Who or what is family to you? To some people, families are those who live in their house or their friends, or teammates, and to some, it’s the people they see at school. To me, family is the people who are in my life, love me, and support me no matter what. My family has made such a big impact on what makes me who I am today. I am the only child of two loving parents and together we make a very close, faith-centered family. One of the most challenging years in my life was 2022. During this year, I lost three family members in nine months: my great-aunt and two grandparents. I hadn’t experienced a loss in my family in thirteen years. The grief of losing a family member is one like no other. My great-aunt (my mom’s mom’s sister) passed away on March thirteenth, my Gma (my dad’s mom) passed away on June twenty-third, and my Papa (my mom’s stepdad) passed away on October first; all of which were pretty sudden. Grief is defined as deep sorrow, especially when caused by someone's death. Through this challenging time of grief, upsetness, and distress, my faith in God was tested the most. I have been a Christian since April thirteenth, 2015. After the loss of these family members, I became very angry with God. I questioned why this happened to me. Why, at such a crucial time in my life, was He taking away three of the people who loved and supported me? Why did He choose to take away people who still had so much life to live, and so much love to give? My anger and frustration with God consumed me and I began to stray away from him. In all honesty, I began to resent God for causing me so much pain. In all my resentment and frustration I started to allow the outside world’s thoughts to enter my head. After a conversation with my church youth group leader, I realized how many questions I had about the afterlife. What was it, where is it, when would I go? I soon realized I had doubted Heaven and all the promises God has made in his word. Through this difficult time of vulnerability, my faith grew in strength and love. God never promised that we, as Christians, wouldn’t go through hard times but he did promise us in Isiah 41 to “Fear not, for I am with you; Be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand”. My family bond has been strengthened through the trials we faced. Although I still struggle with grief and doubt, I am grounded by the knowledge that I will one day be reunited with my loved ones. I hold on to all the memories I have with those who have passed. I do miss them very much, but it's comforting to know we will be reunited again one day. I only hope that they can look down on me and be proud of all the accomplishments I will make. The unexpectancy of the past has taught me to live in the moment and never take anything for granted. I live with the thought that today could be my last. This new outlook on life has led me to passionately go after my dreams, never dwell in the past but keep going forward, and ultimately do what makes me happy.