The challenges I have faced related to addiction were not only about substance use, but about the patterns that surrounded it. Addiction, for me, was tied to avoidance, emotional overwhelm, and a lack of stability. It became a way to manage feelings I did not yet have the tools to face directly. At the time, it felt like relief. In reality, it created more distance between who I was and the life I wanted to build. One of the hardest parts was recognizing how it affected my sense of self. Addiction made it difficult to trust my own decisions. It disrupted consistency, which in turn impacted my ability to follow through on goals, including my education. There were periods where I felt stuck, unsure if I could create lasting change. That uncertainty was its own challenge, because it made progress feel out of reach. Moving forward required honesty. I had to acknowledge not only the behavior itself but the reasons behind it. I began seeking support and building structure into my daily life. Recovery has not been a single moment but a series of choices made over time. I focused on developing routines that support both my mental and physical health. I learned how to sit with discomfort instead of immediately trying to escape it. That shift has been one of the most important parts of my growth. Returning to school has been a central part of how I move forward. Education gives me direction and accountability. It provides a framework where I can measure progress in a tangible way. Balancing full-time work with coursework requires discipline, and that discipline reinforces my recovery. Each completed assignment, each semester finished, becomes evidence that I can sustain effort and follow through. I have also learned the importance of community. Isolation often reinforced unhealthy patterns, while connection helps interrupt them. Whether through peers, mentors, or support systems, being able to share experiences and receive encouragement has made a difference. It reminds me that growth does not happen in isolation. My goals moving forward are focused on stability, education, and contribution. I plan to continue my studies and develop my work as a writer. Writing allows me to process experience and connect with others who may be navigating similar challenges. I want to create work that reflects honesty about addiction and recovery without stigma. I also hope to mentor or support others who are working toward change, whether through formal programs or informal guidance. The impact I hope to have is grounded in authenticity. I want to show that change is possible through consistent effort rather than perfection. Recovery has taught me resilience, accountability, and self-awareness. These are qualities I bring into every area of my life, including my education and future work. Addiction created obstacles, but it also forced me to confront patterns I might not have otherwise addressed. The growth that has come from that process is something I carry forward. I am no longer focused on avoiding the past. I am focused on building a future that reflects the lessons I have learned and the direction I have chosen.

Being bisexual has shaped the way I understand identity, belonging, and visibility. It is not always an identity that is easily recognized or understood by others, and that has created challenges that are both external and internal. Existing in a space that is often questioned or dismissed has required me to develop a strong sense of self, even when that self was still forming. One of the most difficult aspects of being bisexual is the feeling of not fully belonging anywhere. In some spaces, bisexuality is minimized or treated as confusion rather than a valid identity. I have experienced moments where people assumed I needed to “choose,” or that my identity depended on who I was dating at the time. That kind of thinking can make you feel invisible, as if your identity only counts under certain conditions. It creates a pressure to explain yourself, even when you should not have to. There is also a quieter challenge of internal doubt. When your identity is questioned often enough, it can lead you to question yourself. I have had to unlearn the idea that I needed to justify who I am. That process took time. It required me to accept that identity is not something that needs approval from others in order to be real. Learning to trust my own understanding of myself has been one of the most important parts of my growth. At the same time, being bisexual has given me a deeper sense of empathy and awareness. I understand what it feels like to exist between categories, to not fit neatly into expectations. That perspective allows me to connect with others who feel similarly unseen or misunderstood. It has made me more attentive, more open, and more willing to listen without judgment. These qualities have shaped not only my personal relationships but also the way I approach creative work. This is directly connected to why I am passionate about pursuing writing. Writing allows me to explore identity in a way that feels honest and expansive. It gives me space to examine complexity rather than simplify it. Through writing, I can create characters and narratives that reflect experiences that are often overlooked or misunderstood. I am drawn to storytelling because it has the power to make people feel seen. When someone recognizes themselves in a piece of writing, even in a small way, it can be meaningful. Writing also gives me a way to process my own experiences. It allows me to take moments that felt confusing or isolating and shape them into something that has clarity and purpose. It turns lived experience into connection. I want to create work that acknowledges the nuances of identity, including the parts that are not always easy to explain. The challenges I have faced as a bisexual person have not discouraged me from pursuing my goals. Instead, they have strengthened my sense of direction. They have shown me the importance of representation, honesty, and empathy. My passion for writing comes from a desire to contribute to those values, to create space for stories that reflect the complexity of real lives, and to ensure that people who feel unseen have a place to recognize themselves. I will be attending Pratts MFA program in the fall and I am hoping to further honour myself as a bisexual individual as well as a poet. This scholarship would allow me to do that.

