Me. What am I? I’m someone with potency. I’m someone who gets involved in their community, either medically through community health programs, or musically in local studios, venues, and theatre. I’m someone who tries to live up to the standards of what a 17-year-old kid should do to lead their life, and not take things for granted. But deep down, I’m deeply affected by others' misfortune. When “crossing the line” while leading Unity Day, a girl asked why so much grief and violence happens to kids. Every person in the building crossed the line when the question, “Have you heard racist remarks or seen violence in high school or your community?” I teared up, even though I was trained to keep a straight face and not talk.
I was diagnosed with Crohn’s Disease and IBD almost three years ago. Crohn’s Disease is a genetic, autoimmune, chronic condition that causes inflammation of a person’s intestinal tract or esophagus, while IDB is a broad term for any autoimmune disease that affects these areas. I survived the encounter of being diagnosed with faith, which allowed me to learn multiple life lessons about how lucky I am. During this encounter, I faced adversity not only through individuals at school but my thoughts.
If a person with Crohn's eats or drinks something that can irritate their digestive tract, then their immune system can cause an overreaction, which causes severe pain in the gut region. However, stress can often play a part in causing this pain as well. At school, I attempted to challenge myself by taking multiple honors and AP classes, but these classes also came with stress from homework and the difficulty spike. This caused me to get these pains while at school, which was very public for other people to see. This caused rumors to spread around the school about me not having the knowledge or strength to do these classes. This often got me sidelined from group events, as I looked like a "tag-a-long" for people. However, I tried desperately to not let these rumors get to me. I maintained a better study schedule and managed my stress, and I managed to pass all my classes with A's while getting 5s on all of my AP tests. However, another issue was dawning on me.
My thoughts placed a role on adversity on me. The treatments for my disease are expensive. Insurance should have carried this weight easily, but difficulties arose. They said that they wouldn’t cover any of the costs due to me being a sudden “burden” to them. I was a sinkhole to them. However, with the help of the hospital though, they ate the cost and reassured my mom that this issue would be fixed, as since this was a “necessary life treatment”, they couldn’t remove coverage from me due to its unexpectedness. Even so, I felt like it was my fault that my family had to go through this circumstance. Every year, we have to go through this cycle with insurance. I also remembered how my mom didn't believe me, but now that she knew it was real, the guilt she felt radiated off to me, and it made me guilty as well. She sat me down and apologized, and I instantly hugged her and accepted it. Knowing my mom was on my side helped me overcome my adversity. Due to this event, I decided to take a medical approach to helping out my community.
I help and plan to continue volunteering at multiple community health fairs in my area through Dr. Afflalo, a testament to being a community leader. Whether it be at a YMCA or behind a community center, I help make sure that people are alerted about their health through multiple medical tests, such as blood pressure screening or blood sugar testing. It is important to help run these events because some people are unaware of medical complications that can arise if they are unaware of medical conditions that they have or don't properly take care of those medical conditions. It is important to remind those who fit these criteria to properly take their medication and to get regular checkups to reevaluate their conditions. This is how I plan to use my adversity to my advantage to help my community.
I can also help through law. My friends persuaded me to take AP United States History as they wanted to see me struggle. However, not only did I get an A in the class, I got a 5 on the AP test. Interesting though, the most accomplished part of taking that class was the history of the Supreme Court and the important cases that shifted human society. Whether it be Marbury v. Madison, which established the power of judicial review, giving the Supreme Court its power, or the allowance of segregation by Plessy v. Ferguson with the overturning of that case by Brown v. Board of Education, these cases played an important role within US society. And this is why I plan to pursue Criminal Justice. I hope that I can be involved in a case that'll shift society towards an important figure. I hope that my future action helps push society forward, instead of pushing it backwards. It isn't about the fame or recognition, it's about the presence, which hopefully will better the law and order of society.
My family also inspired me to push myself in this direction. My mom always wears cat ears. Whether it be at work or home, she never forgets them. It might be that she likes cats, but I believe that they represent the statue of freedom. Freedom from the cycle she was forced to live in. She lived in a poor area that was swamped with prostitution, gang violence, and drugs. She lost her father to drugs and her mom to alcoholism, but she still managed to break the cycle. Her one dream is to see her kids go to college and graduate, and I plan to honor her dream. I also plan to take it a step further by getting a job as a lawyer. This way, I can set standards and regulations through court cases that can help others break the cycle of drugs and alcohol. She is the reason I'm here, and I plan to honor her dream and help others who face a similar life.
Winning the #AuthenticallyYOU Scholarship can allow me to achieve not only my goals but also my mom’s goals. Lifting the financial burden of college will allow me to move forward in my life instead of in the past. And hey, maybe one day, after I win a case for my community, will I set up a scholarship too.