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Jeremy Dennis

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Hey, I'm Jeremy Dennis, a Business Administration student at Arizona State University from Los Angeles, CA, with 15 years of experience in fashion, sports, and entertainment; working my way from intern to Senior Marketing Manager. In 2023, everything changed at once. I was laid off, welcomed a new child, lost my car, and was evicted — all while previously earning $90–100K and at the top of my career. Rather than accept that as my story's ending, I made the hardest decision of my life: go back to school as a stay-at-home father of two and build something permanent. I chose ASU because I wanted my college journey to mean something. Business has always been my strength. It's not just what I studied, it's who I am. My goal isn't simply to find a job, it's to build a career, earning a Director or Senior Manager role at a company where I can leverage my real-world experience alongside my degree. I'm not starting from scratch, I'm starting from experience. This scholarship would directly support a father, a student, and a professional who refuses to let circumstance define his ceiling.

Education

Arizona State University-Tempe

Bachelor's degree program
2025 - 2027
  • Majors:
    • Business, Management, Marketing, and Related Support Services, Other

Southern New Hampshire University

Bachelor's degree program
2023 - 2025
  • Majors:
    • Marketing

Miscellaneous

  • Desired degree level:

    Master's degree program

  • Graduate schools of interest:

  • Transfer schools of interest:

  • Majors of interest:

  • Not planning to go to medical school
  • Career

    • Dream career field:

      • Marketing and Advertising
    • Dream career goals:

      CMO, CEO, Senior Director

    • Store Manager

      Zumiez
      2011 – 20132 years
    • Production & Sales Assistant Intern

      En Noir
      2013 – 2013
    • Exec.Asst/Entertainment Marketing Manager

      Stampd
      2014 – 20173 years
    • Retail Marketing Manager

      The LVRG
      2017 – 20181 year
    • Senior Marketing Manager

      The Fndtn
      2022 – 20231 year
    • Entertainment Marketing Manager

      Adidas
      2018 – 20213 years

    Sports

    Football

    Club
    2001 – 20032 years

    Basketball

    Club
    2004 – 20062 years

    Baseball

    Junior Varsity
    2007 – 20081 year

    Arts

    • Adidas

      Music
      superbowl, allstar weekend
      2018 – 2021

    Public services

    • Volunteering

      church — Servant
      2003 – 2004

    Future Interests

    Advocacy

    Volunteering

    Philanthropy

    Entrepreneurship

    Harry & Mary Sheaffer Scholarship
    Empathy is not something you develop in a classroom. It is something that gets built into you by life, by loss, by the moments that strip away everything comfortable and force you to sit with what remains. I have had more of those moments than I would have chosen, and every one of them made me better at understanding other people. I grew up in Los Angeles without my biological father in the home. Substance abuse, alcohol, and domestic violence defined his absence. My mother raised me with discipline and love in a household where resources were limited and expectations were high. I left at 18 with resentment, moved away, and spent 15 years building a career in fashion, sports, and entertainment, working from intern to Senior Marketing Manager, earning $100,000 a year with no degree. I was braggadocious about it. I partied, indulged, and lost myself in the process. God decided I needed to be humbled. In 2023 I lost everything. Laid off, evicted, basically homeless with a baby on the way. I was scared. I cried. I hustled. I grinded. When the market offered nothing I made a decision to validate 15 years of experience and enrolled at Arizona State University pursuing Business Administration. Going back was me honoring my mother, admitting she was right, and making a promise to my two sons. Daddy did it so you can too. Don't ever question that. The talent I bring to building a more empathetic world is the ability to sit across from almost anyone and find the common thread. I have been the intern in the room and the senior manager at the table. I have been the person earning six figures and the person who lost everything. I have been the child watching violence in his home and the father fighting to make sure his children never see the same. That range of experience gives me the ability to understand people across vastly different circumstances because I have lived vastly different circumstances myself. I mentor young men across Los Angeles on manhood, on providing, on showing up without a blueprint. Many of them are navigating pain they cannot name, carrying silence they were taught to maintain, trying to build something stable from foundations that were never solid. I meet them where they are because I know what it feels like to be exactly where they are. Empathy without lived experience is sympathy. What I offer is something deeper because it comes from the same place they are standing. Building a more empathetic global community requires people who are willing to be honest about their own journey first. The world does not need more polished narratives. It needs more people willing to say I was broken, I was wrong, I lost everything, and I kept going anyway. That honesty is what creates connection across difference. It is what makes a mentor trustworthy, a leader followable, and a community sustainable. Through my degree, my business, and my mentorship work I am building something that operates on that principle. Every young man I reach in Los Angeles is connected to a broader network of people who need to see that healing and ambition can coexist. Every door I open in my career is an opportunity to pull someone through who was never supposed to be in that room. Empathy at scale starts with one honest story told out loud. This is mine.
    7023 Minority Scholarship
    I am Jeremy Dennis, a Business Administration student at Arizona State University, a father of two, a first generation college student, and a Los Angeles native who spent 15 years building a career in fashion, sports, and entertainment before losing everything and choosing education as the path forward. I grew up without my biological father in the home, raised by a mother who believed in hard work, discipline, and the power of education even when I did not. I left at 18 convinced I knew better. God humbled me in 2023 when I was laid off, evicted, and basically homeless with a baby on the way. I lost everything. I was scared. I cried. I hustled. I grinded. And when the market offered nothing I made a decision to validate 15 years of experience by returning to school. Going back was me honoring my mother, admitting she was right, and making a promise to my two sons. Daddy did it so you can too. Don't ever question that. Business Administration is not just a major for me. It is a vehicle for community transformation. My goal after graduation is a Director or Senior Manager role where I can build pipelines, develop talent, and create access for people who have been systematically locked out of opportunity. Through my company Ryan Carter and Co. LLC I am building toward a full service marketing and advertising agency that will employ people from underserved communities, create internship pathways for young people in Los Angeles, and mentor the next generation of Black professionals who have the talent but have never been given the room to use it. Business done right does not just generate profit. It generates opportunity. The cause I am most actively involved in is fatherhood and manhood in underserved communities. I mentor young men across Los Angeles on what it means to show up, to provide, to be present without a blueprint. Many of them grew up like me, without a father in the home, without anyone modeling what a man is supposed to be. I speak into that void not from a stage but from my own life, showing