Cancer has touched my family in ways that changed how I see life, illness, and the people I love. Over the years I have watched several people in my family face it, and each experience left an impression on me that I still carry. My mom was diagnosed with lung cancer. Hearing that diagnosis was frightening because cancer always feels like a word that changes everything the moment it is spoken. She had surgery and doctors removed part of her lung. Watching someone you love go through that kind of procedure is difficult because you feel helpless. There is only so much you can do besides show up, listen, and hope for the best. The good news is that she is currently in remission. That experience made me realize how precious health is and how quickly life can change. It also showed me how strong my mom really is. Recovery from something that serious takes physical strength but also mental strength, and seeing her push through that gave me a deeper respect for her resilience. Cancer has also taken people from my family. Two of my aunts passed away from it. One of the experiences that affected me most was being there when my Aunt Betty was on hospice. Hospice is a place where the focus is no longer on curing illness but on making someone comfortable during the time they have left. Watching someone you love slowly reach the end of their life is one of the hardest things a person can experience. I remember how quiet the room felt sometimes and how every visit felt important. You become very aware that the small things matter. Sitting beside someone, holding their hand, or just being present becomes more meaningful than anything else. Seeing my Aunt Betty during that time taught me a lot about dignity and compassion. The nurses and caregivers treated her with so much patience and respect, even during the hardest moments. It made me realize how important kindness is when people are vulnerable. Illness strips away a lot of the things people normally rely on, and what remains is the way others treat them. These experiences have changed the way I think about time and relationships. Cancer reminds you that life is not guaranteed and that the people you love will not always be here. Because of that, I try to appreciate time with my family more. I also try to pay attention to the moments that might seem small but actually matter a lot. Another thing I learned is how important support systems are. When someone is sick, it affects the entire family. People come together to help with appointments, meals, and emotional support. It showed me how strong families can be when they care for each other during difficult times. Although cancer brought a lot of fear and sadness into my family, it also taught me lessons about resilience, compassion, and the importance of being present for the people you love. Those lessons continue to shape the way I move through the world today.

1. I found TXT during a period of my life when I was searching for music that felt hopeful but also honest about struggle. I believe it was around 2021 when one of their songs came up while I was listening to other K-pop music. I remember being surprised by how emotional their music felt and how thoughtful the concepts were. I started watching more of their performances and content and slowly became more invested. Their music became something I returned to during difficult days, especially when I needed motivation or comfort. 2. I think one of the most important characteristics of a MOA is kindness. The fandom is built around supporting TXT but also supporting each other. I have noticed that many fans encourage one another, celebrate each other's achievements, and try to create a welcoming environment for new fans. Being respectful and uplifting is important because the group itself often talks about empathy, growth, and connection. A good MOA represents those values. 3. Yes, my bias is Soobin. I admire his calm personality and the way he seems thoughtful and sincere when interacting with both the members and fans. He gives the impression of someone who listens carefully and leads with patience and not ego. That kind of leadership really stands out to me. He also balances being playful and serious, which makes him feel very genuine. 4. My ult bias would probably still be Soobin. Over time I realized that the qualities I appreciate most in idols are kindness, humility, and emotional intelligence. He seems to represent those traits consistently. When I watch interviews or variety content, he often creates space for the other members and makes sure everyone feels included. That kind of presence leaves a strong impression on me. 5. One of my favorite songs is “0X1=LOVESONG.” The emotion in the song is very powerful and it feels very honest about vulnerability and connection. The lyrics talk about feeling lost but finding meaning through someone else. I think many people can relate to that feeling of searching for something to hold on to. The energy of the song also makes it very memorable. 6.I have not had the chance to see TXT live yet, but it is something I hope to experience in the future. Watching concert clips online shows how much effort they put into performing and connecting with fans. Seeing that energy in person would be really special. 7. One of my favorite album concepts is The Chaos Chapter. I liked how it explored themes of confusion, identity, and growing up. The visuals and storytelling felt very emotional and relatable. It showed a more complicated side of youth instead of just a polished image, which made the concept feel meaningful. 8. Right now I am paying for school through a combination of working full time, federal financial aid, and loans. It can be stressful at times because balancing work and school requires a lot of discipline. Still, continuing my education is very important to me, so I am doing everything I can to make it possible. 9. This scholarship would help reduce the financial pressure of tuition and allow me to focus more energy on my studies instead of constantly worrying about money. It would help fill the gap between what financial aid covers and the actual cost of attending school. Even a small amount of support can make a big difference. 10.TXT has influenced me by reminding me that growth is possible even during difficult periods. Many of their songs talk about uncertainty, friendship, and resilience. Listening to their music has helped me stay motivated and keep moving forward when things felt overwhelming. 11.I hope to use my education to contribute through writing and creative work that helps people feel understood. Stories, art, and music can create empathy and connection between people who might otherwise feel alone. If my education allows me to create work that encourages resilience, compassion, and honesty, then I believe that is a meaningful way to give back to the world.

