What makes me a leader is not a title or a position. It is the life I have lived and the way I have learned to show up for others because of it. Losing my mother to addiction and my brother Cory to suicide changed me in ways I never expected. Those experiences forced me to grow, to reflect, and to understand people on a deeper level. They taught me that leadership is not about being the loudest person in the room. It is about being steady, compassionate, and willing to carry responsibility even when life feels heavy. My mother’s struggle with alcoholism shaped the way I see people. She was loving and gentle, even when addiction took pieces of her away. Watching her fight something she could not control taught me that people are more than their struggles. It taught me to look beyond the surface and to approach others with empathy instead of judgment. That perspective is at the core of how I lead. I try to make people feel safe, understood, and valued, especially when they are going through something difficult. Cory’s death changed me even more. He was someone who made others feel comfortable, someone who listened without judgment, someone who carried more than he ever let on. Losing him made me realize how important it is to pay attention to the quiet signs, the small shifts, the moments when someone says they are fine but their eyes say something different. Leadership, to me, means noticing those things. It means being present for people in ways that actually matter. In my original essay, I wrote about how, if I could start a business with Cory, we would build a mental health foundation in honor of our mom. That idea reflects the kind of leader I want to be. I want to create spaces where people can talk openly about addiction, mental health, and grief. I want to help families who feel lost or ashamed. I want to make sure no one feels like they have to carry their pain alone. That vision came from the two people I loved most, and it continues to guide me. My healing practices have also shaped my leadership. Meditation and journaling helped me process my grief and stay grounded when everything felt overwhelming. They taught me how to sit with difficult emotions instead of running from them. That ability to stay present, even in uncomfortable moments, is something I bring into every relationship and every responsibility. It helps me lead with clarity, patience, and emotional awareness.

I grew up watching addiction slowly take my mother away. She was loving and gentle, the person who made our house feel like home, but alcoholism changed her over time. When she died from drinking, I eventually had to accept that it was a form of suicide. That realization was painful, but it opened my eyes to how many people are fighting battles that no one else can see. A few years later, my younger brother Cory died by suicide as well. Losing both of them shaped who I am and is the reason I want to work in healthcare. Because of these experiences, I plan to go into the mental health side of nursing as a nurse practitioner. I want to work with individuals and families who are dealing with addiction, depression, anxiety, and grief. I know what it feels like to sit in the middle of all of that and not know where to turn. I also know how powerful it can be to have someone listen without judgment. My goal is to be that person for others, especially for people who feel like their pain is invisible. In my original essay, I wrote about how, if I could start a business with Cory, we would create a mental health foundation in honor of our mom. That idea still reflects the kind of work I want to do. I want to help build spaces where people can talk openly about addiction and mental health, where families can find support, and where no one feels ashamed for struggling. I see my future in healthcare as an extension of that vision. Whether I am in a clinic, a hospital, or a community setting, I want my work to feel like a safe place for people who are hurting. My own healing has come through things like meditation and journaling. Those practices helped me process my grief after losing my mom and Cory. They grounded me when everything felt chaotic. I hope to bring those same tools into my future practice, combining traditional mental health care with simple, accessible ways for people to cope with their emotions. I want to teach patients how to care for themselves in small, meaningful ways, even outside of appointments. What draws me to this field is not just my personal story, but the belief that every person deserves to feel seen and valued. My experiences with substance abuse and mental health in my family did not push me away from people. They pulled me closer. They made me more patient, more understanding, and more determined to be part of the solution. Going into mental health as a nurse practitioner is my way of turning loss into purpose and pain into something that can help others heal.

My experience with substance abuse is not my own, but it has shaped every part of who I am. Losing my mother to alcoholism and later losing my brother Cory to suicide changed the way I see people, the way I build relationships, and the career path I am pursuing. Their struggles taught me how complicated addiction is and how deeply it affects families. It also taught me that substance abuse is not a moral failure. It is an illness that can take hold of someone you love and slowly change the course of their life. My mother was loving and gentle, even when addiction took pieces of her away. Growing up, I saw both the warmth she carried and the pain she tried to hide. Her death was caused by drinking, but it was ultimately a form of suicide. Accepting that truth forced me to confront the reality of addiction in a way that was painful but honest. It shaped my beliefs about compassion, judgment, and the importance of understanding what someone is going through beneath the surface. My relationship with Cory was shaped by our shared experience of growing up with a parent who struggled with addiction. We understood each other without needing to explain anything. After our mother passed, we leaned on each other even more. When Cory died by suicide in 2023, it broke something inside me that I am still learning how to rebuild. His death made me realize how deeply mental health and substance abuse are connected. It also made me more aware of how important it is to check in on people, even when they seem strong. These experiences changed the way I build relationships. I listen differently now. I pay attention to the small things. I understand that people often carry pain they never talk about. I have learned to be patient, to give people space when they need it, and to be present when they are ready to open up. My mother and Cory taught me that connection is not about fixing someone. It is about sitting with them in their pain and letting them know they are not alone. My career aspirations are rooted in these experiences. I have worked in a nonprofit hospital for six years, specializing in nerve conduction studies and EMGs. Many of the patients I see are facing the possibility of life‑changing diagnoses like ALS. Sitting with them during that process requires compassion, steadiness, and the belief that every person deserves dignity. My experiences with substance abuse in my family have made me more empathetic and more committed to serving vulnerable populations. I am now in a hybrid MSN program at Marquette University, working toward becoming a nurse practitioner. My goal is to stay in the nonprofit sector for my entire career. I want to support individuals and families who are dealing with addiction, mental health challenges, or chronic illness. I want to advocate for better access to care and for more resources that help people feel supported. Substance abuse shaped my beliefs, my relationships, and my purpose. It taught me that every person deserves compassion, especially when they are struggling. It is the foundation of the career I am building and the impact I hope to make.

What I want to build is a future shaped by compassion, healing, and purpose. After losing my mother to addiction and my brother Cory to suicide, I realized how many people move through the world carrying pain that no one sees. Their deaths changed me. They made me want to build something that honors them while helping others who are living through the same struggles. I want to build a career, a mission, and a way of showing up for people that reflects everything they taught me about love, resilience, and the importance of being present. I am building this future through my work in a nonprofit hospital, where I have spent the last six years specializing in nerve conduction studies and EMGs. Many of the patients I see are facing the possibility of life‑changing diagnoses like ALS. Sitting with them during that process has taught me how important it is to treat every person with dignity and patience. These moments have shaped the kind of provider I want to become. I want to build a career where people feel safe, understood, and supported, especially when they are scared. I am also building my future through my education. I am in a hybrid MSN program at Marquette University, and every class brings me closer to becoming a nurse practitioner. My goal is to stay in the nonprofit sector for my entire career. I want to work with individuals and families who often feel overlooked, especially those dealing with addiction, mental health challenges, or chronic illness. I want to build a practice grounded in empathy, honesty, and the belief that every life has value, even when someone is struggling. But what I want to build goes beyond a job title. I want to build a space where people feel seen. I want to build trust with patients who have been dismissed or misunderstood. I want to build a future where mental health is taken seriously, where addiction is treated with compassion, and where families have the support they need. I want to build a life that honors my mother and Cory by helping others find hope in moments that feel hopeless.

My faith is something I try to live out quietly, through the way I treat people and the way I show up for them. It has been shaped by the hardest experiences of my life, especially losing my mother to addiction and my brother Cory to suicide. Those losses taught me how fragile life is and how deeply people can suffer when they feel alone. Because of that, my support for Pro‑Life values comes from compassion. I believe every life has worth, even when someone is struggling, even when their story is complicated, and even when they cannot see their own value. Attending Marquette University, a Catholic institution, has strengthened that belief. Marquette teaches that faith should guide the way we care for others, especially the vulnerable. Being in a hybrid MSN program there has helped me understand how faith and healthcare can work together. The Jesuit tradition emphasizes caring for the whole person, and that aligns with the way I want to practice as a nurse practitioner. My education has helped me see that being Pro‑Life means protecting life at every stage, including the lives of people who are battling addiction, mental health challenges, poverty, or illness. I work in a nonprofit hospital where I specialize in nerve conduction studies and EMGs. Many of the patients I see are facing the possibility of life‑changing diagnoses like ALS. Sitting with someone during that process requires patience, gentleness, and the belief that every person deserves dignity. My faith guides me in those moments. It reminds me to slow down, to listen, and to treat every patient with the same respect I would want for my own family. I try to live out my faith by offering comfort, by being present, and by treating every life as something sacred. My support for Pro‑Life values is rooted in the belief that life does not lose value when someone is struggling. My mother was loving and gentle, even when addiction took pieces of her away. Cory was funny, caring, and protective, even when he was fighting battles he never talked about. Their lives mattered, even in their darkest moments. Losing them made me want to be someone who helps others feel seen and supported before they reach a breaking point. To me, protecting life means supporting families, supporting mental health, and supporting people who feel like they have nowhere to turn. My future goals are shaped by that same belief. I want to become a nurse practitioner who works in the nonprofit sector because that is where I feel called to be. I want to advocate for better access to mental health care, more education about addiction, and more resources for families who are struggling. I want to help create a healthcare environment where every person is treated as someone whose life matters. My faith teaches me that every person is worthy of love and protection. That belief guides my education, my work, and the career I am building. It is the foundation of the change I hope to make.

