For a long time, I didn’t fully understand where my voice belonged.
I come from two strong and deeply rooted cultures. My mother is Black, and my maternal grandmother is an immigrant from the Cape Verde islands, off the coast of West Africa. My father is Native Hawaiian. Both sides of my family carry histories of resilience, survival, and cultural pride. But growing up, especially as I moved between different environments, I often felt like I was existing in between worlds rather than fully seen in either one.
One of the most important parts of who I am is that I speak ʻŌlelo Hawaiʻi fluently. I attended a Hawaiian immersion school, where Hawaiian was the first language I learned to read and write. That experience connected me deeply to my culture, but it also made me aware of how rare that connection is. Outside of those spaces, I often found that people didn’t understand that part of me, or didn’t fully recognize it. It became another layer of feeling like I had to choose when and how to share my identity.
In high school, there were moments when I stayed quiet, even when I had something to say. It wasn’t because I didn’t care. It was because I wasn’t sure how my voice would be received. Would people understand where I was coming from? Would I have to explain parts of myself that felt too complex to put into words?
One moment that stands out happened during a class discussion about culture and identity. The conversation stayed on the surface, and I remember feeling frustrated because I knew there was so much more that wasn’t being said. I thought about my grandmother’s journey from Cape Verde, about the history of colonization in Hawaiʻi, and about how both parts of who I am come from people who had to fight to preserve their identity. I had all of that in my mind, but I didn’t speak up.
After class, that silence stayed with me. I realized that by holding back, I was allowing my own story to go unheard. That moment was uncomfortable, but it was also a turning point. I started to understand that finding my voice wasn’t just about confidence. It was about responsibility.
I began to push myself to speak more and to show up in ways that felt authentic to who I am. In high school, I became actively involved with the Scituate Cape Verde Sister City Committee, where my grandmother serves as chair. As the student liaison, I helped support events and initiatives that celebrated Cape Verdean culture and strengthened connections within the community. That experience gave me a space where my voice wasn’t just accepted, it was needed. I wasn’t just representing myself, I was helping tell a larger story about culture, identity, and belonging.
At the same time, I carried my Hawaiian identity with me in quieter but equally meaningful ways. Being able to speak Hawaiian fluently is something I am incredibly proud of. It connects me to a history of resilience and cultural preservation, and it has shaped how I see the importance of language, storytelling, and education. Even when I didn’t always say it out loud, that part of me influenced how I listened, how I learned, and how I began to understand the power of voice.
Learning to use my voice didn’t happen all at once. There were still moments of doubt, moments where I questioned whether I would be understood. But over time, I found confidence not in being perfect, but in being honest. I realized that my perspective matters because it is real, and because it reflects experiences that are often overlooked.
Now, as a freshman in college with a 3.9 GPA and a place on the Chancellor’s List, I carry those lessons with me. I am more willing to speak up, to share my perspective, and to create space for others to do the same. I understand that communication is not just about speaking clearly, it is about speaking with purpose.
In the future, I hope to use my voice to build connections across communities and to continue advocating for cultural understanding and education. Coming from both African and Indigenous backgrounds, I know how powerful it is when stories are shared and voices are heard. I want to be part of that impact.
My voice is still growing, but it is no longer silent. It is shaped by my cultures, my experiences, and the moments when I chose to stop holding back.