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Fquira Johannes

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General information

Hobbies & Interests

  • Acting And Theater
  • Painting and Studio Art
  • digital art
  • Singing
  • Writing
  • 3D Modeling
  • Movies And Film

Reading

  • Book Club
  • Cultural
  • Literary Fiction

I read books multiple times a week.

Bio

For most of my adult life, I have worked to provide for my family and care for others, often putting my own healing and dreams aside. I am a proud Bronx native who grew up without both parents, raised by my grandmother in an environment marked by violence and hardship. At 16, I became a teen mom and made a promise to rise above my circumstances through education. It took me eight years to earn my associate degree and another eight to complete my bachelor’s, but I never stopped pursuing my goals. I went on to earn a master’s degree and later a graduate degree in creative writing. Although I hoped to transition into the arts, I remained in social services for more than 20 years, supporting my family and helping others navigate their own challenges. In caring for others, I never truly had the opportunity to address many of my own traumas or fully pursue the creative gifts that had been waiting for me. In 2020, I survived colon cancer, and being given another chance at life changed my perspective. As an older student and cancer survivor, I am deeply aware that time is a gift. I am still vibrant, capable, and eager to create, and I do not want another chapter of my life to pass without pursuing the work I know I am meant to do. I am a gifted writer and storyteller and have competed and won the opportunity to perform my spoken-word poetry. With this scholarship, I hope to finally pursue a career in the creative arts and use the life I fought to keep to create, perform, tell meaningful stories, and share my talents with others.

Education

Full Sail University

Master's degree program

2014 – 2015

Majors:
  • Rhetoric and Composition/Writing Studies
  • Film/Video and Photographic Arts

North Carolina State University at Raleigh

Master's degree program

2011 – 2012

Majors:
  • Social Work

CUNY Lehman College

Bachelor's degree program

1991 – 1999

Majors:
  • Social Work

Miscellaneous

Desired degree level:
Doctoral degree program (PhD, MD, JD, etc.)
Majors of interest:
Visual and Performing Arts, General, Film/Video and Photographic Arts
Desired degree modality:
Online
Medical school interest:
No

