One of the biggest challenges that I have faced regarding me going to college would be me being the first person in my family to go to college. I come from a family where neither my father nor mother went to college. Out of all three of my older siblings. None of them have gone and successfully completed college. My parents paid for my oldest sister to go to college where she then dropped out. My dad then put her in the Air Force where she later got kicked out. My second oldest sister started college at Blinn but did not complete it before she dropped out. My dad decided to put my older brother in the Air Force due to him being unfocused in school. More than they realize it, my siblings not attending college ended up affecting a lot. I constantly hear from my dad about how I need to be the first one to change the cycle and be his first child to go to college. This puts a lot of pressure on me, but it also motivates me. Another challenge I face with my situation is I have no one around me with the experience of college. There are many tasks I have to figure out by myself because none of my family has ever done it before. However, I do not see coming from a family with no college background as a bad thing, I see it as motivation. Another hardship I have faced in life would be my mom's passing. When I was about 10 years old, my family and I went to a beach. We were playing in the water and my mom and my brother decided to go further out. After a while, we did not see them, but we heard screaming. My mom and my brother were struggling, getting pulled back by the waves. Eventually, they washed up on shore, both unconscious. After a couple of days, my brother was released from the hospital, however, my mom was declared dead on site. Seeing this as a kid was one of the most traumatic things to happen to me. I did not fully understand how all of a sudden my mom was just gone and how much my life was about to change. However, this just meant that I had to grow up faster. Being the oldest girl at the house, I had to help my dad with taking care of my younger sister and I even had to take over some of my brother's roles since he was not doing too well. I no longer had a mother to guide me through life and teach me the ways of becoming a woman. I had to constantly help my little sister with things my mom would have done, barely knowing how to do them myself. I had to do her hair, geet her dressed, help her with homework, and even teach her about going through puberty. I had other family around, but it was just my dad, brother, sister, and I in the house together. I also learned that people grieve in different ways. I wondered why my dad did not seem to care, but I soon realized he did. He was heartbroken about the situation, he was just trying to be strong for my siblings and I. I gained the understanding that no matter how a person looks or acts on the outside, you never know what they feel on the inside. Although my mom passing away was very hard on me, it made me into a more mature person. I was able to overcome this hardship and learn from this situation. I grew past not growing up without a mother and learned how to better take care of myself. I gained independence and maturity, things that could not be taught. Even though my mom’s death was painful, it helped me grow into the person I am today. Coming from a family where I will be a first generation college student, I know that I have the opportunity to get a great job and better my life. My dad once told me that when he sees me walking across the stage with my college diploma, he will know that all of the blood, sweat, and tears we have put into my education will have been worth it. Knowing that I came from a place with only one parent motivates me to push myself and do the best I can while in college. I will use my time wisely to make sure that I perform the best that I can, both in and out of the classroom. I plan on using some of the money I will make from being a physical therapist to give back to the community and donate to other students like me. I will donate money to charities, organizations, and other students trying to go to college in order to allow people to get the college education experience they want and need.