A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Making a difference in the world has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. During my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and at the University of Utah, I have accumulated invaluable knowledge and experience. Highly intrigued by the anesthesia units, I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from Neurofibromatosis as an anesthesia nurse. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Making a difference in the world has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. During my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and at the University of Utah, I have accumulated invaluable knowledge and experience. Highly intrigued by the anesthesia units, I hope to provide hope to pediatric patients suffering from Neurofibromatosis as an anesthesia nurse. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Making a difference in the world has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. During my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and at the University of Utah, I have accumulated invaluable knowledge and experience. Highly intrigued by the anesthesia units, I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from Neurofibromatosis as an anesthesia nurse. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Making a difference in the world has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. During my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and at the University of Utah, I have accumulated invaluable knowledge and experience. Highly intrigued by the anesthesia units, I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from Neurofibromatosis as an anesthesia nurse. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Making a difference in the world has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. During my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and at the University of Utah, I have accumulated invaluable knowledge and experience. Highly intrigued by the anesthesia units, I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from Neurofibromatosis as an anesthesia nurse. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. As a woman in the healthcare field, I am dedicated to pioneering positive change through compassion, expertise, and advocacy for equitable access to quality care for all. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Throughout my life, I have always been driven to make a positive difference in the world, and I realized that the medical field was the best way to accomplish this. In my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and at The University of Utah, I gained valuable knowledge and experience through shadowing doctors, volunteering at medical facilities, and taking rigorous coursework. Inspired by anesthesiology teams, I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from Neurofibromatosis as a nurse anesthetist. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. As a woman in the healthcare field, I am dedicated to pioneering positive change through compassion, expertise, and advocacy for equitable access to quality care for all. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Throughout my life, I have always been driven to make a positive difference in the world, and I realized that the medical field was the best way to accomplish this. In my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and at The University of Utah, I gained valuable knowledge and experience through shadowing doctors, volunteering at medical facilities, and taking rigorous coursework. Inspired by anesthesiology teams, I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from Neurofibromatosis as a nurse anesthetist. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. As a woman in the healthcare field, I am dedicated to pioneering positive change through compassion, expertise, and advocacy for equitable access to quality care for all. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Throughout my life, I have always been driven to make a positive difference in the world, and I realized that the medical field was the best way to accomplish this. In my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and at The University of Utah, I gained valuable knowledge and experience through shadowing doctors, volunteering at medical facilities, and taking rigorous coursework. Inspired by anesthesiology teams, I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from Neurofibromatosis as a nurse anesthetist. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

Navigating the complex layers of identity can be both a journey of self-discovery and a battlefield of conflicting cultures. As a girl with a multi-racial background, I had difficulty identifying with others and finding harmony between nationalities: Filipino, Samoan, and Caucasian. Fitting in was a struggle that I constantly battled. In the long run, overcoming prejudice and isolation helped me persevere and beat the odds. Being Filipino and Samoan is more than just lumpia and palusami; it's a rich tapestry of culture, tradition, and values that have shaped my identity in profound ways - however it has not been an easy journey. Being Filipino and Samoan has offered me a unique blend of cultural richness and diversity and a need to develop commonality and balance. As a Filipino, I have inherited a deep sense of community, strong work ethic, resilience, and a strong family-oriented mindset. In my experience, Filipino culture embraces warmth, hospitality, delicious cuisine, fostering close-knit relationships, and a deep respect for my family. Similarly, being Samoan adds layers of pride in heritage, strong familial bonds, and a profound connection to nature and tradition. Like in the Filipino culture, Samoan culture values respect for elders, communal cooperation, and a deep-rooted spirituality that fosters a sense of belonging and purpose. These cultures have enriched my identity by providing me with a vast array of values, traditions, and experiences