The hardest part about life is deciding what your end goal is, what it is you truly want to achieve. It felt especially hard for me – going into high school, I didn’t know what I wanted to pursue. I felt like I was a wanderer, capable of exploring many paths yet incapable of starting a journey. As such, I dove head-first into a variety of fields in the hopes of finding one that I truly enjoyed.
I started with my strongest subject in school, mathematics. I was already quite good, but that was only on a schoolwide level, certainly not on a national level. After years of grinding, I did well enough to qualify for a prestigious competition, the American Invitational Mathematics Exam (AIME). I was ecstatic as I’d never done so before! However, I was ambitious – I wanted to take the next step, making it to the national olympiad (USAMO). Unfortunately, even after several years of making it to the AIME, I was never able to secure a good enough score to qualify for the next level up.
In 12th grade, I took a break from math to reignite an old passion – coding. Although I learned HTML and CSS in my free time during middle school, I didn’t study any further than that. Now that I was in a class full of my peers, I felt like I was back in my element. Everything seemed to “click” – the way computers handled memory, logical decision-making, sorting and searching algorithms, …it felt like I had finally found the missing piece of the puzzle. As an added bonus, the problem-solving skills that I acquired in math exams carried over quite nicely to coding contests. Despite the fact that I had less experience than my peers, I crushed competitions, placing 3rd in a schoolwide one and 11th out of hundreds in UTD’s Battle of the Brains, a statewide battle royale. After just a year, coding became my everything.
College wouldn’t go easy on me, though. Within only a few weeks, it became clear that I was outclassed by many experienced coders. As a result, I decided that I should hold off on competing in HackUTD (the main yearly hackathon) until I built meaningful experience. The first software development club I joined, Nebula Labs, was a rollercoaster of challenges. I spent two months melting my mind in six different coding languages and along the way worked on coding a solution to my first ticket. Some days I made large strides of progress, while some days I banged my head on my desk, racking it for possible solutions. Eventually, though, in late November I finally put all of the parts together and resolved the issue!
The reason that I was able to get as far as I did was because of my mentors. They were the ones who helped me gain knowledge and gave me the first push to pursue coding. As such, my hope is to inspire those who come after me. I want them to feel the same enthusiasm that I did when I learned my own worth as a coder. If I am able to pass on my passion to them the same way my mentors passed it on to me, then I will feel that I have been a successful person.
In achieving this goal, the first step is, of course, to earn my bachelor’s degree. Unfortunately, I am still staring down almost a hundred thousand dollars of student debt. Even worse, my family doesn’t qualify for traditional financial aid. However, that hasn’t stopped me – in the past year, I’ve applied for hundreds of scholarships and searched for jobs to help pay for my degree. I’m proud to say that thanks to my efforts in the past semester, I have been selected for part-time work in UTD’s Peer-Led Team Learning program. My hope is to take this chance to refine my skills in teaching (while paying for my education along the way) so that when the time comes for me to take leadership in software organizations, I will have the necessary skills to make my peers’ entry into the world of professional coding development as enjoyable and fulfilling as mine was.
By granting me the Redefining Victory Scholarship, you will not just be helping me complete my degree; you will be a stepping stone for many others in their ambitions, whether it’s finishing coursework or navigating today’s world of technology. This is the future that I wish to create with your help. Thank you for considering me for this opportunity.