I grew up in an environment that was often unstable and unsafe. As a child, I endured verbal and sometimes physical abuse at the hands of my mother’s boyfriend, which left me with lasting effects of PTSD, anxiety, depression, and bipolar disorder. For many years, I questioned my worth and struggled to understand why my mother did not protect me from the harm I experienced. These early challenges shaped not only how I viewed myself but also how I viewed the world. What once felt like a burden has since become the foundation for my passions, aspirations, and the person I am today. One important lesson I have learned is that mental health is just as vital as physical health. For a long time, I felt ashamed of my struggles and tried to minimize them. With the help of a counselor who listened, validated me, and gave me tools to cope, I began to see that my experiences did not define me. Instead, they gave me perspective, strength, and empathy for others who face their own battles. This realization sparked my passion for mental health advocacy and my desire to pursue a career helping children and adolescents work through trauma. Education has been a driving force in my life. I completed my B.S. in Sociology with a minor in Psychology, and I am now pursuing my Master of Social Work. My academic journey has been motivated by a desire to use my past and turn it into a purpose for the future. My internship at a Head Start program reaffirmed this. Working with children from low-income families, I saw how much a safe environment, consistent support, and caring adults can mean to a child. One moment that stands out to me was when a young girl casually explained that her drawing was of her mother kicking her father out for beating them. Her words shocked me, but the casual way she shared them broke my heart even more. For her, violence was simply normal. This reaffirmed why counselors and social workers are so critically needed, and it reinforced my commitment to breaking cycles of trauma. My passions extend beyond academics and career goals. Advocacy and reducing stigma around mental health are important parts of my life. I strive to be open about my experiences because I know how damaging silence can be. I also try to support my friends and peers, checking in with them, encouraging them to take mental health days, and reminding them that it is okay to ask for help. These small acts of compassion reflect who I am and what I value most: empathy, resilience, and the belief that everyone deserves to feel heard and supported. My aspirations are both personal and professional. I want to be the social worker and counselor I once needed—the person who helps children realize that they are more than their trauma and that they have the strength to heal. I also want to contribute to a cultural shift in how mental health is understood and treated, working toward a world where seeking help is normalized and accessible. The experiences of my past have not been easy, but they have shaped me into a resilient, compassionate, and determined person. They have fueled my passion for mental health, given me the drive to pursue a career of service, and taught me that even the most difficult challenges can become stepping stones toward purpose. I am proud of the person I am becoming, and I am excited to use my background, passions, and experiences to make a difference in the lives of others.

My journey with mental health has profoundly shaped who I am and the direction of my life. From an early age, I faced verbal and sometimes physical abuse at the hands of my mother’s boyfriend. What should have been a safe and nurturing childhood became marked by instability, fear, and pain. These experiences left me with lasting struggles including PTSD, anxiety, depression, and bipolar disorder. While these challenges have been difficult, they have also shaped my beliefs, influenced my relationships, and inspired my career aspirations as a future clinical social worker. Growing up in a household where abuse was normalized, I developed a distorted view of love and security. I often asked myself why my mother did not love me enough to stop the abuse, why I was not enough. For years, I assumed that if the people closest to me could not protect me, then I must not have been worthy of protection in the first place. This belief system was destructive, and it took years of counseling to unravel. Therapy helped me understand that mental illness and trauma are not signs of weakness, but human experiences that require compassion, support, and treatment. I now believe that trauma does not define a person’s future and that recovery is not only possible but powerful. Another belief shaped by my experience is the importance of breaking the stigma surrounding mental illness. Too often, people are silenced by shame or fear of judgment. For me, even the act of taking prescribed medication was once a source of guilt. I internalized messages like “people didn’t need Prozac in the 1800s, and they were fine.” It took time to understand how flawed those ideas were. We would never deny someone insulin for diabetes or medication for high blood pressure, so why deny mental health treatment? This realization taught me that seeking help is an act of strength, not weakness. My struggles also influenced my relationships. For years, I felt unworthy of love, which led me into dangerous situations where I desperately sought validation and acceptance. This desperation even led to an instance of sexual assault that compounded my trauma and reinforced my fears. For a long time, I worried constantly that if people knew about my mental illness, they would reject me. When I met my current partner, I tried to hide my struggles, even taking my medication discreetly so he wouldn’t notice. When he asked what it was for and I nervously admitted it was for depression and bipolar disorder, his response was simple: “oh, okay.” That moment showed me acceptance was possible, and that love does not disappear in the face of mental illness. This relationship, along with the unwavering support of my grandmother who became a mother figure to me, reshaped how I view connection. I learned that honesty and vulnerability can deepen relationships rather than destroy them. Today, I approach relationships with empathy, openness, and the understanding that everyone is fighting battles that are not always visible. Perhaps the most profound impact of my mental health journey is on my career aspirations. Counseling gave me a lifeline at a time when I felt hopeless. My counselor helped me understand that my trauma was not my fault and that I had the strength to move forward. With his guidance, I developed coping mechanisms to manage anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts. We created a plan for moments when I felt overwhelmed, and I began to reclaim control of my life. His support not only saved me, it inspired me to pursue a career where I can do the same for others. I am currently completing my B.S. in Sociology with a minor in Psychology, with plans to earn a Master’s in Clinical Mental Health Counseling. My ultimate goal is to specialize in trauma counseling for children and adolescents. I want to provide young people with the tools and strategies I wish I had been given—the tools to cope, to regulate emotions, to believe in their worth, and to envision a future beyond their trauma. My internship at a federally funded Head Start program further solidified these goals. Working with children from low-income families, I saw firsthand how issues like abuse, neglect, food insecurity, and unstable home environments impact development. One day, a young girl casually told me she was drawing a picture of her mom kicking her dad out for beating them. Her nonchalant delivery shook me to my core. For her, this violence had become normal. That moment reinforced for me the urgent need for mental health professionals who can intervene early, offer support, and break cycles of trauma. I want to use my career to ensure that no child feels alone in their struggles. My dream is to change lives one at a time, to show children that their pain is real but that it does not define them, and to equip them with skills to thrive despite adversity. By working alongside social workers and other child welfare professionals, I hope to combat abuse and trauma from multiple angles. I believe that by focusing on children and adolescents, we can create ripple effects that improve society as a whole. Early intervention not only reduces immediate suffering but also sets the stage for healthier adults, stronger families, and more resilient communities. My journey with mental health has been painful, but it has also been transformative. It has shaped my beliefs, teaching me that trauma does not define worth and that stigma must be dismantled. It has influenced my relationships, showing me the power of acceptance, vulnerability, and unconditional support. Most importantly, it has guided my career aspirations, inspiring me to dedicate my life to helping children and adolescents overcome their struggles. I strive to be the counselor I once needed—the person who listens, validates, and empowers. My dream is to use my personal experiences, combined with professional training, to make a meaningful impact on the lives of young people. Through counseling, advocacy, and compassion, I hope to change the world one child at a time.