that influence who I am and how I interact with the world. As the first grandchild on my mom’s side of the family, I was enrolled in the best private school for preschool and kindergarten in the area. I thrived, I excelled, and I belonged. However, that experience came at a cost that my parents could no longer afford despite merit scholarships offered each year. Consequently, my mom transferred me into the Catholic school that she attended as a child in hopes to afford me with a well-rounded, sustainable educational experience with peers like me. Growing up, my mom had a Filipino best friend, carpool, and clique. My mom’s circle shared the same values, traditions, language, and spirituality. So, she wanted the same for me. Little did she know that the Filipino cliques were already established and as a girl who didn’t look like all the Pinays, I had a hard time trying to fit in being a quarter Samoan, a quarter Caucasian, and half Filipino. Initially, my mom thought my social difficulties were mere growing pains. Later, she realized it was more than that. As teachers, it was difficult for my parents to attend activities during the school day. This made it difficult for them to develop positive relationships with other Filipino families at my school. They did what they could to help connect me with other Filipino families, even sending my relatives in their place to events. One morning, my mom sent my ninang with me to attend the morning prayer assembly. It was then that my ninang saw Filipino girls ostracizing me because I was not a “real” Filipino. Being raised to not see color or race, experiencing teasing and being left out because I was not a “real” Filipino caused more damage than one could imagine. No matter how hard I tried to fit in with the other girls, I wouldn’t be allowed to play with them because I wasn’t a “real” Filipino or sit with them at lunch because I didn’t look Filipino. This took a toll on me, especially as a child. I wanted to stay strong for my parents and brush it off like it meant nothing. However, the experience left me with questions. What does a “real Filipino” look like? What makes a person a “real” Filipino? My mom tried everything to help me - she enrolled me in Filipino Cultural School, she asked my lola to teach me how to speak in Tagalog, she taught me Filipino folk dances, and she taught me Filipino values and morals. Despite efforts, I never fit in. In the 4th grade, the bullying was so extreme that I hid in the library during recess and lunch. I was eventually forced to transfer schools after some of my classmates wrote hurtful things in my yearbook. Coming in as a new student was rough in itself, but being multi-racial added a new layer of strength building complexity. I was left with the uncertainty over my own identity. That's when I changed my perspective on fitting in. From that point on, I lived out Dr. Seuss’s quote, “Why fit in when you were born to stand out?” The isolation and exclusion caused me to look at life as the opportunity to be myself while staying true to the values, cultures, and spirituality that I was raised with. So, what does a “real” Filipino look like? What makes an individual a “real” Filipino? Both questions that I asked as a child. Technically, a Filipino is a native of the Philippines. I honestly do not think there is a black and white definition of what makes somebody a Filipino. In my eyes, a “real” Filipino works hard, gives back to the community, has a strong religious foundation, and puts family first. Filipinos appreciate their blessings, work hard to provide for their families, and act selflessly to help those in the community. Being part Filipino and the first born, there were expectations set for me in order for me to be the best example for my younger siblings and cousins and as a representative of my family. I had the typical Tiger Mom who pushed me to never settle for less than excellent. Similar to my lolo, she pushed me to focus on my studies and to always beat my best. If I got an A, I was always asked, “Where is the plus?”. In high school, my peers were not as serious about their grades or college. When I come to think of it, most of my graduating class did not attend college. Having fun and socializing were more important. As a teenager, excelling in school meant sacrificing - which I know my family has done over and over again in order for me to get to where I am today. While my peers in high school would think my mom was so mean, as a college student I realize how truly beneficial my mom’s parenting was. Now that I’m in college, I have self-discipline, efficient time management, and the drive to always do better. It is because of this that I have been able to be successful in my academics while balancing a heavy schedule that includes community service, active involvement in clubs and organizations on campus, and a part-time job on campus. Socially, I have always remained private and put family first. I was a normal teenager who attended social events, but I maintained my integrity and never did anything that would be a poor reflection on my family. In all, my Filipino values have afforded me with opportunities for growth, academically, socially, and as a young woman. I have developed fortitude to help me overcome life's many obstacles. Making my family proud is something I take great pride in and I look forward to continuing to do so.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Making a difference in the world has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. During my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and at the University of Utah, I have accumulated invaluable knowledge and experience. Highly intrigued by the anesthesia units, I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from Neurofibromatosis as a nurse anesthetist. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me, it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I'm living proof that despite the physical and emotional pain associated with NF, you can persevere and excel. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is to believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Making a difference in the world has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. During my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and in the BSN Nursing Program at the University of Utah, I have accumulated invaluable knowledge and experience. Highly intrigued by the anesthesia units, I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from the pain associated with Neurofibromatosis as an anesthesia nurse. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

