My grandmother's battle with pancreatic cancer unfolded during a critical juncture in my life – my junior year of high school. As her health declined, the once-ubiquitous echo of her laughter slowly dissipated, leaving a palpable void every time I returned home from school. The atmosphere within our household transformed into a mosaic of emotions as the house became a hub of family members, each arriving with a distinct agenda. In those hours spent by her side, the pain, both physical and emotional, etched into my memory, mitigated the profound challenges posed by diseases like cancer. The challenges posed by cancer prompted a fundamental reassessment of my educational pursuits. I must do everything to the best of my ability to get the best education and to make an impact in the medical field. The urgency to contribute to cancer research and medical school fueled a newfound dedication toward my way of viewing my purpose in life and whether I could make a tangible difference in the health space. In each classroom and with every academic endeavor, I sought to gain insights that could be applied to the complex landscape of healthcare, technology, and research. The emotional toll of watching a loved one confront the relentless progression of cancer intensified my commitment to a purpose-driven career. Witnessing the impact of illness on individuals and families fueled my desire to explore solutions at the intersection of healthcare and personal lifestyle. This commitment has become the cornerstone of my career trajectory, a trajectory infused with empathy and a genuine ardor to mitigate the profound challenges posed by diseases like cancer. Cancer, with its impermanence and dichotomy of life and loss, forged a resilient spirit within me. The reservoir of strength uncovered during those trying times has become a guiding force, propelling me forward in my pursuit of a career dedicated to alleviating the burdens borne by those affected by illness. In conclusion, my journey through the challenges of cancer, as witnessed through my grandmother's battle, has been a transformative force in shaping my educational and career goals. The emotional intensity of that period fostered resilience, empathy, and an unwavering commitment to contribute meaningfully to the field of healthcare and research. Through the prism of personal experience, I am steadfast in my pursuit of a career trajectory that is not just professionally rewarding but also makes a lasting impact on individuals and families grappling with the profound effects of diseases like cancer.

In the vast and diverse world of anime, where stories span genres and imagination knows no bounds, one series has always held a special place in my heart: 'Berserk.' This dark, gritty tale of swords, sorcery, and relentless struggle isn't just an anime for me; it's a journey, an odyssey, and a testament to the strength of the human spirit. At the heart of 'Berserk' stands Guts, a character who embodies the epitome of hardship, and his unwavering resilience makes this series endlessly captivating for me. Guts, the protagonist of 'Berserk,' isn't your typical hero. He doesn't possess superhuman powers or magical abilities. What sets him apart is his unyielding determination and his ability to endure suffering beyond imagination. From a traumatic childhood marked by violence and loss to a life as a lone mercenary, Guts' path is riddled with demons - both the literal kind that haunt the night and the metaphorical kind that haunt the soul. His journey is an exploration of the darkest corners of the human experience. One of the most compelling aspects of Guts' character is his ability to confront the demons that plague him, both externally and internally. As a struggler, he faces grotesque and otherworldly creatures, battling for survival in a world where darkness seems to have the upper hand. His struggle against these physical demons is a reflection of his inner turmoil. The brand on his neck, a symbol of sacrifice, constantly reminds him of the horrors he witnessed and the choices he made. Guts' inner demons are as real and menacing as the monsters he faces in battle. The character development in 'Berserk' is nothing short of extraordinary. Guts' journey from a lone wanderer to a leader of a band of misfits is a testament to the transformative power of resilience. As he forges bonds with others who share his struggles, he learns the value of camaraderie and the strength drawn from the support of friends. It's a reminder that even in the darkest of times, there's hope in the connections we make. In summation, 'Berserk' and the character of Guts provide an unflinching exploration of hardship, fortitude, and the indomitable human spirit. Guts' ceaseless battle against external and internal demons, his unwavering determination, and his transformative journey render this series perpetually enthralling for me. 'Berserk' transcends being a mere anime; it is a profound and stirring narrative that underscores the resilience inherent within all of us. Guts isn't just a character; he embodies the human will to endure and triumph, making 'Berserk' a timeless masterpiece in my eyes.