What distinguishes me is not a perfect record or an uninterrupted path, but the decision to return to myself. I am a returning student in my late thirties who once believed higher education belonged to another version of my life. My journey has moved through addiction, mental health struggles, financial instability, and long seasons of doubt. Choosing to come back to school was not a simple act of enrollment. It was an act of reclamation. As a bisexual woman, I have learned early on what it means to hold complexity. Existing between spaces shaped how I understand identity, belonging, and visibility. There were years when I softened parts of myself to fit expectations, when survival meant shrinking. Education now feels like expansion. It gives me language, history, and community. It allows me to study systems that shape identity and to see myself reflected in narratives that once felt distant. My presence in academic spaces is intentional. I carry with me the knowledge that visibility matters. My motivation for higher education is rooted in transformation. School represents structure where there was once chaos. It represents sustained commitment where I once lived in short bursts of survival. Returning required humility. I sit beside classmates who are nearly twenty years younger and remind myself that growth does not expire. Each completed assignment is proof that discipline can be learned. Each semester completed is evidence that change can be sustained. I am proud of the student I have become because she was built through effort. I balance full-time work with demanding coursework. I revise my writing with care and seek critique as a tool for refinement rather than a measure of worth. I show up prepared. I ask questions. I contribute thoughtfully in discussions, especially when topics touch on identity, resilience, or marginalization. My lived experience allows me to engage with nuance and empathy. Within my family, my return to school has shifted what feels possible. I have learned how to repair relationships and how to communicate with honesty. Recovery has strengthened my sense of responsibility and presence. When one person chooses growth, the impact extends outward. I strive to be someone whose stability offers reassurance to others navigating their own uncertainty. My professional goal is to continue developing as a writer whose work centers resilience, identity, and recovery. I want to create stories that make people feel seen, especially those who have felt fractured by stigma or silence. Education sharpens my craft and deepens my understanding of the communities I hope to serve. I believe I should receive this scholarship because my pursuit of higher education is fueled by intention and gratitude. I am not here by default. I am here because I chose to rebuild. My past has given me depth, discipline, and clarity of purpose. What distinguishes me is not that I avoided hardship, but that I transformed it into direction. I bring that focus into every classroom, every page I write, and every future I am working to shape.

I want to build a life rooted in stability, creativity, and service—one that reflects not where I began, but where I have chosen to grow. For me, “building” is not about constructing something visible or tangible; it is about intentionally shaping a future grounded in education, recovery, and meaningful contribution. I am building a foundation that supports both personal wellbeing and community impact. The first part of what I am building is stability. After navigating challenges with mental health and substance use, I came to understand that a strong foundation requires structure, accountability, and self-awareness. Recovery has taught me that stability is built daily—through consistent choices, healthy routines, and the courage to ask for support when needed. By continuing my education and prioritizing my wellbeing, I am laying bricks that reinforce resilience rather than avoidance. Each semester completed, each healthy decision made, strengthens that structure. I am also building a creative future. As a student focused on writing and storytelling, I hope to craft narratives that reflect honesty, growth, and the complexity of human experience. Stories have the power to connect people across differences, to challenge assumptions, and to foster empathy. By developing my voice and refining my craft, I am building the tools necessary to contribute meaningfully to conversations about identity, recovery, and perseverance. My goal is not only to succeed academically, but to create work that resonates with others who may feel unseen or unheard. Beyond personal achievement, I want to build community impact. I hope to mentor others who are navigating academic pressures or personal struggles, offering encouragement and practical guidance. I want to participate in literacy initiatives and creative workshops that expand access to education and self-expression. When individuals feel supported and capable, entire communities benefit. By sharing what I have learned—about resilience, discipline, and growth—I can help create environments where people feel empowered to pursue their goals. Building my future is an ongoing process, one that requires patience and persistence. Yet every intentional choice moves me closer to a life that aligns with my values. By strengthening my foundation, nurturing my creativity, and extending support outward, I am not only building a better future for myself, but contributing to a stronger, more compassionate community.