The most meaningful relationship in my life, and the one that has shaped who I am today, is the relationship I had with my mother. Her struggle with alcoholism, her warmth, her love, and ultimately her death shaped the way I see people, the way I show up for others, and the way I build connections in every part of my life. Losing her to addiction was the hardest experience I have ever lived through, but it also taught me lessons about compassion, patience, and understanding that continue to guide me every day. My mother was gentle, loving, and the heart of our family. Even when she was struggling, she tried to protect us from the worst parts of her addiction. Growing up, I saw both sides of her. I saw the mother who laughed with us, cooked for us, and made our home feel safe. I also saw the mother who was hurting, who tried to hide her drinking, and who slowly lost pieces of herself to an illness she could not control. Her death was caused by drinking, but it was ultimately a form of suicide. Accepting that truth changed me. It forced me to confront the reality of addiction in a way that was painful but honest. My relationship with her shaped the way I connect with others because it taught me that people are more than their struggles. It taught me that addiction is not a choice and that mental health challenges are often invisible until they become overwhelming. It taught me to look deeper, to listen more carefully, and to approach people with empathy instead of judgment. These lessons have influenced every relationship I have built since then, including the relationship I had with my younger brother Cory. Cory and I shared the same childhood, the same confusion, and the same hope that our mother would get better. After she passed, we leaned on each other in ways we never had before. We understood each other without needing to explain anything. When Cory died by suicide in 2023, it broke something inside me that I am still learning how to rebuild. Losing him made me realize how deeply mental health struggles can hide beneath humor, strength, and the desire to protect others. It also made me more aware of how important it is to check in on people, even when they seem fine. My relationship with my mother, and later with Cory, shaped the way I show up for others. I listen differently now. I pay attention to the small things. I understand that people often carry pain they never talk about. I have learned to be patient, to give people space when they need it, and to be present when they are ready to open up. These lessons have shaped my personal relationships, my professional life, and my long‑term goals. Working in a nonprofit hospital for the past six years has given me countless opportunities to apply what I learned from my mother. I specialize in nerve conduction studies and EMGs, and many of the patients I see are facing the possibility of life‑changing diagnoses like ALS. Sitting with someone during that process requires compassion, steadiness, and the ability to make someone feel safe even when they are scared. My mother taught me how to do that. She taught me how to see the person behind the illness. She taught me how to show up with kindness even when someone is hurting. Her influence is also a major reason I am pursuing my MSN and becoming a nurse practitioner. I want to work in mental health and addiction because I know what it feels like to lose someone to these struggles. I know how complicated it is, how silent it can be, and how much it affects families. My mother’s story is the reason I want to be a provider who listens without judgment, who understands the emotional weight behind someone’s symptoms, and who helps people feel less alone. My relationship with her also shaped the way I connect with my nephew, Levi, who is Cory’s son. I want him to grow up knowing who his father was. I want him to feel the love Cory would have given him. Being present in his life is one of the most important responsibilities I carry, and it is something my mother would have wanted. Supporting him has taught me that connection is not just about shared blood. It is about choosing to show up, choosing to love, and choosing to carry forward the best parts of the people you have lost.

ALS has impacted me in a way I never expected when I first started working in neurodiagnostics. For the past six years, I have worked in a nonprofit hospital specializing in nerve conduction studies and EMGs. These tests are often used to help diagnose ALS, and because of that, I have met many patients who were either in the process of being diagnosed or already living with the disease. Being part of that diagnostic journey has shaped not only my understanding of ALS but also my commitment to continuing my education and becoming a nurse practitioner. Working so closely with patients during EMGs has shown me how vulnerable people feel when they are facing the possibility of a life‑changing diagnosis. I have seen the fear in their eyes, the uncertainty in their questions, and the strength it takes to sit through a test that may confirm their worst fears. These moments have taught me how important compassion, patience, and presence are in healthcare. They have also made me more determined to pursue advanced practice nursing so I can support patients not only during testing but throughout their entire care journey. My educational path has been shaped by these experiences. I am currently in a hybrid MSN program, which allows me to continue working full time in the nonprofit hospital while completing my coursework online. The flexibility of the program has been essential, but it also comes with challenges. Balancing clinical work, school, and the emotional weight of working with patients who may have ALS can be overwhelming at times. A scholarship would help relieve some of the financial pressure that comes with graduate school, allowing me to focus more fully on my studies and my patients. It would also help me manage the costs of textbooks, clinical supplies, and transportation for in‑person components of my hybrid program. Although I am not formally involved in ALS‑specific charities, my work itself has allowed me to serve this community in a meaningful way. Every day, I support patients through the diagnostic process, answer their questions, and help them feel as comfortable as possible during EMG testing. I have learned how to explain procedures in a way that reduces fear, how to recognize when someone needs extra reassurance, and how to treat every patient with dignity. These interactions have taught me that even small acts of kindness can make a difference during one of the hardest moments of someone’s life. My long‑term goal is to continue working in the nonprofit sector as a nurse practitioner, ideally within the same organization where I have spent the last six years. I want to stay in this environment because it allows me to serve patients who often have limited access to care. Many of the individuals I see are dealing with complex neurological conditions, including ALS, and I want to be someone who can support them beyond the diagnostic stage. I want to help them navigate treatment options, manage symptoms, and feel heard throughout their journey. ALS has taught me the importance of empathy, education, and advocacy. It has shaped the way I approach patient care and the way I see my future in healthcare. This scholarship would help me continue my education and allow me to become the kind of provider who can make a meaningful difference in the lives of patients facing ALS and other neurological conditions.

The most meaningful relationship in my life, and the one that has shaped who I am today, is the relationship I had with my younger brother Cory. Our connection was built on shared experiences, quiet understanding, and the kind of bond that forms when two people grow up navigating the same challenges. Losing our mother to addiction brought us even closer. We both saw the good in her, the softness she carried, and the pain she tried to hide. We also saw how addiction can take hold of someone you love and slowly change the course of their life. That shared experience created a level of understanding between us that I have never been able to replicate with anyone else. Cory had a way of making people feel comfortable. He could walk into a room and instantly make someone laugh. He was the kind of person who listened without judgment, even when he was struggling himself. What I didn’t fully understand until after he died by suicide in 2023 was how much weight he carried beneath the surface. Even with everything he was going through, he still showed up for the people he loved. That is something I think about every day. Our relationship shaped me in ways I am still discovering. Cory taught me what it means to be present for someone. He taught me that connection is not about fixing someone’s problems. It is about sitting with them in their pain, listening to what they are not saying, and letting them know they are not alone. After losing him, I realized how important it is to pay attention to the small things. The tone in someone’s voice. The way they withdraw. The moments when they say they are fine but their eyes tell a different story. Cory made me more aware, more patient, and more willing to slow down and truly see people. My relationship with him also changed the way I build connections with others. I approach people with more empathy now. I understand that everyone carries something, even if they never talk about it. I have learned to listen in a way that makes people feel safe. I have learned to ask questions gently, to give people space when they need it, and to show up consistently. These are lessons I carry into my personal life, my relationships, and my work in the nonprofit hospital where I have been for six years. Losing Cory also made me more intentional about the relationships I build. I stay connected to his son, Levi, because I want him to grow up knowing who his father was. I want him to feel the love Cory would have given him. Being there for Levi has taught me that connection is not just about shared blood. It is about choosing to show up, choosing to love, and choosing to carry forward the best parts of the people you have lost. My relationship with Cory also influences the kind of nurse practitioner I want to become. I want to work in mental health because I know what it feels like to lose someone to it. I know how complicated it is, how silent it can be, and how much it affects families. I want to be the kind of provider who listens the way Cory listened. Someone who makes people feel seen. Someone who understands that healing is not linear. Someone who knows that connection can be the difference between someone holding on and someone giving up.

