"The wings of transformation are born of patience and struggle"- Janet S. Dickens.
I fully trust in the quote, "Everything happens for a reason". At times, what may seem like the worst possible outcome hits you like a truck when it actually happens. For me, this was when I was rejected from my dream college.
I began my college search unsure of what I wished to study or even what I wanted from the college itself. After one college tour, I found an open-curriculum was an asset I desired as I continued my college search. Still not knowing exactly what I wanted to study, I knew I had interests in both dance and psychology. I sought after small, selective colleges with open curriculums, ones that would set me up for success. I would be allowed to study what I wanted through this curriculum, which was extremely important to me. After much research, I found my perfect fit: Hamilton College.
Located about two hours from my hometown, Hamilton College was a small, selective school with an open curriculum and majors in dance in psychology. A beautiful campus in Utica, NY, it was set near dance studios I grew up with. The college was quaint and exactly what I wanted. I attended a campus tour, an optional interview, and knew after just a day that this was where I needed to go to school.
I continued showing demonstrated interest in Hamilton over time. Through an additional campus tour, optional essays, and video submissions to add to my portfolio of accomplishments, I felt confident in my early decision application. In addition to my optional application additions, I was invited to a college-level dance class by a professor at the college! I felt more than ready to attend this college, and all that was needed was a letter of acceptance.
The day came to hear about early decision applications: December 12th, 2019. After doing an annual performance at a nursing home with my dance studio, I awaited any notification from the college in excitement (and in red lipstick). Surrounded by my parents and my dance family in Christmas costumes, I was ready for my acceptance.
"I regret to inform you we are unable to offer you admission to Hamilton College". Shock and complete devastation rang through my body. Tears ran down my face, wiping off my stage makeup, and dashed college dreams with it. Months of hard work seemed all for naught as nothing but disbelief could be understood in those moments. It became hard to know what the next step would be, and when I would be ready to take it.
My mother was the one who began to push me to look at other colleges. I could not believe after less than a week she wanted to schedule more tours. Could I not have my time to grieve? She started my search again by suggesting a more local institution, Nazareth College. Pointing out the small campus size, how close to home it was, and how they had both dance and psychology departments, she thought this could be a good fit. Dragged onto a campus tour just a few weeks following my rejection, I fully believed no college would beat what Hamilton possessed. To my surprise, Nazareth seemed like a better fit for me than Hamilton would ever be. After just one campus tour, I knew Nazareth would now be the place for me. All the work I did for my dream college prepared me to take on any other college, making all of my hard work valid in the long run.
"Everything happens for a reason". I believe in this quote almost as much as my mother does, but my college journey shows the truth in this saying. After my first semester at Nazareth College, I have found the best fit possible in a college. As a dance and psychology double major, I feel I am fully furthering my education in both fields. I can focus on my career with the possibilities of internships and study abroad opportunities that Naz specifically partners with. The small campus allows for a close and comfortable community of peers I will grow to know better over these next few years. Not only can I study my passions, but I can further them through dancing on the Nazareth Dance Team, volunteering in my hometown, and finding educational and career opportunities in the area.
My rejection from Hamilton College redirected me to where I really belonged, Nazareth College. While the journey can be uncomfortable, arduous, and full of confusion, the route to where you truly belong brings many transformations. Through this rejection in my life, it became the ultimate steppingstone to finding my perfect college fit.