
Hobbies and interests
Anime
Acting And Theater
Archery
Board Games And Puzzles
Biking And Cycling
Chess
Choir
Crafting
Comedy
Collecting
Cosplay
Cosmetology
Ethics
Gender Studies
Modeling
Mental Health
Gaming
Genetics
Music
Psychology
Voice Acting
Dance
Ballroom Dancing
Music Theory
Basketball
Singing
Reading
Classics
Drama
Horror
Romance
Mystery
Social Science
Social Issues
I read books daily
Ethan Nicholes
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Finalist
Ethan Nicholes
1x
FinalistBio
I have been studying theatre since I was 9 years old. I am passionate about my craft and won't stop until I make a difference. I want people to see me and know that they are not alone. I want to inspire people even when they are at their lowest points.
I am currently 20 years old and I am finishing up my associates degree in Liberal Studies. I have been admitted to the Columbia College of Chicago and will be transferring in the fall of 2025 to pursue musical theatre and acting. I am a member of the LGBTQ+ community and I am a strong advocate for transgender youth.
I truly believe the key to success is cooperation and understanding. Finding a middle ground with people you would typically disagree with can get you far in life and open doors previously closed. Everyone deserves to be heard, everyone deserves a chance.
Education
Columbia College Chicago
Bachelor's degree programMajors:
- Visual and Performing Arts, General
Community College of Vermont
Associate's degree programMajors:
- Liberal Arts and Sciences, General Studies and Humanities
GPA:
3.3
Salt Lake School For The Performing Arts
High SchoolMiscellaneous
Desired degree level:
Bachelor's degree program
Graduate schools of interest:
Transfer schools of interest:
Majors of interest:
- Visual and Performing Arts, General
Career
Dream career field:
Performing Arts
Dream career goals:
Musical theatre
Customer service
Kohls2023 – 20241 year
Sports
Dancing
Club2020 – 20222 years
Research
Natural Resources and Conservation, Other
Community College of Vermont — Observation2024 – 2025
Arts
Salt Lake School for the Preforming Arts
Acting2021 – 2022
Future Interests
Advocacy
Volunteering
Ethel Hayes Destigmatization of Mental Health Scholarship
Mental health has become a major challenge over the past 20 years, especially in the age of technological advances and a fast-paced environment. Keeping up with a changing world while simultaneously navigating the burdens of mental health has been proven to be a challenge time and time again. My personal struggle with mental illness has impacted every aspect of my life. From schooling, to relationships, to community connections.
I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder when I was in junior high school. I grew up with a bipolar mother, which was the prominent support for my diagnosis. Having a mental disorder such as bipolar in my adolescent years made everything I did seem more challenging. In particular, I struggled to keep up with schooling. I would have long episodes of depression or long episodes of mania for months at a time. During these episodes, doing basic activities like going to school, spending time with friends, or even practicing self-care seemed impossible. My grades dropped to Ds in my first year of high school. At this point, I stopped attending classes regularly. I didn’t feel like I fit into any of my classes, and I felt more alone than I ever had before. Sophomore year was when I attempted to take my own life.
A near-death experience changes a person. After spending 12 hours seizing and hallucinating, I was surprised to wake up again. My parents were at my bedside and all my friends had sent me messages wishing me a speedy recovery. I never realized that I had friends in the first place. This experience made me realize I wasn’t alone, even if my bipolar made it seem that way. In the weeks after, during my recovery, I decided to make a change.
I started taking my medications frequently and opening up to those around me about the ways in which I was struggling. This was one of the hardest things I had to do. Being an open member of the LGBTQ+ community, I knew about the stigma around mental health. When people learn an LGBTQ+ individual struggles with mental health, they can automatically use that fact against them. Gender and sexual orientation have been politicized as a mental illness, not as a part of someone's identity. I was terrified that if I told people I was bipolar, they would label my sexuality as a mental illness as well. This fear was enough to keep me quiet up until I attempted. Two of the people I told reacted in the way I had feared, but everyone else was supportive and loving towards me.
Without the support of my family and friends, I am not sure if I would have made it this far. I have gone from a student who struggled to get a passing grade to a student who has made the dean's list three times since entering college. I am living proof that having the proper support structures in your life can change everything. Despite the challenges I have faced all my life, despite my mental disorder, I have learned to strive. I am thrilled to continue my journey in life with my head held high.