In a world increasingly driven by technology, authentic human connection can feel fragile. Social media encourages constant sharing but often rewards surface-level interaction, while virtual spaces can replace, rather than replicate, the nuances of face-to-face experience. Yet art offers a powerful way to preserve, strengthen, and even reimagine connection in ways that technology alone cannot. Through attention, empathy, and creativity, art creates a space for reflection and dialogue that is simultaneously intimate and expansive. Art preserves connection by capturing and conveying the emotional truths that make us human. Whether through poetry, painting, music, or performance, creative expression communicates experiences that words alone sometimes cannot. A song can articulate longing; a painting can evoke shared memory; a poem can expose vulnerability. By encountering these expressions, individuals recognize themselves in others’ perspectives. Art bridges gaps between isolation and understanding, reminding us that our emotions, struggles, and joys are not singular, but communal. Art also strengthens connection by fostering shared experiences. Live performance, collaborative workshops, and participatory projects encourage dialogue, attention, and responsiveness. In a theatre, an audience experiences the same moment simultaneously, yet each person perceives it differently, creating a layered communal understanding. Collaborative artistic projects, whether in schools, community centers, or online spaces, require communication, compromise, and shared vision. These interactions cultivate empathy and trust, reinforcing social bonds that might otherwise weaken in a digitally mediated world. Moreover, art allows us to reimagine connection. Technology can isolate, but it can also expand access to diverse voices and communities. Digital platforms enable cross-cultural collaboration, virtual performances, and online exhibitions that transcend geography. When art leverages technology thoughtfully, it becomes a conduit for meaningful interaction rather than a barrier. Virtual workshops, live-streamed performances, or multimedia storytelling can create spaces where people actively engage with one another, exchange ideas, and co-create experiences, blending the immediacy of human connection with the reach of technology. As a creative practitioner, I see this potential in both personal and community work. Writing workshops, for example, invite participants to share stories that might otherwise remain unheard. Visual art projects allow individuals to explore identity and perspective while responding to others’ work. Even digital platforms can host these exchanges in ways that maintain intimacy and encourage reflection. The key is intentionality: connection emerges when art prioritizes shared experience, curiosity, and emotional authenticity over passive consumption. Ultimately, preserving and strengthening human connection through art requires attentiveness to both the medium and the audience. We must resist the temptation to allow technology to flatten experience, and instead use it to enhance engagement and empathy. Art reminds us that connection is not transactional or performative—it is relational, layered, and reciprocal. Through storytelling, performance, visual expression, and collaboration, we can create opportunities for people to see, hear, and understand one another. In doing so, art becomes a vital bridge in an age dominated by screens, a reminder that human connection is not replaced by technology but can be deepened, expanded, and reimagined through the intentional act of creation. I plan to remain in a creative space and try to support others in doing the same.

I want to make a change in my life because I have reached a point where staying stagnant is no longer acceptable. For years, I struggled with substance use, relying on it to manage stress, anxiety, and emotional overwhelm. While it provided temporary relief, it ultimately disrupted my personal and professional growth, strained relationships, and kept me from pursuing my long-term goals. I realized that continuing down that path would prevent me from living intentionally and achieving the life I want. Making a change is about reclaiming control, building healthier patterns, and creating a future aligned with my values and potential. The first steps I took toward this change involved confronting both my substance use and the underlying challenges that contributed to it. I sought professional support and established recovery practices that prioritize mental health, accountability, and consistency. Simultaneously, I returned to school with a focus on creative writing, a discipline that allows me to explore experiences and emotions through narrative, reflection, and craft. Balancing full-time work with coursework and recovery required careful planning, discipline, and the development of routines that support both wellbeing and productivity. I also engaged in supportive communities and mentorship networks that emphasize growth, honesty, and resilience. These steps have strengthened my confidence, clarified my purpose, and reaffirmed my commitment to sustained personal and academic growth. Receiving this scholarship would be transformative because it would remove financial barriers that limit my focus and energy. With reduced stress about tuition and related expenses, I could dedicate more time to academic and creative pursuits, participate in additional workshops, and access opportunities that deepen my engagement with my field. The scholarship would support not only my development as a student and artist but also my ongoing recovery by creating stability and space to prioritize my wellbeing. I plan to pay this support forward by contributing to communities where guidance and opportunity are scarce. I want to mentor peers navigating academic, emotional, or substance-related challenges, offering practical strategies and encouragement drawn from my own experiences. I also aim to participate in outreach initiatives that promote literacy, creativity, and access to education. By helping others build confidence, resilience, and purpose, I hope to create a ripple effect, showing that meaningful change is possible at any stage of life. Ultimately, my desire to make a change is rooted in the belief that growth is necessary, not optional. I have taken deliberate steps to reclaim my trajectory, from committing to recovery to returning to school and building supportive structures around myself. This scholarship would allow me to continue that work while amplifying my ability to inspire and support others on their own journeys toward transformation.

