Education, now more than ever, is crucial for kids everywhere. Inspiring a lifetime of learning is how we can help the future generations to change the world. There is one person who is sadly no longer in my life, but is my inspiration for pursuing a teaching career. When I moved to a new apartment and got redistricted to a new school in the fourth grade, I met Mr. Rufo, the sixth-grade math teacher that inspired me to love learning and to never stop being curious. Mr. Rufo was the hype man, the charismatic teacher who everyone knew to some extent, even if he wasn’t necessarily your teacher. He was also a very generous community leader outside of school; he started his own fundraiser, “Cutie Pies”, that donated baked goods to food shelters in Malden. In the classroom, Mr. Rufo never hesitated to entertain the class whenever he could, but his lessons were also engaging and memorable. He was also the first teacher to ever make me excited to go to math class. I met Mr. Rufo as a fourth grader, during my first year at Ferryway School. In health class, Mr. Palmer had asked me to read a personal statement I had written about my values to the entire class. Just after I had finished, Mr. Rufo came in the doorway, and Mr. Palmer asked me to read it again for him. After I had finished reading, Mr. Rufo let out a deep laugh. “I love this kid,” he told Mr. Palmer, then asked me for my name. When I told him, he said, “I’ll see you in sixth grade.” Over the next two years, whenever he saw me, he would give me a smile and a wave, which I’d happily return. In sixth grade, when I learned that Mr. Rufo was my homeroom teacher, I was ecstatic. I was always early to class and often stayed later to talk to him. He always gave me advice about making something out of my life. “I saw the potential in you the very first day I met you,” he once told me. “You’re gonna go far, kid. I just hope I make it into your award speeches.” Then came early December. This time, my family wasn’t just moving to a new home. We were moving towns. This time, I didn’t even get to stay until the end of my sixth-grade year. We were moving during winter break and would start school in Andover on January 2nd. In the week coming up to the move, I cried almost every day. I had barely gotten to know the one person that had always believed—and made me believe—I was going to be someone special. I thought I would never see him again. In truth, I haven’t seen him since that last day. Every once in a while, I’ll be back in Malden, hoping we’ll randomly encounter each other, and we can catch up. It’s never happened. But in my sophomore year of high school, I was assigned an end-of-year email to the teacher that had most impacted us. I chose Mr. Rufo without hesitation. He responded within days. The first thing he said: “I gave my computer a huge hug when I saw it was you writing this to me. I hope you felt it.” I’m hoping to return to Ferryway one day, as an alum, and perhaps get to visit him. If anything, I just want to make sure he knows he’ll be in every award speech. Just as he always knew I’d get there, I’ll always know he got me there.

I first learned about Chappell Roan in 2023, when I had just gotten tickets for Olivia Rodrigo's GUTS World Tour. Chappell was the opener for my venue, and I quickly gained an interest in her and took a liking to her music. She released her debut album "The Rise and Fall of a Midwest Princess" shortly after being named as an opener for Olivia's tour, and from there she skyrocketed to fame. This year, I started a research project on parasocial relationships as well as fame and celebrities. My personal interest in this topic sparked from Chappell Roan’s reaction to her very quick rise to fame. After seeing her open for Olivia Rodrigo for the GUTS tour, I became obsessed with her. Her music and stage persona were “campy” (bold and theatrical), which weren’t as prevalent in new mainstream pop artists, and as a queer performer, the character of Chappell Roan was also a joyful celebration of her identity that resonated with a lot of Gen Z, including myself. However, this surge of support was quickly dimmed by Roan’s comments concerning her popularity, particularly after her record-breaking audience of over 100,000 fans at the Chicago music festival Lollapalooza. She took to social media with abrasive and blunt statements about her “superfans” becoming obsessive, even going so far as to stalk her and her family. Roan, whose real name is Kayleigh Rose Amstutz, didn’t hesitate to set boundaries about fan interactions: “You are fans of Chappell Roan. You do not know Kayleigh. I want to feel safe when I’m out with my family. I have the right to refuse a photo, an autograph, or a hug.” In the past, situations like the one Chappell Roan is in would have been unlikely to ever arise. With the prominence of social media and celebrity digital presence as a way to promote their influence among Gen Z, it has also led to problems with obsession and unhealthy behaviors acted upon by these people. Chappell is someone who is unapologetically herself, which is one of the reasons I admire her so much and will always support her career.

