I'm committed to pursuing a career as a therapist. The human mind fascinates me, and I'm very vocal about the current opinions of mental health in the black community, but first, let me explain why I find psychology so fascinating. As humans, we are all unique, yet we tend to follow certain patterns of behavior. I often wonder about these behaviors and the various possibilities that stem from human actions. After college, I wish to delve into the causes of these actions. Psychology is a beautiful discipline that can be very useful for personal growth and helping others, but unfortunately, not everyone shares my opinions.
Growing up in the African American community, I was surrounded by a stigma when it came to mental health. Mental health was always described as "not black," and you were never supported when you came to your family about mental health problems. This view of mental health sets an example for younger generations and will lead them to believe their mental health issues aren't valid. Knowing that children and adults in minority groups feel unheard makes me sick. I’ve committed to becoming a therapist to help those just like me who were raised in cultures that believe mental health isn’t important. I believe having a therapist who looks like them and comes from the same areas will help open their minds to mental health treatments. On top of that, I'm not just determined because I've been a witness to this stigma, but because I've experienced it myself.
I have faced many challenges in life, but the biggest one has been my drive to do good for myself. My family made sure to instill the importance of college as a step that I needed to take. My GG was the most persistent when it came to convincing me to prepare for college. She wanted me to break the cycle of members of our family not going to college and ending up in jail or dead. This responsibility led me to strive for college with no passion behind the goal besides what my grandmother wanted, and that was the case until recently. My GG died last year, and it was hard, but after my initial tears, I returned to my usual demeanor. I refused to see her body and was not keen to talk about what had happened. I was even accused of not caring for her. I knew this wasn't true, but I was still worried that it was. I decided to dive deeply into how I previously reacted to emotional moments during my childhood. I compared my feelings to psychological research, and throughout this journey, I felt a spark with the subject matter. I realized that everyone processes grief differently, and my GG was as important as I always thought she was. She was one of my biggest cheerleaders, and I would not be where I am today without her. When she became sick, she wanted to make it until I graduated from high school. Unfortunately, that did not happen, but the goal of completing college has a newfound strength behind it.
To complete this goal, I need the help of this scholarship. Not only will this scholarship ease the burden of tuition costs from my family, but it will also allow me to perform at the best of my abilities. Even if I am not chosen, I will continue to strive for greatness during my education as a psychology student to not only help those like me in my community, but also to better myself and become the man my GG hoped I'd be.