Mental health is important to me as a student because it shapes every aspect of learning. Focus, creativity, memory, and motivation are not separate from emotional well being; they are sustained by it. I have come to understand that academic success is not simply a matter of discipline or intelligence, but of stability and self awareness. When mental health is neglected, even the most capable students can struggle in silence. When it is supported, growth becomes more sustainable and meaningful. As a student, I have experienced how mental health directly affects my ability to engage deeply with material. Stress and self doubt can narrow attention and make challenges feel insurmountable. In contrast, when I prioritize balance and care, I am more open to risk, revision, and curiosity. Recognizing this connection has changed how I define achievement. I no longer measure success solely by output or productivity. I value consistency, reflection, and resilience. This shift has allowed me to approach my studies with greater patience and honesty. Mental health also matters because educational environments often reward endurance without acknowledging cost. Students may feel pressure to overextend themselves, minimize struggle, or equate exhaustion with dedication. I believe that redefining this narrative is essential. Protecting mental well being does not signal weakness. It demonstrates maturity and long term vision. As someone committed to sustained academic and creative work, I view mental health as foundational rather than optional. In my community, I advocate for mental health in practical and relational ways. I try to normalize open conversations about stress, burnout, and emotional challenges. When peers share that they feel overwhelmed, I listen without immediately offering solutions or comparison. Sometimes advocacy begins with presence and validation. I am intentional about avoiding language that glorifies overwork or dismisses emotional difficulty. Instead, I emphasize balance and boundaries. I also model transparency about my own practices. I speak openly about setting realistic goals, taking breaks, and seeking support when necessary. By sharing these habits, I hope to reduce stigma around asking for help. In group settings, I encourage collaborative rather than competitive dynamics. I believe community accountability can replace isolation, especially in demanding academic spaces. At home and among friends, I advocate by fostering environments where emotions are not treated as inconveniences. I check in regularly, ask thoughtful questions, and respect boundaries. I recognize that advocacy does not require formal titles or large platforms. It often happens in everyday interactions, through patience, empathy, and consistency. Ultimately, mental health is important to me because it sustains the very qualities education seeks to cultivate: curiosity, creativity, and critical thinking. Without care, those qualities erode. With care, they deepen. As a student and community member, I am committed to building spaces where mental well being is acknowledged as integral to success. Advocacy, for me, is not a separate activity. It is woven into how I learn, how I lead, and how I show up for others.

Mental health and substance use have profoundly shaped my life and my understanding of resilience, responsibility, and personal growth. For many years, I navigated periods of anxiety, depression, and impulsivity that disrupted not only my academic and professional goals, but also my sense of self. Substance use emerged as a temporary escape from these emotional pressures, offering a false sense of control and relief while simultaneously deepening instability. Over time, I realized that avoiding discomfort was limiting my capacity to live fully, and that true recovery required intentionality, accountability, and a commitment to ongoing growth. The turning point came when I began to recognize the patterns driving my struggles. I sought professional support, cultivated self-awareness, and developed concrete strategies to manage mental health challenges without relying on external substances. Therapy, peer support, and structured routines became essential tools. I learned to identify triggers, set boundaries, and respond to stress with healthy coping mechanisms. Recovery, I discovered, is not linear; it requires daily attention, patience, and the courage to confront uncomfortable emotions rather than escape from them. These experiences reshaped my approach to personal growth. I became attuned to my own needs and limitations while also cultivating empathy for others navigating similar challenges. I learned to value incremental progress over perfection, and to celebrate resilience in small, concrete forms. Moments of difficulty became opportunities for reflection rather than self-criticism. Over time, I regained confidence, reclaimed agency in my life, and cultivated skills that strengthened both my personal and professional endeavors. Education has been central to my recovery and growth. Returning to school as an adult has allowed me to reclaim opportunities I once thought were lost. My academic goals are driven not by a desire to meet external expectations, but by a commitment to intellectual engagement, creative exploration, and meaningful contribution. I am particularly interested in fields that emphasize storytelling, critical thinking, and social awareness, because these areas allow me to integrate lived experience with skillful expression. Education provides both a structure for growth and a platform to share insights drawn from recovery, mental health awareness, and resilience. Continuing to manage recovery will remain a daily priority. I plan to maintain therapy, peer accountability networks, and structured routines that support emotional and physical health. I will engage in reflective writing and creative practice as tools for processing experience, while remaining vigilant about signs of relapse or stress. I also intend to contribute to communities that value mental health and substance abuse awareness, using my experiences to mentor, advocate, and normalize honest conversations about recovery. By combining structured support with purposeful engagement, I aim to maintain balance while pursuing long-term academic and personal goals. Ultimately, my experiences with mental health and substance abuse have not defined me solely by struggle, but by the capacity to respond, learn, and grow. Recovery has taught me that resilience is built through consistency, reflection, and self-compassion. Education offers a continuation of this work, allowing me to transform personal lessons into academic achievement, creative expression, and community contribution. I enter this next chapter grounded in recovery, committed to growth, and determined to live with intention, awareness, and purpose.

Recovery, to me, means returning to myself without shame. It is not a dramatic transformation or a single turning point. It is a practice of rebuilding trust with my own mind and body after periods of instability, fear, or self doubt. Recovery is less about erasing struggle and more about learning how to live alongside it with awareness and care. For a long time, I thought recovery meant arriving at a place where nothing hurt anymore. I imagined it as a final destination marked by certainty and permanent stability. Over time, I have come to understand it differently. Recovery is cyclical. It asks for patience. It requires honesty about what I need and the discipline to honor those needs, even when it is inconvenient. It also means accountability. Recovery is not passive. It involves setting boundaries, seeking support, and choosing healthier patterns repeatedly. Some days that looks like rest. Other days it looks like difficult conversations or intentional change. Most importantly, recovery means possibility. It reminds me that setbacks do not erase progress and that growth can continue even after disappointment. It is an ongoing commitment to living with clarity, self respect, and hope rather than fear. I have been in recovery for 10 years and it has made the life I have today possible.