Zendaya is not just an artist; she's a beacon of talent, grace, and inspiration for an entire generation. Her multifaceted career has left an indelible mark on the world of entertainment, and as a superfan, I find myself continually inspired by the various facets of her journey. What truly sets Zendaya apart is not just her exceptional talent but also her unwavering commitment to making a positive impact in the world. Zendaya's activism isn't limited to mere lip service. Her advocacy work, especially in social justice, racial equality, and mental health awareness, is a testament to her humanitarian spirit. She actively engages in meaningful initiatives, amplifying the voices of marginalized communities and challenging the status quo. Her involvement in causes such as racial equality, gender justice, and mental health awareness showcases her dedication to making a difference in the world. She uses her platform not merely for personal promotion; but to amplify the voices of the marginalized and drive meaningful change. I find this aspect of her career particularly impactful. It motivates me to look beyond my immediate surroundings and consider the broader societal issues that require our attention and action. Furthermore, Zendaya's career is a journey that mirrors the complexities of life itself. Zendaya's ability to seamlessly transition between various roles in the entertainment industry is awe-inspiring. Her roles are not just characters; they're mirrors reflecting the intricacies of the human experience. From her charismatic beginnings on the Disney Channel to her transformative roles in Hollywood, she has proven her versatility time and again. Her dedication to her craft and her willingness to take on challenging and diverse roles is a testament to her commitment to the art of storytelling. It serves as a reminder that in any field, be it acting or any other creative endeavor, versatility and a strong work ethic are key to achieving success. In conclusion, while I admire all aspects of Zendaya's multifaceted career, it's her commitment to advocacy and activism that resonates with me the most. Her career is not just about acting; it's about using her influence to better the world. Her ability to use her platform to make a positive impact on the world issues and her dedication to addressing pressing social issues is a source of inspiration. Zendaya reminds us that the power to effect change lies within each of us, and I'm motivated to follow in her footsteps, using my passions and talents to contribute to a better, more equitable world, just as she does.

In a world where mental health challenges continue to affect countless individuals, especially among youth and communities of color, it's essential that we address the pressing issue of accessibility to mental health care. As a scholarship applicant, I'm deeply committed to making a unique contribution that can transform the landscape of mental health support and accessibility. My vision centers around harnessing the power of technology and community engagement to bridge the accessibility gap in mental health care. I believe that innovative, holistic approach can empower individuals to access the support they need. Here are the aspects of my contribution. To make mental health affordable, I would like to create digital platforms and apps that serve as a lifeline for those in mental health support. These platforms would be carefully designed to offer a range of services, including therapy, counseling, and self-help tools, all deeply rooted in evidence-based practices. What sets them apart, however, is their unwavering commitment to being culturally sensitive. In a diverse world where mental health challenges can manifest differently among various communities, it's crucial that the resources provided are not only evidence-based but also tailored to the unique needs of different cultures and backgrounds. The impact of these digital mental health platforms would extend far beyond statistics. It would mean that a teenager in a rural village has the same access to mental health resources as someone in a bustling metropolis. It would signify that mental health care is not a luxury but a fundamental right.