them through my choices that it is possible to break cycles, to rebuild after loss, and to choose purpose over comfort. That work is personal. It is also urgent. The absence of present fathers in Black communities creates ripple effects that touch every other social issue we face, from education gaps to economic instability to mental health. I am not solving it alone but I am showing up every day as proof that it can be different. Mrs. Addie James Hamerter was described as an intentional listener who provided transformative solutions. That quality resonates deeply with me. The most powerful thing I offer the young men I mentor is not advice. It is presence. It is the willingness to sit with someone, hear what they are actually saying, and respond with honesty and intention. Quiet strength is underrated. Mrs. Hamerter understood that real change is built in the listening, in the strategy, in the consistency of showing up long after the applause fades. This scholarship would directly support my ability to remain focused on both my education and my community work without the weight of financial pressure pulling me away from either. Every dollar invested in my education is invested in every life I will touch once I graduate. That is how I intend to honor her legacy.
    GD Sandeford Memorial Scholarship
    I did not grow up believing college was for me. I grew up in Los Angeles, raised by a mother who worked hard, parented harder, and believed in education with everything she had. I left at 18 with resentment, convinced I could build something without the degree she kept pushing me toward. For 15 years it seemed like I was right. I worked my way from intern to Senior Marketing Manager in fashion, sports, and entertainment, earning $100,000 a year, making more money than anyone in my family, and carrying that fact like a trophy. School was something other people needed. I had figured out a different way. In 2023 God decided I needed to be humbled. I was laid off into one of the worst job markets in years, evicted, basically homeless, with a baby on the way. I lost everything. I was scared. I cried. I hustled. I grinded. When the market offered nothing I made a decision: use this time to validate 15 years of experience. I enrolled at Arizona State University pursuing Business Administration and became a stay-at-home father of two while rebuilding from scratch. Going back was me honoring my mother, admitting she was right, and making a promise to my two sons. Daddy did it so you can too. Don't ever question that. My degree will not just change my life. It is already changing the lives of people watching me earn it. I mentor young men across Los Angeles and surrounding neighborhoods on manhood, on providing, on showing up without a rulebook. Many of them are first generation too, navigating systems nobody explained to them, carrying weight nobody acknowledged, trying to figure out what success looks like when nobody in their household ever modeled it. I show them through my own life that it is possible to rebuild, to go back, to choose education even after the world convinced you that you did not need it. That message lands differently when it comes from someone who has actually lived both sides. After graduation my goal is a Director or Senior Manager role at a company where I can build pipelines that change access, not just outcomes. Through my company Ryan Carter and Co. LLC, I am building toward a full service marketing and advertising agency that will employ people from underserved communities in Los Angeles, create internship opportunities for young people who remind me of who I was at 18, and mentor the next generation of Black professionals who have the talent but have never been given the room to use it. The racial wealth gap is not just about money. It is about access, representation, and the quiet message sent to Black children in underfunded schools that certain rooms were not built for them. I intend to spend the rest of my career proving that message wrong, one hire, one mentorship, one open door at a time. My mother believed a degree could change a life. She was talking about mine. But she was also, without knowing it, talking about every young man I mentor, every employee I will hire, and every child in Los Angeles who needs to see someone who looks like them sitting at the table they were told was not theirs. I am getting my degree. And I am bringing everybody with me.
    WCEJ Thornton Foundation Low-Income Scholarship
    I spent 15 years proving that education was optional. I built a career in fashion, sports, and entertainment from the ground up, working from intern to Senior Marketing Manager, earning $100,000 a year without a degree. I was braggadocious about it. I had made more money than anyone in my family and I wanted everyone to know it. School was something my mother always wanted for me, and leaving Los Angeles at 18 with resentment in my chest felt like winning an argument I had started as a teenager. I thought I had figured out a shortcut. What I had actually done was build a career on a foundation that could disappear overnight. In 2023 it did. I was laid off into one of the worst job markets in years, evicted, basically homeless, with a baby on the way. I lost everything. I was scared. I cried. I hustled. I grinded. When the market offered nothing I made a decision that changed the trajectory of my life: I would use this time to validate 15 years of experience. I enrolled at Arizona State University pursuing Business Administration and became a stay-at-home father of two while rebuilding from nothing. Going back to school was me humbling myself, honoring my mother who was right all along, and making a promise to my two sons. Daddy did it so you can too. Don't ever question that. Higher education is facilitating what I hope to achieve in a way that nothing else could. For 15 years I operated on instinct, talent, and relationships. I was good at what I did but I hit ceilings I could not break through because I lacked the credential to match the experience. A Business Administration degree from ASU is not just a piece of paper. It is the key that unlocks rooms I have been standing outside of for years. Director roles. Senior leadership positions. Board tables. Spaces where