Being in a hybrid MSN program has pushed me to rely on online platforms and tools in ways I never expected. Because my classes combine in‑person clinical work with online coursework, I have learned how to use digital resources to deepen my understanding of mental health, addiction, and patient care. These tools have helped me connect what I learn in class to the real experiences I have lived through, especially after losing my mother to addiction and my brother Cory to suicide. They have also helped me apply what I learn directly to my work in the nonprofit hospital where I have been employed for the past six years. One of the main platforms I use is my university’s online learning system. It allows me to review lectures, participate in discussions, and revisit complex topics at my own pace. This has been especially helpful in classes that cover mental health assessment, pharmacology, and trauma‑informed care. Being able to pause, rewatch, and take notes has helped me understand the material more deeply than I could in a traditional classroom alone. I also use online medical databases and evidence‑based practice resources. These include peer‑reviewed journals, clinical guidelines, and research articles that help me stay current on best practices. When I read about addiction treatment or suicide prevention, I am not just studying for an exam. I am thinking about my mother, my brother, and the patients I see every day. These resources help me connect academic knowledge to real human experiences. Another tool that has helped me is virtual simulation software. These programs allow me to practice clinical decision‑making in a safe environment. I can work through scenarios involving mental health crises, substance use, or complex patient histories. These simulations have helped me build confidence and learn how to respond calmly and effectively. They also help me apply what I learn in my hybrid program to my job at the nonprofit hospital, where I see many patients dealing with the same issues. I also use online platforms for mindfulness and mental health education. Meditation apps and guided journaling tools have supported my own healing, especially after losing my mother and Cory. These practices help me stay grounded, and they also give me ideas for how I can support future patients. I want to bring these tools into my work as a nurse practitioner because they helped me rebuild myself during some of the hardest moments of my life. Working in a nonprofit while completing a hybrid program has shown me how valuable online learning can be. I can take what I learn in class and apply it immediately to the patients I see. I can research a condition, review a treatment plan, or study a new approach to mental health care and then use that knowledge the next day at work. This connection between learning and practice is one of the reasons I plan to stay in the nonprofit sector for my entire career as an NP. These online platforms and tools have helped me grow academically, professionally, and personally. They have allowed me to learn at my own pace, deepen my understanding of mental health and addiction, and apply my knowledge in meaningful ways. Most importantly, they have helped me become the kind of provider I want to be: someone who listens, understands, and supports people who feel unseen.

My desire to pursue a career in the nonprofit sector comes from the experiences that shaped me and the people I have met along the way. For the past six years, I have worked in a nonprofit hospital, and that environment has changed the way I see healthcare, community, and purpose. I started working there before I fully understood what direction my life would take, but the patients, families, and coworkers I met showed me what it means to serve others with compassion. Even now, as I work through my master’s program, I continue to work for the same organization, and I plan to stay with them throughout my entire career as a nurse practitioner. Working in a nonprofit has taught me that healthcare is not just about treating symptoms. It is about understanding the challenges people face outside the clinic. Many of the patients I have cared for carry silent burdens. Some struggle with addiction, some with mental health, and others with trauma that has followed them for years. My own experiences with losing my mother to addiction and my brother Cory to suicide have made me more aware of how deeply these issues affect individuals and families. The nonprofit setting allows me to approach care in a way that feels human, honest, and grounded in empathy. One of the reasons I want to stay in the nonprofit sector is because it gives me the chance to serve communities that are often overlooked. Many of the patients I see do not have access to consistent care. Some do not have insurance. Others come in only when things have reached a breaking point. Being able to support them, even in small ways, has shown me how important it is to have providers who listen without judgment. I want to be one of those providers. I want to be someone who understands the complexity of addiction, mental health, and grief because I have lived through it myself. My work in the nonprofit sector has also taught me the importance of presence. I have sat with patients who were scared, overwhelmed, or grieving. I have learned that sometimes the most meaningful thing you can do is simply be there. These moments have shaped the kind of nurse practitioner I want to become. I want to bring meditation, journaling, and grounding practices into my work because they helped me heal after losing my mother and brother. I want to help patients find tools that make them feel safe and supported, even outside the clinic. Continuing my education is part of my commitment to this work. Becoming a nurse practitioner will allow me to serve my community in a deeper and more meaningful way. I want to stay in the nonprofit sector because it aligns with my values and the kind of impact I want to make. I want to support individuals and families who feel unseen. I want to help people who are struggling with addiction or mental health challenges feel less alone. I want to honor my mother and Cory by using what I have lived through to help others heal. My hope is that my work will create a positive impact by offering compassion, understanding, and a safe place for people to be honest about their struggles. That is the kind of care I want to give, and the nonprofit sector is where I know I can do it.

Selflessness, to me, is not about grand gestures. It is about showing up for people when they need it most, even when you are hurting yourself. My understanding of selflessness comes from the losses I have lived through and the responsibility I feel to carry forward the love my family gave me. Losing my mother to addiction in 2021 and my younger brother Cory to suicide in 2023 changed the way I see the world. Their deaths taught me how important it is to be present for others, to listen without judgment, and to offer support in ways that feel genuine and human. One of the clearest examples of selflessness in my life has been my relationship with my nephew, Levi. He is Cory’s son, and after my brother passed, I made it a priority to stay connected to him. I want him to grow up knowing who his father was, not just how he died. I spend time with him, share stories about Cory, and make sure he feels the love that my brother would have given him. Supporting Levi is not something I do out of obligation. It is something I do because I know how much it matters for a child to feel seen, supported, and understood. Being there for him has taught me that selflessness often means stepping into a role you never expected to fill and doing it with your whole heart. I have also learned to be selfless in the way I support others who are struggling with mental health. Working in a nonprofit hospital for five years showed me how many people carry silent pain. I learned to slow down, listen, and offer compassion even when the environment was fast paced. I have sat with patients who were scared, overwhelmed, or grieving, and I have learned that sometimes the most meaningful thing you can do is simply be present. My own experiences with loss have made me more patient and more willing to understand what someone might be going through beneath the surface. Selflessness has also shown up in the way I approach my own healing. Meditation and journaling became important tools for me after losing my mother and brother. These practices helped me stay grounded, but they also taught me how to show up for others without losing myself. Meditation taught me how to sit with difficult emotions, and journaling helped me understand my own patterns and reactions. These tools have made me more emotionally available to the people around me, and they are practices I hope to bring into my future work as a nurse practitioner. Continuing my education is another way I embody selflessness. I want to become a nurse practitioner so I can support individuals and families who are facing the same challenges my family faced. Addiction and mental health struggles affect entire households, not just the person who is suffering. My goal is to be a provider who listens, who understands the complexity of these issues, and who helps people feel less alone. I want to use what I have lived through to make a difference in the lives of others. Selflessness, to me, is choosing compassion even when life has been hard. It is choosing to help others heal, even while you are healing yourself. It is honoring the people you have lost by being there for the people who still need you. That is the kind of person I strive to be every day.

If I could start a business with my brother Cory, we would create a mental health foundation in honor of our mom. Her struggle with alcoholism shaped both of our lives from a young age. She was loving, gentle, and the person who made our house feel like home, but addiction slowly took pieces of her away. Even though her death was caused by drinking, it was ultimately a form of suicide. Accepting that truth was painful, but it opened our eyes to how many people are fighting battles that no one else can see. A foundation built in her name would be our way of turning her story into something that helps others. Cory understood our mom’s struggle in a way only someone who lived through it could. We shared the same confusion, fear, and hope as we watched her try to hold on to the parts of herself that addiction kept taking. What makes this even more meaningful is that Cory also struggled with his own mental health. He carried more weight than he ever let anyone see, and in 2023, he died by suicide. Losing him changed everything I thought I understood about mental health and the importance of support. It made the idea of creating a foundation feel even more personal and necessary. If Cory were still here, I know we would build something that reflects both of them. Our foundation would focus on supporting families affected by addiction and mental health challenges, especially children who often feel lost and unsure of how to make sense of what is happening around them. We would create a space where people could find resources, counseling, and community without feeling judged or alone. Cory had a natural ability to make people feel comfortable. He could get anyone to open up, even when they were guarded. I imagine him leading support groups, talking to families, and helping people feel understood. He would bring honesty, humor, and compassion shaped by his own experiences. I would bring my background in healthcare and my path toward becoming a nurse practitioner. Together, we would create programs that combine emotional support with practical tools like meditation, journaling, and education about addiction. These are practices that helped me heal after losing both my mom and Cory, and I believe they could help others find stability and hope.

Recovery, to me, is the process of rebuilding yourself after living through something that changes you. My understanding of recovery comes from losing my mother to addiction. She struggled with alcoholism for many years, and although she was loving and warm, her addiction slowly took pieces of her away. Her death was caused by drinking, but it was ultimately a form of suicide. Accepting that truth forced me to face emotions I had avoided for a long time. I felt grief, anger, guilt, and confusion all at once, and I had to learn how to sit with those feelings instead of running from them. Through this experience, I learned that addiction is not a choice. It is an illness that can take hold of someone you love and change the course of their life. I also learned that loving someone does not mean you can save them. That realization was painful, but it taught me compassion and patience, both for others and for myself. Meditation and journaling became important parts of my own recovery. Meditation helped me slow down my thoughts when everything felt overwhelming. Journaling helped me understand what I was feeling and why certain memories stayed with me. These practices helped me heal in ways I did not expect, and they are tools I hope to bring into my future work as a nurse practitioner. Recovery means choosing to grow, choosing honesty, and choosing to use what I have lived to help me help others.