If the magical world of Harry Potter were to extend its arms and welcome me, I often ponder which Hogwarts house would best suit my character and values. Each of the four houses at Hogwarts School holds a unique appeal, and the Sorting Hat's decision is far from straightforward. The Sorting Hat is tasked with a monumental challenge: sorting witches and wizards into one of four distinct houses. But is this system truly foolproof? Is it possible that Hogwarts houses can lead to misplacements that defy expectations and conventions? Take Gryffindor, for example. The house of the brave and chivalrous is celebrated as the epitome of heroism. It's the house where heroic figures like Harry Potter, Hermione Granger, and Ron Weasley made their mark. They embody the spirit of fearlessness, standing up for what's right no matter the odds. What about the ones who find courage in vulnerability? The idea of standing boldly in the face of adversity, protecting the weak, and embarking on daring escapades has always been appealing. Perhaps the allure of adventure and the thrill of facing challenges head-on makes Gryffindor a tempting choice. On the opposite end, Slytherin, often perceived as the house of cunning and ambition, whispers enticingly. It has produced both dark wizards and remarkable leaders; ambition is a trait celebrated in the Muggle world as much as in the wizarding realm. The relentless pursuit of one's goals, no matter the obstacles, can be intoxicating. But what of the misfit Slytherins, the ones whose ambition transcends personal gain and power? The notion that "the ends justify the means" has an intriguing appeal for some, and Slytherin stands as the embodiment of pragmatism. Still, the house's reputation for unethical practices gives me pause. Hufflepuff, often overshadowed, is a haven for hardworking and loyalty. Often overshadowed by the glories of Gryffindor and the machinations of Slytherin, Hufflepuff offers a unique sense of community and camaraderie. The idea of a supportive, close-knit group where everyone is valued could be a noble aspiration. It appeals to my desire for inclusivity, but does it fully capture my thirst for intellectual challenges and adventure? But does this house truly embrace those who strive for greatness and recognition? Those who long for acknowledgment beyond the satisfaction of a job well done might find themselves in a constant battle against Hufflepuff's humble ethos. Finally, Ravenclaw, with its dedication to intellect and wisdom. Known for producing some of the brightest minds in the wizarding world, Ravenclaw fosters a love for learning and a thirst for knowledge. It celebrates the pursuit of knowledge, a value I hold dear. The idea of spending hours in the library, unearthing secrets of the magical world, is alluring for those who believe that knowledge is power. So, where would I fit? The Sorting Hat might find itself in a conundrum, torn between the allure of adventure, the cunning of ambition, the warmth of community, and the thirst for knowledge. I believe I possess a piece of each of these houses within me, much like the characters we know and love from J.K. Rowling's magical universe. In the end, it is not just our traits but our choices that define us. Isn't the beauty of magic found in its ability to challenge norms and expectations? For me, Ravenclaw values align with my personality. While I do appreciate bravery(as seen in Gryffindor) and have a penchant for ambition (qualities of Slytherin), the quest for knowledge is closest to my heart. It's in the pursuit of knowledge that I find my greatest adventures and the most profound magic.

I aspire to pursue neurosurgery to advance research in Dementia and Alzheimer's prevention, exploring early-stage nasal breathing techniques' potential to enhance cerebral blood flow pathways, primarily targeting the hippocampus, underpinning the belief that proactively preventing memory loss surpasses relying solely on medication or therapeutic interventions for managing these conditions.

Recovery, to me, is a second chance at life. It is a beacon of hope that illuminates the path to a brighter future. Today, I stand tall and unshaken, grateful for the support that guided me through this transformative process. While it hasn't been easy, recovery has shown me the strength I never knew I had. It has taught me to celebrate every victory, no matter how small, and to forgive myself for any setbacks. Through this journey, I have discovered the true essence of resilience—the power to rise from the depths of addiction and rebuild a life of purpose and fulfilment. Recovery isn't just about abstaining from substances; it's about rebuilding relationships that were damaged during my darkest days. I learned to communicate honestly, apologize for my past actions, and demonstrate the sincerity of my transformation through consistent actions. Therapy and counselling became essential tools in this healing journey, helping me mend the broken pieces of my soul. Recovery means freedom—a liberation from the chains that once bound me. It is waking up each morning with a renewed sense of hope, knowing that I am in control of my life. I share my story to inspire others who may be grappling with addiction, to let them know that there is hope, that they are not alone, and that recovery is possible. I urge them to find the strength to seek help; to embrace the process of recovery with open arms.

