My family and I were roughly three hours into our seventeen hour drive to Daytona Beach, Florida when the entire car was alerted by a loud, alarming yell. We quickly realized that my autistic brother, Jordan, was experiencing a grand mal seizure. Though it was not his first, it was always disheartening for me to helplessly watch him as he kicks, spazzes, and foams at the mouth. But this time, as I stood by his side and comforted him amidst the chaos, I realized the profound impact neurological disorders can have on individuals and their loved ones. As I looked at him in that moment I remembered how many times I had to stand up to his bullies, I reflected on how hard it was for him to make friends growing up, and I recalled how many times he had to repeat himself because of his speech impediment. I was fourteen years old and he was sixteen, yet I felt called to protect him as if he was younger.
The following day, as we strolled towards a restaurant, the unsettling sound of someone hitting their head against the ground pierced the air. With a sense of déjà vu, we hurriedly approached the scene, only to witness a worker experiencing the same type of seizure that had become all too familiar to us through Jordan's struggles. As I offered assistance and comfort to the distressed individual, the parallels between her plight and my brother's became starkly apparent. It felt as though an overwhelming surge of empathy consumed me, gripping my heart with an intensity that rivaled the fierce protective instinct I held for my own brother. The desire to aid her was as potent as any familial bond, driving me with an unyielding determination to alleviate her suffering. Little did I know then, these encounters served as a catalyst for me to pursue a life in medicine and explore treatments for neurological conditions like my brother Jordan.
As I reflect on my journey, I am filled with gratitude for the experiences that have shaped me and the path that lies ahead. From majoring in biology while playing collegiate tennis, to taking a year off of school to conduct Alzheimer’s research in Los Angeles, each opportunity allowed me to discover something new about myself and my vision for my future. With unwavering determination and a profound sense of purpose, I am committed to pursuing medicine as not just a career, but a calling—a calling to alleviate suffering, foster hope, and champion the inherent dignity of every individual.