What gave me the courage to go back to school as a woman over thirty five was not a single moment of confidence, but a slow accumulation of clarity. For years, I carried the idea that education belonged to a particular timeline. There was an unspoken belief that if you did not move seamlessly from high school to college to career, you had somehow missed your window. I internalized that narrative and allowed it to define my sense of possibility. Over time, that belief began to feel smaller than my desire to grow. Life experience reshaped my perspective. I had worked full time, navigated complex relationships, faced disappointment, and learned how to sustain myself through instability. I had developed discipline not in classrooms, but in daily survival and responsibility. With each year, I felt an increasing awareness that I was thinking more critically, observing more carefully, and craving deeper intellectual and creative engagement. The fear of staying stagnant began to outweigh the fear of returning. Courage, for me, emerged from that tension. I realized that waiting for certainty would mean waiting indefinitely. Instead of asking whether I was ready in the traditional sense, I began asking whether I was willing. Willing to be the oldest person in a room. Willing to admit what I did not know. Willing to stretch beyond the identity I had settled into. That shift changed everything. Being over thirty five has also given me advantages I did not have in my early twenties. I understand the value of time. I am less concerned with comparison and more focused on substance. I know how to advocate for myself and how to seek support when I need it. I am not returning to school to prove something to others. I am returning because I recognize the depth of my commitment to learning and the seriousness of my goals. There were practical fears as well. Financial strain, logistical challenges, and the vulnerability of starting again were real considerations. I weighed them carefully. Ultimately, I understood that growth rarely arrives without risk. I asked myself what future version of me would regret more: the one who tried and struggled, or the one who never attempted at all. The answer was clear. Another source of courage came from reframing age itself. Instead of viewing thirty five as late, I began to see it as informed. I bring lived experience into academic spaces. I bring resilience shaped by failure and recovery. I bring perspective that allows me to engage with material not only intellectually, but personally. Education at this stage is not abstract. It is integrated into the life I am actively building. Going back to school is an act of belief. It is a declaration that growth does not expire and that ambition can evolve rather than disappear. My courage was not loud or dramatic. It was steady. It came from understanding that the desire to learn had never left me, only waited for the moment when I was ready to honor it fully. Choosing to return is not a rejection of my past path, but a continuation of it with greater intention and clarity.

Mental health is important to me as a student because it shapes every aspect of learning. Focus, creativity, memory, and motivation are not separate from emotional well being; they are sustained by it. I have come to understand that academic success is not simply a matter of discipline or intelligence, but of stability and self awareness. When mental health is neglected, even the most capable students can struggle in silence. When it is supported, growth becomes more sustainable and meaningful. As a student, I have experienced how mental health directly affects my ability to engage deeply with material. Stress and self doubt can narrow attention and make challenges feel insurmountable. In contrast, when I prioritize balance and care, I am more open to risk, revision, and curiosity. Recognizing this connection has changed how I define achievement. I no longer measure success solely by output or productivity. I value consistency, reflection, and resilience. This shift has allowed me to approach my studies with greater patience and honesty. Mental health also matters because educational environments often reward endurance without acknowledging cost. Students may feel pressure to overextend themselves, minimize struggle, or equate exhaustion with dedication. I believe that redefining this narrative is essential. Protecting mental well being does not signal weakness. It demonstrates maturity and long term vision. As someone committed to sustained academic and creative work, I view mental health as foundational rather than optional. In my community, I advocate for mental health in practical and relational ways. I try to normalize open conversations about stress, burnout, and emotional challenges. When peers share that they feel overwhelmed, I listen without immediately offering solutions or comparison. Sometimes advocacy begins with presence and validation. I am intentional about avoiding language that glorifies overwork or dismisses emotional difficulty. Instead, I emphasize balance and boundaries. I also model transparency about my own practices. I speak openly about setting realistic goals, taking breaks, and seeking support when necessary. By sharing these habits, I hope to reduce stigma around asking for help. In group settings, I encourage collaborative rather than competitive dynamics. I believe community accountability can replace isolation, especially in demanding academic spaces. At home and among friends, I advocate by fostering environments where emotions are not treated as inconveniences. I check in regularly, ask thoughtful questions, and respect boundaries. I recognize that advocacy does not require formal titles or large platforms. It often happens in everyday interactions, through patience, empathy, and consistency. Ultimately, mental health is important to me because it sustains the very qualities education seeks to cultivate: curiosity, creativity, and critical thinking. Without care, those qualities erode. With care, they deepen. As a student and community member, I am committed to building spaces where mental well being is acknowledged as integral to success. Advocacy, for me, is not a separate activity. It is woven into how I learn, how I lead, and how I show up for others.