Coming together is a beginning; keeping together is progress; working together is success. – Henry Ford Collaboration and diversity are important in advancing the healthcare and medical field because in healthcare, not everything is a cookie-cutter case and change is constant. In the field of caring for people, care must be centered around an individual’s needs. As needs differ and evolve, it is imperative to develop an efficient care plan that takes into account various perspectives, loopholes, and strategies. People go through a lot of experiences in life that help shape them as individuals and as members of a community. In a world that celebrates diversity, but can also be riddled with negativity, it's up to the collective to rise above and build bridges that support awareness, action, and acceptance. Diversity should be seen as an advantage because varied perspectives, knowledge, and experiences lend to collaboration that is comprehensive, proactive, and strong. In the medical field, second opinions and options are often desired and necessary. Through collaboration, plan development and decision making is strengthened as individuals come together to work towards a shared goal - improved health. The question that is constantly asked is how can an individual make a clear difference in our society? I feel like small things make the biggest differences. Philanthropic work has always been a shared passion for my family. Ever since I was little, my family participated in community service projects. One organization that holds a special place in my heart is the Fullerton Cares Autism Foundation. At the age of 10, I served as a Peer Buddy to dancers with autism. I provided 1:1 assistance during dance and socialization classes. For many years, I developed friendships with my students and a love for helping students with autism. As time passed, I was promoted to Junior Community Outreach Director. I worked closely with the Director to promote autism awareness, facilitate fundraising efforts, and recruit volunteers. When the pandemic hit, our students no longer had their weekly classes which impacted many of them as they struggled with loneliness and uncertainty. So, I recorded read-alouds and sent them in hopes to provide a familiar face to their days. This small gesture helped spark the development of a virtual program. I collaborated with a board-certified behavior analyst to develop and implement a program that continues to this day. Each week, we teach a virtual dance and socialization program that incorporates ABA strategies to meet each student’s needs. As I lead class, peer buddies and I attempt to make the kids feel as if everything is still normal. Students are always so excited to come to class, and they often send me videos of their dancing. By sharing our talents with these students, our team has not only helped them cope with the pandemic, but it has also impacted us in ways that we did not expect. We have learned patience, compassion, and empathy. Such work has empowered me to strive to serve my community in the medical field as a nurse anesthetist. I hope to apply my compassion, empathy, and dedication to my patients’ care as I collaborate with doctors, nurses, and researchers to find ways to help others. I aim to use the knowledge and experiences that I have gained over the years to add to the combined efforts of the medical and community teams that I will be involved with. As someone who embraces diversity, I believe that each individual has something positive to offer in society, no matter how different they may be.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me, it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my disorder and that life is not going to be easy. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, and the unknown have been constants in my life. Initially, I was unaware of the impact that neurofibromatosis would have on my life. As a kid, I had to learn how to ignore people staring at my “spots”. As I grew older, pain came without warning and my body went through uncontrollable changes. Additionally, I was diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school. My parents searched in despair for answers to so many unknowns and discovered the Children's Tumor Foundation (CTF). In hopes to find a cure, CTF educates NF Heroes, increases awareness, and raises funds to support research. I am considered an NF Hero by CTF because I’m thriving and living with NF. I motivate NF Heroes by beating the odds. I deliver inspirational speeches and perform at various fundraising events. I mentor young NF heroes and provide support throughout their journey by sharing my story, helping them access resources, leading by example, and by merely being a friend to them. Through my trials, tribulations, and accomplishments, I continue to empower other kids with NF to fight their own fight. In addition to my work with CTF, I have dedicated the past 11 years to volunteering for the Fullerton Cares Autism Foundation. As a peer buddy, I mentor children with autism during socialization and movement classes. I offer 1:1 support, teach music and dance classes, and am a friend to them and their families. Having established and maintained relationships with my mentees has brought me great joy, and in May, I will be accompanying one of them on the field for his high school graduation. Such experiences have changed my outlook on life immensely. In life, things may seem impossible, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is believe in myself which is what I aim to instill in those I mentor. Making a difference has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. During my time in the Medical Sciences Academy and at the University of Utah, I have accumulated invaluable knowledge and experience. Highly intrigued by the anesthesia units, I aspire to give hope to patients suffering from disorders, like Neurofibromatosis, as a nurse anesthetist. With compassion and determination, I hope to continue to make a difference in the world by helping patients like me. