The news hit me pretty hard. My Gatka (Sikh martial arts) teacher of over 10 years informed me of his cancer relapse. There were a million thoughts running through my mind.
But above all else, I wanted to know why. Why did his cancer return? I could not comprehend why something that had completely disappeared would just randomly return again. I turned to Khan Academy, YouTube, scientific articles, and my AP Biology class seeking answers. One can never truly know if cancer is completely gone. Metastasis can occur in which cells break away from primary cancer, too small to be spotted, resulting in the recurrence of cancer.
This was only the beginning. I spent most of my high school summers researching different medical fields, but now I had a specific interest. Through my AP and IB Biology courses, I learned more about oncogenes and carcinogens while researching the cell cycle and mutagens on my own. I transformed my research to practicality as I participated in regional and state-level competitions at the medical club at my school, Health Occupations Students of America (HOSA). It connected me to like-minded people while giving me the tools that I needed to learn more about cancer resistance and the everyday procedures physicians use in gene testing, targeted therapy, and biopsies.
However, I also realized that my religious community does not trust the healthcare system to provide adequate care. The general consensus was that going to a healthcare provider would only result in being prescribed a useless medication, and we would not actually get better. At the time, I fell for it, too. However, I now understand that this is not always the case, and most physicians aim to treat patients better than what I have described. Despite my understanding, the rest of my community continues to hold such views, which can be very dangerous because our community is one that is at high risk for cardiovascular disease, diabetes, and various other illnesses, but by ignoring their health needs, it is highly likely that many members of my community are unknowingly decreasing their quality of life and their lifespan.
I want to not only learn about the various possible disease that may affect more of my community but also explore the different therapies for treatments and understand why they are so effective. Being able to work with professors and seeing how doctors interact with patients will enable me to understand the nature of the disease and people’s bodily reactions to it. The specialized focuses of the schools of UCLA contain opportunities for me to work alongside professionals who explore with their students outside the classroom. Most importantly, I want to work with the collaborative community of students with similar goals at UCLA that will help me solidify the foundation of being physical and help lead my community in the right direction in terms of healthcare.
A month before the COVID shutdown in southern California, my father’s company was taken over and shifted to New York. My father could keep his job, our family’s sole income source, as long as we moved to New York, but it was an offer we could not accept. Our family thought losing this job would be fine since my father had over 20 years of work experience and could easily find another job. On the contrary, we lived off our parents’ savings for almost a year and a half since no one in my family could secure employment. My older brother, who is autistic, was and still is in college. I would spend a portion of my time checking my brother’s writing assignments and helping him whenever he needed it. When our savings started to deplete, my father had to work at a 7-Eleven to generate some sort of income as all the government monetary aid was spent on bills. I had to withdraw from all the virtual medical internships and summer camps I had signed up for because it was no longer something we could afford. Refusing to let my education falter, I turned my focus on opportunities at school and online that were free. However, despite my father’s recent employment, the cost of college and my plan of attending medical school, has made me place heavy emphasis on financial aid in order to support my future plans and to not create any financial burdens on my family.