“ Your inner peace is essential and your self-care is a necessity” - Unknown. This quote conveys an important message, which is to ensure your mind and body is prioritized. I believe my mental health is important because it contributes to daily decisions, character/attitude, and ultimately my destiny. There are many factors such as stress, overcommitment, lack of sleep, and poor diet. Which can disturb your perspective of life and your thinking process.
I was born and raised in Philadelphia, PA in the North Philly area. While growing up in that atmosphere I seen gun violence, drug abuse, poverty, and just pure chaos. These acts are definitely associated with poor mental health.
Witnessing these things was traumatic for me. Metaphorically speaking, it felt like Gotham City with no Batman to save us. Everyday I will wake up and just hear bad news: somebody got shot, someone died from an overdose, people get kicked out their homes and left homeless on the street. This had a negative impact on me with how I live and interact with people.
At a point of time, I disconnected from people and became withdrawn die to my environment. I also became less friendly and distrustful towards others. I started to have pessimistic thoughts about every encounter and always keep my guard up. I lost faith in humanity, everybody wanted to belittle each other, but don’t want to help another.
During the Covid era, it was a revolutionary time for me and things managed to get better. Before Covid, I was at the risk of developing high blood pressure which will correlate to neurological complications. It scared me, so I decided to be proactive and listen to my body. So i started to eat less junk food with high salt contents, exercising, and drinking lots of water. This improved my mental in so many ways that I could never imagine. I made that apart of my daily routine. I started to build structure and planned how I would want to live my life. I started to go out more, try new things, and meet new people. Before I would always worry, procrastinate, or even just give up on myself.
Even though Covid was a horrendous era with the lost of many lives. I think that time has brought many US citizens together. It made me think, reflect, and relate to others. It made me want to be a better person, take care of my health, and start to make healthy decisions. I was afraid to leave this Earth without being the change I want/ people want to see.
What I learned that it’s mentally important to sometimes isolate from people to rebuild yourself. There’s nothing wrong with being knocked down, it only become a problem when you stay down. Get back up and keep going. It’s all God’s work and he will always have the last say so. Therefore, be mindful of what you say, do, or think because your character will lead to your destiny.