
Hayfat Othman
1x
Finalist
Hayfat Othman
1x
FinalistBio
I am a Palestinian American Muslim woman and an aspiring Master of Social Work student. My goal is to become a mental health social worker who supports teenagers and adults experiencing depression and other emotional challenges. My education has strengthened my understanding of inequality, culture, identity, and the barriers that prevent people from receiving proper mental health care. I am especially passionate about serving underserved and culturally diverse communities while helping reduce the stigma surrounding therapy and mental illness. Pursuing an MSW will provide me with the professional skills and clinical training needed to become a compassionate and effective social worker. Scholarships will help ease the financial burden of graduate school and allow me to concentrate on my education, fieldwork, and commitment to helping others heal and build healthier lives.
Education
CUNY John Jay College of Criminal Justice
Bachelor's degree programMajors:
- Sociology and Anthropology
Minors:
- Psychology, General
New Utrecht High School
High SchoolMiscellaneous
Desired degree level:
Master's degree program
Graduate schools of interest:
- Cleveland State University
Transfer schools of interest:
Majors of interest:
- Social Work
Career
Dream career field:
- Mental Health Care
Dream career goals:
Future Interests
Advocacy
Volunteering
Ruthie Brown Scholarship
My first priority is to borrow as little money as possible. Before accepting additional loans, I plan to apply for scholarships, grants, graduate assistantships, work-study opportunities, and other financial aid that does not have to be repaid. I will compare the costs and financial-aid packages of different Master of Social Work programs and create a realistic budget. This will help me borrow only what I need for tuition and essential educational expenses.
All my student loans are federal loans. While I attend graduate school, I may qualify for an in-school deferment, meaning I may not be required to make monthly payments while enrolled at least half-time. However, I understand that interest can continue accumulating on unsubsidized federal loans during this period. If my budget allows, I plan to make small payments toward the interest so that my total balance does not grow unnecessarily.
I also plan to work part-time or full-time while completing my master’s degree, depending on what I can reasonably manage alongside classes and required fieldwork. I will place part of my income into savings so that I have an emergency fund. Having savings will help protect me from relying on credit cards or borrowing additional money when unexpected expenses occur.
After earning my MSW, I hope to obtain a position in the mental health or social work field and begin making regular loan payments. I will create a monthly budget based on my income and select the federal repayment plan that best fits my circumstances. I also plan to make automatic payments when possible and contribute extra money toward my loans whenever I can do so without using my emergency savings.
Because my loans are federal, I may qualify for Public Service Loan Forgiveness if I find an eligible position with a government agency or qualifying nonprofit organization. Social workers frequently work in hospitals, schools, community mental health organizations, and government programs, although not every employer or position qualifies. I will carefully verify my employer’s eligibility, make the required qualifying payments, submit necessary employment certifications, and maintain accurate records. I understand that forgiveness is not automatic, so I will continue making responsible payments rather than depending entirely on it.
My goal is to become a licensed mental health social worker serving teenagers and adults experiencing depression, anxiety, trauma, and other challenges. I see student loans as an investment in an education that will allow me to help others, but I also want to protect my financial future. By limiting how much I borrow, working and saving during graduate school, understanding my federal loan terms, pursuing eligible forgiveness programs, and making payments consistently, I plan to manage my debt responsibly while building a meaningful career.
Sloane Stephens Doc & Glo Scholarship
The impact I want to make begins with helping people feel heard, respected, and supported during difficult periods in their lives. My goal is to earn a Master of Social Work and become a licensed mental health social worker serving teenagers and adults experiencing depression, anxiety, trauma, and other emotional challenges. I am especially interested in supporting Palestinian, Arab, Muslim, immigrant, BIPOC, LGBTQIA+, and low-income communities that may face stigma or difficulty accessing appropriate care.
My vision is to help create a future in which mental health services are affordable, culturally responsive, and easier to find. Many people recognize that they need help but do not know where to begin. Others fear that their families or communities will judge them for seeking therapy. I want to provide a safe environment where clients can discuss their experiences without hiding their culture, religion, sexual orientation, or financial circumstances.
