Cheerleading is magic to me; it lights up a light that I never knew I had inside me. It was also a dream of mine to cheer in high school. I've been on my high school cheer team for four year and stunt team for three years. I have learned to juggle school, cheer, stunt, relationships with family, friends and time for myself. I found myself being able to multitask and not get overwhelmed by all the chaos around me. My first two years of cheer I did not have confidence which made it difficult to make friends with girls on the same team as me.
Junior year was different I grew, learned, achieved, and let the worry stop. I made junior varsity for cheer which I was disappointed about but once I took a step back, I was grateful for the judge's decision. Junior year I grew as a person and a teammate. My academic achievements gave me confidence in myself which carried over to cheer. I was captain of junior varsity my junior year. Being the only junior on junior varsity was embarrassing at first but I learned that even though I was put on this team for a reason and whatever that reason was I was just thankful I was still being given the opportunity to cheer. Being captain opened my eyes to the confidence you need to lead the team, advocate for the team, and the communication needed to lead. Stunt was different this year we finally won a game. I was still having to juggle school, stunt, friendships, and other things that helped me improve into my senior year.
My senior year had brought a lot of change and growth in my life. Everything changed this year; I lost all my friends, my confidence went down the drain, I did not know who I was or what I wanted to do with my life after high school. During my senior year I found peace in being by myself at school and finding who I was again. It is crazy how one friendship can break you down and make you feel like you are nothing. As cheer season started, I went toward the younger girls and built relationships with them. I wanted to be there for them and guide them if they ever needed me. I challenge myself academically with higher level classes. The cheer team was different, there were so many recent changes happening with the program, but I learned to adapt and not get overwhelmed. Stunt changed too, I have learned dedication and perseverance. I am one of the captains on stunt this year. I know my responsibility is to lead the team, guide them, and not give up on them. These four years of cheer and three years of stunt have taught me how to be confident in myself, how to react in stressful situations, communicate with different people and listen to what they have to say and learn from it.