My love of art was something that permanently resided within me and is something that always will. I was experimental and creative but ultimately destructive in my family's eyes when I created my first art piece by drawing on the walls. Art came in the forms of dancing, singing, cutting up clothes to make new ones, drawing or doodling, and fixing or creating things around me. I practiced these art forms all the time growing up, which developed my love for art as a lifestyle. I began painting during the pandemic as it was one of the mediums I had yet to try, and after painting my first canvas, I fell absolutely in love and wanted to feel the same every day. This awakening of mine through painting led me to own a business as an artist and the art program I created and designed in early 2022.
My drive as an artist comes from my passion for making my portrait art become the embodiment of subjective art or subjectivity. Through my time developing as an artist, painting became one of my main mediums. I adapted the style of faceless paintings, bright or earth tone color backgrounds, and creating swirls and bumps of texture with heavy body acrylic paint. By combining these different aspects of art, I can receive responses to the art that I hold dear to my heart. Hearing phrases of amazement is always something an artist wants to hear. Still, hearing people express how they can visualize themselves, family, or friends in one of the pieces keeps my discipline for art intact.
What keeps me returning to my easel whenever I want to create art is remembering the unforgettable memories I have made as an artist. Hearing the young black girls' awe over which print of my paintings looked like them in their favorite hairstyle. I aim to make people and my community feel appreciated and represented through art. I love creating every day, but as a mentor and leader in the community, doing something you love is good–but doing something you love that has purpose is even better.
Being a portrait artist is not something I see as limiting but empowering. I highlight essential things in a portrait besides the face, such as hair, clothes, and colors. While doing this, I love exploring a more abstract or bold route for portraying these parts of portraits. Instead, it's through using palette knives, my fingers, or a combination of various colors. These techniques and processes of creating are my way of expressing myself in the painting through these details and aspects, practicing and making the art my own and unique to me.
My favorite artist is Ernest shaw, one of the many reasons I love his work and him as an artist is that I often feel connected to his works. Especially his portrait art, and because of his background of being born and raised in the same city and neighborhood I grew up in, he is my role model for what a happy, successful, and fulfilling artist is. Seeing his murals, shows, and community impact through his work inspired me as a community activist and artist. It is reassuring to see artists who look like me and come from the same environment, and can make a living out of doing what they love. And a constant reminder that 8 - year old me, who also wanted to be an artist, can still become an artist regardless of my circumstance.