On November 4, 2023, my life changed. I was at a church retreat, riding through the gym on another person’s shoulders, when I fell suddenly. I have no memory of what happened next, but I have been told that I was rushed to the hospital by ambulance and taken to the Intensive Care Unit of Parkview Fort Wayne. I was in a coma where I would remain for the next two days, suffering from what the doctors originally diagnosed as a severe concussion. As the days progressed with little to no progress, doctors began to question if there was something more occurring in my body. On the third day of my hospitalization, an MRI confirmed that I had suffered a Traumatic Brain Injury resulting in a Diffuse Axonal Injury. It was explained to my parents that this meant I had endured multiple spots of bleeding on all levels of my brain and to prepare for a permanent mental disability. My parents were told that I would likely have to miss my next year of school. Preparations were then made for me to be transferred to an in-patient rehabilitation center so that I could try to recover as much mental capacity as was possible. While waiting for the transfer, I underwent various therapies and rehabilitation programs in an effort to rebuild my strength.
To this day, I have no memory of those two weeks or what happened, but on November 17, I vividly remember waking up at four o’clock in the morning with no idea where I was. In my mind, the date should have still been November 4, as I could not comprehend how I possibly could have missed my birthday on November 7. Assuming I was experiencing a bad dream, I decided to go back to sleep and see what the morning brought. When I woke up, I was inevitably still in the hospital. Despite my loss of my short-term memory, I was completely coherent and stable. As the day progressed, my mom and my youth pastor came to the hospital, as I was scheduled to be transferred to a facility in Cincinnati that day. Through a process that can only be described as divine intervention, the Cincinnati facility had made a mistake in my admission and I was not going to be able to be moved for another three days. Incredibly confused about what was going on, I begged to be sent home, something the Physical Medicine Specialist originally said would be entirely unrealistic. The doctors and nurses were dumbfounded by the incredible turnaround that I had in a 24-hour span, and after being cleared by physical and occupational therapy I was ultimately sent home the next day.
Returning home from the hospital was an emotional roller coaster. While I was thrilled to be in a familiar place surrounded by all of my favorite people, I was also forced to accept some harsh realities. I would never play football again. I needed to receive physical, speech, and occupational therapy, along with physical rehabilitation. I was not permitted to drive for the next month. There were many nights I laid in bed wondering why everything had happened to me. As I thought and prayed about it, I began to realize that the Lord had given me a platform to use. While God does not need to perform a miracle to work through me, He chose to use my accident to further His kingdom, something I do not take lightly.
Nothing that I did had anything to do with my miraculous healing. All of the credit for my recovery goes to the Lord, the medical staff, and the hundreds of people who prayed for me when it looked hopeless. I will never take any of the credit for any of the physical healing that took place in my body. However, when I step back and look at the whole situation, I would consider my return to normal my greatest personal achievement. Upon returning home, I went back to church the next day, school on Monday, and multiple family Thanksgiving dinners in the following week, all while grappling with what had just happened to me. I was also forced to give up my dream of playing football for my senior year, but because of that, I have been able to become an assistant coach on the team, something that I have been able to grow from in so many ways. As I have gone back to normal life, things have had to change, but the ability that I feel I have had to adapt to the changes has strengthened me, not only in this situation, but as I go forward in life.