The biggest challenge I have faced related to drug addiction comes from losing my mother to it. She struggled with alcoholism for many years, and although she was loving, warm, and the heart of our family, her addiction slowly took over her life. Even when she tried to hide how much she was hurting, it was clear that she was fighting a battle she could not win alone. Her death was caused by drinking, but it was ultimately a form of suicide. Accepting that truth was one of the hardest parts of my life. It forced me to confront the reality of addiction in a way that was painful, confusing, and deeply personal. After she passed, I had to navigate emotions I did not fully understand. I felt grief, anger, guilt, and sadness all at once. I kept wondering what I could have done differently or how I could have helped her more. Over time, I learned that addiction is not a simple choice. It is an illness that can take hold of someone you love and change the course of their life. I also learned that loving someone does not always mean you can save them. That realization was painful, but it taught me a lot about compassion, acceptance, and the importance of understanding addiction without judgment. Losing my mother changed the way I see myself. It made me more aware of how many people are struggling silently. It made me more patient, more empathetic, and more willing to listen. It also pushed me to find ways to cope with my own grief. Meditation and journaling became important tools for me. Meditation helped me slow down my thoughts and stay grounded when emotions felt overwhelming. Journaling helped me understand what I was feeling and why certain memories stayed with me. These practices helped me heal, and they are tools I hope to bring into my future work as a nurse practitioner. Moving forward, my goal is to continue my education so I can support individuals and families who are facing the same challenges my family faced. Addiction affects more than just the person who is struggling. It affects everyone around them. I want to be a provider who understands that, who listens without judgment, and who helps people feel seen and supported. I want to work with underrepresented communities where addiction is often overlooked or untreated. I want to help break the stigma that keeps so many people from asking for help. My mother’s story continues to guide me. Losing her changed me, but it also gave me a purpose. I hope to use what I have lived through to help others find hope, healing, and a path forward. My goal is to make sure that people who are struggling with addiction never feel alone and that they know there is someone who believes in their ability to recover.

My understanding of service‑related PTSD comes from watching my younger brother Cory struggle with it long before any of us realized how heavy his burden truly was. Cory served in the military, and although he came home with the same humor and energy he always had, there were parts of him that had changed. At the time, I assumed that with enough family support and enough love, he would work through whatever he was carrying. Losing him to suicide in 2023 forced me to confront how complicated PTSD can be and how often it hides behind a smile or a joke. Through his experience, I learned that PTSD is not always loud or obvious. Sometimes it looks like someone who shows up to every family gathering, makes everyone laugh, and still goes home feeling completely alone. I learned that the world often expects veterans to be strong in a way that leaves no room for vulnerability. That expectation can become a barrier that keeps them from asking for help. I also learned something about myself. I realized that caring deeply is not the same as understanding. I realized that listening requires patience and presence, not assumptions. And I realized that healing is not something people can do alone. Cory’s death changed the direction of my life. It pushed me to look more closely at how veterans experience mental health challenges and how often their pain goes unnoticed. It made me want to be someone who can recognize the signs that I once missed. It also made me more aware of how many families are affected by PTSD, even when they do not know the full story of what their loved one is going through. My own healing has involved meditation and journaling, two practices that helped me stay grounded when grief felt overwhelming. Meditation taught me how to slow down my thoughts and sit with emotions I used to avoid. Journaling helped me understand what I was feeling and why certain memories stayed with me. These practices helped me rebuild myself, and they are tools I hope to share with veterans who may not know where to begin with their own healing. My goal in becoming a nurse practitioner is to support people who feel unseen, especially veterans who are struggling with PTSD. I want to create a space where they can talk openly without feeling judged or misunderstood. I want to help them learn coping strategies that feel realistic and accessible. I want to be someone who listens in a way that makes them feel safe enough to be honest. What I learned from Cory’s experience is that PTSD is not a weakness. It is a wound that deserves care, patience, and understanding. I hope to use what I have lived through to help other veterans feel less alone and to remind them that reaching out for help is a sign of strength, not failure. My brother’s story continues to guide me, and I hope that through my work, I can honor him by supporting others who are fighting battles no one else can see.

My story has been shaped by loss, healing, and a growing understanding of how complicated mental health can be. Losing my mother was the first experience that changed the way I see myself and the world. She struggled with alcoholism for many years, and although her death was caused by drinking, it was ultimately a form of suicide. Accepting that truth was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. I had to navigate grief, anger, confusion, and guilt, sometimes all in the same day. I kept asking myself what I could have done differently or what signs I missed. Over time, I learned that her pain was deeper than anything I could have fixed, and that loving someone does not always mean you can save them. When my younger brother Cory died by suicide in 2023, everything I thought I had learned about grief was challenged again. Cory was my best friend. He was funny, loyal, and someone I always believed would reach out if he needed help. Losing him forced me to confront emotions I did not know how to name. I felt broken, but I also felt responsible for finding a way forward. I had to learn how to sit with my emotions instead of running from them. I had to learn how to forgive myself for things that were never in my control. Meditation and journaling became two practices that helped me stay grounded. Meditation taught me how to slow down my thoughts and sit with discomfort instead of trying to push it away. Journaling helped me understand what I was feeling and why certain memories or moments hit me so hard. These practices helped me rebuild myself piece by piece, and they are tools I want to bring into my future work as a nurse practitioner. I want to help people who are struggling with mental health learn how to cope in ways that feel safe and accessible. I want to show them that healing is not about perfection. It is about honesty and patience. Continuing my education is part of that purpose. I want to become a nurse practitioner so I can support people who feel unseen or unheard. My experiences have shown me how many individuals carry silent pain and how important it is to have providers who listen without judgment. Going to college and pursuing advanced training is not just about a career. It is about honoring my mother and brother by using what I have lived through to help others. The biggest influences in my life are the people I have lost and the people who remain. My mother and Cory continue to shape the way I see mental health and the importance of compassion. My nephew Levi motivates me to be someone he can look up to, someone who shows him what resilience looks like. I am also influenced by mental health advocates and professionals whose work focuses on reducing stigma and expanding access to care. Their dedication reminds me that change is possible, even when it feels slow. Losing my mother and brother changed me, but it also gave me a purpose. I want to use my experiences to support others, to create safe spaces for healing, and to help people find hope even in the darkest moments.

One national and global health issue that I feel deeply connected to is mental health, especially suicide prevention. My passion for this issue comes from personal experience, but it has grown into something much larger than my own story. Mental health affects every community, every age group, and every background, yet it remains one of the most misunderstood and under addressed health challenges in the world. I have seen firsthand how unpredictable and devastating mental health struggles can be, and I have also seen how much difference compassion, access, and early support can make. My mother passed away in 2021 due to mental health struggles, and my younger brother Cory died by suicide in 2023. These losses changed the way I see the world and the way I understand health. Before this, I believed that if someone had enough love and support, they would reach out before things became unbearable. Losing them showed me that mental health is far more complex. It does not follow a predictable pattern, and it does not always show itself in ways that others can easily recognize. These experiences opened my eyes to how many people suffer silently and how many families are left trying to understand what signs they missed. Mental health is not only a personal issue. It is a public health crisis. Rates of depression, anxiety, and suicide continue to rise across the country and around the world. Many people still face stigma when they try to seek help. Others cannot access care because of cost, lack of providers, or cultural barriers. Working in a nonprofit hospital for five years has shown me how often mental health concerns go untreated. I have cared for patients who came in for physical symptoms but were carrying emotional pain that was never addressed. I have seen how trauma, poverty, and lack of resources make mental health challenges even harder to manage. My nephew Levi is another reason I care so deeply about this issue. He is a reminder that mental health affects entire families and future generations. Supporting him means honoring my brother’s memory while also helping him grow up in an environment where talking about emotions is normal and safe. It has taught me that prevention starts early and that children need adults who model openness and resilience. My passion for mental health is also what drives my education. I am currently pursuing my Master of Science in Nursing at Marquette University with the goal of becoming a nurse practitioner focused on mental health care. I want to be part of the solution by providing accessible, patient centered care to people who often feel overlooked. I want to help reduce stigma by creating spaces where people feel safe to talk about what they are going through. I want to advocate for better resources, especially in underrepresented communities where mental health services are limited. Mental health matters because it affects every part of a person’s life. It shapes relationships, work, physical health, and the ability to cope with stress. When it is ignored, the consequences can be life altering. My personal losses have shown me the cost of silence and the importance of early intervention. They have also shown me the power of connection, honesty, and support. This issue is not just important to me. It is part of who I am and the professional I am becoming. I want to use my experiences to help others feel seen, supported, and understood before they reach a point of crisis.