If I were to come down with the flu, fever, or stomach ache. My mom was quick to prepare some home remedies or spend the entire evening praying in her room for God to heal me. Through it all, I never had the need to go to the hospital growing up, not because I did not get sick but because I was never ill enough for medical visits that came with a bill we could not afford. No one in my family had cancer. My experience with cancer comes from my girlfriend, who was diagnosed with stage 4 angioma glioblastoma at the age of six when she was running in the playground and bumped her head into a tree requiring an x-ray where they found out she had cancer growing in her head and had to go through various surgeries during her lifetime involving the removal of her left cerebellum and a device inserted into her heart and brain. During the early stage of our relationship, it was difficult to understand the post-traumatic and life-altering changes from the battle with cancer. Apart from the numerous medications she had to take each day, she suffered from short-term memory loss because of the removal of the cerebellum. Painstakingly enough, these were not the only conditions she was going through. The device connected to her heart and brain acts as a signal pathway delivering shocks to her brain but with that, it comes with rapid seizures moment every day, making it hard for her to stay the entirety of a lecture or sleep at night without me waking her up because she was having a seizure in the evenings. With my career aspiration of becoming a neurosurgeon, my girlfriend's neuroscientist helped me understand what she was going through, how I could help her every day, and my academic path toward neuroscience. I was never a big believer in illnesses like cancer or other life-altering sicknesses because my mother is so quick to dismiss any health issues as something mild that I will get through in a day or two, and that was a fact. I never got sick past a few days growing up, and I have never visited the hospital for a reoccurring pain that needed proper medical attention until recently. I was diagnosed with Cardiac Amyloidosis, a cancer deposit of abnormal protein in my heart tissue last month after being rushed to the hospital during my summer class. The pain was there; my chest and heart hurt constantly; both my legs and feet had tingling sensations; and my stomach, liver, and kidney occasionally sent sharp pain that I could feel. I ignored every sign my body had been giving me since the beginning of the year. I ignored them on purpose because, I was busy with school, I was no longer financially supported by my mother, and I had no medical insurance; it was something I believed if I ignored, it would go away or If I did my mother home remedies she used to do when I got sick as a child, I might get better. After being told how damaging and the need for medical attention is important, all I kept thinking about was the burden of the medical costs that this would bring. I asked the doctor how long do I have if left untreated. To that, I received no answer but was told it was going to get worse because the protein is in my bloodstream causing clogs in different areas of the body with further implications if left untreated sooner than later.

One thing that gives me hope that the future will be better is my faith. I was raised a Christian, and my faith has always been a source of strength and hope for me. In spite of the trials and tribulations I have faced in my life, my faith has never wavered. I firmly believe that God has a plan for me and for the world, and that everything happens for a reason. I am hopeful that the future will be better because I believe that God is in control. I have faced many challenges in my life, but my faith has always helped me to see the silver lining in every situation. Even when things have been tough, I have always been able to find something to be thankful for. My faith has taught me to be hopeful even when things seem hopeless. I am confident that the future will be better because I am trusting in a power greater than myself. I am also hopeful because of the people in my life. I am surrounded by loving family and friends who have always been there for me. They have helped me through tough times and celebrated with me during the good times. I know that I can always count on them to be a source of support and encouragement. I am also hopeful because of the positive impact I can have on the world. I believe that we all have the power to make a difference in the world, and I am committed to using my talents and resources to make the world a better place. The future may be uncertain, but I am hopeful because of my faith and the people in my life. I am confident that the future will be better because I am trusting in a power greater than myself and because I am committed to making a difference in the world.

When it comes to happiness in your life, where does that ever get you? Though your joy might not be pleasant at the moment, the important thing is that it must be something you have to appreciate at the spur of the moment. 'Why so quiet? You're looking too forlorn.' Inquired by a stranger. I was sitting leaning against an aisle pillar. 'I'm simply immersing myself in the spirit of the moment,' I replied. No doubt at this stage of the season, I established upon myself what joy means to me. It gives me a special feeling to know what joy means to me; among all emotions, it comes from my connection with my parents, brothers, sisters, friends, school, community, state, country, and my religion. There is no true happiness or joy within oneself, even the most inconsequential people we run into day-to-day leave an impression in our hearts than our self-aggrandizement. Living by the belief of the bible scripture, "Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself," my joy doesn't come from pleasing myself. I feel more joyful by the connection I make with people around me. How do I seek out joy? Simple, I welcome everyone with an open heart and mind; the effects are beautifully enhanced by the sight of new delightful memories that are now shared with another person. To find true happiness, I step out of myself and try to make someone else happy. People will come, even if they aren't so very intimate with you, because of all the fuss in the world; we all want to share a little happiness and hope to attain peace of mind.

