In my seven years of creating art, I have learned one major life lesson. The power of one’s imagination is often underestimated. It is, after all, one of the few things no one can take away from you. After a hard day at work, you can go back to your room, think about daisies fluttering in a meadow, and smile to yourself. Another aspect a lot of people don’t realize is how you can use such a power to improve the world.
For me, that involves giving people hope. I want to increase the love and persistence present in our world. Growing up, I was rather misunderstood in my adolescent years and I went through a tough time in both home and school. Relentlessly bullied by classmates and deemed the “stupid” kid, I struggled with making friends. My teachers were unsupportive and cold towards me, a few being downright cruel and shaming me publicly. My parents were not happy with my progress in school or my unconventional interests. I was believed to be “broken” somehow; I needed to be fixed or made normal by society’s standards. Eventually I began believing I was broken too.
If I had to sum up the above, it would be hopelessness. The feeling of being unworthy, that nothing will ever be okay and that it was a given I would fail at life. It took me a long time to climb out of that hole, and my passion for art was a major factor. I started drawing as a coping mechanism, and my art noticeably always included, and still includes, the opposite. I make stories of hope and love, stories where everything turns out alright at the end. Those were the stories that I needed the most growing up, and they were what kept me going when I felt like I couldn’t anymore. I want to put out art into the world showing that hardships can be overcome, and you will make it through. No matter how low that rock bottom surface seems, you can climb back up.
A more personal impact I hope to make is one dedicated to my roots. Being from a first-world, lesser-known country, I did not feel represented growing up. Bangladesh is not very well-known as a part of Asia and South Asians are often subjected to hurtful stereotypes. I have always been the only Bangladeshi in the classroom, and my art pieces are the only ones that include slices of my country. It is simultaneously overwhelming and flattering that I get to be the one who introduces my classmates to a new language and new culture. I commit myself to creating characters that better represent people from my culture. I tell diverse stories in my projects, in a manner that is authentic and derives from my lived experiences. Something that is crucial to me is breaking people’s preconceived notions and stereotypes they may have ingrained in them. When people see my work, I want them to see me and my culture for who and what we are; we are not a homogenous group of people where everybody neatly fits in a stereotype box, we all have our own lived experiences and mindsets and our way of life is as unique and beautiful as any other country’s.
Today I am an animation student at the Savannah College of Art and Design. As a kid who got into art in the mid 2010s, I have been drawing digitally and utilizing animation resources since a young age. Upon graduating, I intend to make full use of my industry. I plan to bring an animated superhero series I have been developing since childhood to full fruition. I want to feature Bangladeshi superheroes, something I have yet to see in the mainstream, on the screen and put my country on the pop culture map. “Spirit Mask”, titled by yours truly as a teenager, will tell the story of main character Mashrif and his younger brother and cousin, who gain superpowers through a chemical reaction and take on the responsibility of protecting the world. Along with being an action-adventure animated series, I want the show to depict love, positive relationships and a major slice of Bengali culture. The show will draw from my personal experiences and relationships that myself and many other children missed out on seeing. I hope to put an end to the lack of Bengali representation in animation once and for all.
In the future, I am an accomplished artist, and my art is helping someone else realize the power of their imagination. My work is educating people, shattering stereotypes and pushing forth the notion that someone out there is rooting for you. You are not alone.