One significant struggle in my life has been financial insecurity at home. This has led to less access to food, not having secure housing, working hard to pay for my higher education, and other struggles. My parents are divorced, but I have spent some time living with both of my parents.
When I lived with my dad as a kid, we lived off of one income- usually spent towards his alcohol addiction. In this situation, I very much took initiative. I handled all of the chores in my house and turned in cans to buy food with the recycling money. I cooked and purchased my own food and relied on school lunches once I got back from the pandemic lockdown. As I grew older and lived with my mom I faced housing insecurity. With her low credit score she cannot afford to own a house, so we rented. When I was 16, I had a job and sometimes contributed up to 400 dollars to the rent, but it was once again my mother fighting to support my brother, me, and my disabled stepdad with a place to stay. I paid for a lot of my own expenses as far as food, new shoes, hygiene products, marching band fees, and transportation to any place I needed to go. I worked at my job to use my money so I could continue to have a place to stay and do well in school with the circumstances given to me. Eventually though, my family got evicted from our house. I spent a few days staying with a neighbor and my parents in a motel. I struggled a lot with my mental health and other issues at the time, but I still pushed forward. My family found a new place to rent but could not contribute much money towards my higher education.
With these experiences I did learn a lot. I learned to spend money carefully, and how to find help from people in my school and community. It made me a fighter, not only for my personal life but my community. Income inequality, the impacts of addiction, food and housing security, environmental inequality, and limited access to learning resources have become causes very near to my heart, and I like to do what I can to speak with people about these issues. It also has made me more socially aware in a university setting, with my major it has helped me understand the systematic environmental exploitation of low-income neighborhoods- an issue that I have seen firsthand with the brownfield sites and industrial parks of Muskegon. In my honors class, a girl from a middle-class background may say that it is hard for low-income people to have passions because of their struggle to survive financially, from experience I can speak on that. It made me more passionate, and it pushed other people in my community to learn about their passions as well, while other people who may have succumbed to addiction have struggled.
Now that I am in university I can recall these events from my past well. Sometimes I feel almost angry that I have not had the same opportunities as other people, that others might be trapped in their hometowns and not have the means to achieve their dreams. My struggle has pushed me to take advantage of what resources I have available, to promise myself to pursue higher education in the world and achieve the goals that I have for myself. I want to restore human damage to natural environments.
I appreciate your time in considering my application, Thank you.