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Fquira Johannes

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General information

Hobbies & Interests

  • Acting And Theater
  • Painting and Studio Art
  • digital art
  • Singing
  • Writing
  • 3D Modeling
  • Movies And Film

Reading

  • Book Club
  • Cultural
  • Literary Fiction

I read books multiple times a week.

Bio

For most of my adult life, I have worked to provide for my family and care for others, often putting my own healing and dreams aside. I am a proud Bronx native who grew up without both parents, raised by my grandmother in an environment marked by violence and hardship. At 16, I became a teen mom and made a promise to rise above my circumstances through education. It took me eight years to earn my associate degree and another eight to complete my bachelor’s, but I never stopped pursuing my goals. I went on to earn a master’s degree and later a graduate degree in creative writing. Although I hoped to transition into the arts, I remained in social services for more than 20 years, supporting my family and helping others navigate their own challenges. In caring for others, I never truly had the opportunity to address many of my own traumas or fully pursue the creative gifts that had been waiting for me. In 2020, I survived colon cancer, and being given another chance at life changed my perspective. As an older student and cancer survivor, I am deeply aware that time is a gift. I am still vibrant, capable, and eager to create, and I do not want another chapter of my life to pass without pursuing the work I know I am meant to do. I am a gifted writer and storyteller and have competed and won the opportunity to perform my spoken-word poetry. With this scholarship, I hope to finally pursue a career in the creative arts and use the life I fought to keep to create, perform, tell meaningful stories, and share my talents with others.

Education

Full Sail University

Master's degree program

2014 – 2015

Majors:
  • Rhetoric and Composition/Writing Studies
  • Film/Video and Photographic Arts

North Carolina State University at Raleigh

Master's degree program

2011 – 2012

Majors:
  • Social Work

CUNY Lehman College

Bachelor's degree program

1991 – 1999

Majors:
  • Social Work

Miscellaneous

Desired degree level:
Doctoral degree program (PhD, MD, JD, etc.)
Majors of interest:
Visual and Performing Arts, General, Film/Video and Photographic Arts
Desired degree modality:
Online
Medical school interest:
No

