Hello, my name is Ella Gerlach, and I am currently in the final year of my Master’s program in Peace and Social Transformation. This academic journey has been deeply personal and transformative, especially as it relates to my own experiences with mental health, financial hardship, and personal growth. I am applying for this scholarship with the hope that I can continue my education and deepen my calling to support others—especially those who have endured trauma—as I navigate my own challenges.
During my undergraduate years as a Global Studies major, I relied heavily on financial aid, such as the Pell Grant and athletic scholarships, to pursue my education. These resources were vital, and without them, I would not have been able to afford school. Now, in graduate school, many of those resources are no longer available, and I am constantly seeking alternative support systems to continue my studies. This financial strain has created significant stress and anxiety, but I remain committed to my education because I believe it is the key to fulfilling my purpose: serving survivors of human trafficking and promoting healing on a mental, emotional, and spiritual level.
I come from a middle-class Christian military family, which once provided a foundation of support and stability. However, over the past two years, my relationship with my parents has deteriorated. We have grown incredibly distant and virtually non-communicative. This shift has not only left me financially independent, but also emotionally isolated during some of the most challenging years of my life. I have had to navigate paying for both my educational and personal expenses alone, all while managing the mental toll of feeling disconnected from those who once formed my core support system.
This experience has been both painful and formative. The anxiety I have felt about finances and my future has often felt overwhelming, but it has also pushed me to rely more deeply on my faith, my friendships, and on the healing tools I have been learning through counseling. I began therapy through my university’s mental health services, which has been a critical support in helping me manage my emotional well-being. Through counseling, I have learned coping strategies that help me address anxiety, build resilience, and stay grounded in my long-term goals. I am incredibly grateful for these resources, which have kept me mentally and emotionally afloat during turbulent times.
My passion for mental health advocacy and healing stems from a deep personal conviction. Since I was thirteen, I have felt called to work with survivors of human trafficking. I vividly remember attending a conference where the speaker—an anti-human trafficking activist—opened my eyes to the horrors of modern-day slavery. Since then, I have committed my academic and professional life to this cause. That calling has remained steadfast, even when my own mental, physical, and spiritual health has been tested.
Despite the personal hardships, I have remained academically strong. I have been on the Dean’s List for the past two years due to my high GPA. I was honored with a dedication award for my commitment to Track and Field, and I graduated early from my undergraduate program. These accomplishments reflect not only academic discipline but also emotional perseverance. I have been told I have to choose between my faith and my professional aspirations, but I believe they go hand in hand. My faith fuels my compassion, and my education equips me to turn that compassion into action.
As a student-athlete, I also understand how mental health is intricately tied to physical well-being. Recently, I suffered an injury that has kept me from running for over three months. For someone who found emotional clarity and peace through running, this injury has felt like losing a major coping mechanism. Running was my safe space—where I processed emotions, cleared my mind, and reconnected with myself. Its absence has been deeply challenging, but it has also forced me to explore new ways to care for my mental health. I have leaned into practices like prayer, journaling, walking, talking to trusted friends, and therapy. These tools have helped me regulate my emotions and build inner strength.
Through all of these challenges, I continue to fight hard for my education, my mental health, and my personal growth. Two summers ago, I interned with a nonprofit organization that combats sex trafficking and advocates for the decriminalization of survivors. That experience was life-changing. I saw firsthand how trauma affects survivors' mental health, and how holistic care—mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual—is essential in their recovery journey. It affirmed my belief that healing is possible, but it requires advocates who understand the complex interplay of trauma, systemic injustice, and mental health.
Currently, I also serve as a Spiritual Life graduate assistant at my university. This role has opened doors to mentor and support other students as they navigate their own mental and emotional challenges. It has deepened my empathy and affirmed my belief that faith-based support, when approached with love and openness, can be a powerful tool for healing.
Today, I stand at the intersection of my passion and purpose. I am determined to use my experiences, both painful and powerful, to advocate for others—especially those who feel forgotten or unseen. I hope to work in the nonprofit sector, supporting survivors of trafficking through trauma-informed care that includes mental health services. I want to be someone who not only understands the importance of mental health but also lives it out in how I lead, support, and serve.
This scholarship would mean more than just financial help. It would be an affirmation of my journey—of the many nights I spent worrying, the tears I shed in silence, the therapy sessions that kept me going, and the dreams that refused to die even when everything else felt like it was falling apart. With your support, I can continue to pursue my education, grow in my calling, and advocate for healing—both my own and that of others.
Thank you for considering my application and for investing in the mental well-being of students like me.