My name is Emma Wilson, and I am currently 21 years old and a senior at Grand Canyon University studying forensic psychology and pre-law. I plan to further my education through a master’s program in clinical mental health counseling with an emphasis on corrections and forensics. The field of mental health care has been a defining part of my life and has grown into my strongest passion and professional calling.
For much of my life, I felt that my body and spirit never matched. This sensation left me confused, and it was difficult navigating childhood and the beginning of adulthood. I was in a constant state of discomfort, and all I wanted was for that feeling to stop. When I was 19, everything became clearer when I finally hit rock bottom. I felt as though I was living outside of my own body. Through many reflections, I came to the conclusion that I had never truly been myself, only a shell of what those around me were searching for in a friend, partner, and daughter. This realization also reshaped how I approach relationships, teaching me the importance of authenticity, vulnerability, and genuine connection with others. Therapy helped open my eyes to the life I had been living and the life I could live if I chose to. Finally living fully in my body and being myself is a state of being I never want to lose again.
Understanding the shell of a person I lived as for so long, along with the actions I took during that time, gave me a deeper appreciation for the power of the human psyche. This realization became my motivation to enter the field of health care as a counselor. It has become a core belief of mine that the most important person you can learn to understand is yourself. Truly understanding one’s core beliefs, values, likes, and dislikes is essential to living a meaningful life. This understanding also sparked my interest in specializing in corrections.
When a person enters a correctional facility, much of what helps maintain their human identity is taken from them. Their ability to go outside freely or even move around the facility as they once could is restricted. In many ways, this loss of autonomy can also limit opportunities for learning and rehabilitation. While individuals who commit crimes must be held accountable and their actions should not be forgotten, I have often wondered why helping them understand the impact of their actions and supporting their personal growth is sometimes placed on the back burner. Rehabilitation should be one of the main goals of corrections so that individuals can successfully re-enter society for the safety of others and for themselves. No life is meant to amount to nothing; everyone has the potential to develop the skills needed to become someone meaningful.
By helping individuals understand themselves and process their experiences, I hope to contribute to a correctional system that values rehabilitation, mental health, and the possibility of meaningful change. Through clinical mental health counseling in correctional settings, I hope to provide individuals with the psychological tools and self-understanding necessary to rehabilitate, heal, and successfully reintegrate into society, ultimately strengthening both individual lives and the communities to which they return.