I was born to a mother who was held as a slave, forced to marry at 15, and deliver her first child at 16. Every step she took was controlled, every decision made for her. Her first real act of freedom was to leave that toxic relationship in Mexico and immigrate to the U.S. with her seven kids. I was lucky enough to be the eighth child, born in the U.S., but that came with its own challenge. I had no foundation to learn English. As none of my family members knew how to speak English, we all spoke Spanish. The language of the country I was born in was completely foreign to me. That was until 2nd grade, at age 8, everything changed. I'd been struggling to understand English up to that point, but with Mrs. Garcia's help and persistence, I learned to read, write, and eventually speak it. Many obstacles restricted me from further advancing in my academics. I had no one at home to ask for help with my English homework.
Math was always easier for me than any other subject, especially English, as English was my second language, and math was this universal language that didn't involve English. I was always good at math; in fact, I was placed in the gifted and accelerated math program as early as it started, which was third grade at my school. My gifted teacher, Ms. Swaya, taught all the gifted students, teaching English and math. The gifted student had to go from the regular class to the gifted class. I was one of the only ones who were gifted in math but not English. Ms. Swaya acknowledged this and met with my parents and me, recognising my potential. I felt so behind and as if I could not get better at improving my English, as it was so difficult for me to grasp. Ms Swaya made me feel as if I could truly accelerate if I tried hard enough and put in the effort. She pushed me and helped me to accelerate in English.
Growing up, I learned to be content and find joy in what I had. I didn't beg for fast food or ask for new clothes. I understood it would all be a waste of money we didn't have. My mom struggled to support us financially. We were always moving from one family member's basement to another's, trying to find a place where we could afford and call home. Even now, seeing my mom rise before dawn to prep for work, watching her push through exhaustion fuels me to push myself harder, learning more about financial markets and concentrating on school, because she never had the opportunity to. The passion for math and to better mine and my family's life drives me to succeed through college and action. I long not only to help my mom but also to make sure my family is well cared for. I will take advantage of every opportunity by attending college, because it's not just my opportunity, it's a dream my mom never knew existed.
Quantitative traders require strong computational skills to develop, test, and execute data-driven trading strategies. Graduating with a mathematics degree from the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign, where I am committed to, will help me achieve my goal, as it requires a very robust background in math. Incorporating my passion for math with my interest in financial markets. Being bilingual opens doors to connecting with people. This Julie Holloway Bryant Memorial Scholarship will help me get one step closer to following and achieving my dream.