Recently, I became aware of a problem that was affecting my life - anxiety. The realization dawned on me when I attended an event at college. There was loud music playing, and everyone was having a good time. However, some students were rowdier than me, and I felt insecure and worried about what was happening with my body. This experience left me questioning myself and my ability to overcome this problem. It affected my confidence severely, and I worried about how long I could deal with this unidentified obstacle that I now know as "anxiety."
Over time, I started to challenge myself and saw progress. I began to do things on my own, such as taking mental walks and practicing breathing exercises to calm myself down. Last year, I started working as a car mechanic, and I found that I enjoyed working with my hands and being able to visualize my work. I had always been a visual learner, and when I had the opportunity to learn, I seized the moment.
My interest in mechanical engineering peaked when I did an oil change by myself. At first, it felt pointless, and I thought I was learning something I didn't need to know. However, when I was asked to change the oil again, I remembered how to do it and felt that I could work on cars for a living. When I told my mother that I was interested in mechanical engineering, she fully supported the idea.
Working on cars boosted my confidence, and I began to understand that it's better to explore, learn more, and be open-minded than remain limited by my anxiety. It gave me another coping mechanism to calm me down when anxiety strikes. This experience shifted my perspective and empowered me to be aware of how in control of my feelings and abilities I truly am.
I am now inspired to grow my interest in engineering into a career path and embark on new journeys. I enjoy working with other students and connecting over navigating challenges and finding solutions. This year, I have learned a lot in terms of challenges. They are inevitable, yet they don't define us, and we are in control of whether we allow them to hinder us or not. I am fearlessly embarking on a journey to become a mechanical engineer. My dream is to build cars, robots, and more and ensure that my inventions are in support of those who need it most- kids and those without financial access. With my determination and hard work, I believe that the University of Houston Clear Lake will help me conquer more challenges and achieve my dreams.