During my training and early work in healthcare, I believed that if someone had enough support, enough resources, and enough people who cared about them, they would reach out before their mental health reached a breaking point. I thought that being present, checking in, and offering help would always be enough. Losing my mother in 2021 and my younger brother Cory in 2023 challenged that belief in a way I never expected. Their deaths forced me to confront the reality that mental health is not predictable, and that even the people we love most can be struggling in ways we cannot see. My mother was gentle and loving, the kind of person who made everyone feel safe. Cory was my best friend, a year younger than me, and someone who brought humor into every room. He served in the military and carried more weight on his shoulders than he ever let on. I always assumed that if something felt unbearable for him, he would tell me. When he died by suicide, that assumption shattered. It made me question everything I thought I understood about mental health, resilience, and what it means to care for someone. This experience changed the way I approach patient care. I learned that medicine is not only about treating what is visible. It is about recognizing what people hide, what they fear, and what they cannot put into words. It taught me that listening is not passive. It is an active part of care. It requires patience, presence, and a willingness to sit with someone in their pain without trying to fix it too quickly. Working in a nonprofit hospital for five years gave me a deeper understanding of how many patients carry silent burdens. I began to notice the small signs that someone might be struggling. I learned to ask questions that go beyond symptoms. I learned to slow down, even when the environment is fast paced. I learned that people open up when they feel safe, not when they feel rushed. My relationship with my nephew, Levi, has also shaped the kind of medical professional I am becoming. He is a reminder that the impact of mental health reaches far beyond the individual. Supporting him means honoring my brother’s memory while also showing him what resilience looks like. It has taught me that healing is not a single moment. It is a process that requires consistency, compassion, and honesty. These experiences pushed me toward my master’s program and my goal of becoming a nurse practitioner focused on mental health. They taught me that assumptions have no place in patient care. Every person has a story, and many of those stories include pain that is not visible. I want to be the kind of provider who creates space for those stories. I want to help people feel understood before they reach a point of crisis. Medicine is demanding and humbling, and my personal losses have shown me how unpredictable it can be. They have also shown me why this work matters. I am becoming a medical professional who leads with empathy, who listens without judgment, and who understands that sometimes the most important thing we can offer is a safe place for someone to be honest about their struggles.

My lived experience with mental health loss has shaped every part of who I am and is the driving force behind my decision to pursue a master’s degree in mental health. In 2021, I lost my mother to mental health struggles. She was gentle, loving, and the heart of our family. Remembering her with compassion rather than pain has taught me how deeply mental health affects individuals and the people who love them. In 2023, I lost my younger brother, Cory, to suicide. He was my best friend. He was funny, loyal, and full of life. His death created a void that will never fully close, but it also strengthened my commitment to becoming someone who can intervene, support, and advocate for people who feel unseen or unheard. These losses have shaped how I practice self‑advocacy and how I approach suicide awareness and prevention. I have learned to speak openly about mental health, to ask for help when I need it, and to encourage others to do the same. I stay connected with my nephew, Levi, not only to honor Cory’s memory but to model resilience, emotional openness, and the importance of maintaining supportive relationships. My experiences have taught me that suicide prevention begins with connection, compassion, and the courage to have difficult conversations. Professionally, these experiences guide my path. I hold two bachelor’s degrees and have worked in a nonprofit hospital for five years, where I’ve seen firsthand how mental health disparities affect underrepresented communities. Now, as a Master of Science in Nursing student at Marquette University, I am preparing to become a nurse practitioner specializing in mental health. My goal is to provide accessible, culturally sensitive care to individuals who often face barriers to treatment and people with limited resources, veterans like my brother, and families navigating trauma and loss.

I was inspired to pursue an advanced nursing degree because of both my personal experiences and my passion for helping people through some of the most difficult moments of their lives. Over the past several years, I have experienced significant loss that completely changed my perspective on healthcare, mental health, and the importance of compassionate support. In 2021, I lost my mother to mental health struggles. She was one of the kindest and most caring people I have ever known, and losing her had a major impact on my life and my family. Then, in 2023, I lost my younger brother, Cory, to suicide. Cory was not only my brother, but also my best friend. He served in the military and always brought humor, positivity, and kindness to the people around him. Losing both my mother and brother gave me firsthand experience with how deeply mental health struggles can affect individuals and families. Those experiences inspired me to dedicate my future to helping others who may be struggling emotionally, mentally, or physically. In addition to my personal experiences, my work in healthcare has strengthened my desire to continue my nursing education. I currently work at a nonprofit hospital and have gained valuable experience interacting with patients, families, and healthcare professionals. Through those experiences, I have seen the impact compassionate healthcare providers can have during vulnerable moments in people’s lives. I realized that I wanted to take on a greater role in patient care, advocacy, and mental health support. I am currently pursuing my Master of Science in Nursing at Marquette University, and my long-term goal is to become a psychiatric mental health nurse practitioner. I chose this area of nursing because mental health is deeply personal to me, and I understand firsthand how important support, compassion, and access to care can be. I want to help individuals struggling with anxiety, depression, trauma, and suicidal thoughts while also working to reduce the stigma surrounding mental illness. My goals within psychiatric nursing are to provide compassionate, patient-centered care and to improve access to mental healthcare in underserved and rural communities where resources may be limited. I want to create environments where patients feel safe, respected, and comfortable seeking help without fear of judgment. I also hope to advocate for greater awareness surrounding mental health and suicide prevention through education, community involvement, and patient support. Ultimately, I want my nursing career to honor the memory of my mother and brother by helping others find hope, healing, and support during difficult times. I believe pursuing an advanced nursing degree will allow me to combine my passion for healthcare, advocacy, and mental health into a career focused on making a meaningful difference in the lives of others.

I am interested in pursuing nursing because of both my personal experiences and my passion for helping people during some of the most difficult moments of their lives. Over the past several years, I have experienced significant loss that completely changed my perspective on healthcare, mental health, and the importance of compassion and support. In 2021, I lost my mother to mental health struggles. She was one of the kindest and most caring people I have ever known, and losing her had a major impact on my life and my family. Then, in 2023, I lost my younger brother, Cory, to suicide. Cory was not only my brother, but also my best friend. He served in the military and always brought humor, positivity, and kindness to the people around him. Losing both my mother and brother gave me firsthand experience with how deeply mental health struggles can affect individuals and families. Those experiences inspired me to dedicate my future to helping others who may be struggling physically, emotionally, or mentally. My brother Cory is one of the biggest reasons I chose to pursue nursing. He cared deeply about the people around him and always tried to support others, even during difficult times. After losing him, I realized how important it is for people to have access to compassionate healthcare providers who truly listen and care. I want to be someone patients can trust and feel comfortable opening up to during vulnerable moments in their lives. In addition to my personal experiences, my work in healthcare has strengthened my desire to become a nurse. I currently work at a nonprofit hospital and have gained valuable experience interacting with patients, healthcare providers, and families. Through those experiences, I have seen the impact that compassionate nurses can have on patients during difficult situations. Nursing is not only about treating illness, but also about advocating for patients, supporting families, and helping people feel heard and respected. I am currently pursuing my Master of Science in Nursing at Marquette University, and my long-term goal is to become a psychiatric mental health nurse practitioner. I hope to work with underserved and rural communities where access to mental healthcare can be limited. I want to help individuals struggling with anxiety, depression, trauma, and suicidal thoughts while also working to reduce the stigma surrounding mental illness. Ultimately, I am pursuing nursing because I want to make a meaningful difference in people’s lives. I want my career to honor the memory of my mother and brother while allowing me to provide compassionate, patient-centered care to those who need it most. I believe nursing will give me the opportunity to combine my passion for healthcare, advocacy, and mental health into a career focused on helping others heal, find hope, and feel supported.

I decided to pursue a career in nursing because of both my personal experiences and my passion for helping people through some of the most difficult moments of their lives. Over the past several years, I have experienced significant loss that completely changed my perspective on healthcare, mental health, and the importance of compassion and support. In 2021, I lost my mother to mental health struggles. She was one of the kindest and most caring people I have ever known, and her loss deeply affected my entire family. Then, in 2023, I lost my younger brother, Cory, to suicide. Cory was not only my brother, but also my best friend. He served in the military and always brought humor, positivity, and kindness to the people around him. Losing both my mother and brother gave me firsthand experience with the devastating impact mental health struggles can have on individuals and families. It also made me realize how important accessible mental healthcare, compassion, and early support truly are. My brother Cory is one of the biggest inspirations behind my decision to pursue nursing. He cared deeply about others and always tried to make people feel included and supported. After losing him, I knew I wanted to dedicate my life to helping people who may be struggling silently or feeling alone. I want to be someone patients can trust and feel comfortable talking to during vulnerable moments in their lives. In addition to my personal experiences, my work in healthcare has further inspired me to become a nurse. I currently work at a nonprofit hospital and have spent years gaining experience in the healthcare field. Through my work, I have had the opportunity to interact with patients, families, nurses, and providers during both difficult and meaningful moments. Those experiences showed me the impact that compassionate healthcare workers can have on a person’s life. I realized that nursing is more than treating illness. It is about listening to people, advocating for them, and helping them feel respected, heard, and cared for. I am currently pursuing my Master of Science in Nursing at Marquette University, and my long-term goal is to become a psychiatric mental health nurse practitioner. I hope to work with underserved and rural communities where access to mental healthcare can be limited. I want to help individuals struggling with anxiety, depression, trauma, and suicidal thoughts while also helping reduce the stigma surrounding mental illness. Ultimately, I want my nursing career to honor the memory of my mother and brother by helping others find hope, healing, and support during difficult times. I believe nursing will allow me to combine my personal experiences, compassion, and passion for mental health advocacy into a career dedicated to serving others and making a meaningful difference in my community. I found out about this scholarship through an online scholarship search while researching opportunities for nursing and mental health students.