My mother is one of the people who inspires me most. She raised me as a single parent during periods when money was scarce and worked to create greater stability for our family. Her sacrifices taught me perseverance, responsibility, and the importance of continuing through difficult circumstances. As an adult, I arranged therapy for myself and helped my mother begin therapy as well. This showed me that one person’s willingness to seek support can encourage greater openness within an entire family.
I am also inspired by the therapists and healthcare professionals who helped me understand my depression and begin healing. Their support showed me how meaningful it can be when a professional listens without judgment and takes someone’s pain seriously. I want to become that source of support for others, particularly young people who may not have the words to explain what they are experiencing.
I am already working toward this vision through my education. While studying sociology, I learned how inequality, discrimination, culture, and access to resources influence people’s lives. For my capstone project, I researched mental health among Palestinians living in the diaspora. I examined how displacement, identity conflict, cultural stigma, discrimination, and concern about events in Palestine can affect emotional well-being.
I plan to use my education to provide direct mental health care, connect families with community resources, and advocate for more accessible services. I also hope to mentor students from single-parent, low-income, and underrepresented households by helping them locate scholarships, internships, and graduate-school opportunities. My long-term goal is not only to help people cope with immediate challenges but also to improve the systems that determine who receives support.
The change I am determined to create is a community where asking for help is treated as an act of courage rather than weakness. By combining education, empathy, advocacy, and service, I hope to make the paths toward healing and opportunity easier for future generations.
Lotus Scholarship
I was raised by a single mother in a household where money was often scarce. Watching her support our family taught me sacrifice, responsibility, and perseverance. During high school, she became more financially stable, but our earlier experiences continued to shape how I viewed money and opportunity.
As a Palestinian American Muslim woman who identifies as part of the broader BIPOC community, I have also seen how culture, religion, and ethnicity can affect whether people feel represented or understood. These experiences strengthened my desire to support underserved communities.
My mental health created additional challenges. Last year, I left my job because my mental health made it difficult to continue working. Leaving was not easy because I valued earning an income and being independent. However, it taught me that perseverance does not mean ignoring personal struggles. Sometimes it means seeking help, protecting your health, and finding another way forward.
I am actively pursuing my goals by completing my sociology degree, researching Master of Social Work programs, applying for scholarships, and learning about financial aid. For my capstone project, I researched mental health among Palestinians living in the diaspora and examined how cultural stigma, discrimination, displacement, and access to resources affect emotional well-being.
My goal is to become a licensed mental health social worker supporting teenagers and adults. I plan to help people facing depression, financial hardship, cultural stigma, and difficulty accessing care. I also hope to mentor students from low-income, single-parent, and BIPOC households by connecting them with scholarships, educational opportunities, and community resources.
Samantha Kolesnik Survivor Justice Scholarship: Fighting Rape by Deception
As a survivor of childhood sexual abuse by a family member, I understand that violations of sexual autonomy are not always committed by strangers using obvious physical force. They can involve trust, manipulation, unequal power, intimidation, or deception. My experience has shaped my belief that rape laws must focus on whether someone freely and knowingly consented, not simply whether physical violence occurred.
I would advocate in my community by promoting clear, age-appropriate education about consent. Consent must be voluntary, informed, specific, and ongoing. Agreeing to one sexual act does not mean agreeing to every act, and consent can be withdrawn at any moment. A person who is unconscious, incapacitated, severely impaired, or otherwise unable to make or communicate a voluntary decision cannot provide consent. Silence, freezing, or an inability to resist should never be interpreted as permission.
I would also support community discussions involving survivors, mental health professionals, educators, and legal advocates. These discussions should explain that rape by deception is different from an ordinary disappointment or lie within a relationship. The central question is whether someone deliberately lied about a fact so important that, without the deception, the other person would not have agreed to the sexual act.
If I appeared before a state legislative committee, my strongest argument would be that consent obtained through intentional, material deception is not meaningful consent. In other areas of law, deception can invalidate an agreement. A patient cannot provide informed consent to a medical procedure when the procedure is deliberately misrepresented. A financial agreement may be considered fraudulent when a person lies about an essential fact to obtain someone’s property. A person’s body deserves at least the same legal protection as money or property.
