‘Blurry Thoughts’ Art was what I enjoyed the most in my life until I entered a blue period. When I was born my parents noticed that compared to my older siblings I was more artistic, from the way I dressed to the expressions on my face that I made, my parents said that I somehow emanated an air of art, I always liked to draw and paint, and in that, my parents took me to art courses so I could practice more, first, it was plastic arts from the age of four until I was six years old, then I started sculpture classes, and I followed with painting and drawing, I liked everything, my room was always full of paint from the floor to the ceiling, many stains and unfinished paintings. Since I was a child I was always excited to go to museums and look at the art of others, it was a fantasy for me, my parents always gave me all that, if I ran out of my drawing pencils and I told them I needed more, they gave them to me many times, also on my birthdays and at Christmas they gave me art gifts, something that I really liked that they gave me were brushed because they always got damaged because the paint dries on the brushes and I could not get all the paint out, everything was good while it lasted. I entered a blue period, it was a difficult situation for me, the blue period is a mental block towards art, I started to hate art, everything I had in my room, my sculptures, my canvas, my brushes, my paint, everything I got rid of it, my parents noticed my sadness, they noticed my change, they noticed my indifference and anger, I did not feel good, my mom kept everything that I didn't want anymore, I was happy just not seeing it, all the passion I felt vanished like air, I didn't understand what was wrong with me but once I got so frustrated trying to paint something that everything started to look 'blurry', I began to compare myself with others, I had no good thoughts, everything I painted was black. Three years later I found again hobbies to replace art, then it was music, I learned to play the drums and piano, but I didn't last long because I didn't consider myself good at it. I felt good about myself, my thoughts started to change, and after years I finally was able to draw again, not every day I feel great but now I have a tolerance for art, I am thankful I didn't throw away everything I had, I thank my mom for keeping it. Art was always something of mine, part of my personality, I couldn't get rid of it so easily, and I managed to realize and find that 'clarity' after so much. I learned to accept who I am, that there will always be ups and downs in our life, and that we have to face the situation and not run away and learn to deal with it no matter how hard it is, my mental block led me to many things but art is in everything for me and that surrounds me.

Since I was born, my parents knew that I was something different from my older siblings. I was a pretty active child but the minute you gave me a pencil I entered my bubble that no one could take away from me. Since I can remember and before that I always had like two personalities, two different worlds, one Ivanna is an athlete, and the other Ivanna is very artistic, sometimes it was very complicated to deal with that because in the afternoons it was either to enter a sport or to enter an art school and honestly I could not decide it was very difficult, but in the end I settled for playing sports in my regular school and in the afternoons to enter an art school. Painting, drawing, ceramics, music, clothes, people, architecture, the environment, and everything that surrounds us transmits art, if you stop in the middle of the central area of your city and stop to see, listen, and feel all that is art, if it makes you feel, suffocated, happy, tired, even ecstatic, it is an art form of what the environment transmits to you. Music and art are important in society because that is what created our personality. Music is very influential, for example: if you listen to an artist who creates rap songs and you like his art, you will start to dress like that artist and/or start talking like that artist, but that artist also had an example to follow that started by someone, he enters a loop where he doesn't change but modernizes. Art is not only an expression of emotions and feelings, through art political mentions and social problems are happening all over the world, It is a way to raise your voice but a 'subliminal' message is a way for people to see it in a certain way and realize the social problem that is happening. I developed a knack for art when I was a child, it was always like that, my room was surrounded by sculptures that I had made myself, paintings, and too many canvases where you don't know where to step, paint stains everywhere, my room is a collage of everything I have lived, all my growing phases and each personality of all the people that have passed through there creating their mark of having stepped on my place, I reached a point where I no longer like to draw or paint or anything related to art, but two years later I learned that it is not something that I can get rid of so easily because art is reflected in everything, and also that it was not a bad thing, I learned to tolerate it because it is something part of me and that it can not go away because it would no longer be me. We are all a piece of the personality of each person we have met in our lives, good or bad, building our own identity. All of us are art.

Alice in Borderland (NETFLIX Series) Alice in borderland has the Genres: Horror, Thriller, Action, Animation, Drama, Survival, Science fiction, Mystery, Adventure. Alice In Borderland is a series set in Japan, more precisely in Shibuya Prefecture. It tells the story of Ryohei Arisu, a boy in his twenties who is the "disappointment" of the family, since having dropped out of school, he spends his time at home playing video games, receiving bad comments from his father and younger brother. Tired of the treatment he receives at home, one day like any other he decides to leave his house to meet his two best friends who support him through thick and thin. What begins as a common outing like any other where they talk about what has happened in their lives recently, is when something very strange happens in Shibuya, people disappear throughout Shibuya, it is believed that they are the only ones but as time passes they find more people in what seems to be an alternate universe. This is how the games of survival in the new world begins in order to be able to return to the real world. In this series, viewers experience emotions similar to those of the protagonists, as Arisu and the others must face many scenarios that will test their minds and hearts. They will have to overcome their fears and have to let go of those they love, they will have to be selfish if they want to stay alive. Alice in Borderland is a series where the viewer can identify with the characters as it touches on themes such as disappointments in life, bullying, ego, drugs, and the pressure to be someone in life. Within the series there will be moments where the story surprises you with something you didn't expect to happen, it is really surprising how the story is perfectly done, the locations and scenery surround you as it is quite crazy what happens in the games, they are quite elaborate to the point that you don't know when it's the green screen for the special effects or it's a real place. The effort behind the scenes is really recognized by the aesthetics, the scenery, the story and the risks that are seen on screen, it is a perfectly done job. Alice in borderland is a series that plays with your mind, it confuses you, it plays with your feelings because in order to continue with your life others must die, it is a theme with a lot of weight within the series. And of course, the ending is very surprising, meaningful, a perfect ending for the series. The series is based on a Japanese manga (book), which later came out as an anime special of only 3 episodes as an introduction to the manga to make it known to the public and gain more fans. Thanks to the success of the manga is that later they made the adaptation to live action through Netflix, of course they had to make changes from the manga to the series because as its genre is fantasy not everything can be adapted to a live action but they try to make a realistic finish. Alice in Borderland is the kind of series that people should watch once in their lives, it will really give them a lot to think about after the end of the series.