I want to pursue a degree in nursing because of both my personal experiences and my passion for helping people through some of the most difficult moments of their lives. After losing my mother to mental health struggles in 2021 and my younger brother, Cory, to suicide in 2023, I gained a firsthand understanding of how important compassion, support, and accessible healthcare truly are. Those experiences changed my life and inspired me to dedicate my future to helping others who may be struggling physically, emotionally, or mentally. My brother Cory served in the military and was someone who always cared deeply about the people around him. Losing him showed me how many individuals silently battle mental health challenges without feeling comfortable asking for help. These personal losses motivated me to pursue a career where I can make a meaningful difference in people’s lives while helping reduce the stigma surrounding mental health. In addition to my personal experiences, my work in healthcare has further strengthened my desire to become a nurse. I currently work at a nonprofit hospital, where I have had the opportunity to interact with patients and healthcare professionals in meaningful ways. Through those experiences, I have seen how powerful empathy, communication, and patient-centered care can be. I realized that nursing is more than treating illness; it is about supporting people during vulnerable moments and helping them feel heard, respected, and cared for. I am currently pursuing my Master of Science in Nursing at Marquette University, and my long-term goal is to become a psychiatric mental health nurse practitioner. I hope to work with underserved and rural communities where access to mental healthcare is often limited. As a nurse, I want to contribute to my community by providing compassionate care, advocating for mental health awareness, and helping individuals feel comfortable seeking support without fear of judgment. I also hope to contribute through education and advocacy. Mental health affects individuals, families, and entire communities, yet many people still feel isolated or ashamed when struggling. I want to help create environments where conversations about mental health are normalized and where patients feel supported both emotionally and physically. Ultimately, I want my nursing career to honor the memory of my mother and brother by helping others find hope, healing, and support during difficult times. My goal is to be the kind of healthcare provider who not only treats patients, but also makes them feel valued, understood, and cared for.

My future nursing career will focus heavily on improving both mental and physical health because the two are deeply connected. Through my personal experiences and my work in healthcare, I have seen how mental health struggles can impact every aspect of a person’s well-being, including nutrition, physical health, energy levels, and quality of life. After losing both my mother and younger brother to mental health struggles, I became passionate about helping people not only through mental health support, but also by encouraging healthier lifestyles that improve overall wellness. As I pursue my Master of Science in Nursing at Marquette University and work toward becoming a psychiatric mental health nurse practitioner, I hope to care for individuals in a way that looks at the whole person rather than only treating symptoms. Many individuals struggling with depression, anxiety, trauma, or stress also experience challenges with nutrition and physical health. Mental health conditions can lead to poor eating habits, lack of motivation, emotional eating, or neglecting basic self-care. I want to help patients understand how closely mental and physical health are connected and how small healthy habits can positively impact both. One of the biggest steps I plan to take to encourage healthier eating habits is through patient education and support. I want to help patients build realistic and sustainable habits instead of overwhelming them with drastic changes. Simple steps such as drinking more water, eating balanced meals, reducing processed foods, and maintaining consistent meal schedules can make a significant difference in both physical and mental health. I also want patients to understand the relationship between nutrition and mood, energy, concentration, and stress management. In addition, I hope to work with underserved and rural communities where access to healthcare resources, nutrition education, and mental health services may be limited. Many individuals face barriers such as financial hardship, lack of transportation, food insecurity, or limited healthcare access. As a nurse practitioner, I want to advocate for patients by helping connect them with community resources, support systems, and educational tools that promote healthier living. I also believe that leading by example is important. In both my professional and personal life, I want to encourage open conversations about health, wellness, stress management, and self-care. Building trust and strong relationships with patients is essential because people are more likely to make positive lifestyle changes when they feel supported rather than judged. Ultimately, my goal is to help people improve their overall quality of life through compassionate and patient-centered care. I want to support individuals not only during times of illness, but also by helping them develop healthier habits that improve both their mental and physical well-being. Through nursing, I hope to make a meaningful difference by promoting wellness, education, and long-term healthy lifestyles within the communities I serve.

Mental health is deeply important to me because of both my personal experiences and my future goals in healthcare. I lost my mother to mental health struggles in 2021 and my younger brother, Cory, to suicide in 2023. Those losses changed my life forever and showed me firsthand how important compassion, support, and accessible mental healthcare truly are. Experiencing that kind of grief has given me a deeper understanding of how mental health struggles affect not only individuals, but entire families and communities as well. My mother was one of the kindest and most caring people I have ever known. She always put others before herself and created a loving environment for our family. Losing her was devastating, and it made me realize how many people silently struggle without receiving the support they need. Then, just two years later, I lost my younger brother Cory, who was not only my brother but also my best friend. Cory served in the military and brought positivity and humor everywhere he went. He cared deeply about the people around him and had a way of making others feel comfortable and valued. Losing him to suicide left an unimaginable void in my life. After losing both of them, I began to understand how important it is to create environments where people feel safe talking about mental health without fear of judgment or stigma. Too often, people struggle silently because they are afraid of being misunderstood, viewed differently, or seen as weak. Mental health is just as important as physical health, yet many individuals still do not receive the support, education, or access to care that they deserve. These experiences played a major role in my decision to pursue a career in healthcare and mental health advocacy. I currently work at a nonprofit hospital and am pursuing my Master of Science in Nursing at Marquette University with plans to become a psychiatric mental health nurse practitioner. Through both my education and work experience, I have seen how powerful compassion and understanding can be during difficult moments in a person’s life. I want to be someone patients can trust and feel comfortable opening up to, especially during times when they may feel isolated or hopeless. I advocate for mental health in my community by being open about the importance of mental health conversations and by supporting others through empathy, listening, and encouragement. Within both my personal life and school community, I try to create an environment where people feel comfortable discussing stress, anxiety, grief, and emotional struggles. Sometimes advocacy is not always something large or public. Often, it starts with simply checking in on people, listening without judgment, and reminding others that asking for help is okay. I also advocate for mental health through my long-term career goals. My goal is to work with underserved and rural populations where access to mental healthcare can be limited. I want to help individuals who may otherwise struggle to find support, treatment, or someone willing to listen. I hope to contribute to reducing the stigma surrounding mental illness while helping patients feel heard, respected, and supported. The losses I have experienced will always stay with me, but they have also given me purpose. They inspired me to dedicate my life to helping others who may be struggling with mental health challenges. I want to honor the memory of my mother and brother by becoming someone who brings compassion, hope, and support to others during difficult moments in their lives.

Mental health is deeply important to me because of both my personal experiences and my future goals in healthcare. I lost my mother to mental health struggles in 2021 and my younger brother, Cory, to suicide in 2023. Those losses changed my life forever and showed me firsthand how important compassion, support, and accessible mental healthcare truly are. Experiencing that kind of grief has given me a deeper understanding of how mental health struggles affect not only individuals, but entire families and communities as well. My mother was one of the kindest and most caring people I have ever known. She always put others before herself and created a loving environment for our family. Losing her was devastating, and it made me realize how many people silently struggle without receiving the support they need. Then, just two years later, I lost my younger brother Cory, who was not only my brother but also my best friend. Cory served in the military and brought positivity and humor everywhere he went. He cared deeply about the people around him and had a way of making others feel comfortable and valued. Losing him to suicide left an unimaginable void in my life. After losing both of them, I began to understand how important it is to create environments where people feel safe talking about mental health without fear of judgment or stigma. Too often, people struggle silently because they are afraid of being misunderstood, viewed differently, or seen as weak. Mental health is just as important as physical health, yet many individuals still do not receive the support, education, or access to care that they deserve. These experiences played a major role in my decision to pursue a career in healthcare and mental health advocacy. I currently work at a nonprofit hospital and am pursuing my Master of Science in Nursing at Marquette University with plans to become a psychiatric mental health nurse practitioner. Through both my education and work experience, I have seen how powerful compassion and understanding can be during difficult moments in a person’s life. I want to be someone patients can trust and feel comfortable opening up to, especially during times when they may feel isolated or hopeless. I advocate for mental health in my community by being open about the importance of mental health conversations and by supporting others through empathy, listening, and encouragement. Within both my personal life and school community, I try to create an environment where people feel comfortable discussing stress, anxiety, grief, and emotional struggles. Sometimes advocacy is not always something large or public. Often, it starts with simply checking in on people, listening without judgment, and reminding others that asking for help is okay. I also advocate for mental health through my long-term career goals. My goal is to work with underserved and rural populations where access to mental healthcare can be limited. I want to help individuals who may otherwise struggle to find support, treatment, or someone willing to listen. I hope to contribute to reducing the stigma surrounding mental illness while helping patients feel heard, respected, and supported. The losses I have experienced will always stay with me, but they have also given me purpose. They inspired me to dedicate my life to helping others who may be struggling with mental health challenges. I want to honor the memory of my mother and brother by becoming someone who brings compassion, hope, and support to others during difficult moments in their lives.