decisions are made that affect entire communities. I have the experience to contribute at that level. Education gives me the right to claim it. Beyond my own advancement, higher education is teaching me how to create systems, not just results. Anyone can grind their way to an outcome. Building something sustainable, something that outlasts you, requires strategic thinking, financial literacy, and the kind of structured knowledge that comes from formal education. I am learning how to build a business that serves a community, not just a client list. That distinction matters enormously to what I am trying to create.My plans after graduation extend beyond a job title. I am building Ryan Carter and Co. LLC, currently focused on direct to consumer goods and consulting, with a long term vision of growing it into a full service marketing and advertising agency. That agency will do more than serve clients. It will employ people from underserved communities in Los Angeles, create internship pipelines for young people who remind me of who I was at 18, and mentor the next generation of professionals who have talent but lack access. I also mentor young men across Los Angeles on manhood, on providing, on showing up without a blueprint. Many of them are navigating the same absence I grew up with, the same silence, the same pressure to figure it out alone. I show them through my own life that it is possible to rebuild, to go back, to choose education even when the world told you that you did not need it. That mentorship is more powerful with a degree behind it. It tells them that the path is real, not just theoretical. Higher education is not facilitating a dream for me. It is validating a life already lived and building the foundation for everything still to come. The cycle of poverty is broken one deliberate decision at a time. Returning to school was mine.
    Ethel Hayes Destigmatization of Mental Health Scholarship
    There is a specific kind of silence that Black men learn early. It is not the silence of peace. It is the silence of survival. You learn to keep moving, keep performing, keep building, because stopping means feeling, and feeling means admitting that something broke you once. I learned that silence as a child in Los Angeles, watching things a child should never have to witness, and I carried it with me for decades without ever fully putting it down. I grew up without my biological father in the home. Substance abuse, alcohol, and domestic violence defined his presence and his absence. As a child I did not have the language for what I was watching. I just absorbed it, stored it, and kept going. I developed trust issues that followed me into every relationship I built as an adult. I kept people at a certain distance without always understanding why. I struggled to be fully vulnerable even with the people closest to me. What I witnessed as a child became the architecture of how I moved through the world as a man. For 15 years I built a career in fashion, sports, and entertainment, working from intern to Senior Marketing Manager. I reached $100,000 a year and told myself I had made it. What I had actually done was find a more expensive way to avoid myself. I partied every weekend, indulged in drugs and alcohol, and stayed busy enough that the things I had never processed could not catch up with me. I was performing success while quietly carrying wounds I had never named. In the Black community, that is not unusual. That is the norm. You do not talk about what hurts. You push through. You provide. You perform. In 2023 God decided I needed to be humbled. I was laid off, evicted, basically homeless, with a baby on the way. I lost everything. And for the first time in my adult life I had nowhere to run. I was scared in a way I had not been since childhood. I cried in a way I had not allowed myself to in years. All of the things I had been outrunning caught up with me at once, and I had to sit with them. That season broke me open in ways that nothing else could have. It was also when I began to heal. Journaling became how I processed what I could not say out loud. Writing gave my pain a place to exist outside of my body. It helped me connect what I was feeling in 2023 to what I had felt as a child watching violence in my home. It helped me understand that my trust issues were not character flaws. They were survival responses. That realization did not fix everything but it changed how I saw myself. I returned to school at Arizona State University pursuing Business Administration, and going back was its own form of healing. It was me honoring my mother who always believed education mattered. It was me admitting she was right. It was me making a promise to my two sons that the cycles I grew up in would not be handed to them. I also began mentoring young men across Los Angeles on manhood, on showing up, on providing, on being present. What I did not fully realize at first was that I was also mentoring them on something deeper: that it is okay to feel, that silence is not strength, that the things we do not talk about do not disappear, they just go underground and resurface in ways that hurt us and the people we love. Mental health shaped my goals by forcing me to be honest about what I was building and why. It shaped my relationships by teaching me that vulnerability is not weakness, it is the only way to actually connect with another person. It shaped my understanding of the world by showing me that behind most of the bravado, the hustle, and the performance, there are people carrying things they were never given permission to put down. Ethel Hayes deserved that permission. So did my mother. So did I. So does every Black man who learned silence before he learned to speak.
    Gladys Ruth Legacy “Service“ Memorial Scholarship