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the solution. I choose the latter.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me, it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is to believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Making a difference in the world has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. During my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and as a BSN Nursing student at the University of Utah, I have accumulated invaluable knowledge and experience. Highly intrigued by the anesthesia units, I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from Neurofibromatosis as an anesthesia nurse. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me, it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is to believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Making a difference in the world has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. During my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and at the University of Utah, I have accumulated invaluable knowledge and experience. Highly intrigued by the anesthesia units, I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from Neurofibromatosis as an anesthesia nurse. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me, it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is to believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Making a difference in the world has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. During my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and at the University of Utah, I have accumulated invaluable knowledge and experience. Highly intrigued by the anesthesia units, I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from Neurofibromatosis as an anesthesia nurse. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Making a difference in the world has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. During my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and as a nursing major at the University of Utah, I have accumulated invaluable knowledge and experience. Highly intrigued by the anesthesia units, I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from Neurofibromatosis as an anesthesia nurse. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

Philanthropic work has always been a shared passion for my family. Ever since I was little, my family participated in community service projects such as working with food banks, participating in blanket drives, delivering meals to homebound senior citizens, and city-wide clean-up projects. Whenever the chance to help others came around, my family jumped at the chance to participate. One organization that holds a special place in my heart is the Fullerton Cares Autism Foundation. Through this organization, I have been given the opportunity to increase autism awareness and acceptance through action. At the age of 10, I was asked to serve as a Peer Buddy to dancers with autism. I provided 1:1 assistance during weekly dance and socialization classes. For many years, I developed friendships with my students and a love for helping students with autism. One of my first peer buddies, Cynthia, was nonverbal. I worked hard to develop a positive rapport with her by incorporating various strategies to comfort her. From using hand-over-hand assistance to minimizing stimulus sensitivity, I helped Cynthia address her needs during class and established her trust in me. After two years, she started speaking up more during classes, volunteered to sing in front of the class, and danced alongside me. Her excitement in every class made me realize I could share my passion and be the students’ support system. As time passed, I was promoted to Junior Community Outreach Director. I worked closely with the Community Outreach Director to promote autism awareness, facilitate fundraising efforts, and recruit volunteers. When the pandemic hit, our students no longer had their weekly classes which impacted many of them as they struggled with loneliness and uncertainty. So, I took initiative and started to record read-alouds of picture books and sent them to their parents in hopes to provide a familiar face to their days. This small gesture helped spark the development of a virtual program. I collaborated with a board-certified behavior analyst to develop and implement a program that continues to this day. Each week, I teach a virtual dance and socialization program that incorporates ABA strategies to meet each student’s needs with my brother and another former peer buddy. The students learn a dance and play games with us over Zoom. As I lead the class, I attempt to make the kids feel as if everything is still normal and make sure that they have as much fun as possible. Students are always so excited to come to class each week, and they often send me videos of their dancing. By sharing my talent with these students, I have not only helped them cope with the pandemic, but it has also impacted me in ways that I did not expect. I have learned patience, compassion, and empathy. As someone who embraces diversity, I believe that each individual has something positive to offer in society, no matter how different they may be or how small the gesture is. While one may think that a delivered meal or weekly dance lesson may not create a huge impact in the community, it is that smile that a senior citizen gives you when they see your face or that hand squeeze when a nonverbal child gives you that proves that even the smallest act can create the biggest impact.