Dear Scholarship Committee, I am writing to apply for your scholarship program, an opportunity that could significantly support my educational journey and empower me to make a meaningful impact in the lives of others. My journey has been shaped by profound loss, resilience, and a commitment to advocating for mental health awareness. In September 2021, I experienced the devastating loss of my mother as a result to mental health problems. She was an incredibly sweet and caring individual who filled our lives with love and warmth. Although her absence is a profound sorrow, I strive to remember her positively, cherishing the beautiful memories, we shared. Her nurturing spirit has been a guiding light in my life, inspiring me to pursue a career dedicated to helping others. More recently, in 2023, my little brother Cory took his life, who was not only my brother but also my best friend. Cory served in the military and brought humor and joy to everyone around him. He was just a year younger than me, and we shared a close bond that was rooted in unconditional love and support. Losing him has left an unimaginable void in my life, but I carry his memory with me every day. Cory has a son, Levi, who is a bright and precious reminder of my brother. I make it a priority to keep a relationship with him. By fostering this relationship, I hope to keep Cory’s spirit alive and ensure that Levi knows how much his father loved him. I want to be a positive role model in his life, sharing stories about his dad and creating new memories that honor both my brother and my mother. My academic and professional pursuits have been profoundly influenced by these personal tragedies. I hold a bachelor’s degree in emergency services and a bachelor’s degree in University Studies, alongside a certificate of proficiency in health. Additionally, I have worked at a non-profit hospital for five years, gaining invaluable experience in the healthcare field. These experiences have deepened my understanding of the importance of mental health and the critical need for accessible resources and support for individuals and families facing similar challenges. Currently, I am working on my Masters of Science in Nursing at Marquette University. This program will equip me with the skills and knowledge necessary to navigate the complexities of the healthcare system and advocate for those in need. My goal is to attend school to become a nurse practitioner, focusing on mental health care. I am passionate about helping individuals who struggle with mental health issues, as I know firsthand the impact that support and understanding can have on their lives. Receiving this scholarship would alleviate some of the financial burden associated with my education, allowing me to focus more fully on my studies and my mission to help others. I believe that my unique experiences and dedication to mental health advocacy align closely with the values of your organization. I am determined to contribute to a future where mental health is prioritized and where individuals feel empowered to seek help without fear of stigma. In conclusion, I want to express my sincere appreciation for considering my application. Your scholarship would not only support my academic endeavors but also enable me to honor my mother and brother by working to create a more compassionate and supportive society. I am committed to making a difference in the field of mental health, and I hope to do so in a way that brings hope and healing to others. Thank you for your time and for the important work your organization does to support students like me. I look forward to the possibility of contributing to the mission of your organization as I pursue my educational and professional goals.

Mental health is deeply important to me because of both my personal experiences and my future goals in healthcare. I lost my mother to mental health struggles in 2021 and my younger brother, Cory, to suicide in 2023. Those losses changed my life forever and showed me firsthand how important compassion, support, and accessible mental healthcare truly are. Experiencing that kind of grief has given me a deeper understanding of how mental health struggles affect not only individuals, but entire families and communities as well. My mother was one of the kindest and most caring people I have ever known. She always put others before herself and created a loving environment for our family. Losing her was devastating, and it made me realize how many people silently struggle without receiving the support they need. Then, just two years later, I lost my younger brother Cory, who was not only my brother but also my best friend. Cory served in the military and brought positivity and humor everywhere he went. He cared deeply about the people around him and had a way of making others feel comfortable and valued. Losing him to suicide left an unimaginable void in my life. After losing both of them, I began to understand how important it is to create environments where people feel safe talking about mental health without fear of judgment or stigma. Too often, people struggle silently because they are afraid of being misunderstood, viewed differently, or seen as weak. Mental health is just as important as physical health, yet many individuals still do not receive the support, education, or access to care that they deserve. These experiences played a major role in my decision to pursue a career in healthcare and mental health advocacy. I currently work at a nonprofit hospital and am pursuing my Master of Science in Nursing at Marquette University with plans to become a psychiatric mental health nurse practitioner. Through both my education and work experience, I have seen how powerful compassion and understanding can be during difficult moments in a person’s life. I want to be someone patients can trust and feel comfortable opening up to, especially during times when they may feel isolated or hopeless. I advocate for mental health in my community by being open about the importance of mental health conversations and by supporting others through empathy, listening, and encouragement. Within both my personal life and school community, I try to create an environment where people feel comfortable discussing stress, anxiety, grief, and emotional struggles. Sometimes advocacy is not always something large or public. Often, it starts with simply checking in on people, listening without judgment, and reminding others that asking for help is okay. I also advocate for mental health through my long-term career goals. My goal is to work with underserved and rural populations where access to mental healthcare can be limited. I want to help individuals who may otherwise struggle to find support, treatment, or someone willing to listen. I hope to contribute to reducing the stigma surrounding mental illness while helping patients feel heard, respected, and supported. The losses I have experienced will always stay with me, but they have also given me purpose. They inspired me to dedicate my life to helping others who may be struggling with mental health challenges. I want to honor the memory of my mother and brother by becoming someone who brings compassion, hope, and support to others during difficult moments in their lives.

Jake Peterson 3387 West Water Street Riverton, Utah 84065 jakepeterson003@gmail.com 02/27/2025 Dear Scholarship Committee, I am writing to apply for your scholarship program, an opportunity that would significantly support my educational journey and enable me to make a meaningful impact on the lives of others. My story has been deeply affected by the loss of my brother Cory, a U.S. Army soldier who tragically took his life in 2023 while still on active duty. This experience has fueled my passion for advocating for mental health awareness, specifically focusing on military service-related PTSD. Cory was not only my brother but also my best friend. We shared a close bond that was rooted in unconditional love and mutual support. His presence in my life brought joy and humor to every situation, and he was always there for me when I needed him. When Cory joined the military, I was incredibly proud of his service, but I also knew that the pressures of military life could take a significant toll. In hindsight, I can see how PTSD affected him—though it often went unspoken. His struggles with isolation and despair, which he kept hidden from those around him, eventually led to his tragic death. At the time of his death, Cory was still an active-duty soldier, and his passing highlighted the critical need for more resources and support for veterans and service members dealing with PTSD. I became acutely aware of how PTSD can silently affect individuals, leading to feelings of hopelessness that may not be visible to those around them. Losing Cory has motivated me to learn more about PTSD, its effects on veterans, and the importance of ensuring that service members have access to mental health resources. I have dedicated myself to pursuing a career that will allow me to help veterans like Cory who are struggling with PTSD. I currently work toward a postgraduate degree in healthcare leadership at Utah Valley University, and my long-term goal is to become a nurse practitioner specializing in mental health care. I want to work directly with veterans, helping them navigate the mental health challenges they face and ensuring they have the support they need to heal. In my professional journey, I have learned firsthand about the importance of mental health care, especially within the military community. Through my work at a hospital and my academic studies, I have gained valuable insights into the mental health struggles that often go unnoticed. I am committed to being an advocate for veterans and active-duty service members who are experiencing PTSD, as I understand the profound effect this has on their lives and the lives of their families. This scholarship would help alleviate some of the financial burdens of my education, allowing me to focus more fully on my mission to help others. With this opportunity, I plan to continue my studies and advocacy efforts to ensure that veterans suffering from PTSD have access to the care they deserve. Thank you for considering my application. I am committed to honoring my brother’s memory and ensuring that others like him receive the support and understanding they need. I am eager to contribute to the mission of your organization and help make a meaningful difference in the lives of veterans facing mental health challenges. Sincerely, Jake Peterson 801-635-0114

Jake Peterson 3387 West Water Street Riverton, Utah 84065 jakepeterson003@gmail.com 02/27/2025 Dear Scholarship Committee, I am writing to apply for your scholarship program, which would significantly support my educational journey and empower me to make a meaningful impact in the lives of others. My path has been shaped by personal loss, resilience, and a deep commitment to advocating for mental health awareness. In 2021, I experienced the heartbreaking loss of my mother due to mental health struggles. Despite the pain of her absence, I focus on cherishing the beautiful memories we shared, and her nurturing spirit continues to inspire me. In 2023, I faced another devastating loss when my little brother, Cory, took his life. Cory was my best friend, and his death left a profound void in my life. As a way of keeping his memory alive, I maintain a close relationship with his son, Levi, and strive to be a positive role model for him, sharing stories about his father and ensuring that he knows how much Cory loved him. Mental health has become an essential focus for me, both personally and professionally. As a student, I recognize the immense pressures that many face, and I believe mental health should be prioritized in academic environments. The struggles I’ve faced in my own life have shown me how important it is to have access to resources and support. I want to advocate for spaces in schools and communities where people feel comfortable discussing their mental health without fear of stigma. I actively advocate for mental health awareness within my community by sharing my experiences and encouraging others to do the same. In my role at a hospital, I engage in conversations with colleagues about mental health, often initiating discussions to challenge the stigma surrounding mental illness. I also volunteer with local organizations that focus on supporting individuals and families struggling with mental health issues, helping to spread awareness and connect people to resources. My academic journey reflects my commitment to mental health advocacy. I hold a bachelor’s degree in emergency services and University Studies, along with a certificate of proficiency in health. I’ve worked in healthcare for five years, which has deepened my understanding of the critical need for mental health support. Currently, I’m pursuing a postgraduate degree in healthcare leadership at Utah Valley University, with the goal of becoming a nurse practitioner focused on mental health care. Receiving this scholarship would alleviate some of the financial burdens of my education, allowing me to focus more fully on my studies and my mission to help others. I am committed to making a meaningful difference in the field of mental health and advocating for a more compassionate society. Thank you for considering my application. Sincerely, Jake Peterson 801-635-0114

