Music Production is how I found myself, when even I didn’t know myself. When I was 12 years old, I was trying multiple hobbies, trying to discover what I enjoyed. I went from juggling, to gardening & animation, however I was never satisfied no matter what I tried. I was unhappy with myself, as I grew up desperately trying to find a passion that fit me.
It seemed as if I had no hope in finding a passion, until one day, when I had a conversation with my friends David & Jonathan. Jonathan had been making music for about 3 years at the time, and David started around 6 months from that point. I asked how they make music, and they informed me about DAW’s, then told me about FL Studio.
The moment I started, I wasn’t that skilled at producing music, but it was enjoyable. Along my journey of learning how to make music, I learned about myself. I learned who I am today, I learned how to express the person I became through music. Throughout my journey, I switched my focus from only music production, to the world of music technology.
I started to learn audio engineering, sound designing, live staging and plenty more. With every small compressor, eq and filter I started to learn, it fulfilled me. The quenching urge of finding a passion was finally filled. It felt as if a void in my heart finally closed and filled up. The experiences that I have gained from music technology are invaluable, and I wouldn’t change my career for 1 million dollars.
Honestly, I don’t know much about Mr. Cox, but judging from the scholarship description he seems like an amazing creative who happened to be an underrepresented minority in his youth. If that’s the case, then I whole-heartedly relate to him, as I seem to be in the same circumstances.
My journey has been up and down so far, but very enjoyable. I’ve gained invaluable experience, and I’m excited to see where this journey takes me. This scholarship would help me very much in my pursuit to gain higher education in music technology. Honestly, when I first saw this scholarship I was surprised that music technology had a scholarship. It’s usually underrepresented, and I have to apply to other arts scholarships instead. I am overly thankful for this scholarship opportunity. Even if I don’t win this scholarship, I thank you for listening to my story, and giving me another outlet to express myself. And last, and anything but least, rest in peace D. Cox.