The song that inspires me the most is Grow by FACESOUL. Very late one night, I was beside myself with fervent prayers in regards to being thwarted from college because of financial hardships. ‘What on earth shall I do?' I wondered. I barely had time to turn the problem over in my mind after, so I seized back to bed. The next morning, I waited vainly in hopes that word of some sort would relay back regarding my appeals, scholarship applications, and grants. ‘I am at my wit’s end. I can't afford my tuition; I am limited on what to do.’ Inside the Dean of Physics office, I sat waiting for my name to be called. No one was present except the Dean and I locked behind her office door. I inserted my headphones; and clicked on 'Random' on Spotify. An a-capella humming and non-instrumental beat radiates a hypnotic spiritual transformation in me. Wondering who this artist was, I read the lyrics as the song continues. The tone was remarkably bright and the opening lyrics were ‘Don’t be afraid.’ Though things may have gone wrong for me, I could barely suppress a smile. I was terrified that I’d burst out laughing as the song continues, I didn’t understand it. I was crying, laughing, and smiling. Even if I am turned down, I should stand by what I said. She called me into her office, I stubbornly argued my case, but there was no sign I will be receiving the help I need. ‘Have faith, the journey is long. If you don’t know, the path is long. But if you try, you’ll surely grow. To heal past the sorrow, that’s been keeping you low.’ This is a verse in the song that will forever inspire me to not give up.

They say when people are at their lowest, most desperate point, that is when you know their true nature. January 12, 2020. Two days before the beginning of the spring semester. I logged into my student housing account to find my new accommodation for the semester. "Not enrolled for the semester," it said. Panicking, I logged into my student portal. "You have an outstanding balance of $20,000". My heart dropped; my mom wasn't home at the time. How could I tell her I won't be returning to school this semester? How can I tell her about the current balance I have? I decided to sleep with this problem in mind. The following day, my mom woke me up regarding the school shopping lists I had to complete today. I sat at the edge of my bed, took a deep breath, and told her I couldn't register for the semester. Mad about the subject, a few words were said about my lack of preparation. She wasn't financially competent to help with my college; she kicked me out. I had no car, friends for accommodation, or a job for compensation. I packed the items she threw outside the hallway and stored them in storage close to my house. I packed a few essentials that I needed for the following days. I slept at parks, strangers' houses, and on the bus. February 5, 2020. I decided to go back to my school even though I wasn't registered. I was still homeless; I made friends who accommodated me. For the next three months, I was a student with no classes; I used that opportunity to build my connections with students and teachers. I created a fundraiser on my behalf, connecting people to help me continue my education. I was able to pay $10,000.

The most inspiring book I have read and continue to read is the "Bible." The Bible has taught me many virtues--righteousness, godliness, faith, love, gentleness, e.t.c. Through the Bible, I am learning to work in my heart and keep a true faith entrusting everything to God even when I am lost and don't know what to do. I have come to an understanding that the Bible is a book that contains the truth about eternal life. To fully understand the teachings in the 66 books of the Bible, I first need to know my purpose for reading. Is it merely a guide to wisdom for life, or does it contain the will of God, who wants us to achieve complete repentance by living according to the teachings of God and return to heaven? I choose the latter. Through the words in the Bible, I am given life and know the importance of my words in my life. I lived a life full of complaints instead of thanks, now I live a life full of gratitude, speaking good words that benefit those who listen, according to God's will. Every word in the Bible is not written to please the eyes and ears; it has no meaning to those who don't put it into practice. "To obey is better than sacrifice," and "Give thanks in all circumstances"(1 Sa 15:22; 1 Th 5:18).

Spirituality, science, and math are all reliable clues to the nature and character of our existence. We have come to comprehend the nature of science and how to logically understand the mathematical evidence of its existence. We have come to gain a more proper understanding of ourselves, how and why we think and what is most important. Some mythology and religious symbolism are based on numbers; for example, the triad or trinity in many forms. Spirituality, science, and math represent the order of the universe or the outer world and express the order of the universe. Albert Einstein stated paradoxically that “the eternal mystery of the world is its comprehensibility.” Solving this mystery is one of the fundamental problems of the philosophy of science. As a physics student, religion and science are the two of the most fundamental, cultural, and intellectual forces in today’s world. Both offer us a stereoscopic view of reality denied to those who limit themselves to one discipline’s perspective. Scientific truths are delineated by their precision and the certainty of their predictions. But science archives these admirable qualities by using mathematical concepts and knowledge. The mark of philosophical greatness is as much to identify good questions as it is to answer them, attempting to identify its strengths and weaknesses while at the same time being willing to learn from the other side and face up to its limits and vulnerabilities. The relationship between spirituality, science, and math sets out to ask whether, in what ways, and to what extent the exploration of how they relate to each other. The natural sciences are concerned with asking ‘how’ questions, whereas religion asks ‘why’ questions. The independence model, which is mathematics appeals to both science and religion because it provides them the freedom to quantify and calculate what they admire in their respective fields. Science deals with secondary causes (that is, interaction within the sphere of nature), while religion deals with primary causes (that is, the ultimate origin and purpose of nature).