    I am different because I chose to become something that was never modeled for me. I grew up in Los Angeles without my biological father in the home. Substance abuse, alcohol, and domestic violence defined his absence. Nobody sat me down and explained what a man was supposed to be, how he was supposed to show up, what he was supposed to sacrifice, or what it meant to provide for the people counting on him. I had to figure that out myself, and that process shaped everything about who I am today. For 15 years I built a career in fashion, sports, and entertainment, working from intern to Senior Marketing Manager. I reached $100,000 a year with no degree and I was braggadocious about it. I had made more money than anyone in my family and I thought that was the mountaintop. I partied, indulged, and lost myself in the process. God decided I needed to be humbled. In 2023 I lost everything. Laid off, evicted, basically homeless with a baby on the way. I was scared. I cried. I hustled. I grinded. When the market offered nothing I made a decision to use that time to validate 15 years of experience and enrolled at Arizona State University pursuing Business Administration. Going back was me humbling myself, honoring my mother who always believed in education, and making a promise to my two sons. Daddy did it so you can too. Don't ever question that. What makes me different is not just my story. It is what I chose to do with it. I mentor young men and youth across Los Angeles and surrounding neighborhoods on the power of manhood. What it means to show up. What it means to provide. What it means to be present even when it is uncomfortable, even when nobody taught you how, even when you are figuring it out in real time. I speak to young men who grew up like me, without a blueprint, without a father in the stands, without someone telling them what they were capable of. The young man watching me from across the room who I may never even speak to directly — he is who I show up for. The one who sees me navigating college as an adult, as a father, as someone who lost everything and kept going anyway. He does not need me to give a speech. He needs to see it done. That is how I leverage my uniqueness. I do not just talk about manhood. I live it out loud so someone else knows it is possible. Gladys Ruth believed in being unapologetically yourself. I spent years running from who I was, chasing validation in money and status and things that did not last. Coming back to school as a first generation college student, as a father, as a man who has been humbled and chosen to grow, is the most unapologetic thing I have ever done. I am not performing resilience. I am just being exactly who I am, and trusting that is enough. It always was. I just had to learn it the hard way.
    Let Your Light Shine Scholarship
    Legacy is not something you build after you arrive. It is something you construct every single day, in the decisions you make, the people you invest in, and the work you refuse to abandon even when everything around you is falling apart. I know this because I have lived it. I grew up in Los Angeles, raised by a mother who parented hard and disciplined harder. School was always something she wanted for me. At 18 I moved away with resentment, convinced I could figure it out on my own. And for a while it seemed like I had. Fifteen years in fashion, sports, and entertainment, working from intern to Senior Marketing Manager, earning $100,000 a year with no degree. I was braggadocious about it. I had made more money than anyone in my family and I wanted everyone to know it. I partied, indulged, and slowly lost myself in the process. God decided I needed to be humbled. In 2023 I lost everything. I was laid off into one of the worst job markets in years, evicted, basically homeless, with a baby on the way. I was scared. I cried. I hustled. I grinded. When it became clear the market wasn't going to hand me anything, I made a decision: use this time to validate 15 years of experience. I enrolled at Arizona State University pursuing Business Administration and became a stay-at-home father of two while building toward something permanent. Going back to school was me humbling myself, honoring my mother, admitting she was right. I did it for her and I did it for my two sons. Daddy did it so you can too. Don't ever question that. While rebuilding I also launched Ryan Carter & Co., LLC, a company focused on direct to consumer goods and business consulting. It is the foundation of something much larger. My goal is to grow it into a full service marketing and advertising agency, built on the same instincts and relationships I spent 15 years developing at the highest levels of fashion, sports, and entertainment. I am not starting from scratch. I am starting from experience, and now I am adding the credential to match. The agency I am building will do more than serve clients. It will create pipelines. I am passionate about the community of fathers who never had a blueprint, men showing up every day without support or recognition, sacrificing everything to be better than what they were given. My business will employ them, mentor them, and build with them. It will create opportunities in underserved communities in Los Angeles where talent has always existed but access has not. I shine my light by showing up honestly. By admitting I was wrong, that I needed humbling, that my mother was right all along. By being present for my sons so they never have to wonder. By building a business that is about more than profit. Legacy for me is not a monument. It is a door left open for everyone who comes after me. Ryan Carter & Co. is just the beginning. The agency is the vehicle. The community is the purpose. And my sons are the reason I will not stop.
    Tawkify Meaningful Connections Scholarship
