Since COVID-19, I decided to transition to homeschooling, and that choice became a turning point in both my education and my personal growth. At first, it felt like stepping off a familiar path into something uncertain. However, as time went on, I realized that my education was not shrinking but expanding in a way that better suited me. I began to learn more deeply, more independently, and more confidently. What once felt like a setback slowly became a foundation for my future.
While earning my high school credits through homeschooling, I took another leap by enrolling in dual enrollment courses at Central Piedmont Community College, where I began working toward an Associate’s degree in Liberal Arts. To ease myself into the transition, I started with online classes. This allowed me to adjust to college-level expectations without immediately overwhelming myself. Even so, I vividly remember my first in-person class. Walking into that classroom felt like stepping onto a stage without a script. I was terrified of being surrounded by people again and unsure of how I would fit into that environment.
Part of this fear came from my experience with Autism, which played a significant role in my decision to leave public school in the first place. Traditional school settings were challenging for me due to bullying, overstimulating environments, and the pressure of standardized testing. These experiences made school feel more like something to endure than something to enjoy. Homeschooling allowed me to learn at my own pace, which quickly became one of my greatest strengths. I could take the time I needed to truly understand concepts instead of rushing through them.
However, homeschooling also came with its own challenges. While it allowed me to grow academically, it limited my social interactions. Over time, I became more isolated, and even simple conversations began to feel difficult. Situations that others might find routine, like group discussions or meeting new people, became obstacles I had to mentally prepare for. Even now, some of these interactions remain challenging for me. Because of this, the idea of attending community college in person felt overwhelming.
When I finally stepped back into a classroom environment, I struggled at first. The long school hours, increased workload, and constant interaction were exhausting. There were moments when I questioned whether I had made the right decision. But slowly, things began to shift. I started meeting people who shared my interests, especially in the field of art. Being surrounded by individuals who were passionate about the same things I cared about made a significant difference. It helped me feel less alone and more understood.
My professors also played an important role in this transformation. They recognized my abilities and encouraged me to challenge myself in ways I hadn’t before. They pushed me to explore different forms of media, experiment with new techniques, and participate in competitions. Through these experiences, I began to grow not only as an artist but also as a person. I started to take more risks in my work, and with each step forward, my confidence increased.
This growth is reflected in the achievements I have earned along the way. Some of my artworks have been featured on ArtPop billboards, and I have received several awards, including second place in a Central Piedmont exhibition, Scholastic Art and Writing Gold Key, Silver Key, and several Honorable Mentions, and first place for my self-portrait at Mooresville Arts. These accomplishments are meaningful to me not only because of the recognition but because they represent how far I have come. Work that once existed only in my sketchbook has now become part of my portfolio, helping me gain admission to the Savannah College of Art and Design for the Fall 2026 semester.
As I look toward the future, I hope to continue developing my artistic voice at SCAD by focusing on painting and fine arts. I want my work to go beyond simple visuals and communicate something deeper. My goal is to create pieces that feel alive, capturing movement, emotion, and the beauty in things that are often overlooked. I am especially drawn to using bright colors and expressive forms to evoke strong emotional responses. I want my art to feel like a moment frozen in time, something that can both calm and inspire the viewer.
Beyond personal success, I also hope to use my education and artistic platform to make a positive impact. If I am able to gain recognition in the art world, I want to use that voice to advocate for causes that matter to me, including animal welfare and mental health awareness. My own experiences have shown me how important it is to feel seen and understood, and I want my work to reflect that for others who may be struggling.
Having experienced both homeschooling and traditional classroom environments, I have gained a unique perspective on education. I have learned how to adapt, persevere, and grow through discomfort. These experiences have shaped not only my academic goals but also my sense of direction in life. They have taught me that growth often comes from stepping outside of what feels safe and familiar.
In the end, education has been more than just a path toward a degree for me. It has been a journey of self-discovery, resilience, and transformation. It has helped me become not only a better student but also a more confident individual and a more passionate artist.