These cases should not be dismissed as misunderstandings or civil disputes. A misunderstanding may involve unclear communication or an honest mistake. Rape by deception involves knowingly creating a false reality to obtain sexual access that the other person would otherwise refuse. The offender understands that the truth matters and intentionally removes the survivor’s ability to make an informed decision. That is a violation of bodily autonomy.
Any legislation should be written carefully so that it does not criminalize every lie told during dating. Prosecutors should be required to prove beyond a reasonable doubt that the accused knowingly made a material deception, that it concerned an essential condition of the sexual act, and that the survivor would not have consented if the truth were known.
Consent rules must also apply to rough sexual activity or role-play. If partners agree beforehand that words such as “no” will be part of a scene, they should establish a safe word or another unmistakable signal. Once that word or signal is used, everything must stop immediately. However, without a clear prior agreement, “no” means no. The absence of a safe word never gives someone permission to ignore a refusal.
Recognizing rape by fraud or deception would affirm a basic principle: every person has the right to decide who touches their body, which acts occur, and under what essential conditions. When someone deliberately destroys another person’s ability to make that decision, the harm is sexual and should be recognized by criminal law.
Elizabeth Schalk Memorial Scholarship
I am a Palestinian American Muslim woman with a background in sociology and a strong interest in mental health and social justice. I plan to earn a Master of Social Work and become a licensed mental health social worker serving teenagers and adults. My goals have been shaped by my personal experience with depression and by the way mental health has affected communication within my family.
I began struggling with depression as a teenager. At the time, I experienced sadness and anger that I did not fully understand or know how to express. I recognized that I needed professional support and asked my mother for therapy, but I had difficulty explaining the seriousness of what I was experiencing. I believe she initially thought that I was seeking attention because mental health was not something we understood or discussed openly. It took approximately two years before I received therapy.
This experience showed me that mental illness affects more than the individual. It can also influence trust, communication, and relationships within a family. Parents may care deeply about their children while still failing to recognize symptoms of depression. Young people may know that something is wrong without having the language, confidence, or resources to explain it. When these misunderstandings continue, the person struggling may feel even more isolated.
As an adult in my final year of college, I decided to take a more active role in my mental health. I researched providers and arranged therapy for myself. I also helped my mother begin therapy. Taking these steps showed me how much I had grown since adolescence. Instead of waiting for someone else to guide me, I learned how to ask questions, locate resources, schedule appointments, and advocate for our needs.
Therapy has helped my mother and me approach mental health with greater openness. It has not erased every challenge, but it has made professional support something we can discuss rather than avoid. Our experience has taught me that changing attitudes within a family can begin when one person is willing to start an honest conversation.
My mental health journey also influenced my education. For my college capstone project, I researched mental health among Palestinians living in the diaspora. I examined how cultural stigma, displacement, discrimination, and identity conflict may affect emotional well-being. This project helped me understand that mental illness is personal, but access to treatment is shaped by culture, finances, insurance, and the availability of appropriate providers.
My experiences have made me more patient and less likely to judge someone based only on their behavior. I understand that people may be carrying pain that others cannot see. In my future career, I want to provide compassionate, culturally responsive, and trauma-informed care. I hope to become the professional I needed when I was younger: someone who listens carefully, takes emotional pain seriously, and helps people and families understand that seeking support is an act of strength.
Ethel Hayes Destigmatization of Mental Health Scholarship
My experience with depression has deeply influenced my beliefs, relationships, and career aspirations. It has changed how I understand strength, compassion, healing, and the importance of asking for help. It has also taught me that mental health is affected by many factors, including family, culture, finances, identity, and access to healthcare. Although depression has created challenges throughout my personal and educational journey, it has also given me a stronger sense of empathy and purpose.
I first recognized that I was struggling with depression when I was sixteen. At that age, I experienced sadness and anger that I did not fully understand or know how to communicate. I knew that I needed therapy and asked my mother for help, but I had difficulty explaining why professional support was necessary. I believe she initially thought I was seeking attention because she did not understand the seriousness of what I was experiencing. It took approximately two years before I could explain my feelings clearly enough to receive therapy.