    Here's your essay: The most important relationship of my life never came with a manual. My mother raised me in Los Angeles without my biological father in the home, navigating substance abuse, alcohol, and domestic violence while somehow managing to show up for her children every single day. She never described what she was doing as sacrifice. She never asked for recognition. She simply loved us with everything she had, and that consistency became the foundation of everything I understand about human connection. Watching my mother taught me that relationships are not built in the good moments. They are built in the moments when everything is hard and you show up anyway. She modeled that without ever naming it. As a child I absorbed it. As an adult I have tried to live it. For 15 years I built a career in fashion, sports, and entertainment, working my way from intern to Senior Marketing Manager. The relationships I built along the way were never transactional for me. I mentored younger professionals, many of them young Black men and women trying to find their footing in industries that were not designed with them in mind. I invested in those connections because my mother had invested in me, and I understood early that people rise when someone believes in them out loud. In 2023 my world collapsed. I was laid off, evicted, lost my car, and welcomed a new child all at once. I went from earning $100,000 annually to rebuilding from nothing as a stay-at-home father of two. During that season the relationships in my life became everything. The people who showed up, who checked in, who offered support without judgment, reminded me that connection is what holds a person together when circumstances try to tear them apart. Becoming a stay-at-home father during that period also deepened my understanding of what my mother had done for me. I was now the one showing up every day without applause, without a title, without a salary. I was the one making sure my children felt stable when everything around us was not. That experience closed a circle I had not fully understood until I was living it myself. My mother gave me the blueprint. My children gave me the reason to follow it. Those relationships shaped how I connect with everyone around me. I lead with consistency because my mother showed me that is what people remember. I invest in others because I know what it feels like to have someone believe in you when you cannot fully believe in yourself. I listen more than I speak because the most meaningful moments in my own life came when someone simply made me feel heard. I returned to school at Arizona State University pursuing Business Administration because I want to build a career that creates connection at scale. My goal is a Director or Senior Manager role where I can build teams, develop talent, and create environments where people feel seen and valued. The future of any organization is only as strong as the relationships within it. I learned that from a woman in Los Angeles who never had a corner office but understood people better than anyone I have ever met. My mother shaped me. My children sustain me. And every meaningful connection I have built in between has reminded me that the most powerful thing one person can offer another is simply their full, genuine presence. That is what I bring to every relationship I build. That is what I intend to bring to every team I lead, every person I mentor, and every community I serve. It started with her. It will not end with me.
    Sgt. Albert Dono Ware Memorial Scholarship
    Service, sacrifice, and bravery are not abstract values. They are daily choices made by ordinary people in extraordinary circumstances. Sgt. Albert Dono Ware made those choices in the most definitive way possible, giving his life in service to a country he chose to call home. His story resonates with me deeply, not because I have served in the military, but because I understand what it means to sacrifice everything for something larger than yourself, and to keep showing up even when the cost is high. I grew up in Los Angeles, California, without my biological father in the home. Substance abuse, alcohol, and domestic violence toward my mother defined my early years. What that experience taught me early was that survival requires bravery, that protecting the people you love requires sacrifice, and that showing up consistently for others is its own form of service. Those lessons followed me into my career, into fatherhood, and into the classroom. For 15 years I built a career in fashion, sports, and entertainment, working my way from intern to Senior Marketing Manager. Throughout that journey I mentored younger professionals, many of them young Black men and women navigating industries that were not built with them in mind. I understood their experience because I had lived it. Every time I opened a door, made an introduction, or shared knowledge I had earned the hard way, I was practicing the values Sgt. Ware embodied. Service does not require a uniform. It requires intention. In 2023 everything fell apart at once. I was laid off, evicted, lost my car, and welcomed a new child, all while transitioning from a six figure income to rebuilding from nothing as a stay-at-home father of two. That season was the hardest of my life. It was also the most clarifying. I made the decision to return to school at Arizona State University pursuing Business Administration because I understood that education was not just an investment in my future. It was an investment in my children, my community, and every young Black professional I would one day be positioned to mentor and lift. The challenges facing the African diaspora in the United States are systemic and layered. Economic instability, lack of access to quality education, underrepresentation in leadership, and generational wealth gaps do not exist by accident. They are the result of policies and practices that have compounded over generations. Addressing them requires the same values Sgt. Ware demonstrated: service to community over self interest, sacrifice of short term comfort for long term change, and the bravery to challenge systems that benefit from remaining unchanged. The reforms I see as most critical begin with economic access. Black entrepreneurs and professionals are consistently underfunded and underestimated. Community development financial institutions, minority business accelerators, and corporate diversity pipelines need not just funding but accountability. Representation in leadership is not a courtesy. It is a structural necessity that produces better outcomes for entire organizations and communities. Education equity is equally urgent. The gap between under resourced schools in communities like the one I grew up in and well funded institutions elsewhere is not a gap in potential. It is a gap in investment. Policy reform must prioritize early childhood education funding, college access programs, and financial literacy curriculum in underserved communities. Students should not have to navigate the complexity of FAFSA, private loans, and scholarship applications alone with no guidance. That knowledge gap alone costs generations of students their futures. The stakeholders who must be at the table are community organizations, local government, corporate partners, educators, and most importantly the community members themselves. Change designed without the input of those most affected rarely serves them. Sgt. Ware did not serve from a distance. He was present, committed, and willing to pay the ultimate price. That is the standard of engagement our communities deserve from those in positions of power. I am pursuing my degree with that standard in mind. My goal is a Director or Senior Manager role where I can build pipelines, mentor the next generation, and use business as a tool for community impact. Sgt. Albert Dono Ware gave everything for this country. The least I can do is give everything I have to the community he came from. That is how I honor his legacy. That is how I intend to serve.