As a child, I was faced with verbal and sometimes physical abuse at the hands of my mother's boyfriend. While I was more fortunate than other children, I still feel the lasting effects of PTSD, anxiety, depression, and bipolar disorder. As a mental health counselor, I would like to work with children and help them to overcome their trauma and give them the tools they need to cope with it. I understand that trauma will never be erased, and never will be nonexistent. However, with the proper tools and opportunities to speak and recover from their trauma, we can form a healthier child, thus a healthier world. This may sound idealistic, but I strive to be the person that I needed as a child. I often consider what my life would be like had I learned how to handle the trauma I faced, and how to recover from it. I struggled so much with wondering why my mother did not "love" me enough to stop the abuse, which led me to seeking that feeling of love as a young adult. I was so desperate to feel loved and wanted, that I allowed myself to be involved in dangerous situations, which led to an instance of sexual assault. Following these abusive, traumatic experiences, I felt that there was nothing worth living for. After receiving counseling as an adult, I have learned to not blame myself for the trauma I have faced. I was also taught coping mechanisms to regulate myself when feeling anxious or depressed. We formed a "plan" of the steps I would take to avoid engaging in self-harm and reduce instances of suicidal thoughts. After these experiences, I have struggled with controlling my anxiety. For too long I was afraid of going out and meeting other people, even going to the grocery store induced debilitating fear. By encouragement from my counselor and my family, I was determined to go back to school and get my B.S. and eventually my M.S. and become a Clinical Mental Health Counselor. In many ways my anxiety has been a constant battle for me, from subtle anxious feelings to overwhelming anxiety attacks. I became very reliant on anxiety medications to function each day, but eventually I learned how to control my anxiety and take my life back from my illness. I still struggle to raise my hand in class or speak my opinion if it is different from another person's, but now I notice the desire to do so. I no longer wish to be complacent to avoid triggering my anxiety. I refuse to let my social anxiety steer the course of my life any longer. Pursuing my degree is going to allow me to teach other ways to manage their various mental illnesses and allow them to regain control of their own lives. With mental health needs increasing, the importance of mental health professionals increases as well. I aspire to use my experiences and successes to help others meet their own successes.

My name is Emily Morris, and I am pursuing a B.S. of Sociology and minoring in Psychology with the intentions of completing a M.S. of Clinical Mental Health Counseling. I have struggled with mental health for most of my life, and battling these disorders or issues is often a silent fight. I was abused at the hands of my mother's boyfriend, verbal, emotional, and sometimes physical abuse became regular in my childhood. At this point, I have learned the ways to cope with the trauma I had been through, but before counseling, I had no idea where to turn or what to do. I often consider what my life would be like had I learned how to handle the trauma I faced, and how to recover from it. I struggled so much with wondering why my mother did not "love" me enough to stop the abuse, which led me to seeking that feeling of love as a young adult. I was so desperate to feel loved and wanted, that I allowed myself to be involved in dangerous situations, which led to an instance of sexual assault. Following these abusive, traumatic experiences, I felt that there was nothing worth living for. After receiving counseling as an adult, I have learned to not blame myself for the trauma I have faced. I was also taught coping mechanisms to regulate myself when feeling anxious or depressed. We formed a "plan" of the steps I would take to avoid engaging in self-harm and reduce instances of suicidal thoughts. I am so blessed to have found a counselor which aided in my recovery and my continued success. My counselor saved my life, and reminded me that I was loved, needed, and wanted in the world. My only regret is not finding this help sooner. He instilled a sense of purpose in me, the desire to help others overcome their trauma. My counselor helped remind me that life was worth living, and that no matter what, I am needed and loved within this world. A reminder I now say frequently to myself, as well as my friends or family who are struggling with their mental health. My personal experiences are certainly a motivator in my desire to help others. Currently, I am working a full-time job while also attending Texas A&M as a full-time student. This scholarship would be such a blessing to me and help me further my educational career and allow me to focus more of my energy towards school and allow me to be less concerned about finances. Thank you for your time and consideration of my application.