As a first-generation student and daughter from an immigrant family, I understand the strain of having to pay bills, let alone tuition. I have always had to put in a lot of effort to get what I want, even if that meant working long hours, picking fruits on my hands and knees in the hot summer heat, or having a full-time job at McDonald's to help pay for my and my siblings' school supplies.
When other students' parents were accompanying them on field trips, mine were preoccupied with work or looking after my two younger sisters. On those same field trips, while other students brought lunchables and drinks, I had the free sack lunches provided by the school. Occasionally, if I was fortunate, my mom would become my sous chef and help me in making a torta for myself. If I was lucky and there were leftovers from dinner, I would take a burrito. This was a rare occurrence, but it made me the happiest person alive.
Unknowingly, money has been a source of stress for my family for a long time. We were barely making ends meet in a two-bedroom one-bathroom trailer living paycheck to paycheck. My siblings and I were satisfied with our lifestyle. For us, consuming rice and beans throughout the winter season was a common occurrence.
It was during my middle and high school years that I became aware of my family's financial struggles.
When food trucks would come to school, I would be the student who sat on the side watching everyone buy food. Thankfully, I had an amazing friend who was always willing to share, as long as I promised them they could come over for rice and beans.
As much as I would like to disagree money provides happiness, it, unfortunately, does just that. When you have leftover money from paying all your bills and random expenses that somehow always come up. It is that little bit of money left over that makes you happy, that money you can buy your Starbucks with, or your favourite meal.
With this scholarship, I would not have to worry as much about constantly working overtime to pay for school supplies or transportation. I would be able to shift my focus solely on completing my degree and then, pursuing even higher education. I would feel relief in knowing that my education is fully paid for and that my only job is to show up, learn, and pass all my classes because the rest is taken care of.