I am 41 years old, bankrupt, and having to start over. I invested in a business venture that despite my best efforts, had some issues and was drastically affected by the COVID-19 pandemic. My spouse and I both lost our jobs, our business and for a while, we were not sure if we'd still have a home for our three children. During my time at home with the kids, I realized I didn't want to necessarily go back to a high-stress corporate job, especially when so much is unknown as the kids "return" to school in the Fall. I also realized that we only get one chance in life and now is the time to overcome the challenges and find a way to live your dreams and pursue your passions.
I have college-level education (and the student loans that accompany higher education), but after the events of the pandemic (losing my day job and my business), I had an awakening and realized my true passion and calling in life is in the health & wellness industry and helping others lead a more balanced lifestyle. I am abandoning my corporate career to pursue my dreams with no savings. As the primary provider for my family, this causes much fear, but I know that following my passion is the best example I can set for my children, and in the end, I will be a better person for it.
My long-term goal is to open a wellness center that helps people manage all aspects of healthy living, from physical wellbeing to emotional wellbeing to nutritional wellbeing to spiritual wellbeing. I also want to help others through mentorship and entrepreneurial leadership, as I believe failure is a part of business, and it is those of us who decide to get back up after such failure, that ultimately succeeds.
Despite all the challenges of the past year, I have overcome these challenges by remaining positive, leading a healthy lifestyle, and never giving up. As cliche as that sounds, I credit my ability to get up and keep going every day, to my family. As my mother of three young children, I know the example I present to them today will help them in their lives and I think it's important for your kids to see you fail. Our society is so focused on "winning" that we rarely take time to teach our youth that failing and learning from it and the ability to get back up and try again, is what makes us truly successful. Everyone who is considered "successful" in our society has failed at something and sharing those experiences helps others learn, grow, and not be afraid to fail.
The challenges I have faced today have shaped my goals for the future because they have forced me to really evaluate my life, what is truly important, and what brings me joy in my life. I have realized that the things I am really passionate about can be a part of my day-to-day living and I can make a career that not only helps others but feeds my soul as well. I have also realized that there is no "right" way to get where I am going, and sometimes I am not even sure, but I have started to focus more on the journey, realizing that it's okay to change course along the way. I am excited about what the future brings and I know that no matter the challenges, I can, and will, overcome them. I also realize that it's okay to ask for help, which is why I have turned to scholarships and grants to help fund my continued education. I realize that going back to school at my age is going to present new challenges, but I also know I can find a way to proceed.
This scholarship will help me cover the tuition costs associated with my program and take action now, versus waiting 2-3 years for my credit score to improve and my savings to be rebuilt. I would be honored and grateful to receive such an opportunity to restart and rebuild.