The everyday world inspires me as an artist because it reminds me that meaning rarely announces itself loudly. It exists in gestures, overheard conversations, shifting light, and ordinary routines. I am drawn to the subtle details most people move past: the way someone hesitates before answering a question, the rhythm of a train pulling into a station, the quiet choreography of strangers sharing space. These moments reveal emotional undercurrents that feel both intimate and universal. Daily life also offers contrast. Beauty appears beside exhaustion, tenderness beside indifference. Observing these tensions deepens my understanding of character and tone. As a writer and painter, I try to translate those small observations into a language that honors their complexity without exaggerating them. Even repetition can be generative. Commuting, working, and walking familiar streets allow my mind to wander and connect ideas that might otherwise remain separate. The ordinary becomes material not because it is dramatic, but because it is constant. Through attention, the everyday world becomes expansive, layered, and endlessly instructive.

One of the most meaningful challenges I have faced in my storytelling and literacy journey has been learning to trust my own voice. For years, I approached writing as if I were being evaluated before I had even begun. I worried about being too vulnerable, too emotional, too unconventional, or not polished enough. Instead of asking what I genuinely needed to express, I focused on what might be praised or approved. That self consciousness narrowed my work and made the page feel like a performance rather than a place of discovery. Part of this obstacle stemmed from comparison. I read writers whose authority and clarity felt effortless, and I measured my unfinished drafts against their published books. I mistook uncertainty for inadequacy. Because of this, I often abandoned pieces prematurely or revised them into something safer and less truthful. I confused restraint with maturity and silence with strength. The fear of being misunderstood sometimes outweighed my desire to articulate something real. To respond, I had to reframe my relationship with writing. I began drafting with curiosity instead of judgment. Rather than striving for immediate strength, I allowed early versions to be exploratory and imperfect. I set small, concrete goals, such as finishing a draft before revising it. I kept a notebook of observations and images without worrying about how they might fit into a larger piece. This practice helped me separate creation from critique and rebuild trust in my instincts. Seeking community was also essential. I participated in workshops where feedback emphasized clarity and intention rather than conformity. Hearing thoughtful responses to my work revealed that specificity and risk often foster connection rather than alienation. I learned to listen carefully to critique without surrendering my perspective. Over time, I grew more confident distinguishing between feedback that strengthened my voice and suggestions that diluted it. Another significant challenge has been balancing full time employment with sustained creative practice. Fatigue and limited time often threatened consistency. Instead of waiting for ideal conditions, I committed to writing in small but regular intervals. Even brief sessions accumulated into progress. This discipline transformed storytelling from an occasional pursuit into a steady habit. Through these experiences, I learned that growth in literacy is not linear. It requires endurance, revision, humility, and courage. Comparison can distort progress, but reflection restores it. Most importantly, I learned that my voice does not need to compete to matter. It needs to be honest, attentive, and willing to evolve. Each obstacle strengthened not only my craft, but my confidence in claiming space on the page.

For me, collaboration in my intended field of creative writing means entering a space where individual voice meets collective insight. Writing is often imagined as solitary, but the most meaningful growth in my work has come through shared process. Collaboration is not about diluting vision. It is about expanding it. It requires trust, humility, and the willingness to see a piece of work not as finished, but as living and responsive to dialogue. In workshops, I have experienced how a room of attentive readers can illuminate possibilities I could not see alone. A single question about structure or tone has, at times, reshaped an entire poem. What I value most in these spaces is not praise, but precision. When collaborators engage deeply, they challenge assumptions, identify blind spots, and help refine intention. This process has taught me that writing is strengthened through exchange, and that vulnerability is not weakness but an entry point to rigor. Outside formal workshops, collaboration has also taken creative forms. I have worked with visual artists to pair poetry with painting, allowing image and language to inform one another. Seeing my words interpreted through color and texture shifted how I understood rhythm and negative space on the page. I have participated in small reading series where writers shared drafts before public performance, offering feedback not only on content but on delivery and presence. These experiences revealed that art exists not only in creation but in presentation, and that performance itself can be a collaborative act between artist and audience. Balancing full time work alongside creative practice has also shaped my understanding of collaboration. Time is limited, which makes intentional partnership even more valuable. When peers exchange drafts, share resources, or simply hold one another accountable to goals, the creative process becomes less isolating. Community provides structure, encouragement, and a reminder that artistic growth is not a competition but a shared pursuit. Collaboration in writing also means listening beyond the page. It involves engaging with diverse perspectives, histories, and disciplines that influence how stories are told. I am especially interested in interdisciplinary work that brings together poetry, performance, and visual art. In these spaces, collaboration becomes expansive, inviting new forms and unexpected connections. Ultimately, collaboration in my field means honoring both independence and interdependence. It asks me to defend my choices while remaining open to change. It demands generosity toward others’ work and courage in revising my own. The relationships built through shared creative effort have been as formative as the work itself. They have shown me that art is not created in isolation but in conversation, and that the preparation for any performance or publication is shaped by the people who challenge, support, and inspire us along the way.

