Even dynamite comes in small packages and I am that dynamite with larger-than-life goals. I have not experienced just one difficult life event. My entire life has been difficult. I am a 17-year-old high school senior who is 4'10 and 80 pounds "soaking wet". I was diagnosed shortly after birth with Optic Nerve Hypoplasia. When I was approximately 10 and 12 years old, I was diagnosed with Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis and Ehlers Danlos Syndrome which affect all of my joints, but primarily my hands, knees and hips. About 2 years ago I was also diagnosed with Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome which causes drops in my blood pressure, rapid heart rates and blackouts.
I have not had the "typical" childhood and teenage experiences. I never really got to go outside and play with friends growing up. I get tired just from grocery shopping. There are probably more things that I "can't do" than I "can", but I DO NOT let that stop me from trying. I have more health issues than people 3 times my age, yet I persevere through even the most challenging tasks. Unfortunately, I've been told, "you will never be able to...", more times than I can count!
I joined my school’s equestrian club even though they were worried I wouldn’t be able to fully participate. Now, I ride with them every week. I find ways to adapt to difficult situations and any activity so that I am not only able to participate but also excel. I have had to push through and work harder than most, but it has all been worth it. We have now added several new members to our equestrian club who also have various disabilities. I’d like to think that seeing me ride and hearing my story has encouraged them to participate. I've now shown my school, my community and my family that disabilities shouldn't automatically be a "no, you can't".
Even with all of my health issues, I am determined to become a veterinarian. I have wanted to become a veterinarian for as long as I can remember, but it hasn’t always been easy. I've had veterinarians tell me that they couldn't allow me to volunteer (let alone employ me) for fear I'd get hurt. I proved them wrong and found others who didn’t see my disabilities, but rather, believed in me and my determination. Now, I volunteer at animal hospitals and clinics several times a month. Volunteering at these veterinarian clinics has taught me that even though I've been told “no” more times than I've been told “yes”, I can never give up.
Getting my degree will help me reach my goals of having the letters DVM behind my name and becoming a large animal vet. I have learned so much, not only about myself but also about working with horses in particular. I want to eventually move to Kentucky and focus on equine orthopedics (which comes from my own experiences with various orthopedic "disabilities").
I also want to inspire others to never accept "no" when trying to reach their goals. While some may consider having these "disabilities" as a setback, I appreciate my disabilities. They have taught me that I can do ANYTHING if I set my mind to it and that I am stronger than I EVER thought possible. I have the ABILITIES to overcome anything!
Through my various experiences, I also found that promoting equal opportunities for people with disabilities has become a passion of mine. I want to encourage others to pursue their goals, no matter how big they may be or what difficulties they may face. I want to show the world that "disabilities'' or fear shouldn't hold you back or be a reason to deny anyone of their dreams. I plan to continue to give back to my community through volunteering and mentoring other individuals with similar aspirations who have been told their entire life, "you will never be able to..." because I will show them, "YES, YOU CAN!"
Helen Keller once said, “The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched- they must be felt with the heart”. I feel, in my heart, that I am meant to be a veterinarian. I am meant to spread awareness about disabilities. I am meant to encourage and inspire others!