Challenges are what make life interesting; overcoming them is what makes life meaningful. — Joshua J. Marine A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I was unaware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. The discomfort associated with my disorder made normal everyday movements difficult. Growing up, I had to wear a huge, white plastic back brace at all times, as I developed scoliosis. My brace made it difficult to move with ease and caused me immense embarrassment. In school, I needed assistance getting in and out of the brace, couldn’t walk up and down stairs to get to class, and I was faced with the need to hide this contraption that made me different. However, I pushed through the pain and have learned to cope. Academic success is a challenge for many, but with the added complications of neurofibromatosis, it is even more difficult. A very common complication of neurofibromatosis is cognitive deficits. For me, Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder was the wrench that created obstacles in my journey to achieve. With my ADHD, it was extremely difficult for me to pay attention in class and at home. As a result of my inability to pay attention to details, I missed points on assignments and tests and had difficulty staying focused. While it would have been easier to use my disorder as an excuse, I wanted to excel. I did not want my disorder to get the best of me. So, I decided to beat the odds. Academic achievement is extremely important to me and I hold myself to high expectations. Because I struggled to stay focused, it took me hours upon hours to complete homework assignments. When it came to tests, I knew I could not take as long as I needed to go over the questions which led me to rush on my tests to get them completed on time. Several tutors worked with me on the subjects I was struggling with, and I was prescribed medications to maintain my focus. Through the support of my family and friends, I was able to excel - graduating from high school with the highest honors and achieving Dean's List status in my first semester of college. Making a difference in the world has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from neurofibromatosis as a nurse anesthetist. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to be part of the solution, which makes me a good candidate for this scholarship.

"We know only too well that what we are doing is nothing more than a drop in the ocean. But if the drop were not there, the ocean would be missing something." ~ Mother Teresa Philanthropic work has always been a shared passion for my family. Ever since I was little, my family participated in community service projects such as working with food banks, participating in blanket drives, delivering meals to homebound senior citizens, and city-wide clean-up projects. Whenever the chance to help others came around, my family jumped at the chance to participate. One organization that holds a special place in my heart is the Fullerton Cares Autism Foundation. At the age of 10, I was asked to serve as a Peer Buddy to dancers with autism. I provided 1:1 assistance during weekly dance and socialization classes. For many years, I developed friendships with my students and a love for helping students with autism. One of my first peer buddies, Cynthia, was nonverbal. I worked hard to develop a positive rapport with her by incorporating various strategies to comfort her. From using hand-over-hand assistance to minimizing stimulus sensitivity, I helped Cynthia address her needs during class and established her trust in me. After two years, she started speaking up more during classes, volunteered to sing in front of the class, and danced alongside me. Her excitement in every class made me realize I could share my passion and be the students’ support system. As time passed, I was promoted to Junior Community Outreach Director. I worked closely with the Community Outreach Director to promote autism awareness, facilitate fundraising efforts, and recruit volunteers. When the pandemic hit, our students no longer had their weekly classes which impacted many of them as they struggled with loneliness and uncertainty. So, I took initiative and started to record read-alouds of picture books and sent them to their parents in hopes to provide a familiar face to their days. This small gesture helped spark the development of a virtual program. I collaborated with a board-certified behavior analyst to develop and implement a program that continues to this day. Each week, I teach a virtual dance and socialization program that incorporates ABA strategies to meet each student’s needs with my brother and another former peer buddy. The students learn a dance and play games with us over Zoom. As I lead class, I attempt to make the kids feel as if everything is still normal and make sure that they have as much fun as possible. Students are always so excited to come to class each week, and they often send me videos of their dancing. By sharing my talent with these students, I have not only helped them cope with the pandemic, but it has also impacted me in ways that I did not expect. I have learned patience, compassion, and empathy. As someone who embraces diversity, I believe that each individual has something positive to offer in society, no matter how different they may be or how small the gesture is. While one may think that a delivered meal or weekly dance lesson may not create a huge impact in the community, it is that smile that a senior citizen gives you when they see your face or that hand squeeze when a nonverbal child gives you that proves that even the smallest act can create the biggest impact.

