One of the biggest challenges that I have faced as a teen, was to overcome my public speaking weaknesses. Public speaking is a skill that requires excellent communication, enthusiasm, and the ability to persuade an audience. So as a non-native speaker to be more confident in my speaking ability as well as eloquent on the subject matter in place, I went on to join the Student Congress (Debate Club) on the very first day of my high school and was informed that our team is the best in northwestern Illinois.
On a fine Chicago morning, I woke up at 0500 hrs and got ready for my first public speaking meet. There were mixed emotions of anxiety, nervousness, and a strong feeling of discomfort. Then came a moment in an ongoing session when I was answering a fellow speaker and went blank. I did not know what to say and inadvertently became an amusement for nearly 25 representatives. My speaking time elapsed and I embarrassingly sat down feeling subordinate to my peers. I couldn't utter a word after that and in general, had a horrible meet. Analyzing the results of the meet hit me hard as they were exposed to the whole team. I couldn’t have been more ashamed of myself for not being able to perform at my expected standards.
Looking at my deficiencies after every meet was more of a dilemma for me. I reached out to my debate coach, who guided me through the process of being more confident and eloquent while speaking. He made me believe that there is a lot of room for improvement. Just having an attitude of not quitting and the inquisitiveness of being a better debater made me persist through this battle as well as helped develop my overall personality.
From being an obscure sophomore, I began approaching my peers and teachers and made new friends. The stimulation came to a halt in March 2020 courtesy of COVID-19, which crippled humanity. Those months were tough, but they taught me patience, gratitude, tenacity, and perseverance. I participated in virtual internships to help advance my leadership and communication. Explored the arenas of Spanish, coding, virtual reality, data science, etc.
As fall arrived, I was ready for an amazing commencement of remote learning, and most of all I was ready to debate. I came out to perform better than usual during our first virtual meet. Our team was awarded 1st place in the first three meets of the year. I was able to earn maximum points and contributed to the team’s victories. This time analyzing results with the team was an honor for me. Later that year, I was also recognized as The Most Improved Debater of the Year.
Throughout my upbringing, I have realized there is a lot more one can do than just being focused on themselves. We can lift the community by eliminating hate, encouraging faith, and inspiring confidence, which I aspire to do through some of the experiences that I have had in my life including living in two different countries, attending the most diverse high school in my state, etc.