God has done nothing but wonderful things to a young woman in a small rural town in Vermont, also known as me. I have always had a belief in a higher power, but it wasn't until I was saved that I realized what power He has over guiding me and my life as I march toward an uncertain future.
My mom grew up baptist but switched to Christianity when I was young. She took young and wide-eyed me to church with her every Sunday, where I learned about our Lord. We were unfortunately pulled away from church when the pastor and youth pastor moved to Colorado. I still never failed to pray every night. It wasn't until the passing of my grandmother a couple years later that I had my faith shaken.
In December of 2020, my mom got the dreaded call that my grandmother had passed away suddenly. I was only 14, but I was very angry, sad, and upset, especially to the God who was supposed to protect good and in faith people like she was. I slowly drifted away from my Lord because I couldn't believe what he had done. I felt that he had ripped away a part of me I could never live without.
Life after that for me went downhill. I became depressed and lonely, and I developed an eating problem.
In 2022, my mom found a church where she got baptized for the first time in a long time and where God led her to become a pastor. Still reluctant to pray to a God that "let" bad things happen, I sat in the back by myself and refused to let the Lord in. My dad, sister, and brother all got saved not long after my mother and they have done nothing but prosper and praise God for everything he had done.
It wasn't until May 5, 2023, that I was saved. God spoke to me, picked me up, and has helped guide me ever since. I have been healed and no longer struggle as much with the hard stuff because I give it all to him. He has provided me with the perseverance I needed to keep going. He pushed me to keep going through one of the hardest college semesters I have ever had. Next fall I will be starting at a new college with new people and new places.
My faith has helped me find my potential and purpose. I've always known that I am resilient, but he gave me the energy I needed to power through the adversity I had been facing. I was healed of my eating disorder, I got out of unhealthy friendships and relationships, and I have held a 3.8-3.9 GPA through high school and college. He has helped me grow closer to the friends and family who care the most about me as well.
As I continue to go through life, I pray to God to guide me in the right direction, as he has never failed to do. I am still so unsure about the life ahead of me, especially my career, but I know he will guide me to the right one in the right place. He will show me a job that I will prosper in. I also know He will also support me no matter what troubles I face with my career and the rest of my life.