A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, scares, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I wasn’t aware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. On top of this pain, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and began to struggle in school, with scoliosis and plexiform neurofibromas under my skin. With so much unknown, my family and I researched and researched in despair for answers. That’s when we came across the Children’s Tumor Foundation. In hopes to find a cure, the Children’s Tumor Foundation concentrates its efforts on educating NF Heroes, increasing awareness, and raising funds to support research. As someone with Neurofibromatosis 1, I am considered an NF Hero by the Children's Tumor Foundation because I’m thriving and living with NF. I’m motivating younger NF Heroes by beating the odds. I have delivered inspirational speeches and performed at various fundraising events for the Children’s Tumor Foundation. Such experiences changed my outlook on life. In life, things may seem impossible to overcome, but being able to switch from that mentality to a more positive one is what makes me stand out and motivates me to make a difference in the lives of others. Growing up with neurofibromatosis, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, counselors, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. While some may focus on my challenges, I have chosen to focus on beating them. All I have to do is believe in myself. These are the values I hope to instill in those I encounter. Making a difference in the world has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. During my time in the Esperanza High School Medical Sciences Academy and at the University of Utah, I have accumulated invaluable knowledge and experience. Highly intrigued by the anesthesia units, I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from Neurofibromatosis as an anesthesia nurse. With persistence, compassion, and determination, I hope to pursue a career as a nurse anesthetist so that I can continue to make a difference in the world by helping and giving hope to others, like myself. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

Challenges are what make life interesting; overcoming them is what makes life meaningful. — Joshua J. Marine A new spot. Another lump. What’s that new pain? All questions that I ask all too often. Neurofibromatosis may not mean much to many, but to me it means a lifelong battle overcoming challenges and obstacles not visible to the naked eye. Over the years, I have lived my life knowing that there is no cure for my condition. So now what? Rather than wallow in self-pity, I have made the conscious decision to attempt to change that fact. So, the question is - how? Diagnosed at age 4, specialists, testing, and the unknown have been constants in my life. At first, I was unaware of the impact that one diagnosis would have on my life. As a kid, all I had to learn was how to ignore people staring and what to answer when asked about my “spots”. As I grew older, I started to literally feel the impact. Pain used to come without warning and my body went through some changes that were out of my control. The discomfort associated with my disorder made normal everyday movements difficult. Growing up, I had to wear a huge, white plastic back brace at all times, as I developed scoliosis. My brace made it difficult to move with ease and caused me immense embarrassment. In school, I needed assistance getting in and out of the brace, couldn’t walk up and down stairs to get to class, and I was faced with the need to hide this contraption that made me different. However, I pushed through the pain and have learned to cope. Academic success is a challenge for many, but with the added complications of neurofibromatosis, it is even more difficult. A very common complication of neurofibromatosis is cognitive deficits. For me, Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder was the wrench that created obstacles in my journey to achieve. With my ADHD, it was extremely difficult for me to pay attention in class and at home. As a result of my inability to pay attention to details, I missed points on assignments and tests and had difficulty staying focused. While it would have been easier to use my disorder as an excuse, I wanted to excel. I did not want my disorder to get the best of me. So, I made the decision to beat the odds. Academic achievement is extremely important to me and I hold myself to high expectations. Because of my struggle to stay focused, it took me hours upon hours to complete homework assignments. When it came to tests, I knew I could not take as long as I needed to go over the questions which led me to rushing on my tests to get them completed on time. Several tutors worked with me in the subjects I was struggling with, and I was prescribed medications to maintain my focus. With support from family and friends, I was empowered to excel. Making a difference in the world has always been a goal of mine, and I realized that doing so through the medical field is the best path for me. I hope to provide hope to patients suffering from neurofibromatosis as a nurse anesthetist. Because in the end, I can choose to wait for a cure or I can be a part of the journey. I choose to fight and be part of the solution.