The most influential Manga in my life is 'BERSERK' written and illustrated by Kentaro Miura. Pushing the limit of human suffering, the main protagonist ‘GUT’ is an influencer in my life because his arcs and traits are what I see in myself and what I use as an inspiration to who I aim to become. The correlation between the ‘GUT’ character and me has been our unstoppable willpower from years of childhood trauma, betrayal, and torture. 'Guts' has taught me; I have no limits. Lost in an abyss of darkness, giving up when I failed, in pain, or being miserable, choosing the same circumstances of surrendering before new events lead to more failure, pain, or misery greater than my current crisis. Now I find it easier to break the barrier on what I can handle physically and mentally, fighting through adversities; and evil with every breath for my own goal.

GOD bless Texas. The fatherland of every man, woman, and children based on the identification of common liberty, common good, and whatever we hold most dear with the idea of this great country. I am attached to my country by a sacred tie. I became an American Citizen in Texas. For the virtuous citizens, respect and compassion are part of the duties that extend beyond family but to all fellow citizens. It is an affection that comes from respect and compassion that drives citizens to serve the common good. For this reason, it can be said that being a Texan is a form of compassion that drives us to comprehend our love for our family within an ampler love for Texas.

"Nature is not a place to visit. It is home," - Gary Snyder. I have recognized nature for its traditional essences through acquaintances and life-world experiences. Unlike many adults whose childhood love for nature has paved over, the forests of my youth remain. The old trails are now laced with wooded boardwalks to transport walkers, runners, and riders across muddier reaches. Vision is the least intimate of human senses. In nature, I embrace the sweet, drenched air that turns breath visible, the endless textures and scents, and the lavish taste of fresh-picked fruits. Absorbing nature with all of one's senses means opening yourself to new, more experiential forms of understanding. My connection with nature isn't about philosophy or religion. It's ergonomics so that I can perform at the highest level. A meaningful passion for nature does not arise in a single, emotionally charged event, no matter how assertive. It emerges organically and gradually over many years. I learned the best place to fall in love with nature is wherever you happen to be. Nature must be absorbed through our eyes, ears, nose, and pores, as well as our minds. It extends beyond physical fitness, encompassing intellectual and emotional health, self-identity, and basic values and morals.

My beloved Scientist is Marie Curie. Voted the most influential woman of the year in science in 2005. She is the first and only scientist to receive two Nobel Prizes in different fields of science - Physics, and Chemistry. Marie Curie was financially poor after her mother's death. She hoped to further her education after secondary school. At the age of 24, Curie relocated to France after her sister Bronya finished school. She was able to complete 2 degrees while attending Sorbonne to study physics and mathematics. She established a radiology institute, invented mobile x-ray units, and donated the Nobel Prize money to the war effort. She discovered two new elements, radium, and polonium. She used her newly discovered element, radium, to be the gamma-ray source on x-ray machines. Marie Curie made notable contributions to the fields of physics and chemistry and medicine.