    Enders Scholarship
    I never had the chance to grow up with my biological father. Substance abuse, alcohol, and domestic violence toward my mother made that impossible. As a child, you don't have the vocabulary to explain what's missing. You just feel the absence, the instability, and the weight of questions that never get answered. Growing up without that foundation shapes everything: how you see yourself, how you trust people, and how hard you have to work to build something stable from the inside out. Navigating those emotions was not a linear process. There was anger at the circumstances, at the unfairness, at watching my mother carry burdens she shouldn't have carried alone. There was grief for a relationship that never existed. There was confusion about identity and what kind of man I was supposed to become without a blueprint. And underneath all of it, there was a quiet determination to be different. To break the cycle. To become the father and the man that I never had. That determination was tested in 2023 when my own life fell apart. I was laid off, evicted, lost my car, and welcomed a new child all at once, going from earning $90,000 to $100,000 annually to rebuilding from nothing as a stay-at-home father of two. It was the hardest season of my life, and it brought every unresolved emotion from my childhood back to the surface. That was when I truly began my healing journey. Journaling became my outlet during that period. Writing gave me a way to process what I was feeling without letting it consume me. It helped me separate my circumstances from my identity. It helped me see patterns, name emotions I had buried for years, and find clarity in moments that felt overwhelming. Putting words to pain has a way of shrinking it, not eliminating it, but making it something you can look at instead of something that controls you. The biggest influences in my life have been my mother and my children. My mother showed me what resilience looks like without ever calling it that. She protected us, kept moving, and never let her circumstances become her identity. My children are why I returned to school at Arizona State University pursuing Business Administration. I spent 15 years building a career in fashion, sports, and entertainment, rising from intern to Senior Marketing Manager. Losing everything reminded me that titles are temporary but purpose is permanent. I returned to school because I refuse to let my children grow up wondering why their father didn't fight for something better. I want them to see what it looks like to rebuild with intention. Education is how I break every cycle that was handed to me, and how I make sure nothing gets handed to them except opportunity. My father's absence taught me what not to be. My mother's strength taught me what to become. And my children remind me every single day why finishing what I started matters.
    Forever90 Scholarship
    Service, faith, and education are not separate pursuits. They are a single calling. Mrs. Marion Makins understood this. In ninety years of living, she demonstrated that a life well spent is one poured into others. I may not have known Mrs. Makins personally, but I recognize her story because I have been shaped by people like her, and I am committed to becoming one. I grew up in Los Angeles, California, where community and faith were the foundation of everything around me. For 15 years, I built a career in fashion, sports, and entertainment, rising from intern to Senior Marketing Manager, using every platform I had to mentor younger professionals and amplify voices that deserved to be heard. Service was never separate from my work. It was woven into how I led, how I showed up, and how I treated the people around me. In 2023, my life changed dramatically. I was laid off, welcomed a new child, lost my car, and was evicted all at once. I had been earning $90,000 to $100,000 annually, and suddenly I was rebuilding from nothing as a stay-at-home father of two. That season stripped away everything except what mattered most: my faith, my children, and my purpose. It was during that time that I made the decision to return to school, not just for myself, but for every person I would one day be positioned to help. I chose Arizona State University and Business Administration because business has always been my gift, and gifts are meant to be used in service of others. My goal after graduation is not simply to reclaim a title or a salary. It is to earn a Director or Senior Manager role and use that position as a platform, mentoring young professionals from underserved communities in Los Angeles, advocating for those who have talent but lack access, and creating opportunities that change the trajectory of families, not just individuals. Mrs. Makins believed in the power of education to change lives. I am living proof of that belief in action. As a father rebuilding after loss, as a student carrying 15 years of real-world experience into the classroom, and as a man of faith who understands that every setback has a purpose, I am committed to honoring her legacy not just by receiving this scholarship, but by embodying everything it represents. Education gave Mrs. Makins the tools to uplift generations. I intend to do the same. This scholarship would not just support my education. It would invest in every life I will touch once I graduate. That is the legacy I am building. That is the service I am called to.