That experience shaped my belief that people should not have to prove that their emotional pain is serious before others listen. Teenagers may recognize that something is wrong without knowing the correct words to describe depression, anxiety, or trauma. Their pain may appear as anger, isolation, changes in behavior, or difficulty completing everyday responsibilities. Adults sometimes focus on the behavior without asking what may be causing it. My experience taught me that young people need adults who respond with patience and concern rather than judgment.
Before receiving therapy, I believed that I had to manage my emotions alone. Therapy helped me understand that seeking support is not a weakness. It requires courage to acknowledge that something is wrong and allow another person to help. I now believe mental health should be treated with the same seriousness and compassion as physical health. People should be able to discuss therapy, medication, and emotional challenges without shame.
As an adult in my year of college, I decided that I could no longer wait for someone else to guide me. While preparing to graduate, I found therapy for myself and helped my mother begin therapy as well. Taking these steps showed me how I had grown since adolescence. I had developed the confidence to research providers, ask questions, arrange appointments, and advocate for our needs. Helping my mother demonstrated that openness can influence a family. Mental health support became something we could pursue together instead of avoiding or misunderstanding.
My mental health journey has also influenced my relationships. It has made me aware that people may be carrying struggles that are not visible. Someone can appear successful, sociable, or calm while privately feeling overwhelmed. Because I understand what it is like to struggle silently, I try to listen carefully and avoid quick judgments. I am more patient with people who have difficulty explaining their emotions because I remember how difficult it was for me to find the right words.
Supporting others has also taught me the importance of boundaries. I care deeply about my friends and want them to feel comfortable speaking with me, but I have learned that caring about someone does not mean I must solve every problem. Friends can listen, encourage, and provide companionship, but they cannot replace trained professionals. Sometimes the most responsible form of support is encouraging someone to seek professional care. Learning this distinction has helped me develop healthier relationships based on empathy, honesty, and mutual respect.
My experience has also influenced how I understand mental health within Palestinian American and Muslim communities. In some families, emotional struggles may be treated as private matters or problems that should be overcome through personal strength, family support, or faith alone. Faith and family can provide meaningful support, but they should not prevent someone from receiving professional treatment. I believe culture, religion, family, and therapy can work together. Seeking therapy does not mean someone has rejected their beliefs or community.
These beliefs influenced my education. While studying sociology, I learned to connect personal experiences to larger social conditions. Depression is an individual experience, but access to treatment is affected by inequality. Income, insurance, discrimination, cultural stigma, and the availability of qualified providers can shape a person’s ability to heal.
For my capstone research, I studied mental health among Palestinians living in the diaspora. I examined how displacement, discrimination, identity conflict, cultural attitudes, and continued connections to events in Palestine can affect emotional well-being. This project connected my personal interests with academic research and the needs of my community. It showed me that mental health professionals must understand clients within their cultural, historical, and social environments instead of viewing symptoms in isolation.
My mental health journey is a major reason I want to earn a Master of Social Work and become a licensed mental health social worker. I hope to work with teenagers and adults experiencing depression, anxiety, trauma, and other emotional challenges. I am especially interested in serving immigrant, Muslim, Arab, Palestinian, and other underserved communities whose experiences may be overlooked.
In the future, I hope to educate families about recognizing mental health concerns and responding supportively. I want to participate in community programs that make information about therapy easier to understand and less intimidating. By sharing resources, mentoring students, and speaking honestly about mental health, I can help others feel less alone. I cannot change every barrier by myself, but I can use my education and experiences to make care more approachable for people who might otherwise remain silent.
My goal is to become the professional I needed when I was younger: someone who listens without judgment, recognizes that emotional pain can be difficult to explain, and helps clients understand their options. I want to provide culturally responsive and trauma-informed care while advocating for affordable and accessible services. My experience with depression has shaped how I treat others, understand inequality, and define meaningful support. Most importantly, it has given me a clear purpose: helping others feel heard, respected, and hopeful about their ability to heal.