The problem of change or making a difference has a better solution than the one we offer. Our current struggles with making a difference in our community and the country are the result of ill-equipped, carelessly myopic people in charge. The potential forces of change are not limited to another pandemic, global warming, or financial crisis. We have the resources to innovate and create new habits and ideas in the country. In a world where billions of people exist, few of us want to conceive the growing environmental challenges that threaten to impact the community, our children, and grandchildren disastrously. Biological agents can spread with terrifying speed, modern technologies are emerging rapidly, privacy is now a privilege than a right, and countries' democracies are governed by the rich for the rich rather than by the people for the people. The internal changes in democracy and local government are not keeping pace with external changes and rapid shifts in the community. It affects everything; the condition and availability of health care; the affordability of commodities that make life easier; the responsiveness of government; our ability to deal with medical emergencies. The list is endless. The need to adapt rapidly is equally necessary for the world to fix threats like climate change, poverty, food security, and capitalizing on opportunities for progress towards a more equitable and prosperous world. The gap between the amount of change present and the change we are successfully implementing in most of our communities and country is growing. An improvement in change around those that govern us will drive our effort to make a difference with the corporations that employ us, the city we live in, and enterprises that supply us with needed goods and services. The number of local and federal government initiatives to produce change is now greater than 20 years ago. Today, in a more complex and rapidly evolving era, we need to overcome the notion of electing people designed for a world long gone into office, sector, or organization when they are not intended to lead this century. We see too slow a pace in change in the face of uncertainty from them. People are designed to be efficient and reliable enough to ensure survival. When this change is resolved; the government, democracy can leap into a new and better future with widely shared benefits. The most successful change comes from mobilizing more leadership from young people that can be guided, facilitated, educated, and motivated to adopt new ways of thinking and working; resulting in successful mission impact and remarkable innovations in making a difference. In the past couple of months, I have conducted myself in the public eye as a missionary of Christ. I have traveled to different cultural districts to understand more in-depth about the language, customs and gain some insight into how the people think. It is not solely to know the change needed in the community or the world; we need to be aware of the dominant systems of understanding that are at work within each community. In doing so, the solutions to many global issues can be formulated in the concept of a mutual agreement.

Life doesn't provide the same advantageous skills to survive the natural world in a proportional size that benefits everyone. I am a college student trying to get an education in physics. I have no family here in America or anywhere else in that matter. With all my hard work over the years to get into a prestigious university, I find myself derailed from my plan to succeed in life. I am currently home because I cannot afford the current spring semester. I can't apply for private loans because I don't have anyone to be a cosigner and I haven't established a good enough credit score to get any loan. It feels like this obstacle is a defining factor in whether I will have a successful future toward furthering my education or become stuck on the sideline watching my life as it unfolds. I see my situation as a defining factor of my faith in myself, my capacity not to give up, and above all, the perseverance to achieve a notable career not only for myself but for my community and this world. The arguments for approaching life in a severe and unsmiling mood are overwhelming. No one gets through existence unscathed. Every day is terrible until eventually, the worst of all happens. After having had my fill of every kind of awfulness, there might still be a way to live light-heartedly amidst catastrophes because I know so well I have had enough of ruminating despair. Expecting the unexpected horror is the one approach I can make to insulate myself from the vengefulness and wickedness of fortune. I recognize something drastic will inevitably happen, and when it does, I shouldn't feel cursed. My life may appear to have gone off-script, but that's because the script I was holding to was a sentimental lie. I am following the pact that all humans must walk; only based on off-script events will I develop my most profound understanding of my purpose in life and grow up newly aware of the ubiquity of random disasters. How am I dreaming big in life? The world is full of despair. This world is too flawed and ugly. The agony and terror of the living people, attempting to escape the limitations that shape their natural condition innovate ideas within me to express the view of things without realizing the fact. I learn not to have any judgment for anyone. Our societies have progressive tendencies to label certain people; my ambition or solution to better myself and others around me is to create a world free from the traditional freedom of choice but rather live in a world where we have freedom from choice. I do not want to choose between feeding the hungry or saving the poor. I no longer want to labor under the burden of choice. My visionary dream is the freedom that consists of the absence of human obstacles so we can do what we desire or may come to desire. True freedom is of the soul in which conflicts are not only left behind but forgotten.

