The characteristic I most value in myself is my dedication. Throughout my life journey, I have always been told, "You have to keep going. You are a minority young woman who's capable of anything and do not let anyone or anything keep your head down!" I was raised by a black single mother who did not attend college but stressed the importance of committing to rewarding passions, that can help others, and that personally drive you. During the early stages of adolescence, I wasn't sure how I was to find this passion. I knew her passion was embedded within the nursing home and within food drive organizations, as I often traveled with my mother on Saturday mornings to play Bingo and transport food. However, I did not know how she could have the will and energy to help others and our lackluster financial situation simultaneously. However, as I grew older I began to possess the spirit that my mom carried unapologetically. I became driven, focused, and unwavering in regards to my passions.
I initially became passionate about helping my peers who were in the midst of mental health issues, toxic relationships, unsafe home environments, and suicide. Fortunately, I found an outlet that aligned with my goals and aspirations and was nominated as one of eleven National Youth Correspondents within the National Organization of Youth Safety. Originating from various states within America, we all gathered in Alexandra, Virginia. We immediately approached our work with an intensity that would not easily be dimmed. This position required me to develop and implement preventative safety measures for various issues, such as suicide, poor mental health, domestic violence, and bullying. Within two years of service, I developed and designed graphics, presentations, and events that positively impacted my community and were displayed on NOYS’s national platform to this day.
Additionally, attending a prestigious institution such as the University of Texas at Austin opened the opportunity to revel in success, but quickly succumb to unplanned failure. Upon entering my first semester, I dealt with mental troubles, physical setbacks, and a powerful blow to my motivation and work ethic. I was confident that I would thrive academically but chose not to address my mental troubles and bad habits as a student. Oftentimes, I made poor habits such as: utilizing incorrect study habits, not implementing a study schedule, and lacking the understanding of how to live as a productive and efficient student. My ignorance of these subjects led me to feel deeply inadequate and like an imposter in my success story. My grades began to decrease rapidly and I was placed on academic probation at the end of my very first semester, with a grade point average of 1.8. However, in response, I immediately assessed my learning style and made a study plan that complemented it. I also sought out and utilized resources like academic advisors, peer mentors, and online tutoring sites. I began to increase my course load while discovering various opportunities to become active, one being a research assistant in a lab that studies the effects of Mexican-American children who translate for their non-English speaking parents. After three years of both dedication and perseverance, my GPA now sits at 3.24. Because of this, I have now been accepted into a master's program at the University of Texas at Arlington, where I will dedicate my studies to Industrial/Organizational Psychology. This field takes a micro-level approach to analyze human behavior and attitudes within the workplace to help employees thrive in challenging environments, something that is rewarding, helps others, and personally drives me.