My journey with addiction began when I was young, grappling with unresolved pain and trauma from my childhood. I faced abuse, bullying, and sexual molestation at an early age, which left deep emotional scars. Over time, I turned to drugs to numb the pain I couldn’t face, thinking they would fill the void within me. What began as temporary escapes soon led me down a path of addiction that would cost me nearly everything.
My lifestyle and addiction eventually led to a 17-year prison sentence. Inside, I continued to use, selling drugs to support my habit, sinking further into despair. There were times when I lost hope entirely, and thoughts of suicide felt like the only escape. In 2015, however, an attempted murder changed everything for me. Confronted with my own mortality, I realized that if I wanted to survive, I needed to change. That traumatic event marked the beginning of my journey toward sobriety and self-discovery.
From that point forward, I committed myself to transforming my life. I began seeking help through Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, which allowed me to confront my past and understand the roots of my addiction. Through therapy, I learned healthier ways to cope and started processing emotions I’d long buried. My healing journey became my mission, and I soon realized I wanted to use my story to inspire others who were also struggling.
When I was released in 2022, I knew I wanted to pursue an education. Despite facing homelessness and financial challenges, I enrolled in college, seeing it as my path to build a meaningful future. Today, I am a senior studying Human Services with a focus on Addiction Studies. My experiences in both addiction and recovery fuel my studies and my desire to understand the complexities of addiction to help others effectively.
Sobriety has changed my life in every way. It has allowed me to rebuild relationships, reconnect with my faith, and discover a purpose I never thought possible. I now dedicate my time to volunteering, leading self-help groups, and mentoring individuals reentering society after incarceration. I openly share my story with them, hoping to show that change is possible, even in the darkest circumstances. Serving as Vice President of the nonprofit Phoenix Arise has deepened my commitment to helping others reclaim their lives. Every day, I witness people finding hope through our support, which reaffirms why I’m on this path.
Looking forward, I plan to use my education to expand my impact. My vision is to work in reentry programs and community organizations, where I can provide professional counseling and personal guidance to those facing addiction, incarceration, and trauma. My goal is to develop programs that address addiction and the underlying issues that lead individuals down these paths. I believe in the power of empathy, connection, and genuine support, and I want to use my experiences to remind others that healing and hope are within reach.
Having walked this path myself, I know that recovery is a journey, and I am passionate about walking alongside others as they begin their own transformations. My education is not just a career step; it’s part of my mission to give back, to be there for those who feel lost, and to show that change, no matter how difficult, is always possible.