Around 9:30 p.m., the night was quiet and peaceful; everyone was sound to sleep except for the two of us. She was leaving again and promised that she would only be gone for a few hours. I cried to refrain her from leaving but the cries from the alcohol and drugs were louder than mine. I waited and waited until my eyes couldn’t wait any longer. I didn’t expect to be woken up around 4:00 the next morning by frightening, loud screams coming from my mother. It appeared as if everyone jumped out the bed at once. The grinding raucous of a broken bathroom fan, and the drugs, made my mother believe someone was trying to kill her. As a child, her beliefs became my beliefs, “someone” was trying to kill us all. I became frightened, as my mother appeared cadaverous, because of the number of drugs she injected the night before. As I watched my mother become truculent as they put her in the ambulance, I knew my mom was an addict and I stopped believing in promises.
At the age of seven, my grandparents took legal guardianship even though they welcomed my four siblings and me into their home since birth. My grandpa was calm, stern, and assertive. My grandma was the breadwinner, a hard worker, the advisor, and my best friend. Since being raised by my grandparents and being the youngest of five, it has shaped me into a person that will be there for those who are hapless and lack the appropriate resources. I became humble, guileless because my grandparents raised me as their own and showed me how to be appreciative for others, especially those who are less fortunate.
It was not until my grandpa was diagnosed and passed away from bone cancer, I realized how many interactions were involved. Seeing my grandpa move again gave me the introduction and solicitude for physical therapy, however I never knew for certain if this career/lifestyle was the best way to express my personality and to change an individual’s life. Then, my grandma was diagnosed with stage four bladder cancer during my fourth year in college. At that time, I was just starting to learn transfers and rehabilitation exercises at The Mobility Center at Cal-State La. This new knowledge would have been beneficial for my grandma. A few months before she passed away, she said “If my grandkids can get me out of this bed and moving again everything will be fine”. I discovered that the simplest movement could change someone’s health and mobility status. At that moment, I felt helpless, uneducated because I lacked the knowledge and ability to help someone out of bed. My zeal for physical therapy increased to help those just like my grandma that just needed someone to get them moving again so they can achieve daily activities safely and pain free. Through these experiences, I became accountable, hardworking, fast learner, supportive, compassionate, and determined to become the best version of myself by doing something that I love.
Sometimes, I wondered if only I had an interest in physical therapy sooner, but I knew that I had to go through adversity, the computer screens, and the loss of my grandparents/guardians to become the person I needed to become. I realize that not only did I choose physical therapy, but I developed unique traits like compassion, patience, and integrity to become a successful physical therapist. I have learned to never let my life experiences define me but to lead me down the path I want to walk, the physical therapy path. I am excited to improve an individual’s motor abilities and overall health. I looked forward to the day I help patients perform fun activities to improve their motor abilities, achieve goals and turn promises into guarantees.
Overcoming the struggles of being a minority, trials and tribulations of the foster care system and realizing that if there is no struggle then there is no progress, has manifested into resilience, determination, and motivation. These attributes are needed to become a physical therapist as the patients we see are experiencing extreme efforts to get back to what they love. As a graduate student who has just been accepted to a doctorate program at Touro University in Nevada to pursue a career in physical therapy, earning the Cat Zingano Overcoming Loss Scholarship would benefit me by relieving the stress of financial burdens. I will have to relocate to another state to achieve my goals and this scholarship will assist in embracing new endeavors so I can succeed as a future physical therapist. I am an African American female college graduate with experience in a field that I am passionate about and will not stop until I change lives as a physical therapist.