My life has not followed a straight line, now, in my forties, I would not trade the crooked path for anything, because every turn taught me something I get to use today.
I grew up on a regenerative farm, where I learned young that healthy soil grows healthy food, and healthy food grows healthy people. That idea became the compass for everything that followed. I became a mother as a teenager and left high school early, certain the classroom door had closed behind me. What I did not know then was that it was only paused, not locked.
For the next twenty years, I built a life. I gained two decades of marketing & communication experience, became a health coach, & never stopped studying what fascinated me, from mycology to integrative medicine. I also faced down cancer, twice, & came through with a fierce gratitude for the time I have & a clear sense of how I want to spend it.
Then life handed me a second chance in the most literal way. Twenty years after my first child, I became a mother again to a new baby. Parenting at two completely different stages of life, as a teenager and again in my forties, taught me something I now believe with my whole heart. It is never too late to grow, and your best chapter can still be ahead of you.
So I went back to school. I am now a McNair Scholar finishing my Master of Public Policy and Administration, returning to graduate work in my forties with a newborn on my hip and a grown child cheering me on. Coming to this now, rather than at twenty, is not a disadvantage. It is my edge. I carry four decades of real life into every classroom, and I know exactly why I am here.
These experiences shaped my values into something simple & strong. I believe in regeneration, the idea that what is damaged can be rebuilt, whether that is soil, a community, or a life. I believe in interdependence, that we go further by caring for one another. I believe in showing up honestly, especially as an openly LGBTQ woman who wants the next person to know they belong.
My aspirations grow straight from that compass. I want to work in health, food, environmental policy at the local level, where everyday decisions shape whether families can eat well and live well. I am also developing a venture, an approach I call endcycling, that turns waste the recycling system rejects into products that rebuild soil and grow cleaner food. Both are the same mission in different clothes, healing the systems that heal.
Service is already part of my weeks. I lead my campus ICMA student chapter, serve on a local garden club board, I am committed to mentoring other adult learners, parents, and students with learning differences, because I want to be living proof that starting again at any age is not only possible, it is powerful.
This scholarship would do something practical and powerful. It would ease the financial pressure of finishing my degree getting my work off the ground, so I can put my energy into building rather than just keeping up. More than that, it is an investment that multiplies, because everything I learn flows straight back out into healthier soil, healthier food, and stronger communities. I am betting my whole life on the belief that it is never too late to make things better, this scholarship would help me prove it, not just for me, but for every person who thought their chance had passed.