Career

  • Actress, soundtrack

    Motion Pictures and Film · Varied

    Jan 2009 – Jan 2020

  • Social Worker Case Manager, Vocational Coordinator

    Hospital & Health Care · Duke, Montefiore Medical

    Jan 2007 – Jan 2024

  • Clinical Supervisor

    Mental Health Care · Carter Clinic

    Jan 2011 – Jan 2017

  • Team Member

    Civic & Social Organization · Shelter

    Jan 1996 – Jan 1997

Miscellaneous

Dream career field:
Arts
Work experience:
10+ years
Has nursing license:
No

Future Interests

  • Advocacy
  • Volunteering
  • Entrepreneurship
Ethel Hayes Destigmatization of Mental Health Scholarship
My experience with mental health has profoundly shaped my goals, relationships, and understanding of the world. As a survivor of childhood sexual abuse, I experienced trauma that deeply influenced my emotional development. At the age of 16, I also became parentified, living on my own while raising a young child. These experiences required me to take on adult responsibilities long before I was emotionally prepared, while navigating my own healing and survival. Rather than allowing these experiences to define me, they cultivated a deep sense of empathy and a passion for reducing the stigma surrounding mental health. My healing journey has motivated me to pursue emotional wellness, not only for myself but also to foster healthier, more authentic relationships built on trust, compassion, and resilience. Perhaps most importantly, these experiences have transformed the way I see the world. I recognize both its beauty and its pain—the "beautiful ugly" of the human experience. I have come to understand that suffering and hope can exist together, and that healing is possible even after profound adversity. This perspective has given me a greater appreciation for the strength of the human spirit and a lifelong commitment to helping others find hope, healing, and purpose in their own journeys.
Carolina Film Festival Scholarship
Growing up as an artist and performer, I witnessed firsthand the emotional demands that creative work can place on individuals. My current documentary project, Olympians of the Stage – Behind the Lights, explores the intersection of mental health and the performing arts, focusing specifically on Broadway actors and creative professionals who have navigated the balance between passion, performance, and personal well-being. Through intimate interviews with leading Broadway actors, a licensed therapist, and carefully selected performance footage, this documentary highlights the often-unspoken mental health challenges that exist within the entertainment industry while also emphasizing resilience, healing, and self-awareness. The theme of the film centers on the necessity of balancing health and passion in the creative arts. Artists are frequently celebrated for their dedication and sacrifice, yet conversations about burnout, anxiety, depression, and emotional wellness are often overlooked. Olympians of the Stage – Behind the Lights seeks to humanize performers by sharing authentic stories about the pressures of maintaining artistic excellence while protecting mental health. The documentary encourages open dialogue, reduces stigma surrounding mental health care, and inspires viewers—especially creatives—to prioritize self-care without abandoning their dreams. The filming phase of the documentary has already been completed. We have gathered compelling interviews, emotional storytelling, and powerful performance snippets that bring depth and authenticity to the project. At this stage, our greatest financial need is support for post-production, specifically final video editing, sound refinement, color correction, and finishing elements necessary to prepare the documentary for distribution and screening opportunities. These final edits are essential in shaping the emotional impact and professional quality of the film. Scholarship funding would directly support the completion of the project and help ensure that these important stories reach a broader audience. My passion for filmmaking comes from both my creative and professional journey. I began my career as an actress in film, which gave me a deep appreciation for storytelling and the emotional vulnerability involved in performance. Over time, I expanded my work behind the camera and earned a Master’s degree in Creative Writing for Film and Television from Full Sail University . In addition to filmmaking, I am also a licensed therapist, which uniquely positions me to approach this documentary with both artistic sensitivity and clinical understanding. My dual background allows me to create work that is not only visually engaging, but also emotionally meaningful and socially impactful. I believe film has the power to educate, heal, and create connection. My hope is that Olympians of the Stage – Behind the Lights will encourage audiences to recognize that mental health care is not a weakness, but a necessary part of sustaining creativity, purpose, and life itself. I want viewers—especially artists and young creatives—to feel seen, understood, and empowered to seek support when needed. Receiving this scholarship would play a critical role in helping us complete this project at the professional standard it deserves. More importantly, it would help amplify a message that has the potential to inspire healthier conversations within the arts community and beyond. This documentary is more than a film to me; it is an opportunity to merge my passions for storytelling, advocacy, and mental health into a project that can create lasting impact.
Therapist Impact Fund: Legacy Loan Relief
Winner
1. Community Impact (300 words or less) Throughout my career, I have dedicated myself to creating safe and empowering spaces for individuals, couples, and families to heal and grow. As a mental health therapist, I serve diverse communities—people who often come from backgrounds where mental health care is stigmatized, under-resourced, or entirely inaccessible. Many of my clients are navigating trauma, systemic inequities, and the weight of unhealed generational wounds. Equitable access to mental health care matters to me because I grew up in an environment where help was neither encouraged nor available. I understand how isolation, cultural stigma, and economic hardship can delay healing. This understanding fuels my commitment to make mental health care approachable, compassionate, and rooted in dignity. My work with BetterHelp allows me to reach individuals who may otherwise face barriers to accessing therapy—whether due to transportation challenges, scheduling conflicts, privacy concerns, or stigma. The platform provides clients with a confidential, user-friendly space where they can be matched with someone who genuinely cares. By meeting clients where they are, I help normalize mental health support and encourage people to prioritize their well-being without shame. I believe healing is both personal and communal. Each individual I support creates ripple effects of wellness within their families, communities, and workplaces. Providing equitable access to care means removing barriers and giving people the chance to become the healthiest version of themselves. My role as a therapist is not just to help individuals heal, but to help communities thrive. 2. Financial Need (250 words or less) As a young mom with no parents in the home and little guidance, I entered higher education without a clear understanding of the financial implications of my choices. I accrued significant student loans pursuing degrees that I believed would secure a better future for my family. While those degrees allowed me to serve others, the financial burden has remained a constant weight. These loans have required me to work longer hours and focus on financial survival rather than fully leaning into my calling—to use my skills and training to help heal others. I have spent over 20 years serving in nearly every facet of the mental health field, and my passion has only grown stronger. However, the economic strain has limited the freedom to expand my impact, pursue additional certifications, or invest in creative therapeutic approaches that reflect my vision as a clinician. Receiving this student loan repayment grant would be life-changing. It would not only relieve a financial burden but also give me more space to focus on my clients, further my education in creative arts therapy, and expand access to services for underserved communities. This opportunity would allow me to stand more firmly in my purpose and continue offering healing without the constant weight of debt shaping my professional choices.
Ethel Hayes Destigmatization of Mental Health Scholarship
Growing up in the Bronx without both parents and being raised by my grandmother in an environment marked by violence and instability deeply impacted how I viewed the world and myself. At just sixteen, becoming a teen mom brought its own emotional weight—fear, shame, and the pressure to survive. For years, my mental health journey was one of learning to push through trauma, isolation, and self-doubt while striving to build a future for my child and myself. Education became both my lifeline and my way of rewriting the narrative I inherited. Over the years, I earned my associate, bachelor’s, and master’s degrees, and even pursued a graduate degree in creative writing in hopes of finding a path that aligned with my passion. When those doors didn’t open, I found purpose in serving others. I’ve worked in nearly every facet of the mental health field—shelters, detox programs, rehabilitation centers, supportive housing, in-home services, vocational and career programs—and for the last 13 years, as a mental health therapist. These roles have given me a front-row seat to human suffering, resilience, and transformation. My personal battles with adversity, including surviving colon cancer in 2020, have deepened my understanding of pain and healing. They have taught me to see the world as a place where we can exist as unique individuals yet remain profoundly connected. Each person carries wounds, but we also carry the capacity to heal—both ourselves and one another. This belief guides how I show up for my clients, colleagues, community, and creative work. Through these experiences, I’ve learned that compassion isn’t just a feeling; it’s a practice. It is listening without judgment, holding space for someone else’s pain, and believing in their capacity to grow even when they cannot see it for themselves. My journey has shaped me into a therapist, a creative, a survivor, and a woman committed to making a difference. Receiving this scholarship would allow me to expand my ability to bring healing through the creative arts, uniting my professional experience with the passion that has always lived in me.
Fquira Johannes Student Profile | Bold.org