Learner Mental Health Empowerment for Health Students Scholarship
Mental health is important to me as a student because it affects every part of a person’s education, including concentration, motivation, attendance, relationships, and confidence. Students are often expected to balance assignments, employment, finances, family responsibilities, and uncertainty about the future. When mental health struggles are ignored, even a capable student may have difficulty completing ordinary tasks or asking for assistance.
My interest in mental health is also personal. I began experiencing depression as a teenager and had difficulty explaining what I was feeling. Although I recognized that I needed therapy, I did not know how to access professional support independently. This experience taught me that asking for help is only one step. Students must also know where to find services, feel safe using them, and believe that they will be treated with respect.
As a Palestinian American Muslim student, I also understand how cultural stigma can discourage conversations about therapy, depression, and medication. In some families, emotional struggles may be viewed as private matters or problems that should be overcome through personal strength, family support, or faith alone. Faith and family can be valuable sources of comfort, but I believe they can work alongside professional treatment. Seeking therapy should never be treated as a rejection of one’s religion, family, or culture.
I advocate for mental health by having honest conversations with friends and relatives. When someone shares a difficult experience, I try to listen without immediately judging them or telling them what they should do. I remind people that needing support does not make them weak and encourage them to speak with a qualified professional when necessary. I also share information about therapy directories, crisis services, and other resources when they may be helpful.
My advocacy includes respecting boundaries. I understand that being supportive does not make me a therapist, and I cannot take responsibility for solving another person’s problems. Sometimes the most responsible way to help is to listen, take concerns seriously, and connect someone with a professional who has the proper training.
I have also advocated through my education. For my college capstone project, I researched mental health among Palestinians living in the diaspora. I studied how displacement, discrimination, cultural attitudes, identity conflict, and concern about events in Palestine may influence emotional well-being. By focusing on a community that is often overlooked in mental health research, I hoped to encourage a better understanding of its experiences and needs.
In the future, I plan to earn a Master of Social Work and become a licensed mental health social worker. I want to continue advocating through direct care, community education, and efforts to reduce stigma. Mental health matters to me because students should not have to choose between hiding their struggles and risking judgment. Every student deserves to feel heard, receive appropriate support, and have a fair opportunity to succeed.
Robert F. Lawson Fund for Careers that Care
I am a Palestinian American Muslim woman with a background in sociology and a strong interest in mental health, social justice, and community service. My identity, education, and personal experiences have taught me to recognize how culture, family, finances, and access to resources can affect a person’s well-being. They have also strengthened my commitment to supporting people who may feel misunderstood or overlooked.
My interest in mental health is partly connected to my own experience with depression. I began struggling when I was young and had difficulty explaining what I was feeling or finding the right support. Therapy eventually helped me understand that seeking assistance is not a weakness. This experience made me more compassionate toward people who struggle silently and showed me how important it is to have professionals who listen without judgment.
While studying sociology, I learned that personal challenges are often connected to larger social conditions. Mental health outcomes can be influenced by poverty, discrimination, cultural stigma, displacement, insurance limitations, and the availability of qualified providers. Understanding these connections encouraged me to look beyond individual circumstances and consider how institutions and public policies affect people’s opportunities.
For my college capstone project, I researched mental health among Palestinians living in the diaspora. I examined how cultural attitudes, discrimination, identity conflict, displacement, and concern about events in Palestine can influence emotional well-being. This project strengthened my research skills and allowed me to study an issue that matters to my community. It also confirmed my desire to work with culturally diverse and underserved populations.
My educational goal is to earn a Master of Social Work and become a licensed mental health social worker. I hope to work primarily with teenagers and adults experiencing depression, anxiety, trauma, suicidal thoughts, or other emotional challenges. I am particularly interested in helping immigrants, Muslims, Arabs, Palestinians, LGBTQIA+ individuals, and others who may encounter stigma or difficulty accessing appropriate care.
I plan to make a positive impact by providing compassionate, trauma-informed, and culturally responsive services. I want my future clients to feel comfortable discussing their experiences without hiding important parts of their identities. I also hope to educate families about recognizing mental health concerns and understanding when professional care may be necessary.