Life doesn't provide the same advantageous skills to survive the natural world in a proportional size that benefits everyone. I am a college student trying to get an education in physics. I have no family here in America or anywhere else in that matter. With all my hard work over the years to get into a prestigious university, I find myself derailed from my plan to succeed in life. I am currently home because I cannot afford the current spring semester. I can't apply for private loans because I don't have anyone to be a cosigner and I haven't established a good enough credit score to get any loan. It feels like this obstacle is a defining factor in whether I will have a successful future toward furthering my education or become stuck on the sideline watching my life as it unfolds. I see my situation as a defining factor of my faith in myself, my capacity not to give up, and above all, the perseverance to achieve a notable career not only for myself but for my community and this world. The arguments for approaching life in a severe and unsmiling mood are overwhelming. No one gets through existence unscathed. Every day is terrible until eventually, the worst of all happens. After having had my fill of every kind of awfulness, there might still be a way to live light-heartedly amidst catastrophes because I know so well I have had enough of ruminating despair. Expecting the unexpected horror is the one approach I can make to insulate myself from the vengefulness and wickedness of fortune. I recognize something drastic will inevitably happen, and when it does, I shouldn't feel cursed. My life may appear to have gone off-script, but that's because the script I was holding to was a sentimental lie. I am following the pact that all humans must walk; only based on off-script events will I develop my most profound understanding of my purpose in life and grow up newly aware of the ubiquity of random disasters. What do I hope to achieve in my life? Life is a manner of replacing one worry and desire with another. The only stable factor in our lives is craving; the only destination is the journey. With this logical thinking of life, I hope to achieve a steady-state of life in the next coming years, where I am back on my path to become a neurosurgeon. Being a neurosurgeon has been a lifelong ambition since my childhood. I will not accept the universal disasters to derail me from my dream. To accomplish my dream of being a neurosurgeon into a concrete action, I maintain an excellent GPA to qualify for school scholarships. I continue applying for private scholarships offered anywhere. My dream doesn't affect only me but also those who believed in me. Because of my lack of enrollment in school, I am doubtful of my entire existence. The following steps are known, get a loan, apply for scholarships, find a lender, yet I cannot enroll back in school to procure my lifelong dream. I will not give up but will continue to achieve what I look forward to in life.

There is no greater priority in childhood than to procure an education: it's in the preceding years that we ought to push ourselves with outstanding vigor to learn the lessons and acquire the experience to maneuver around adult life's pitfall successfully. The clue to a successful adult life lies in childhood education. During my early childhood, I didn't have the luxury or opportunity to have an education. I never knew who I was, nor was there anyone to teach me. With no education or family, there is nowhere I belonged in this world. No one needed me and knew me. Meticulously evaluating my existence and my lack of education, the urge to change begins taking on what I call "special meaning" in my life. I understood the world through the people around me; enlightenment reflected the meaning of inner freedom through familiar visuals people tend to ignore. My self-reflection is no longer stuck between the mechanical motions of the flesh and the freedom of the spirit. I have found my passion for interpreting the world in a series of events without weighing the alternatives. The world is full of despair. This world is too flawed and ugly. The agony and terror of the living people, attempting to escape the limitations that shape their natural condition innovate ideas within me to express the view of things without realizing the fact. When it comes to design, people get strangely demanding, asking too directly what it might all be for, with various areas from fashion, graphic, photography, interior, art, and many more. It's an obvious but striking fact that notable works of design in different departments divulge an emblem of hope. Design matters because our personalities and feelings are changeable and shifting. It's often the nature of the designed environment that influences whether we'll appear confident or defeated, at ease or guarded, generously spirited, or alienated. Beauty is a promise of morality, and ugliness is reminiscent of nothing short of hopelessness and corruption, and that's why beautiful design matters because it encourages our better sides. In contrast, ugly design stokes our worst ones. As a designer, I hope to show the world that my plan has an introspective view to change us. As a designer, I pay immense attention to making sure the design world would speak of enlightened values like the pursuit of happiness, knowledge of nature, and many more. I hope to achieve a well-designed world, not out of excessive taste, but to encourage us to be the best version of ourselves. To achieve this goal, I have a minor in photography, an understanding of art. I would work with vast design companies and execute creative designs that show the world all creativity components. As a creative person who wants to make different kinds of innovative designs, it's already possible to find similarities in other people's motifs available. I won't stand overmuch chance of success, proving almost impossible to compete against standardization forces. I will fill my work with day-to-day opportunities to mark what I am designing with my creative spark stamp.