Career

  • Actress, soundtrack

    Motion Pictures and Film · Varied

    Jan 2009 – Jan 2020

  • Social Worker Case Manager, Vocational Coordinator

    Hospital & Health Care · Duke, Montefiore Medical

    Jan 2007 – Jan 2024

  • Clinical Supervisor

    Mental Health Care · Carter Clinic

    Jan 2011 – Jan 2017

  • Team Member

    Civic & Social Organization · Shelter

    Jan 1996 – Jan 1997

Miscellaneous

Dream career field:
Arts
Work experience:
10+ years
Has nursing license:
No

Future Interests

  • Advocacy
  • Volunteering
  • Entrepreneurship
Ethel Hayes Destigmatization of Mental Health Scholarship
My personal experiences with mental health, trauma, and adversity have profoundly shaped my goals, relationships, and understanding of the world. I live with ADHD, have experienced depression, and am a survivor of childhood sexual abuse. While these experiences presented significant emotional and psychological challenges, they are only part of my story. My life is also a testament to perseverance, determination, and the belief that circumstances do not have to determine one's future. At the age of 16, I became a mother and was thrust into adulthood long before I was emotionally or financially prepared. I obtained my own apartment in subsidized housing in a neighborhood where violence was a part of everyday life. While other teenagers were attending high school, participating in extracurricular activities, and preparing for college, I was learning how to survive. I was not permitted to continue attending traditional high school and had to obtain my GED instead. With limited family support because I lived far away, I had to teach myself how to cook, budget, pay bills, manage a household, and navigate the countless responsibilities of adulthood. I was raising a child while still trying to understand life myself. There were no guarantees of stability, financial security, or success. Every decision carried consequences, not only for me but also for the child who depended on me. Despite these circumstances, I was determined to pursue an education. I enrolled in college without guidance or assistance in navigating the complexities of higher education, including financial aid. Unfortunately, my lack of knowledge and support contributed to accumulating substantial student loan debt, a financial burden that followed me well into adulthood. It took me eight years to earn my associate degree and another eight years to complete my bachelor's degree. Sixteen years to accomplish what some complete in four may seem excessive, but those years represented extraordinary sacrifice and unwavering determination. I worked, raised my child, maintained a household, and continued my education while managing the emotional consequences of childhood trauma, ADHD, and periods of depression. There were setbacks, disappointments, financial hardships, and moments when the weight of my responsibilities seemed overwhelming. I refused to abandon my educational goals. My journey does not resemble that of a traditional college student, and I learned to stop measuring my progress against anyone else. I was not behind. I was persevering on a different path. Eventually, I graduated from college, and my educational journey did not end there. I continued pursuing higher education and professional development, building a career dedicated to helping individuals and families navigate some of life's most difficult circumstances. Today, I have more than two decades of experience in social services and mental health, including years of providing psychotherapy, advocating for vulnerable populations, and supporting individuals experiencing trauma, emotional distress, addiction, and significant life transitions. I have worked with people from diverse backgrounds, many of whom faced circumstances remarkably similar to those I experienced. Throughout my career, I have had the privilege of helping individuals recognize their strengths, overcome obstacles, rebuild relationships, develop healthier coping strategies, and reclaim a sense of hope and purpose. I have witnessed people transform their lives after experiencing circumstances that once seemed insurmountable. Knowing that my work has contributed to positive changes in the lives of others is among my greatest accomplishments. My personal experiences have significantly influenced my professional approach. Having experienced adversity firsthand, I understand that individuals do not begin life with equal opportunities, resources, or support systems. I recognize that behaviors often reflect underlying experiences that others cannot see. I also understand how trauma, depression, and ADHD can complicate even the simplest daily responsibilities. These experiences have cultivated empathy that extends beyond professional training. They have taught me the importance of listening without judgment, recognizing individual strengths, and understanding people within the context of their circumstances. I do not assume that someone who struggles lacks motivation or that someone who appears successful has never experienced profound emotional pain. My journey has also shaped my personal relationships. I have learned the importance of emotional awareness, accountability, healthy boundaries, compassion, and forgiveness. Understanding my own experiences has helped me recognize how unresolved trauma can influence trust, communication, and emotional connections. I continue to value personal growth and recognize that healing is an ongoing process rather than a single destination. Perhaps one of the most important lessons I have learned is that perseverance does not mean being unaffected by hardship. There were times when I struggled emotionally, questioned my abilities, and felt overwhelmed by the responsibilities I carried. Living with ADHD and experiencing depression presented additional challenges that required self-awareness, adaptation, and intentional efforts to maintain my emotional well-being. I do not minimize or romanticize these experiences. Childhood trauma, poverty, and the responsibilities of teenage motherhood created obstacles that no young person should have to navigate alone. Nevertheless, I recognize that I developed resourcefulness, determination, compassion, and an extraordinary capacity to adapt. Today, when I reflect on my life, I see more than a teenage mother living in subsidized housing, a young woman struggling to complete college, or an individual navigating mental health challenges. I see a college graduate, an accomplished professional, an advocate, and someone who has dedicated decades to helping others improve their lives. My greatest achievement is not simply that I overcame adversity, but that I transformed my determination to succeed into a lifelong commitment to helping others succeed.** My experiences have taught me that success is not defined by the absence of obstacles, the speed of our accomplishments, or the circumstances into which we are born. Success is also measured by our willingness to persevere, continue learning, and create meaningful change despite the challenges we encounter. I am thankful of the life I have built, the people I have helped, and the person I am. My past has influenced my perspective, but it has never determined the limits of my potential. My story is one of perseverance, continued growth, and purpose, and it is still being written.
Carolina Film Festival Scholarship
