"I hate school." There's a good chance you've heard this line, and who hasn't? I remember friends saying "I hate school" since I could comprehend what they were saying. And I also remember waking up, pitch black outside, walking to the bus stop in the freezing cold. But did I hate school? No. I remember classes that didn't interest me, classes that had people I didn't like, classes with teachers I didn't like. Again, did I hate school? No. I remember just last year waking up at 6:30 every day to go to my college's performing arts center just to practice an hour before my 8 am class. Just to stay in that same building another 8-10 hours. But do I hate school? No.
The difference is, I got the chance to walk somewhere where a school bus would pick me up. Every day. For free. I got the opportunity to experience a plethora of new classes, subjects, meet people and teachers. Sometimes I didn't always like those I met, or subjects I was enrolled in. But there was no way I would of known any of that if I didn't go to school to find out. And I am grateful, eternally grateful I can get up and go to a performing arts center at 7 in the morning to practice. That I get to stay in that building all day and no one has a problem. I am grateful that school exists so I can do what I love, and make a career out of it. Without school, I would be nothing. And if those same peers who hate school so much stopped and thought about all that school has done for them, I bet they would be grateful too.
School first taught me a routine, a structure. In a very uncertain world, school was my rock. School gave me a reason to get up in the morning, to present myself nicely everyday, it gave me independence from my parents, it gave me friends, character, interests, self-esteem, self-worth and it gave me music. There's just no way I could have discovered my passion for music by laying around all day doing nothing. In eighth grade I held a classical guitar in my hands for the first time and that was it. I'm now in my second year at Western Washington University pursuing classical guitar performance. School may seem boring, long, but they offer so much more than that.
School wasn't always easy, I will say that. There were times where it is very hard, boring, and downright stressful. But through out my whole education, I was learning how to handle a stressful test, I was being taught how to behave when I was bored, and I was taught how to deal with tough times. Most people don't realize that while you're learning about assessable subjects, you're also learning and developing as a human. And sometimes it's very hard. Growing up while constantly attending school is a tough gig. But this gig also provides opportunities and resources you had no idea existed.
School in the last 6 years alone, has let me find my passion, go to higher education for that passion, meet lifelong friends, and my future wife. School has filled me with this great burning purpose. I know what I want to do with my life. I feel very fortunate that I can say that so young, and the school system has helped me find that. After I finish my bachelors degree, I also want to attend graduate school. I want to go as far as I can to learn before I can't any longer.
My little sister just started seventh grade. She comes home and says "I hate school" and it breaks my heart. As I've grown, I hope I can bestow some of my wisdom with her. I want my little sister to feel lucky that she can go to school everyday. That walking to the bus, boring science classes, or practicing her cello are just minor inconveniences. Because in the grand scheme of things, not everyone get's the chance to do those things. She has been given a great hand and I want her to realize that before she regrets it.
Later in life, I also see myself as a teacher and a father. And I want nothing more than to help encourage a new generation find a passion for learning. Whether it's my own son, daughter, or an entire class room of young musicians. I want to fuel their learning, make them passionate, and inspire them everyday. Because that's what school did for me. School gave me a will to learn. And at the end of the day, that's all we are. We are life long learners. And hopefully I can convince my sister, son, and students, that school isn't so bad after all.
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