Anxiety rushed through my body as I stepped into the tense environment of the Washington, DC jail. Seeing countless Black people in orange jumpsuits was a gut-wrenching indictment of our criminal justice system. To think it could have been me or someone else I know sitting in those chairs wearing orange was petrifying. Crime and Justice Behind the Wall was a pivotal experience that shaped my understanding of the criminal justice system during my sophomore year at Howard University. This class was a very eye-opening experience because I got to hear the voices of the people on the inside. Upon completion of this class, I learned a very important lesson: do not let the stereotypes and opinions of close-minded people who are on the outside give me a preconceived notion of people who are on the inside. Rather than judging individuals for past mistakes or circumstances, I should strive to understand the root causes that contribute to incarceration, especially for Black people.
I came to Howard with the intention of pursuing law. After spending over three years at this university, that goal remains unchanged. Being a part of classes such as Crime and Justice Behind the Wall cemented my resolve to become not just an attorney, but a social engineer; one who leverages the law not merely to win cases, but to systemically dismantle barriers and reconstruct pathways to justice. My vision extends to attending a Historically Black College or University (HBCU) law school, where I can learn about the law through the critical lens of the African American experience, preparing me to address racial disparities with both academic rigor and cultural fluency.
In preparation for my career path, I joined academic organizations such as Future Law Scholars and Black Women in Pre-law Society. I am also committed to pursuing a dual Bachelor of Arts degree in Criminology and Sociology, to provide me with a robust understanding of societal structures and inequities. Beyond academics, my active involvement with Revolt Incorporated, a non-profit organization aimed at enriching the Black Femme-identifying community, has provided me with direct engagement with advocacy for racial equity. Furthermore, tutoring children at DC Reading Partners has reinforced my belief in addressing foundational disparities as a key step toward broader justice.
Even though I am heavily involved in my school and community, this path has not been easy. I have dealt with impostor syndrome and self-doubt because I felt like everyone around me was so far ahead in terms of making strides toward their career path. It was difficult to accept that many of my peers had already taken leadership positions or had internships, but this feeling gave me the grit to work harder and to go above and beyond to make the change I strive to see.
Financially, securing my education at Howard has been a profound challenge, requiring me to take out significant loans that will result in substantial debt by the time I enter law school. Despite tirelessly applying for scholarships and internships, encountering frequent denials has been disheartening. However, these setbacks have not broken my spirit; instead, they have cultivated an immense resilience and heightened my determination. I view each application as an opportunity to demonstrate my unwavering commitment, pushing me to strive even harder. I will go to great lengths to keep applying and show that I will be a great return on investment as the scholarship recipient.
Overall, winning this scholarship would be a dream come true, allowing me to fully immerse myself in my legal education and career goals without the overwhelming weight of financial strain. With this support, I envision a future where the voices of Black people are amplified on the inside and outside. I am committed to working tirelessly, armed with a deep understanding of systemic inequities and a legal education rooted in the African American perspective, to ensure that marginalized communities do not fall victim to systemic barriers.