Neurofibromatosis has changed my life significantly: academically, physically, emotionally, and socially - but not always in a bad way. Physically, neurofibromatosis made everyday movement a challenge. Invisible to the outside world, simple touch turned into excruciating pain, making dancing ten times harder. As a result, I took private lessons and went to many doctor appointments. I used the pain as motivation to persevere. My perseverance resulted in my being appointed captain of the dance team and competing as a soloist. Neurofibromatosis is often associated with cognitive deficits. Personally, Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder was the wrench that created obstacles in my journey to achieve. ADHD made it extremely challenging for me to pay attention in class and at home. I chose not to use my disorder as an excuse, though it would have been easier. My inability to stay focused led to hours spent on homework assignments. Tutors helped me with the subjects I struggled with, and medication was prescribed to keep me focused. Each year, I pushed and met the requirements for an academically rigorous program that included the most challenging courses offered on campus to earn the designation of Distinguished Scholar. With the desire to one day make a difference for neurofibromatosis patients, I sought out educational opportunities that would benefit me, such as the Medical Sciences Academy, a 4-year program that includes pathway courses, clinical courses, certifications, laboratory science classes, and at least 120 hours of on-the-job experience, and the UCI MedAcademy. Both programs have provided me with insight and hands-on experiences that a textbook cannot teach me. Neurofibromatosis is more than just a disorder. It is my motivation to pursue a career in the medical field. It is my motivation to excel. It is the catalyst for me to overcome, achieve, and make a difference.

"We know only too well that what we are doing is nothing more than a drop in the ocean. But if the drop were not there, the ocean would be missing something." ~ Mother Teresa Philanthropic work has always been a shared passion for my family. Growing up, my family has always participated in community service projects, including food drives, blanket drives, food deliveries to homebound seniors, and citywide clean-ups. Fullerton Cares Autism Foundation is one organization close to my heart. At age 10, I volunteered as a Peer Buddy to dancers with autism. Providing 1:1 assistance during weekly dance and socialization classes, I developed friendships with my students and a love for helping students with autism. From hand-over-hand assistance to minimizing stimulus sensitivity, I worked to meet the needs of students. After some time, I was promoted to Junior Community Outreach Director. I worked closely with the director on programs for autistic students. When the pandemic hit, our students no longer had their weekly classes which impacted many of them as they struggled with loneliness and uncertainty. So, I took initiative and started to record read-alouds of picture books and sent them to their parents in hopes to provide a familiar face to their days. This small gesture helped spark the development of a virtual movement and socialization program for students with autism that continues to this day. Individuals can make a positive contribution to society no matter how different they may be or how small the gesture may be. While a meal delivery or weekly dance lesson may not seem like a grand gesture, the smile that a senior citizen gives you when they see your face or those hand squeezes when a nonverbal child gives you that proves that the smallest act can have the greatest impact.

