I had never seen eyes that big before, and they were looking right at me. I froze for a second as we shared 3 seconds of the most intense eye contact of my life. It then turned its head and went back to chewing on the shrubs on the side of the trail. I looked around at the rest of my crew. We were all frozen, mesmerized. We had been there for almost 20 minutes as the biggest, most beautiful creature I had ever seen blocked our path. Mike, our favorite National Parks Service crew member had told us to never bother a moose, and now I could understand why.
We had been on Isle Royale National Park for nearly a week before this first encounter with a moose. We saw several more throughout our 6 week project on the remote island, including one that joined us for breakfast in our campsite at 5:30 a.m. We woke up at this time everyday and made breakfast and lunch, and pumped water at the small creek near our site. At 7 a.m. we left for our 4 mile hike to our worksite, where we worked until 3, when we hiked home. Nights were filled with chores, friendship bracelet making, and learning about environmental conservation.
My summers in the Conservation Corps of Minnesota were long and hard but were also the most formative experiences of my life thus far. At 15, I felt lost. My best friend had just died in a sudden car accident, and I felt like I was wasting my life away. I wanted to do something important and meaningful. I was already passionate about the environment, so I took to google. After combing through the results of a search for “environmental internships for high schoolers,” I found the Summer Youth Corps program of the Conservation Corps of Minnesota. Youth aged 15-18 could work on crews of 8 youth mentored by 2 18-25 year old crew leaders and travel around Minnesota working in state parks on conservation projects. I was so excited. This sounded like the perfect opportunity. The only issue was that I had never been camping before, or really even been hiking before. My parents weren’t really the outdoorsy type, so I had never experienced the outdoors. However, I wasn’t going to let that stop me. I felt called to nature, for some reason. After talking with my parents, they hesitantly agreed to let me apply, and that June they dropped me off in the middle of the woods.
My first summer, I worked in 3 different state parks on a very diverse crew of youth. We were all from different places, had different experiences, and all learned a lot from each other. I still keep in touch with some people I met this summer. We spent 8 hours a day doing hard physical labor, and one hour doing learning activities. Through these we built leadership skills, learned about environmental issues, and learned how to work as a team. We spent the weekends exploring nature, going on hikes, canoeing down rivers, and going to nature centers. I went home a different person. I was calmer, and had an even deeper appreciation for nature. When my crew leader reached out to me and asked if I would like to join a Wilderness Crew for the following summer, I knew I had to do it. Wilderness Crews are made up of youth in their second year in the Corps, and are more intense than first-year crews. This is when I had the opportunity to live on Isle Royale National Park. We were backcountry camping, and hiking upwards of 10 miles daily. It was physically demanding. Days were long without much break time. However, we got to see some of the most beautiful things. This area is almost untouched by man, and I felt so whole.
The next summer, I knew I had to go back. I applied to be a crew leader, and was accepted. At 18, I was the youngest leader there, even younger than some of the youth on my crew. It was hard to find my leadership style, but by the end of the summer, I had learned so much about myself. I am stronger than I thought I was. I lead in a calm nature, providing support and trying to make sure everyone feels included. I found I was especially good at teaching about conservation. It was so rewarding to see my youth develop the same appreciation I have found for the outdoors. I am so grateful to have been a part of this program.
After graduating high school, and graduating the Conservation Corps, I knew how much work there was in the environmental field. I am currently a sophomore at the University of Iowa majoring in environmental engineering, minoring in environmental policy, and pursuing a certificate in public health. I hope to work on clean water. I still think back to standing on the cliffs on the shoreline of Isle Royale and looking out at the cleanest water I have ever seen. It makes me feel alive and complete. However, there are so many people who will never experience this. Water sources worldwide are incredibly polluted, disrupting wildlife and human life. Industry often dumps waste directly into our water sources. I want to work to clean up these polluted water sources, while also working on policy that prevents further pollution. Humans and nature are so intertwined, and until we stop trying to control nature and start trying to enjoy and admire it, we will never be whole.