The only reason I was ever interested in STEM was that in middle school, I thought the title “woman in STEM” sounded awesome. Then, in my senior year of high school, I wanted to have a class with all my friends, and the one class everyone had in common was AP Chemistry. Mind you, I had never taken a chemistry class in my life. But I wanted to hang out with my friends, and I’m a big nerd anyway, so I signed up. I worked tirelessly in that class and complained even more, but as the class progressed, I realized that I didn’t mind the work. By the end of the year, I’d become fond of the subject. Still, I went into college as an undecided major because I was too scared to commit. I was worried about pursuing a STEM field full-time because I didn’t see how it could possibly do anyone any good. I had a dream to help the world, but aware of my own naivety, I was afraid to jump into a major without having a plan. My fear faded quickly during my time at Berea College. My passion for chemistry has grown substantially from witnessing the earnest dedication of my peers. Berea is a majority low-income school, so being there has increased my awareness of a wide variety of societal injustices I wasn’t acquainted with beforehand. Specifically, what has drawn my attention is the dangerous working environment in chemical plants, much of which can be linked back to the laboratories producing these chemicals. Laboratory research is guided by strict safety protocols, but industrial settings often cannot maintain the same level of protection. Workers in these plants rarely have the privilege of choosing what chemicals they handle or the conditions under which they work. Many rely on these jobs for financial stability, even when the risks are significant. Not only that, but the families living in nearby communities, mostly low-income neighborhoods, are exposed to hazardous fumes from the excessive concentration of factories. Because of this, I have developed a desire to make products that are environmentally friendly, not only for safety in the lab, but also for the people who will work with what I produce as well as the environment. I think holistically in the lab and believe that it is my responsibility to ensure that what I create progresses society to a safer and cleaner future. On top of this, I want to share my love of chemistry with others. I am getting a minor in Spanish, and I hope to use it to bring STEM to an audience of people who may not have the chance otherwise. There are a significant number of hoops to jump through to get into a STEM field, and while I was blessed enough to be given resources to go to college, that is not the case for everyone. In just two years, I have discovered a deep passion for chemistry; I want others to have the same opportunity. The applications of STEM are constantly changing, but my passion for chemistry isn’t tied to a specific field. It comes from my desire to make the world a better place in my own unique way.

While I’m a huge nerd and I love science, I never thought it could make a difference in people’s lives. At the end of my high school career, I had to pick a major for college. I was worried about pursuing a STEM field because I didn’t see how it could do anyone any good. I knew doctors helped people, but blood makes me nauseous, and thinking about it pumping through my body even now makes me want to puke. I knew teachers, therapists, and firefighters all did good deeds, but I was truly passionate about STEM. I decided to become a chemistry major and hoped in vain I could figure out how to do something useful with it. A few months went by, but I still felt stuck. I hated the naivety of my dreams to “help the world”. The questions of who I could help and how to help them were still unanswered and looming over my head. The solution to my problems didn’t come overnight, but during my time at Berea College, I have been able to work towards answering that question. As a majority low-income institution, Berea has exposed me to a wide range of experiences and challenges that differ from my own. Being part of this community has made me more aware of the social and environmental burdens that fall disproportionately onto certain marginalized groups. I have faced my own set of struggles, but attending Berea has opened my eyes to the scale of inequity that exists in the world. Many people live with risks and hardships that I had never encountered before college and may never personally experience. Specifically, what has drawn my attention is the dangerous working environment in chemical plants, much of which can be linked back to the laboratories producing the chemicals. Laboratory research is guided by strict safety protocols, but industrial settings often cannot maintain the same level of protection. Workers in these plants rarely have the privilege of choosing what chemicals they handle or the conditions under which they work. Many rely on these jobs for financial stability, even when the risks are significant. Not only that, but the families living in nearby communities, mostly low-income neighborhoods, are exposed to hazardous fumes from the excessive concentration of factories. This is how I can help the world in a way that is both honest to my strengths and desperately needed. As a scientist, I am and will continue to be responsible for considering the ethical and environmental impacts of my work. I am contributing to a safer, cleaner, and more equitable future by working to replace outdated systems and chemicals with new, cleaner ones. I was never made to fight fires or be a surgeon. I can’t singlehandedly fix all the problems in the world. But what I can do is work hard to make damn sure that innocent people don’t get hurt, regardless of how messed up the culture around chemicals is. I will make products that are environmentally friendly and safe to handle. Products that will replace the old, dangerous ones because they are cheaper and safer. The most effective innovations often come from thinking creatively and challenging conventional approaches, and that is the kind of work that energizes me. My interests lie particularly in environmental chemistry, but I am eager to explore how different subfields intersect and strengthen one another. Collaboration and communication across disciplines lead to smarter, more sustainable solutions. My nerdy desire to study molecules can help the world, and I’m going to use it.