The world I come from is one of compassion, awareness, and acceptance. In my world, the challenges of others lead to opportunities for growth, service, and love. It is my hope is that one day, this will become a more widespread perception and experience for those in my community, country, and world. Philanthropic work has always been a shared passion of my family. Ever since I was little, we have participated in community service projects such as working with food banks, attending city clean up events, and volunteering for Meals on Wheels. One organization that has held a special place in my heart is the Fullerton Cares Autism Foundation, where I volunteered for more than 200 hours during my high school years. At the age of 10, I was asked to serve as a Peer Buddy to dancers with autism. I provided 1:1 assistance during weekly dance and socialization classes. Under the direction and guidance of licensed ABA therapist, Peer Buddies taught basic dance routines, worked with assigned dancers on individual goals, and made students feel welcomed and valued. For many years, I developed friendships with my students and a love for helping students with autism. I developed a positive rapport with my students' families and started volunteering for other autism programs, such as School of Rock and AdaptFit. As time passed, I was promoted to the Junior Community Outreach Director for Fullerton Cares. As the Junior Community Outreach Director, I collaborate with those in the field, recruit teenage volunteers, work to promote autism awareness, facilitate fundraising efforts, develop and create programs for students with autism, teach movement classes, and I am a friend to those with special needs. When the pandemic hit, our students no longer had their weekly classes which impacted many of them as they struggled with loneliness and uncertainty. So, I started to record read-alouds and sent them out in hopes to provide a familiar face to their days. This small gesture helped spark the development of a virtual program that continues to this day. Each week, we teach a virtual dance and socialization program that incorporates ABA strategies. By sharing my talent with these students, I have not only helped them cope with the pandemic, but it has also impacted me in ways that I did not expect. I have learned patience, compassion, and empathy. As someone who embraces diversity, I believe that each individual has something positive to offer in society, no matter how different they may be.

Challenges are what make life interesting; overcoming them is what makes life meaningful. — Joshua J. Marine In life, many face challenges that impact one’s life in many ways. The most significant challenge that I have faced is my continued battle with Neurofibromatosis. Those who suffer from Neurofibromatosis may develop tumors on nerve tissue, suffer from bone deformities, and have learning disabilities. Despite its detrimental effects, NF pushes me to excel and shapes who I am and who I strive to be. I think what motivates me on a daily basis are my challenges. I have proven to be able to handle a rigorous academic program, community service, and a demanding team and studio training/competition schedule. I am a 4th year Distinguished Scholar who is also in the Medical Sciences Academy. I am the Junior Community Outreach Director of the Fullerton Cares for Autism Foundation. Despite the challenges associated with my disorder. I do whatever it takes to give 100% to all that I commit to. In addition to keeping balance between academics, community, dance team, studio dance, and family, I am organized. I persevere through obstacles and recognize when I need support. Despite challenges in life that may seem insurmountable, I stand out for my ability to change that mentality and focus on the positive. Growing up, I have been told time and time again that I can’t do things. "You can't do it" became the mantra of my doctors, high school counselor, some teammates and teachers, and at times, even I started to believe it - until I CHOSE not to. Others may focus on my challenges, but I have chosen to address and defeat them. As long as I remain myself and believe I can do whatever it takes to reach my goals, I will succeed.

The world I come from is one of compassion, awareness, and acceptance. In my world, the challenges of others lead to opportunities for service and love. It is my hope is that one day, this will become a widespread experience for those in my community and world. Philanthropic work has always been a passion among my family. Since I was young, we have participated in community service projects such as working with shelters. At the age of 10, I was asked to serve as a Peer Buddy to dancers with autism. Under the direction and guidance of licensed ABA therapist, Peer Buddies taught basic dance routines, worked with assigned dancers on individual goals, and made students feel welcomed and valued. As time passed, I was promoted to the Junior Community Outreach Director for Fullerton Cares Autism Foundation. As the Junior Community Outreach Director, I collaborate with those in the field, recruit teenage volunteers, work to promote autism awareness, facilitate fundraising efforts, develop and create programs for students with autism, teach movement classes, and I am a friend to those with special needs. When the pandemic hit, our students no longer had their weekly classes which impacted many of them as they struggled with loneliness and uncertainty. So, I started to record read-alouds and sent them out in hopes to provide a familiar face to their days. This small gesture helped spark the development of a virtual program that continues to this day. By sharing my talent with these students, I have not only helped them cope with the pandemic, but it has also impacted me in ways that I did not expect. I have learned patience, compassion, and empathy. As someone who embraces diversity, I believe that each individual has something positive to offer in society, no matter how different