but this past summer, I got a taste of limitless innovation and freedom. I was accepted to a two week long engineering program at NYU. I was scared and nervous, but also overwhelmingly excited to be far from my parents' inhibition. All the apprehensive comments disappeared once I unpacked my suitcases and sat down in my first class. The class was only 20% female and I had to fight to be heard or taken seriously but I was exhilarated and determined to make my mark. I pushed myself to program, fabricate, code, and 3D print to an extent I had never done before, as well as explore the city for the first time. This experience only strengthened my conviction to pursue higher learning in STEM. I am very ambitious and will do everything in my ability to get to where I want to be. After high school I would love to go to a four year university and pursue mechanical engineering. I’ve done hundreds of hours volunteering at the SF Marin food bank and humane societies, attended multiple college preparation courses at the University of San Francisco, part of and in charge of multiple clubs, was a captain for my lacrosse team, and danced hula. I do a lot for my education and extracurriculars because I take it seriously but I also enjoy it. I’ve worked hard to get into this program and closer to my end goal despite the fact that there aren’t many women in mechanical engineering, having almost no parental support and mental health issues. None of these things have given me doubt or pause.