I see myself as a positive force in society both now and in the future through a combination of my advocacy work, leadership roles, and accomplishments. These elements reflect my dedication to creating meaningful change and fostering growth in various aspects of my life. Currently, my work with Amnesty International stands out as a cornerstone of my commitment to social justice. As a co-president, I’ve been deeply involved in organizing campaigns and raising awareness about critical issues like gun violence. This role has allowed me to channel my passion for human rights into tangible actions, helping to amplify voices and address systemic problems. Leading initiatives and mobilizing support within our school community has not only deepened my understanding of global injustices but also honed my leadership skills. My experience here reflects my dedication to making a difference and advocating for those who need it most. In addition to my advocacy work, my leadership roles in show choir and the drama guild have significantly shaped my approach to positive influence. As a show choir leader, I’ve coordinated rehearsals, organized performances, and inspired my peers to deliver their best. This role has taught me valuable lessons about teamwork, creativity, and perseverance. Leading in the drama guild, where I’ve taken on key roles in various productions, has further developed my skills in collaboration and creative expression. These experiences have been instrumental in helping me foster a supportive environment and contribute positively to my peers’ growth and success. My extracurricular achievements reflect my commitment and dedication. For instance, in show choir, I led our team to win several regional awards, highlighting our collective talent and hard work. In the drama guild, I’ve been recognized with awards for my acting and directing, which underscores my contribution to the success of our productions. These honors are a testament to the impact of my leadership and creative efforts, reinforcing my belief in the power of dedication and teamwork. Moreover, my work experience has played a crucial role in shaping my perspective on making a positive impact. In various roles, including customer service and project management, I’ve developed strong interpersonal skills, problem-solving abilities, and a solid work ethic. These experiences have taught me the importance of empathy, effective communication, and collaboration, which are essential for building positive relationships and understanding diverse perspectives. Looking ahead, I plan to continue building on these experiences by pursuing further education and career opportunities that align with my values and interests. I’m excited about exploring fields that combine my passion for social justice with my creative skills. Whether through community outreach, advocacy, or professional projects, I am committed to making a meaningful impact and addressing issues that matter to me. Current social norms influence my approach to these efforts. Today’s emphasis on social responsibility, inclusivity, and authenticity guides my actions and decisions. The rise of digital platforms has also expanded opportunities for activism and community involvement, which I leverage to drive change. Embracing these values helps me align my work and leadership roles with the broader societal focus on making a positive difference. In summary, my dedication to being a positive force in society is reflected through my advocacy work, leadership roles, and achievements. The current social norms that emphasize responsibility and inclusivity resonate with my approach, guiding me to continue making a meaningful impact. As I look to the future, I am committed to aligning my actions with these values and contributing positively to my community and beyond.

I’m a fan of Sabrina Carpenter for a lot of reasons, and her career has had a significant impact on me. Sabrina’s journey from Disney Channel star to a successful musician is really inspiring, especially as someone who’s been balancing different roles and interests during high school. Sabrina’s ability to transition from acting in shows like *Girl Meets World* to building a music career with hits like “Skin” and “Nonsense” really stands out to me. She shows how you can evolve and explore different aspects of your creativity. This versatility is something I admire because, like Sabrina, I’ve been juggling various roles—whether it’s leading in show choir, taking on major parts in the drama guild, or working with Amnesty International. Her career reminds me that it’s possible to excel in multiple areas while staying true to yourself. What I find particularly motivating about Sabrina is her work ethic and resilience. She’s faced challenges and industry pressures, but she keeps pushing forward and growing. This aspect of her career resonates with me as I handle the demands of school and extracurricular activities. Seeing her navigate her career with dedication encourages me to approach my own responsibilities with a similar mindset and determination. Another reason I admire Sabrina is her openness about her personal struggles and growth. She’s been honest in interviews and through her music about dealing with self-doubt and finding her voice. This level of vulnerability is comforting and makes me feel more confident about my own journey. It’s reassuring to know that even someone in the spotlight faces challenges and that it’s okay to embrace those moments as part of personal growth. Sabrina’s involvement in philanthropy and her advocacy for mental health also resonate with me. Her commitment to using her platform for good aligns with my own values, especially my work with Amnesty International. Seeing her use her influence to address important issues reinforces the idea that you can combine personal passions with meaningful advocacy. Her music has also provided a personal soundtrack to my experiences. Songs like “Skin” have been meaningful during times of self-reflection and growth. The emotional depth in her music mirrors my own experiences of navigating high school and balancing various roles. Sabrina’s ability to express complex feelings through her music has given me comfort and encouragement during uncertain times. In summary, Sabrina Carpenter’s career has impacted me through her versatility, resilience, and openness. Her journey from acting to music, her candidness about personal struggles, and her commitment to advocacy are all qualities that resonate with me. Sabrina’s story is a source of inspiration, reminding me to stay true to myself and to approach my own challenges with dedication and authenticity.

