My experience with mental health has been very rocky for me, and I have come to the realization that a lot of my explosive emotional reactions aren't actually a response to the present moment. They're a buildup of all the times I was in a similar dynamic and didn't stand up for myself, use my voice, or express my emotions. So I began to look for outlets that would help me decompress when I do have days where I feel down. I like to journal my feelings; I listen to music, meditate, and exercise. These are coping skills that are important to implement in our everyday lives to make sure that we are treating ourselves with kindness and care, which is why I want to pursue my career of becoming a psychiatrist for children. I am a freshman here at Morgan State University majoring in psychology, and I want to pursue the career of becoming a therapist for children. I chose this career path because growing up for me was very traumatic with coming out as gay I was molested at a young age, hit with objects, and starved although none of these actions were taken by my parents they were taken by people my parents thought they could trust and it took me from when I was 6 years of age from when I first got molested all the way up to 17 years of age for me to tell my parents about it so me understanding how hard it could be to live with something bottled up for so long I want to connect with children who suffered from the things that I went through I want to help because I understand what it’s like to be depressed, suicidal, to have anxiety, feeling like your alone, feeling as though nobody understands you or can hear you, I understand so that is why I want to help, I want to save our next generation from this generation because we are setting examples for them so what they see now they are going to follow and how things look as of now our next generation is in trouble if we continue to not lead by example with doing the right thing. I carried out some research, and I found that 20.1% of children from ages 12-17 suffer from depression/anxiety. So if I were to be selected for this scholarship, I would be beyond blessed and grateful because where I come from, a lot of us don’t make it this far. I am from the far south side of Chicago, IL. I was born and raised here. I come from a low-income family where we really don’t have funding for college. I am in the fall semester here at my HBCU, and I have a remaining balance of 1,000, so if I were to win this scholarship, it would help me a lot. I will be able to stay at my school and not lose my housing. I really want to leave an impact on this generation. And I want to thank you guys for even reading or considering my application; even if I am not selected, I know whoever is is going to great things in life. Thank you.