I have undergone more surgeries in my life than my current age. Throughout high school, I endured three major, life-changing operations, with another minor surgery the summer before college. Yet these experiences weren't without purpose—through my hardships, I discovered my passion.
At age two, I was diagnosed with Nager Syndrome, a rare condition affecting the SF3B4 gene. My symptoms include micrognathia (underdeveloped jaw), thumb hypoplasia, and limited arm extension. By twelve, I was diagnosed with severe scoliosis exceeding sixty-five degrees. This isn't a sob story, however. This is how I chose to thrive rather than merely survive, and how I discovered the tool of resilience.
When I entered freshman year, my jaw was so underdeveloped that I couldn't open it more than a centimeter. It was positioned so far back that normal breathing was difficult. Fortunately, surgery was scheduled for that fall—perfect timing during the COVID-19 pandemic. Having already experienced 15 surgeries, the procedure almost seemed routine. The results, however, left me in awe. Metal plates reconstructed my face, allowing me to open my mouth to four centimeters. How marvelous it is to create function out of nothing, especially compared to where I started! The immense joy I felt in the following months confirmed my goal: I would help children like me. I shifted my career focus to medicine, which meant my grades would matter more than ever. Having barely passed my freshman year classes, I vowed never to let that happen again.
No one said this would be an easy feat. Sophomore year proved especially challenging after moving from populous Pflugerville to small-town Brenham, losing my main support system in the process. Nevertheless, I joined the marching band and enrolled in my first art class. I loved both activities but struggled to love myself. My scoliosis had progressed to a dangerous degree, threatening to crush my heart and lungs. Despite feeling alone, I persevered. I refused to let my disabilities differentiate me from others as I had in the past. By second semester, my teachers recognized my potential, and I earned straight A's for the first time in my academic career.
In November of junior year, I underwent the most traumatic surgery of my life: spinal fusion. I rarely could walk or even sit up, enduring excruciating pain for weeks. Significant blood loss left me prone to occasional fainting. Nonetheless, I maintained a positive mindset to keep up with schoolwork because less than four months later, in February, I would undergo aesthetic jaw surgery to correct my offset mandible. I couldn't afford to fall behind. By the time this final major surgery arrived, I was on track academically. Though still significant, this procedure went smoothly, finishing junior year with straight A's once more.
The month before starting college, I began experiencing excruciating jaw pain. My surgeon identified a loose plate from normal wear and tear, assuring me the corrective surgery would be straightforward. On the day of the procedure, I asked countless questions as staff prepared my IVs and monitors. They appreciated my enthusiasm, and I went under anesthesia with a smile. I couldn't wait to join their ranks someday.
My medical journey will never truly end—a daunting reality. Yet it has motivated me to pursue my biology degree, with hopes of eventually attending medical school to be a pediatric plastic surgeon. Now after my first year of college, I've already applied the lessons in resilience learned, earning a 4.0 GPA. I know everything will work out because I've navigated that uncertainty many times before. I grow every day and remain eternally grateful for the life I've shaped myself.