Growing up as an artist and performer, I witnessed firsthand the emotional demands that creative work can place on individuals. My current documentary project, Olympians of the Stage – Behind the Lights, explores the intersection of mental health and the performing arts, focusing specifically on Broadway actors and creative professionals who have navigated the balance between passion, performance, and personal well-being. Through intimate interviews with leading Broadway actors, a licensed therapist, and carefully selected performance footage, this documentary highlights the often-unspoken mental health challenges that exist within the entertainment industry while also emphasizing resilience, healing, and self-awareness. The theme of the film centers on the necessity of balancing health and passion in the creative arts. Artists are frequently celebrated for their dedication and sacrifice, yet conversations about burnout, anxiety, depression, and emotional wellness are often overlooked. Olympians of the Stage – Behind the Lights seeks to humanize performers by sharing authentic stories about the pressures of maintaining artistic excellence while protecting mental health. The documentary encourages open dialogue, reduces stigma surrounding mental health care, and inspires viewers—especially creatives—to prioritize self-care without abandoning their dreams. The filming phase of the documentary has already been completed. We have gathered compelling interviews, emotional storytelling, and powerful performance snippets that bring depth and authenticity to the project. At this stage, our greatest financial need is support for post-production, specifically final video editing, sound refinement, color correction, and finishing elements necessary to prepare the documentary for distribution and screening opportunities. These final edits are essential in shaping the emotional impact and professional quality of the film. Scholarship funding would directly support the completion of the project and help ensure that these important stories reach a broader audience. My passion for filmmaking comes from both my creative and professional journey. I began my career as an actress in film, which gave me a deep appreciation for storytelling and the emotional vulnerability involved in performance. Over time, I expanded my work behind the camera and earned a Master’s degree in Creative Writing for Film and Television from Full Sail University . In addition to filmmaking, I am also a licensed therapist, which uniquely positions me to approach this documentary with both artistic sensitivity and clinical understanding. My dual background allows me to create work that is not only visually engaging, but also emotionally meaningful and socially impactful. I believe film has the power to educate, heal, and create connection. My hope is that Olympians of the Stage – Behind the Lights will encourage audiences to recognize that mental health care is not a weakness, but a necessary part of sustaining creativity, purpose, and life itself. I want viewers—especially artists and young creatives—to feel seen, understood, and empowered to seek support when needed. Receiving this scholarship would play a critical role in helping us complete this project at the professional standard it deserves. More importantly, it would help amplify a message that has the potential to inspire healthier conversations within the arts community and beyond. This documentary is more than a film to me; it is an opportunity to merge my passions for storytelling, advocacy, and mental health into a project that can create lasting impact.
Therapist Impact Fund: Legacy Loan Relief
Winner
1. Community Impact (300 words or less) Throughout my career, I have dedicated myself to creating safe and empowering spaces for individuals, couples, and families to heal and grow. As a mental health therapist, I serve diverse communities—people who often come from backgrounds where mental health care is stigmatized, under-resourced, or entirely inaccessible. Many of my clients are navigating trauma, systemic inequities, and the weight of unhealed generational wounds. Equitable access to mental health care matters to me because I grew up in an environment where help was neither encouraged nor available. I understand how isolation, cultural stigma, and economic hardship can delay healing. This understanding fuels my commitment to make mental health care approachable, compassionate, and rooted in dignity. My work with BetterHelp allows me to reach individuals who may otherwise face barriers to accessing therapy—whether due to transportation challenges, scheduling conflicts, privacy concerns, or stigma. The platform provides clients with a confidential, user-friendly space where they can be matched with someone who genuinely cares. By meeting clients where they are, I help normalize mental health support and encourage people to prioritize their well-being without shame. I believe healing is both personal and communal. Each individual I support creates ripple effects of wellness within their families, communities, and workplaces. Providing equitable access to care means removing barriers and giving people the chance to become the healthiest version of themselves. My role as a therapist is not just to help individuals heal, but to help communities thrive. 2. Financial Need (250 words or less) As a young mom with no parents in the home and little guidance, I entered higher education without a clear understanding of the financial implications of my choices. I accrued significant student loans pursuing degrees that I believed would secure a better future for my family. While those degrees allowed me to serve others, the financial burden has remained a constant weight. These loans have required me to work longer hours and focus on financial survival rather than fully leaning into my calling—to use my skills and training to help heal others. I have spent over 20 years serving in nearly every facet of the mental health field, and my passion has only grown stronger. However, the economic strain has limited the freedom to expand my impact, pursue additional certifications, or invest in creative therapeutic approaches that reflect my vision as a clinician. Receiving this student loan repayment grant would be life-changing. It would not only relieve a financial burden but also give me more space to focus on my clients, further my education in creative arts therapy, and expand access to services for underserved communities. This opportunity would allow me to stand more firmly in my purpose and continue offering healing without the constant weight of debt shaping my professional choices.
Ethel Hayes Destigmatization of Mental Health Scholarship
Growing up in the Bronx without both parents and being raised by my grandmother in an environment marked by violence and instability deeply impacted how I viewed the world and myself. At just sixteen, becoming a teen mom brought its own emotional weight—fear, shame, and the pressure to survive. For years, my mental health journey was one of learning to push through trauma, isolation, and self-doubt while striving to build a future for my child and myself. Education became both my lifeline and my way of rewriting the narrative I inherited. Over the years, I earned my associate, bachelor’s, and master’s degrees, and even pursued a graduate degree in creative writing in hopes of finding a path that aligned with my passion. When those doors didn’t open, I found purpose in serving others. I’ve worked in nearly every facet of the mental health field—shelters, detox programs, rehabilitation centers, supportive housing, in-home services, vocational and career programs—and for the last 13 years, as a mental health therapist. These roles have given me a front-row seat to human suffering, resilience, and transformation. My personal battles with adversity, including surviving colon cancer in 2020, have deepened my understanding of pain and healing. They have taught me to see the world as a place where we can exist as unique individuals yet remain profoundly connected. Each person carries wounds, but we also carry the capacity to heal—both ourselves and one another. This belief guides how I show up for my clients, colleagues, community, and creative work. Through these experiences, I’ve learned that compassion isn’t just a feeling; it’s a practice. It is listening without judgment, holding space for someone else’s pain, and believing in their capacity to grow even when they cannot see it for themselves. My journey has shaped me into a therapist, a creative, a survivor, and a woman committed to making a difference. Receiving this scholarship would allow me to expand my ability to bring healing through the creative arts, uniting my professional experience with the passion that has always lived in me.
Fquira Johannes Student Profile | Bold.org