Jake Peterson 3387 West Water Street Riverton, Utah 84065 jakepeterson003@gmail.com 02/27/2025 Dear Scholarship Committee, I am writing to apply for your scholarship program, which would significantly support my educational journey and empower me to make a meaningful impact in the lives of others. My path has been shaped by personal loss, resilience, and a deep commitment to advocating for mental health awareness. In 2021, I experienced the heartbreaking loss of my mother due to mental health struggles. Despite the pain of her absence, I focus on cherishing the beautiful memories we shared, and her nurturing spirit continues to inspire me. In 2023, I faced another devastating loss when my little brother, Cory, took his life. Cory was my best friend, and his death left a profound void in my life. As a way of keeping his memory alive, I maintain a close relationship with his son, Levi, and strive to be a positive role model for him, sharing stories about his father and ensuring that he knows how much Cory loved him. Mental health has become an essential focus for me, both personally and professionally. As a student, I recognize the immense pressures that many face, and I believe mental health should be prioritized in academic environments. The struggles I’ve faced in my own life have shown me how important it is to have access to resources and support. I want to advocate for spaces in schools and communities where people feel comfortable discussing their mental health without fear of stigma. I actively advocate for mental health awareness within my community by sharing my experiences and encouraging others to do the same. In my role at a hospital, I engage in conversations with colleagues about mental health, often initiating discussions to challenge the stigma surrounding mental illness. I also volunteer with local organizations that focus on supporting individuals and families struggling with mental health issues, helping to spread awareness and connect people to resources. My academic journey reflects my commitment to mental health advocacy. I hold a bachelor’s degree in emergency services and University Studies, along with a certificate of proficiency in health. I’ve worked in healthcare for five years, which has deepened my understanding of the critical need for mental health support. Currently, I’m pursuing a postgraduate degree in healthcare leadership at Utah Valley University, with the goal of becoming a nurse practitioner focused on mental health care. Receiving this scholarship would alleviate some of the financial burdens of my education, allowing me to focus more fully on my studies and my mission to help others. I am committed to making a meaningful difference in the field of mental health and advocating for a more compassionate society. Thank you for considering my application. Sincerely, Jake Peterson 801-635-0114

Jake Peterson 3387 West Water Street Riverton, Utah 84065 jakepeterson003@gmail.com 09/27/2024 Dear Scholarship Committee, I am writing to apply for your scholarship program, an opportunity that could significantly support my educational journey and empower me to make a meaningful impact in the lives of others. My journey has been shaped by profound loss, resilience, and a commitment to advocating for mental health awareness. In September 2021, I experienced the devastating loss of my mother as a result of mental health problems. She was an incredibly sweet and caring individual who filled our lives with love and warmth. Although her absence is a profound sorrow, I strive to remember her positively, cherishing the beautiful memories we shared. Her nurturing spirit has been a guiding light in my life, inspiring me to pursue a career dedicated to helping others. More recently, in 2023, my little brother Cory took his life. He was not only my brother but also my best friend. Cory served in the military and brought humor and joy to everyone around him. He was just a year younger than me, and we shared a close bond that was rooted in unconditional love and support. Losing him has left an unimaginable void in my life, but I carry his memory with me every day. Cory has a son, Levi, who is a bright and precious reminder of my brother. I make it a priority to keep a relationship with him. By fostering this relationship, I hope to keep Cory’s spirit alive and ensure that Levi knows how much his father loved him. I want to be a positive role model in his life, sharing stories about his dad and creating new memories that honor both my brother and my mother. How has my experience with mental health shaped my goals, relationships, and understanding of the world? The loss of both my mother and my brother to mental health struggles has profoundly shaped my outlook on life. It has strengthened my resolve to pursue a career in healthcare, particularly in mental health care. My experiences have deepened my empathy, driving me to support those who are struggling and to advocate for better mental health resources. It has also made me value the importance of relationships and support systems, both in my personal life and in my work. I now see the world through the lens of understanding, compassion, and a commitment to reducing the stigma surrounding mental health. These tragedies have made me determined to ensure that others do not feel as alone as my mother and brother may have felt in their struggles. My academic and professional pursuits have been profoundly influenced by these personal tragedies. I hold a bachelor’s degree in emergency services and a bachelor’s degree in University Studies, alongside a certificate of proficiency in health. Additionally, I have worked at a hospital for five years, gaining invaluable experience in the healthcare field. These experiences have deepened my understanding of the importance of mental health and the critical need for accessible resources and support for individuals and families facing similar challenges. Currently, I am working towards a postgraduate degree in healthcare leadership at Utah Valley University. This program will equip me with the skills and knowledge necessary to navigate the complexities of the healthcare system and advocate for those in need. My goal is to become a nurse practitioner, focusing on mental health care. I am passionate about helping individuals who struggle with mental health issues, as I know firsthand the impact that support and understanding can have on their lives. Receiving this scholarship would alleviate some of the financial burden associated with my education, allowing me to focus more fully on my studies and my mission to help others. I believe that my unique experiences and dedication to mental health advocacy align closely with the values of your organization. I am determined to contribute to a future where mental health is prioritized, and where individuals feel empowered to seek help without fear of stigma. In conclusion, I want to express my sincere appreciation for considering my application. Your scholarship would not only support my academic endeavors but also enable me to honor my mother and brother by working to create a more compassionate and supportive society. I am committed to making a difference in the field of mental health, and I hope to do so in a way that brings hope and healing to others. Thank you for your time and for the important work your organization does to support students like me. I look forward to the possibility of contributing to the mission of your organization as I pursue my educational and professional goals. Sincerely, Jake Peterson 801-635-0114

Jake Peterson 3387 West Water Street Riverton, Utah 84065 jakepeterson003@gmail.com 02/27/2025 Dear Scholarship Committee, I am writing to apply for your scholarship program, an opportunity that would significantly support my educational journey and empower me to make a meaningful impact in the lives of others. My journey has been shaped by profound loss, resilience, and a commitment to advocating for mental health awareness. In September 2021, I lost my mother to mental health challenges. She was a kind and loving woman who filled our lives with warmth. Her death was one of the most difficult experiences of my life. Although her absence is a deep sorrow, I try to honor her memory by cherishing the beautiful moments we shared. Her nurturing spirit has guided me to pursue a career focused on helping others. In 2023, I lost my younger brother, Cory, to suicide. Cory was not only my brother but also my best friend. He served in the military, always bringing joy and humor to those around him. We shared a close bond, and his loss has left an unimaginable void. Yet, as I reflect on our relationship, I find strength in the lessons he taught me about perseverance, laughter, and unconditional support. Cory has a son, Levi, who is a bright and precious reminder of my brother. I prioritize maintaining a relationship with him, sharing stories about his father and building memories that honor both Cory and my mother. In doing so, I continue to heal and ensure Levi knows how much his dad loved him. As a suicide loss survivor, I have faced intense emotional struggles, including guilt, confusion, and profound grief. There were times when the weight of my losses felt unbearable, and I searched for meaning in the midst of my pain. Over time, I learned that healing is not linear, and it’s okay to grieve deeply. I also learned that seeking support is not a weakness but a strength. Embracing vulnerability has been crucial to my healing process, and I have found hope in my journey. These personal tragedies have strengthened my passion for mental health advocacy. I hold a bachelor’s degree in emergency services, a bachelor’s degree in University Studies, and a certificate of proficiency in health. Additionally, I have worked in a hospital for five years, gaining invaluable experience in healthcare. These experiences have deepened my understanding of the importance of mental health and the need for accessible resources and support for individuals and families facing similar challenges. Currently, I am pursuing a postgraduate degree in healthcare leadership at Utah Valley University. This program will equip me with the skills and knowledge needed to navigate the complexities of the healthcare system and advocate for those in need. My ultimate goal is to become a nurse practitioner with a focus on mental health care. I am deeply passionate about helping individuals struggling with mental health issues, as I know firsthand the impact that support and understanding can have on their lives. Thank you for considering my application. Your scholarship would not only support my academic goals but also enable me to honor my mother and brother by creating a more compassionate society. I am determined to make a difference in the field of mental health and bring hope and healing to others. Sincerely, Jake Peterson 801-635-0114