My favorite song on "brat" by Charli XCX is definitely the "Girl, So Confusing" remix featuring Lorde. It was really incredible to hear both of them on a song together explaining how their controversy was blown out of proportion and that they were both confused about where they stood in each others' minds. “Girl, So Confusing” reflects the internal struggle of balancing multiple aspects of life, which I’ve experienced firsthand. My junior year of high school has been a whirlwind of new responsibilities, from leading in show choir to taking on significant roles in the drama guild, and expanding my involvement with Amnesty International. The song’s lyrics, “I’m just trying to figure out who I am,” feel particularly relevant as I’ve been balancing these roles while striving to stay true to myself. Managing the demands of show choir leadership, where I’ve been guiding rehearsals and inspiring fellow members, alongside my acting roles in the drama guild, and working on advocacy projects, has been both exhilarating and overwhelming. The song captures the essence of trying to piece together different parts of my life while navigating personal growth and the challenge of authenticity. The combination of Charli XCX’s vibrant beats and Lorde’s reflective verses mirrors the emotional highs and lows of embracing these new experiences. For example, leading a show choir performance where I had to motivate the group and coordinate our routines required a lot of energy and confidence, while stepping into a major role in the drama guild pushed me to explore my creative boundaries and connect with my peers on a deeper level. The song’s exploration of feeling caught between different expectations and trying to understand where you fit in resonates with my experience of reassessing my goals and identity throughout the year. The song’s emotional tone offers comfort during moments of doubt and uncertainty. The raw honesty in the lyrics about feeling lost is something I’ve related to as I’ve faced challenges and new opportunities. The track’s blend of upbeat rhythms with introspective lyrics provides a sense of validation and helps me process these emotions. It reminds me that feeling confused is a natural part of growth and that it’s okay to embrace this confusion as part of the journey. The vibrant energy of the song also serves as a reminder to stay motivated and to find joy in the process of self-discovery. “Girl, So Confusing” also highlights the importance of accepting uncertainty and staying resilient. As I’ve tackled new responsibilities and embraced leadership roles in both show choir and the drama guild, I’ve learned to navigate the complexities of these experiences with an open mind. The song’s message encourages me to keep pushing forward, even when things aren’t entirely clear, and to find fulfillment in the ongoing journey of growth. In summary, “Girl, So Confusing” featuring Lorde is my favorite song on "brat" because it captures the essence of my year. Its blend of upbeat production and introspective lyrics reflects the struggles and triumphs of managing multiple roles and responsibilities. The track’s emotional depth and vibrant energy provide a fitting soundtrack for navigating this pivotal time in my life, resonating with both the challenges and the excitement of embracing new opportunities.