Beyond working directly with clients, I want to advocate for affordable mental health services and help reduce stigma through community education. I also hope to mentor students interested in social work and connect them with scholarships, educational programs, internships, and professional resources. My goal is not only to help individuals cope with immediate challenges but also to improve the systems that determine who can receive support. Through social work, I hope to help people feel heard, respected, and capable of building healthier futures.
Elijah's Helping Hand Scholarship Award
My experience with mental health began during childhood, when I struggled with emotional pain that I did not understand or know how to communicate. At one point, I attempted to take my own life. I was too young to fully explain what I was feeling or understand that support was available. Looking back, I recognize how important it is for adults to take changes in a child’s emotions and behavior seriously. Children may experience severe distress even when they do not have the language to describe it.
As I grew older, I continued experiencing depression and eventually learned how to ask for professional help. Therapy helped me understand that seeking support is not a weakness and that difficult emotions should not be ignored. My experiences also showed me that asking for help does not always guarantee immediate access to it. Cultural stigma, financial limitations, family misunderstandings, and difficulty finding an appropriate therapist can prevent people from receiving care.
Surviving that period of my life has shaped the way I relate to others. I try to listen without judgment because I know someone can appear fine while privately experiencing serious pain. I also understand that comments dismissing a person’s feelings can make them feel even more isolated. People need to know that their struggles are real, that they deserve support, and that their lives have value.
Having a lesbian sister has further strengthened my belief that everyone deserves acceptance and emotional safety. I have seen how LGBTQIA+ individuals may worry about judgment, rejection, or being treated differently because of who they are. Her identity is her own story, but being her sister has taught me to value supportive relationships and to challenge beliefs that make people feel ashamed of themselves. Families should be places where people feel protected and accepted.
These experiences have influenced my goal of earning a Master of Social Work and becoming a licensed mental health social worker. I hope to support teenagers and adults experiencing depression, suicidal thoughts, trauma, anxiety, or rejection. I especially want to work with people from underserved communities who may have difficulty finding affordable and culturally responsive care.
My past is painful, but it has also given me a clear purpose. I want to become the professional I needed when I was younger: someone who notices, listens, takes emotional pain seriously, and helps people find appropriate support. I cannot change what happened to me, but I can use what I learned to help others feel less alone and more hopeful about their futures.
Fakhri Abukhater Memorial Scholarship
My Palestinian heritage is a central part of my identity. It connects me to a history, culture, and community that have survived generations of displacement and hardship. Being Palestinian has taught me the meaning of resilience, often described through the Arabic word *sumud*, or steadfastness. To me, steadfastness means continuing to value education, family, community, and hope even when circumstances are difficult.
I spent part of my childhood in Palestine, where I became familiar with the importance of close family relationships, hospitality, faith, and community responsibility. These values have remained with me while living in the United States. As a Palestinian American Muslim woman, I sometimes feel that I am balancing different cultural expectations. My Palestinian and Muslim identities influence how I understand family, womanhood, mental health, education, and my responsibilities toward others, while my American experiences have encouraged me to pursue independence and professional opportunities.
My heritage has also made me more aware of how identity can be misunderstood. Palestinians are often discussed only through politics and conflict, while our individual experiences, traditions, achievements, and emotional lives receive less attention. I have become more conscious of the importance of representing my community honestly and recognizing that Palestinians do not all share the same experiences or beliefs. Living within the diaspora has taught me that belonging can be complicated. A person can feel deeply connected to Palestine while also building a life and identity in the United States.
These experiences influenced my education. While studying sociology, I became interested in how culture, discrimination, inequality, migration, and social institutions shape people’s lives. For my college capstone project, I researched mental health among Palestinians living in the diaspora. I examined how displacement, cultural stigma, identity conflict, discrimination, and continued concern about events in Palestine may influence emotional well-being. This project gave me an opportunity to connect my education with the needs of my community.
My research also strengthened my understanding of the barriers that can prevent Palestinians and other members of underserved communities from receiving mental health care. Some individuals may avoid therapy because they fear judgment, do not have affordable services, or cannot find professionals who understand their cultural and religious backgrounds. In some families, emotional struggles may be considered private matters that should be handled through personal strength, faith, or family support. Although these can be important sources of comfort, I believe they can work alongside professional mental health treatment.
