There was a time when I believed becoming a mother was supposed to feel completely natural, that love would immediately outweigh exhaustion, fear, and uncertainty. Instead, I found myself struggling with postpartum depression and anxiety while learning how to care for my infant. I had two children 14 months apart. That experience changed the way I see motherhood and healthcare, and it gave me a purpose: I want to become the kind of healthcare provider I needed during one of the most vulnerable times in my life.
My goal is to become a Women’s Health Nurse Practitioner and Certified Nurse-Midwife, providing meaningful, compassionate, and evidence-based care to women and their infants. I want to support women throughout pregnancy, birth, postpartum recovery, and beyond—not simply treating symptoms, but caring for the whole person. Women deserve providers who listen without judgment, respect their choices, and recognize that every pregnancy, birth, and recovery is different.
My experience with postpartum depression and anxiety has given me a personal understanding of how difficult postpartum recovery can be. The physical recovery after birth is often discussed, while emotional and mental recovery can be overlooked. I know how isolating it can feel when you are expected to be happy while privately struggling to adjust to a completely new reality. As a future WHNP and CNM, I want to help change that by making postpartum mental health a normal and essential part of care. I want women to feel safe saying, “I am not okay,” and confident that someone will listen and help.
I also hope to become an International Board Certified Lactation Consultant (IBCLC) so I can provide specialized breastfeeding and lactation support. Feeding an infant can come with tremendous pressure, and women can quickly feel as though they have failed when breastfeeding does not happen as expected. I want to help women make informed decisions about feeding without shame or judgment. Whether a mother is struggling with latch, milk supply, combination feeding, or choosing another feeding method, she deserves compassionate, evidence-based support.
To me, working for women means advocating for them when they may not have the energy or confidence to advocate for themselves. It means recognizing that a healthy mother is just as important as a healthy baby. It means providing evidence-based care while treating each patient as an individual with her own values, experiences, fears, and goals. Most importantly, it means making women feel heard.
My experiences have shown me how powerful compassionate healthcare can be and have motivated me to become that source of support for others. Through my future work as a WHNP, CNM, and IBCLC, I hope to improve postpartum recovery, support maternal mental health, promote healthy beginnings for infants, and remind women that they do not have to navigate motherhood alone.
I am pursuing nursing not simply because I want a career in healthcare, but because I want to use my education and experiences to make a meaningful difference in the lives of women and families. My journey through postpartum depression and anxiety gave me a perspective I never expected to have, but I intend to turn that experience into purpose. I want to work for women by listening to them, advocating for them, caring for them, and helping them remember that their health and well-being matter too.