If my year so far had a soundtrack, two songs from *1989 (Taylor’s Version)* would be at the top of the playlist: “Clean” and “New Romantics.” Both tracks capture the journey I’ve been on—navigating personal growth, embracing change, and finding joy in new beginnings, all while balancing my passions and responsibilities. “Clean” resonates deeply with the sense of renewal and clarity that has defined my year. The lyrics speak to the process of letting go of the past and finding peace after a period of struggle. This year has been one of significant change for me, particularly in my efforts to expand my leadership skills and advocate for causes that matter to me. Stepping into the role of co-president of Amnesty International was both empowering and challenging. It forced me to confront my fears of not being enough and to rise to the occasion despite moments of self-doubt. Like the song says, “The drought was the very worst,” but coming out on the other side has given me a new sense of clarity and purpose. I’ve learned to let go of the things that held me back, like overthinking and the fear of failure, and to embrace the strength that comes from standing up for what I believe in. The sense of liberation that comes from finally feeling “clean” after a storm is something I’ve experienced firsthand this year, especially as I’ve continued to navigate my role as a leader in my community and my journey toward personal growth. On the other hand, “New Romantics” captures the energy and excitement that has also been a part of my year. This song is all about embracing the present and finding joy in the chaos, which is exactly what I’ve been doing as I explore new opportunities and experiences. After a year of intense introspection and change, I’ve also been learning to live in the moment and celebrate the small victories—whether that’s successfully organizing events, connecting with others, or simply finding new ways to express myself. The line “We’re too busy dancing to get knocked off our feet” perfectly encapsulates the mindset I’ve adopted—one of resilience and optimism, where I choose to focus on the positives rather than getting bogged down by setbacks. This mindset has been particularly important as I’ve taken on leadership roles in show choir, guiding and inspiring others through our performances, and as I’ve stepped into leading roles in the drama guild, where I’ve had the chance to challenge myself creatively and connect with my peers in new ways. These experiences have pushed me out of my comfort zone, forcing me to grow and adapt, and I’ve embraced them with a sense of excitement and determination. “New Romantics” also speaks to the idea of finding your own path and not being afraid to go against the grain. The song’s rebellious, carefree spirit mirrors my own determination to live life on my own terms and not be defined by others’ expectations. It’s about taking risks, making mistakes, and learning from them—knowing that even the missteps are part of the adventure. Together, “Clean” and “New Romantics” create a soundtrack that reflects the balance of reflection and action, introspection and celebration, that has defined my year. The combination of these two songs captures the essence of where I’ve been and where I’m headed: a place of newfound clarity, confidence, and excitement for what’s to come. In a year marked by growth, leadership, and the pursuit of new opportunities, these tracks from *1989 (Taylor’s Version)* are the perfect anthems to accompany my journey.

My favorite athlete to cheer for on Team USA is Simone Biles, without a doubt. Her extraordinary talent, resilience, and advocacy for mental health make her not only a remarkable gymnast but also an inspiring figure beyond the sport. Simone Biles is often celebrated as the greatest gymnast of all time, and for good reason. Her skills defy the limits of what seems humanly possible. Biles has revolutionized gymnastics with her ability to perform incredibly difficult routines, often pushing the sport forward with new and daring moves. One of the most awe-inspiring moments of her career came during the Tokyo 2020 Olympics when she attempted and landed the Yurchenko double pike vault, the world’s most difficult vault skill, on the Olympic floor for the first time. This move, which involves a roundoff onto the springboard, followed by a back handspring onto the vault table, and two complete flips in a pike position, is so challenging that no other female gymnast has even attempted it in competition. Watching her execute this vault with such precision and control was nothing short of breathtaking, solidifying her status as a trailblazer in the sport. This moment was a testament to her unmatched power, skill, and determination to push the boundaries of gymnastics. However, what truly sets Biles apart is her resilience and her willingness to prioritize her mental health, even under the intense scrutiny of the global stage. During the same Tokyo 2020 Olympics, Biles made the difficult decision to withdraw from several events to focus on her mental well-being. This choice sparked widespread conversations about the pressures athletes face and the importance of mental health. It was a moment that showed immense courage because it went against the narrative that athletes must push through any obstacle, no matter the cost. Instead, Biles reminded the world that taking care of oneself is more important than winning medals. Her decision to step back, despite the immense pressure to perform, was a powerful statement that resonated with many, including myself. Biles’s advocacy for mental health has made her a role model beyond her athletic achievements. In a world where athletes are often seen as invincible, she has humanized the experience of competing at the highest level, showing that vulnerability is not a weakness but a strength. Her actions have inspired other athletes and individuals to prioritize their own well-being, making her impact felt far beyond the gym. Moreover, Biles’s dedication to her sport and her country is unwavering. Despite the challenges she has faced, she continues to train and compete, always striving for excellence. Her perseverance and commitment to gymnastics are evident in her continued success, even as she navigates the complexities of being in the spotlight. This blend of talent, strength, and character makes cheering for Biles a deeply rewarding experience. In Simone Biles, we see an athlete who is not only exceptional in her sport but also in her approach to life. She embodies the spirit of Team USA—not just in her pursuit of gold medals, but in her courage to speak up, her resilience in the face of adversity, and her commitment to being the best version of herself. Cheering for Simone Biles means supporting an athlete who is redefining what it means to be a champion, both on and off the mat.