My educational goal is to earn a Master of Social Work. Graduate education will provide me with the clinical knowledge, field experience, and professional skills needed to serve people responsibly. I hope to become a licensed mental health social worker who primarily supports teenagers and adults experiencing depression, anxiety, trauma, and other emotional challenges.
My career goal is to provide compassionate, trauma-informed, and culturally responsive care. I am especially interested in working with Palestinian, Arab, Muslim, immigrant, and other underserved communities, although I hope to serve people from many different backgrounds. I want my clients to feel that they can discuss their experiences without having to defend or hide important parts of their identities.
In the future, I also hope to reduce mental health stigma by sharing reliable information, connecting families with resources, and encouraging open conversations. I want young Palestinians and other students from underrepresented communities to see that their heritage can be a source of strength rather than something they must leave behind to succeed. My Palestinian identity has taught me perseverance, empathy, and responsibility. I plan to carry those values into my education and use them to help others feel heard, respected, and supported.
Fishers of Men-tal Health Scholarship
My experience with depression has deeply influenced my beliefs, relationships, and career aspirations. It has changed how I understand strength, compassion, healing, and the importance of asking for help. It has also taught me that mental health is affected by many factors, including family, culture, finances, identity, and access to healthcare. Although depression has created challenges throughout my personal and educational journey, it has also given me a stronger sense of empathy and purpose.
I first recognized that I was struggling with depression when I was sixteen. At that age, I experienced sadness and anger that I did not fully understand or know how to communicate. I knew that I needed therapy and asked my mother for help, but I had difficulty explaining why professional support was necessary. I believe she initially thought I was seeking attention because she did not understand the seriousness of what I was experiencing. It took approximately two years before I could explain my feelings clearly enough to receive therapy.
That experience shaped my belief that people should not have to prove that their emotional pain is serious before others listen. Teenagers may recognize that something is wrong without knowing the correct words to describe depression, anxiety, or trauma. Their pain may appear as anger, isolation, changes in behavior, or difficulty completing everyday responsibilities. Adults sometimes focus on the behavior without asking what may be causing it. My experience taught me that young people need adults who respond with patience and concern rather than judgment.
Before receiving therapy, I believed that I had to manage my emotions alone. Therapy helped me understand that seeking support is not a weakness. It requires courage to acknowledge that something is wrong and allow another person to help. I now believe mental health should be treated with the same seriousness and compassion as physical health. People should be able to discuss therapy, medication, and emotional challenges without shame.
Finding consistent mental health care remained difficult even after I became an adult. Applications and websites can now connect people with therapists, but knowing where to begin may still feel overwhelming. Insurance restrictions, cost, waiting lists, transportation, cultural differences, and uncertainty about whether a therapist will be a good match can prevent people from continuing their search. These challenges taught me that simply telling someone to “get help” is not enough. People may also need assistance locating services, understanding their insurance, completing paperwork, and finding a professional who respects their identity.
My mental health journey has also influenced my relationships. It has made me aware that people may be carrying struggles that are not visible. Someone can appear successful, sociable, or calm while privately feeling overwhelmed. Because I understand what it is like to struggle silently, I try to listen carefully and avoid quick judgments. I am more patient with people who have difficulty explaining their emotions because I remember how difficult it was for me to find the right words.
Supporting others has also taught me the importance of boundaries. I care deeply about my friends and want them to feel comfortable speaking with me, but I have learned that caring about someone does not mean I must solve every problem. Friends can listen, encourage, and provide companionship, but they cannot replace trained professionals. Sometimes the most responsible form of support is encouraging someone to seek professional care. Learning this distinction has helped me develop healthier relationships based on empathy, honesty, and mutual respect.
My experience has also influenced how I understand mental health within Palestinian American and Muslim communities. In some families, emotional struggles may be treated as private matters or problems that should be overcome through personal strength, family support, or faith alone. Faith and family can provide meaningful support, but they should not prevent someone from receiving professional treatment. I believe culture, religion, family, and therapy can work together. Seeking therapy does not mean someone has rejected their beliefs or community.