I have been a fan of Wicked for as long as I can remember, and my admiration extends far beyond its memorable songs and dazzling stagecraft. What captivates me most is its ability to tell a familiar story—the world of The Wizard of Oz—from an entirely new perspective, exploring themes of identity, morality, and the complexity of human relationships. Wicked challenges the audience to reconsider what they think they know about good and evil, showing that people, like the witches of Oz, are rarely simply one thing or the other. This moral nuance resonates deeply with me and has shaped the way I view the world and the people around me. I am particularly drawn to Elphaba’s journey of self-discovery and resilience. Her determination to remain true to her beliefs despite societal pressure and misunderstanding inspires me to embrace my own convictions, even when they feel unconventional or unwelcome. I admire her courage in carving a path that may not be celebrated or rewarded immediately but ultimately reflects her authentic self. Glinda’s arc, with its humor, charm, and eventual depth, reminds me that growth is layered and that compassion can coexist with ambition. Beyond its storytelling, Wicked has been a formative artistic influence. Its music—complex, emotional, and empowering—has shown me the power of performance to convey subtle truths about character and emotion. The combination of narrative, song, and spectacle has reinforced my appreciation for work that engages both heart and intellect. Ultimately, I am a fan of Wicked because it celebrates empathy, courage, and the importance of questioning simple narratives. It encourages me to embrace complexity in my own life, to consider multiple perspectives, and to pursue creativity and understanding with the same bravery that defines Elphaba and Glinda’s journey. Wicked is not just entertainment; it is a blueprint for how to approach the world with curiosity, compassion, and integrity.

My experience with mental health has shaped my life not as a single event, but as an ongoing education. It has influenced how I set goals, how I move through relationships, and how I understand the world and my place within it. Rather than existing as a private struggle separate from my ambitions or values, it has been woven into every decision I make, teaching me patience, self awareness, and a deeper sense of responsibility toward myself and others. For a long time, my goals were shaped by survival rather than vision. When emotional stability feels uncertain, the future can narrow into something small and immediate. My earliest goals were about getting through days intact, holding onto work, maintaining appearances, and avoiding collapse. Over time, as I learned more about my mental health and developed tools to manage it, my sense of possibility expanded. I began to set goals rooted not in proving my worth, but in sustainability. I learned that ambition without care is fragile, and that a life built without regard for mental well being eventually demands its cost. Now my goals emphasize longevity, meaning, and alignment. I aim for work that challenges me without consuming me, and for creative and professional paths that allow room for rest, growth, and recalibration. My relationships have been shaped even more profoundly. Mental health has taught me the difference between connection and attachment, between intimacy and intensity. Earlier in my life, I often equated closeness with emotional urgency. I mistook chaos for depth and overextension for love. Through experience, reflection, and sometimes painful endings, I learned that healthy relationships are not defined by how much you can endure for someone, but by how safely you can exist alongside them. Mental health awareness has sharpened my boundaries and softened my expectations. I have learned to ask for clarity, to listen to discomfort, and to recognize when empathy becomes self erasure. As a result, I now seek relationships grounded in mutual care, accountability, and emotional honesty rather than rescue or sacrifice. My understanding of others has also changed. Living with mental health challenges has dismantled my assumptions about behaviour, motivation, and resilience. I am slower to judge and more curious about what remains unseen. I understand that people carry invisible histories into every room, and that what appears as withdrawal, anger, or inconsistency often has roots deeper than the moment suggests. This awareness has made me more attentive and compassionate, not in a sentimental way, but in a practical one. I try to respond with consideration rather than reaction, and to leave space for complexity rather than certainty. At the same time, my experience has clarified responsibility. Compassion does not mean excusing harm, and understanding does not require self abandonment. Mental health has taught me to hold two truths at once: that people deserve empathy, and that I am allowed to protect myself. This balance has reshaped how I navigate conflict, communicate needs, and decide when to stay and when to step away. It has also influenced how I show up for others, offering support without assuming control or ownership over outcomes. On a broader level, mental health has changed how I see the world. I recognize how systems, expectations, and cultural narratives often reward overwork, emotional suppression, and constant productivity while ignoring the human cost. This awareness has made me sceptical of definitions of success that rely on depletion. I am drawn instead to models of living that value care, flexibility, and sustainability. It has also made me attentive to language, power, and access, particularly around who is allowed to struggle publicly and who is expected to endure without acknowledgment. Ultimately, my experience with mental health has shaped me into someone who values intention over appearance, depth over speed, and presence over performance. It has taught me that a meaningful life is not one without difficulty, but one in which difficulty is met with honesty, structure, and support. My goals, relationships, and worldview are informed by this understanding, and I carry it forward as both a responsibility and a compass for how I choose to live. I continue learning that progress is not linear, and that care is an active practice. Mental health has become not a limitation, but a lens. Through it, I pursue a life that honors capacity, truth, and connection with steadiness and respect for myself and the people I encounter daily.