If I could form a squad with any three characters from *Stranger Things* to face a new supernatural threat, I would choose Eleven, Steve Harrington, and Robin Buckley. Each of them brings unique strengths and perspectives that would make our team formidable against any supernatural danger. First on my squad would be Eleven. Her telekinetic abilities are crucial when facing supernatural threats, as she’s repeatedly demonstrated her power to protect her friends and confront enemies head-on. Eleven’s strength isn’t just in her powers but also in her resilience. She has faced incredible challenges, from battling the Demogorgon to shutting the gate to the Upside Down, and each time, she’s come out stronger. Her connection to the Upside Down also gives her an edge, allowing her to sense and understand threats that others might miss. Having Eleven on the team ensures we have the power and insight needed to tackle any supernatural force. Next, I would choose Steve Harrington. Steve has undergone one of the most significant character transformations in the series, evolving from a self-centered teenager into a brave and dependable leader. His protective nature, especially towards the younger characters, highlights his willingness to put himself in danger for others. Steve’s combat experience with creatures from the Upside Down, like the Demodogs and the Mind Flayer’s minions, makes him a valuable member in any fight. But beyond his fighting skills, Steve’s ability to keep morale high, even in the darkest times, is essential. He’s the kind of person who can make tough situations bearable with his humor and optimism. Finally, I would round out the squad with Robin Buckley. Robin’s intelligence and quick thinking make her an invaluable asset in solving problems and figuring out mysteries. She proved her resourcefulness in Season 3 when she cracked the Russian code, showing that her analytical skills are second to none. Robin’s ability to think on her feet would be crucial in outsmarting a supernatural threat that requires more than just brute force. Additionally, her sarcastic wit adds a dynamic layer to the group, ensuring that even in the face of danger, there’s someone to challenge ideas and keep everyone grounded. The combination of Eleven’s supernatural powers, Steve’s bravery and combat skills, and Robin’s intelligence and resourcefulness would make our squad a balanced and effective team. Each character brings something unique to the table, and together, they cover all the bases—whether it’s facing a monstrous entity from the Upside Down or navigating the emotional and psychological challenges that come with such battles. Their strong bonds and shared experiences would further solidify our group, ensuring that we operate as a cohesive unit.

One lyric from Olivia Rodrigo's GUTS that deeply resonates with my own teenage experience is from the song “Teenage Dream”: “They all say that it gets better, it gets better, but what if I don’t?” This line captures the anxiety and self-doubt that often accompany adolescence. Growing up as a Filipino American, balancing the expectations of my parents with my own identity and desires, there were many moments when I questioned whether I could meet the high standards set before me—whether academically, socially, or in my personal growth. For me, this was particularly true as I tried to navigate the complexities of my identity. Being Filipino American, I often felt caught between two cultures. On one hand, there were values and expectations from my Filipino heritage, which emphasized respect, family, and academic success. On the other hand, I was growing up in a predominantly American environment, where individuality and self-expression were highly valued. Trying to reconcile these different aspects of my identity often left me feeling like I was walking a tightrope, trying to please everyone while also figuring out who I was. The pressure to succeed academically was a constant in my life. My parents, like many immigrant parents, wanted the best for me, and they saw education as the key to a better future. While I shared their belief in the importance of education, the pressure to excel often felt overwhelming. I remember many late nights spent studying, driven by a fear of not living up to their expectations. Yet, even with all the hard work, there were times when I doubted whether it would be enough. This feeling of doubt and uncertainty was amplified by the events and experiences I encountered during high school. The tragic Uvalde shooting during my freshman year was a turning point for me. It felt impossible to ignore the sense of helplessness and anger that came with it. Instead of just feeling powerless, I organized a strike at my school to raise awareness about gun violence, bringing together students and faculty to make our voices heard. While the strike was a success, it also came with its own set of challenges. I was still a freshman, and suddenly I was thrust into a leadership role. The experience taught me a lot about the power of activism, but it also made me acutely aware of the responsibility that comes with using one’s voice for change. In addition to my activism, my involvement with Amnesty International during high school further fueled my passion for social justice. As co-president of the club, I worked to unite my peers around issues of global inequity and injustice. We organized events, campaigns, and discussions that encouraged others to think critically about the world around them and to take action. Yet I often wondered if our actions were making a real impact, or if we were just a small group of idealistic teenagers trying to take on problems much bigger than ourselves. The lyric from “Teenage Dream” reflects this vulnerability and uncertainty that are so much a part of adolescence. It’s a reminder that the teenage years are not just about fun and freedom, but also about grappling with the weight of expectations and the fear of not measuring up. As I look back on my high school years, I realize that these challenges have shaped me into the person I am today—someone who is not afraid to question the world around them, to take action, and to confront the uncertainties of the future head-on.