These beliefs influenced my education. While studying sociology, I learned to connect personal experiences to larger social conditions. Depression is an individual experience, but access to treatment is affected by inequality. Income, insurance, discrimination, cultural stigma, and the availability of qualified providers can shape a person’s ability to heal.
For my capstone research, I studied mental health among Palestinians living in the diaspora. I examined how displacement, discrimination, identity conflict, cultural attitudes, and continued connections to events in Palestine can affect emotional well-being. This project connected my personal interests with academic research and the needs of my community. It showed me that mental health professionals must understand clients within their cultural, historical, and social environments instead of viewing symptoms in isolation.
My mental health journey is a major reason I want to earn a Master of Social Work and become a licensed mental health social worker. I hope to work with teenagers and adults experiencing depression, anxiety, trauma, and other emotional challenges. I am especially interested in serving immigrant, Muslim, Arab, Palestinian, and other underserved communities whose experiences may be overlooked.
In the future, I hope to educate families about recognizing mental health concerns and responding supportively. I want to participate in community programs that make information about therapy easier to understand and less intimidating. By sharing resources, mentoring students, and speaking honestly about mental health, I can help others feel less alone. I cannot change every barrier by myself, but I can use my education and experiences to make care more approachable for people who might otherwise remain silent.
My goal is to become the professional I needed when I was younger: someone who listens without judgment, recognizes that emotional pain can be difficult to explain, and helps clients understand their options. I want to provide culturally responsive and trauma-informed care while advocating for affordable and accessible services. My experience with depression has shaped how I treat others, understand inequality, and define meaningful support. Most importantly, it has given me a clear purpose: helping others feel heard, respected, and hopeful about their ability to heal.
Ismat's Scholarship for Empowering Muslim Women
As a Palestinian American Muslim woman, my cultural identity and personal experiences have played an important role in shaping my educational journey. Growing up within Palestinian, Muslim, and American cultures taught me to understand different perspectives and recognize how family expectations, cultural beliefs, and social conditions influence people’s lives. It also showed me that mental health is not always discussed openly. In some families and communities, people may be expected to remain strong or handle their problems privately, which can make seeking professional help more difficult.
My education was also shaped by my experience with depression. I began struggling with my mental health as a teenager and recognized that I needed professional support. However, I did not know how to find a therapist independently or clearly explain what I was experiencing. Although I asked for help, it took time before I received therapy. Even as an adult, finding consistent and appropriate mental health care was sometimes challenging. These experiences taught me that recognizing a problem and asking for help are only the beginning. People must also have access to affordable services, accurate information, supportive families, and professionals who understand their cultural backgrounds.
Rather than allowing these difficulties to prevent me from moving forward, I used them as motivation to continue my education. In college, I studied sociology and learned how inequality, discrimination, identity, culture, and access to resources affect individuals and communities. My coursework helped me understand that personal struggles are often connected to broader social conditions. Someone experiencing depression, for example, may also be dealing with financial hardship, cultural stigma, discrimination, family pressure, or limited access to healthcare.
For my capstone research project, I examined mental health among Palestinians living in the diaspora. I explored how displacement, discrimination, cultural attitudes, identity conflict, and connection to events in Palestine can influence emotional well-being. This research allowed me to connect my academic interests with the needs of my community. It also confirmed my desire to pursue a career in which I can support people whose experiences are often misunderstood or overlooked.
My next goal is to earn a Master of Social Work and eventually become a licensed mental health social worker. I hope to work with teenagers and adults experiencing depression, anxiety, trauma, and other emotional challenges. I especially want to serve immigrant, Muslim, Arab, Palestinian, and other underserved communities. My goal is to provide compassionate, culturally responsive, and trauma-informed care that respects each client’s identity and experiences. I want people to feel heard rather than judged and to understand that seeking help is a sign of courage.
I plan to pay my education forward by mentoring students interested in social work and helping them locate scholarships, graduate programs, internships, and mental health resources. I also hope to speak honestly about the challenges of higher education so students do not feel that they must navigate the process alone. As a professional, I intend to advocate for affordable and accessible mental health services while working to reduce stigma within underserved communities. Ultimately, I want to use my education to make guidance, opportunity, and emotional support easier for future generations to find than they were for me.